Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: simple plan- wlecome to muy life
hmmm
got me a vf account
just cuz m,y wife asked me
i usalyy don't do what ppl ask me
until like a yr later lol :P

thouht my mum went through it,b ut she didn't.

sigh
really thought she did
bro gave me advice and told me sign out next time
which i did
just hope she doesn't ...bleh
long story short my passwords saed on the pc
all she has 2 do is click here and there
and vlow >< theres my password

sucker...
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: TON-christain woman
g so the kids...they giving you a hard time?
t yea
t: 1/2 of i don't even know
g: why do you think they are giving you a hard time?
t cuz i guess i hang out w/ alot of dudes * shrugs*
g hmm...is mostly girls teasing you? They may just be jealous of the attention you're getting. Kids aren't very good at not passing judgment, unfortunately
g: and they misdirect their actual feelings into being mea
g: just remember, they are not in charge of your happiness, you are. you can choose to let them upset you, or you can brush them off as best you can and concentrate on the things and people that make you feel good.
g: There is a phrase out there that says something like: The best revenge is a life well lived.
t: heard that from somewhere
g: It's probably from some famous book I don't know the name of
theswordlover: lol
a: But it is true. People want to make others feel bad so that they can feel better about themselves and their lives. You don't let them make you feel bad, then you've won...so to speak
g: now...I do understand that it's not easy. And it can still hurt. But staying in this positive mindset I'm talking about can help make the hurt a little less.
: As you continue to get older and your lives get more complex and bigger things matter more, these kinds of people and their games will become a waste of time to deal with, and you'll be able to just...walk away as if they were never even there.
t: my mum told me just to ignore it, but sometimes i wanna say somethin smart but never can
g: I understand what you mean about wanting to say something.
g: The thing is...that's just what those kids want you to do. Force you into some kind of confrontation.
gIt's kind of a...know when to fight and when not to..situation
g: But I understand how frustrating it feels to do nothing too
: true...but if i say something that they don't understand or say somethin random...they're like...wha...and leave me alone
g: yeah I've had that happen
a: It's not very satisfying.
g: You want to see them feel the way they make you feel, not just brush you off.
t: yea
g: The key to surviving this kind of stuff is going to be in your attitude toward it.
g: I'd like to tell you that people change when they grow up, but really...some don't
: Knowing how to deal with those kinds of people is valuable.
You can keep your cool when others don't
Nothing is more frustrating to an irrate person than a calm, in-control person.
t: ^^
g: You can let that upset person fluster and frustrate you, or you can not take it personally and you stay fairly unscathed. But it takes practice and patience and lots of deep breaths.
g: Now is a good time to start that practice.
t: yea ^^
t: guess so
g: I know it's not easy. But it can become that way. Learning to not take things to heart or personally can really help you as you grow. It helps you keep a level head when dealing with upsetting situations.
g: Just hang in there.


such an baka...hehe...why would they help someone they don't know?
how do they know thyreZ(i'm) really going throw w/ this??
lol
ahhh such a fool....a complete fool....
t= me
g- her


man i'm gladi told no one about this blog..or else i'll be competely scwered

Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Project 86-Spy Hunter
Topic: lontg time
itz been a long time since i updated this one
yes yes indeed it has
i miss this one sadly
heheh
i owned if they fixed that smiley prob?
same w/the feeling thingy.
oh well only one way 2 find out
----
i might get kicked out of the skool i go 2 now
hopefully if that happens i get to 2g 2 my home skool
that way i wont have 2 worry about seein the same kids i hate and that hate me next yr
^^
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well well they did...kinda
happy still there twice
sigh

bakc 2 work
have 2 much. poerty thing was due 2day...well raugh daft anyway
finals due wesnday

Mood:  sad
Now Playing: mxpx-don't walk away
Topic: bleh
hmmm
hate every one that says they're my friend
that make me think i'm someone speical
i hate everyone that thinks they can use me
all i am to them is someone they can abuse and ingore
and use
well i got news for em
2007 is my time to shine
don't care what'll happen to me or them
they need to know
what its like to be me
they need to know....

wanted to take more but....
i'm to lazy and tired to look for anymore
^^


mood- sleepy
music- wiess kreuz gluhen- stone roses

Mood:  sad
Topic: cof

dani....such a hottie
shame hes a midget and is already married
sigh
darn you crul world!!!
lol
anyway
dani daves ( filth) from cof ( cradle of filth)
seen their moive
really stupid and low budget
lol
everythin looked faked! and stupid
nonw of it made any since
maybe the 1st part of it did
never sleep w/ a dude who has demons in him
...you'll die giving birth to one
and so will your friend
lol
anyway
i wanna listen to japanese music
or anything were i can't understand it
need to calm my nerves

i don't like angelfires mood/music thing...so i'll do it myself ^^


mood: sleeply
music: Weiss Kreuz Gluhen-Love Of My Life

Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: drowning pool- tear away
Topic: somethin
check my other lj out
www.livejournal.com/~chaos_maker

since i can't copy and paste
-_-
stupid mozilla
sigh oh well
back to w/e it is that need to be done
feel bad for guy ( thats his name)
somethin happen to his dad
========
mum wants me to work on somethin i can't work

i'm like i can;t find anything on it
so why cont??
and she alls like
so thats ur turn
blah blah
god i hate adults
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fin my english h/w
had to make a quilt
or w/e
not really colorful
but then again...i don't care
just glad i got it done ^^

Now Playing: drowning pool- reminded
Topic: hmmmm
hmmm
i don't use angelfire as much as i planned...
have way to many blogs ( how many times must i say that) and i don't even use em all!!!
oh well
i need a singer
and someone to teach me hot to play the guitar!!!
and we're ( i'm) cool!!
sigh

Mood:  down
Now Playing: korn- beat it upright
Topic: dream
had a dream i sorta forgot about.
it was bout my ex.
nothin special bout it really.
just look at pics of him. at lest i thought that was him
look like him w/ a hair cut.
why can't i 4get bout him
oh wait....my pics
he still has them....
but i really wonder what that dream ment...sigh

Mood:  down
Now Playing: korn- beat it upright
Topic: dream
had a dream i sorta forgot about.
it was bout my ex.
nothin special bout it really.
just look at pics of him. at lest i thought that was him
look like him w/ a hair cut.
why can't i 4get bout him
oh wait....my pics
he still has them....
but i really wonder that dream ment...sigh