hey im baQ again. Today leon my bf went to a giants game without me! but its all good cuz i was sick ne wayz i think i had food poisonin or sumthin all i had was sum eggs that my mom made which i am never eatin again then we went out but before like around 1150 leon was like im gettin ready n i'll hit u up whenever i get there and i was like ok its 933 pm now n i still didn't hear from him it kinda irks me but thats ok cuz he's gonna hear it from me tomorrow aight well i gotta go
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hey, my first time writin on here. Today was ok I guess... I slept the most of the day and then i called my boyfriend leon but he was sleepin to so i waited a coupla hours and called him baQ then we talked for like 10 mins about stupid stuff like the new york giants. I'm buildin a website dedicated to him but now im startin to think im jus wastin my time cuz today he was like hes not in the mood to talk and im thinkin well u get mad wheneva i don't call or nething and i don't know wat his prob. is but wateva. On christmas eve was our fifth month together and for a while now i've been wantin to say i don't want to be with him ne more but then he always finds a way to make me feel guilty like he'll say stuff like i'll miss u when u decide to leave me and i don't know wat to say to that cuz it ain't even fair he expects me to carry this whole relationship by myself and for him do nuthin but enjoy the sex and im sick of it he's starting to remind me of my old bf and i hate it but i don't know how to get out of this relationship without hurting him too bad. i don't know if ne one is gonna read this but if u think u know a way plezze lemme kno k?
ima holla lata
sandy