Hi everyone, juz came back from town. was workin todae till 3pm then went shopping alone cos can't seem to find anyone who is free to meet up.
But was very excited cos found alot of stuffs i would like to buy.. went back to where i did my oakley spec to clean up the spec then saw a new pair of spec called the oakley "off-line" ver4.0, very nice. it cost around $388 wif the lens multicoated and high-indexed.. very tempted to get it but hold back cos wanted to give to my debt-cancellation pledge first, tis can wait.. If i am faithful in little, God will bless me with much.
Walked around shopping for new clothing, actually not being buying any clothes for some time oredi..
came back around 6 plus cos wanted to be home early to clean up my room and oso catch "friends" @10pm.. room being in a mess recently, lazy to clear and no time cos always home late after work.. haha juz plain laziness lah.. c" )
As i was writing tis, there's some issue that i really hope God will listen to.. tink after abt 5 months in SOT, really learn alot in the theology stuff but really feel it's more abt personal life being changed and tranformed, walking deeper and deeper wif God. i can't deny my life have not been the same after i joined SOT but i always feel i can do more for GOd. Area in my life where i can let go and let God.. After yesterdae deliverance svc, i really feel it's not the form that is important but it's the power that God give.. i was really amused by how Pst Mike pray for the people, when he prophesied over ppl's life, he never force them but he allows God to minister to them. The love of God to be upon them and filled them..
was abit upset by wat i saw durin deliverance yest, can't share much cos not very nice but i told myself i must be flowing wif God not by my own strength..
Juz some of my thoughts..
i really wish the rest of the 5 months in SOT will be a challenging one cos i always dream to be God's vessel.. wan to walk along wif Jesus each and every single day, align wif His thought and His dream for me but i believe decision is up to me..
"To Be or not To Be a man after God's own heart"