back to the factory
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Image - Rob Peek
image

Back to work at the factory again. This time I'm working in the shipping department at a new building. I find it really funny that the prominant charecters at the other building seem to keep recurring at this one. For example
1. Old pissed off guy who has been doing the same job since he dropped out of high school in 1902.
2. The black guy who wants you to think he's a thug, but if you swung at him, he'd squeal and run.
3. The nerdy white guy in his 30's who seems to have either some kind of autism, or a severe OCD.
4. The mexicans...
5. The young college kid who is only doing this crap untill he goes back to school...which probably won't be till his late 20's.
6. The boss. An uptight white man who says "soda" and refuses to do anything to get his slacks dirty. Oddly, he doesn't care about his shirt or his shoes, but he had better not get anything on his slacks, or you might find yourself with a pay cut.

The plus side, I finally got a new hood for my car, costing me a grand total of 5 dollars. That's right, 5, five, 1/10 of what my car cost me in the first place, (just in case you were thinking it's a typo, my car cost me $50). It's all good though, I am going to start going on the road soon, they want me to start doing hot routes, which means that when an auto body shop calls and orders a new fender or door, or bumper, or rims, or whatever else we sell, I load it on my company truck, and I drive it to the shop. Sounds simple enough, and relaxing. I usually go on drives when I want to relax, so maybe this will be good for me and help me start to figure out my life. Untill then, I'm still stuck here wishing I wasn't. I'm wishing alot of things. But nothing seems to come out right. I must be wishing on the wrong star.
Anyway, I'm going to go lay down and watch some TV before supper gets here.
Go Go Gadget Pizza Hut!
Later y'all.

P.S. The song up there is a little bit different. It's nothing that I did with my band Gracefall, this is one I did on my own. I was playing around to see what different kinds of music I could come up with. So it's something new and you will probably never hear it from me again. Hope you like it.

New Start
Now Playing: Bleed - Gracefall
Bleed


For those of you who came here from my xanga site, this is probably where I'm gonna be posting from now on.
For those of you coming from my aim profile. Howdy

The link up there is the first of many songs that you will probably hear on here. See I have a real problem with writing my feelings. I just don't seem to verbalize them. So instead I find it easier for me to just write my feelings in music. So that up there is where I will start off.

I'm kinda pissed off. Things just don't seem to be working out according to how I planned. I'm not so much bitter anymore, just pissed off. It really sucks when the people you expect to care about you just kinda up and take off on you. They say they didn't, but that's not how it feels. The rest of you who have been posting on my xanga site, you guys are real friends. You guys are the ones that have been keeping me going.

So thank you to you.