She looks at the mirror
She looks at the blade
Tears stream down her face
As she thinks of today
About how her mother screamed at her so loud
And all she wanted was to make her proud
She used to be so perfect
Her will so strong
She doesn't know exactly
Where she went wrong
"You're a horrible child
I don't love you anymore!"
Those were the words spoken
By a slam of the door
All this sadness built up inside
And how people hurt her
With their lies
Sometimes she wishes
She could just close her eyes
Lay down for the last time
And die
She looks at the mirror
She looks at the blade
Today was the day
That her friends went away
All her friends left her, and she doesn't know why
Even just thinking bout it, makes her cry
Now she hasn't anyone
That she cant trust
Her life has come crashing down
It's all turned to dust
Everyone hates her
It's so easy to see
She thinks to herself
"Why has this happened to me?"
All this sadness built up inside
And how people hurt her
With their lies
Sometimes she wishes
She could just close her eyes
Lay down for the last time
And die
She looks at the mirror
She looks at the blade
She can't turn back now
Cause she has set the stage
A note lies on the table, written with care
She's hoping that someone will find it there
She has carefully written
About her life
In it, all the reasons
She wants to die
"Goodbye to you, Mother
Goodbye to all my friends
I'm sorry to tell you,
This is the way it will end."
All this sadness built up inside
And how people hurt her
With their lies
Sometimes she wishes
She could just close her eyes
Lay down for the last time
And die
She looks at the mirror
She looks at the blade
She says to herself
"This is the only way
To escape all this pain that lies inside.
The only way to do it, is to die."
She thinks of what awaits her
Beyond death's door
She'll be with her lost ones
Together once more
She looks at the mirror
Now she's picked up the blade
Again she tells herself
"You know it's the only way."
All this sadness built up inside
And how people hurt her
With their lies
Sometimes she wishes
She could just close her eyes
Lay down for the last time
And die
On her wrist
Is where the blade lies
Then the phone rings
She collapses
And cries
Her friend had called
To see how she's been
Broken down,
She tells her what she almost did
"I'm glad that you called me,
You saved my life.
To tell you the truth,
I didn't really want to die.
At least not now
I don't want it to end.
And you've done so much for me,
You're my very best friend."
All this sadness built up inside
And how people hurt her
With their lies
Sometimes she wishes
She could just close her eyes
Lay down for the last time
And die
Lay down for the last time...
And ,
Die...
Posted by blog/anonymous_91
at 9:20 AM
Updated: Monday, 26 February 2007 5:41 PM
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