I love you.
I don't know why,
I just do.
Maybe it's because in your arms I feel safe.
Or how you don't seem to want anything,
But to make me happy.
Do you love me?
I just want to know.
If you don't,
That's okay.
My feelings won't change because of that,
I don't see why you like me though.
I seem to hurt all that do.
And I'm so scared,
That somehow,
I'll hurt you.
You don't deserve to be hurt.
That's why I don't deserve you.
But if it makes you happy,
I'll stay with you.
You deserve to be happy.
I'm sorry when I seem so distance,
It's not you.
Then again,
It is.
I'm scared I'll do something stupid,
Say something wrong.
And it'll be over.
You wouldn't do anything,
It will be all me.
Like I almost did a couple weeks ago,
or this morning.
You'd say nothing,
I'd say everything.
I'm set off so easily.
Little things seem so big.
For instance,
I know you're hiding something.
Probably nothing big,
But it bothers me.
Maybe if I tell you something
You will feel better,
Or maybe just make you feel worse.
I never fall out of love.
I still love him you know.
Not him now,
But him then.
I will always love you for you now.
Now I'm just confusing myself.
Things happen so fast.
Sometimes I just want it to stop,
Or at least slow down.
But I just have to let things be as they should.
Accept change.
Move on.
But I can always remember.
We all change.
That is the only thing that will always be the same.