it's been so long
Mood:
not sure
it's been so long since i last posted on this blog and so many things have happened... i went to england.. turned out that it didnt work the way i expected, so i went back home. now im trying to find a job abroad... kinda losing hope i must say... keep fighting with my mom... i dont know. i feel like i shouldnt talk anymore, like all this is useless... like im trying to make things go back to normal, but they wont, i dont think.
every one is busy and i have nothing to do, no place to go to every day. i know other ppl would be happy and might wonder why i complain. but all i can do is look for a job and hope it will happen. i dont know... im confused. and depressed. i guess im just growing up...