Forbidden Feelings
I sit here looking out,
tears building up inside.

Here I am crying,
and I don't know why.


I look to the other side,
and see him sitting there.

He's holding her,
with so much care.


Their bond woven tightly,
by love and trust.

A bond so beautiful,
I don't want it to bust.


I love him,
but I care for her.

I want him happy,
even if I get hurt.


I look to him,
and see in his lap lay,

A note to him,
cause she had something to say.


"You are!"
"I'm not!"


Beautiful that is,
I agree with him.

She's beautiful,
and his.


I cry on his shoulder,
he doesn't mind,

He's always willing to comfort me,
he's always so kind.


I cry so softly,
I don't want them to hear.

I don't want them to know,
I've even sheded a tear.


Now I know the reason,
to why I cry.

She probably does too,
from the look in her eye.


It's my feelings for him,
this forbidden love.

My heart's being played with,
by the minds of above.


To her,
He belongs.

To me,
I long.


But this is a greedy wish,
To which, I want not.


I want to tell her,
so very much.

But she would yell,
and say "DON'T TOUCH!"


I never would,
never will.


I want them happy,
thats the best I can do.

I know I'll never be able to tell him,
"I love you."


But to see them together,
smiles on their face.

I know to stay her,
and keep my place.


I know to change,
the love between them,

I'd still be unhappy,
even though I love him.


She'd be upset,
no matter what I'd say.

So the best for us all,
is to keep things this way.


If she were to read this,
I hope she understands.

And nothing will change,
and we can still be friends.


Knowing that with her love,
I will not interfere.

But that doesn't mean,
that once in a while,


I can't shed a tear.