Psych Wards, Cancer reports and a concert of some unknown stars...
Well..effing eh...dude.

Yesterday. Theresa's mommy, brought us from her house to mine. About 30 minutes later, Theresa gets a call over here, from Dawn...Saying..that..her mom was going back to the ward. Eff! Her friend Michelle checked her in. So...she got taken away last night, with the assistance of four police cars.

Apparentally, she had been lying to us all. Not taking her medication for 2 whole weeks. Thats not good, a tall. Shes schizo-ffective. So...That is a very, very bad thing. I guess. It was a good thing to check her in. She hadnt been eating or getting out of bed. But they wanted her in the ward, to make sure she wouldnt hurt herself, or anyone else, for that matter...

The state said that...last time they let her out of the ward, would be her last time. Three strikes, right? So..She might not get back out. Although. She went in voluntarily. So she might be getting out in about a month. Maybe more. Depending on how well she co-operates.

Other news. Chad went to the doctor today. To get his test results. To see if he..really did have cancer. I was a nervous wreck today. I couldnt sit still. I waited to hear from him, as soon as I got home. My god. I dont want him to die. I told him Id kill him if he did...

I think..that did some good. Because, the results came back and the frootcake is healthy! Ohh my god, dude...He's healthy. I was about ready to start balling. I dont know what Id do if I lost him too.

....Thatd be Rob, Katie AND Chad. Thats too many. Anyways...He said he would be around to bug me for a very...very loooooooong time. So...YAY! Im so thrilled.

Anyways. Tomorrow is the concert Ive been waiting for. Shawn and Brandon's band is playing a local show. "Fatally Reborn" And three others. And then just Brandon's band headlining...I wanna go. I do. See what Shawn and James have been talking about constantly. See how it all comes out, ya know..

No money pour moi, though. Its $5 to get it. $5 for 5 bands! ....sheesh...thats an amazing deal. I just dont have it, though. Maybe I can bum some money from a friend. I hope.

Also. I learned a new word today. Its:

Exsanguination. Werd...

Meaning. To be drained of blood. Or to Drain blood.

I thought that was "wicked awesome, yo."

Ill leave this shit thing, that No one reads. Not even I do anymore...with some lyrics.I got from Sprinkles.

"And you know I won't let you go. Sometimes so near and so far. To retrack that places that have brought me here. Close my eyes and move along...to where I belong. Thinking. Looking. Hoping...that I'll find a way. You know I cant stop counting the days that youre not here to say (You know I miss you more than yesterday.)"

I gotta find out who that is...

Surveys are for nerds!
10 Friends You Trust

.1. Billy K.
.2. Tim
.3. Christine.
.4.Timmy
.5. Angela
6. Aubrey.
.7. Jon
8. Amanda
.9. Brittany
10.Heather



9 Bands You Love
.1. A.F.I.
.2. Mindless Self Indulgence
.3. Tsunami Bomb.
.4. HIM
5. Indecensy
6. The Birthday Massacre
.7. One side Zero.
8. Down and above
9. System of A Down.



8 Songs With Meaning To You
.1. Mad World|Gary Jules.
.2. Break my Heart|Down and Above.
3. The Days of the Phoenix| A.F.I.
4. ....Not Forever.| Tsunami Bomb.
5. Drowning| Sunset Black.
6. Dramamine|Modest Mouse
7. I hate everything About you. Three Days Grace.
8. This place. Sunset Black.



7 Favorite Foods
.1. Sour patch Kids.
2. Blue raspberry..anything.
3. Reese's.
4. Chex mix.
5. Pixi Sticks.
6. Beef Lo Mein with Rice noodles.
7. Lemon Meringue Pie.



6 Things You Like About the Opposite Sex
.1. Attitude.
.2. Voice
.3. Penis. (haha)
4. Easy to get along with.
5. Anything goes.
6. Laid back.

5 Pieces of Jewelry You Own
1. Kandie.
2. Ear rings.
3. Rings.
4. Bracelets.
5. Necklaces.



4 Emotions You Feel Daily
.1. Sleepy
2. Longing for more sleep.
3. Hunger.
4. Love.



3 People You Have Loved In The Past

.1. Jon.
2. Billy K.(Always will)
3. Christine.(Always will)



2 People That Mean The World To You

.1. Tim
2. Billy.



1 Reason You Are Alive
1. Longing for the future after school.

I can say fork! I can say fork!
Fouchet...There. I said fork in Creole. Yeah..Thats right..I know something. Thank you all for joining me in my daily moment of intelligence. Please join me again tomorrow, as well.

Aaaaaanyways...I miss Tim. We never talk anymore. Uhm...When we do..It's SO boring. My god. Its sad. Is it bad when..talking to your "signifigant other" that you have nothing to talk about? Yeah...I didnt think so. We'll work it out.

Monday's my orientation for the radio station. I dont waaaaaanna gooo...No. 2 hours of sleeping time..How fucked is that? Tre fucked. I know.

Friday is Shawn and Brandon's...concert. I said Id go...and I plan on it. If I can manage to whore myself somewhere, for $5 meesily bucks. I mean..$5 for...four bands. Thats insane. I just dont know if I can do it though. I hope so. I wanna see how they're coming along these days...

Anyways..It's 2:35..My new nap time, for the day. I cant get enough of sleep these days.

Mood: Worried and Exhausted.
Song listening to: Retard Song|Mindless Self Indulgence.
Want: Peace of mind.