7 Days of Blogging--my history
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They're all blogging about blogging this week....and I'm behind! Carol at She Lives got it started and I'm learning a lot of helpful hints and background on all my favorite and newly found bloggers. Check it out here.

I have never been a writer, never (ever) kept a journal, but I do write a Christmas letter every year that is something like I do here on my blog. It's got an update-ish, attempted humorous, slightly devotional feel. Almost 2 years ago, my friend Kim sent me an invitation to her 'blog'. I knew what a blog was...short for weblog....but I thought it was mainly a journaling type of medium. I did not know that it could be a tool to entertain, fellowship, witness, or rant to the general public. Kim no longer blogs, but I started thinking, as I would read her entries....almost craved them like an addiction...that I could maybe do this. So I went to my angelfire account, not knowing about type-pad or blogger and signed up for a free blog space.

And here I am, over 200 posts later, still wondering if I can do this.

Some days I sit here, thinking I should really post today, but *knocks on head with fist* there's simply 'nothin in the noggin'. That is part of the beauty of blogging. You reallly don't have to have anything to say....and many of my posts are like that. And then some days, it flows like I am a blogging machine! (how very artistically temperamental of me...heh)

Some days I think no one is going to read this stuff...why am I wasting my time trying to contrive posts? Then my husband will just mention something that I"ve written about lately and I think, "WOW, he READS this!" My college daughter once told me that she and her roomate read it out loud to each other in the evening. I thought that was very cool....what a complement! Or a blogging friend (one of the greatest blessings of blogging!) or mentor will comment randomly and I'll get that "attaboy" that keeps me going.

It annoys me that I need that.

I am not doing this for my own private release, people. I really do crave for people to read it....to 'get' me. It's like an artistic outlet....a way to be creative...to have something that is my own. I have 2 friends in Williams, Arizona who read this daily. They don't leave comments on here but they tell me everytime they see me how much they are enjoying it or that they are telling people about it. My own private following....LOL....thank you Mary Joe and Peggy! You kept me going when I felt like ditching it.

I am totally admitting how selfish I am, I know. But I have to be honest. After years and years of being a stay at home mom of little children, with hardly any outlet to be creative or to express myself, this has been a very rewarding year and a half for me. It's given me so much confidence in how God can teach me and how I can learn to do something totally new.

I do believe it's a gift from God at just the right time in my life. Besides being a creative outlet, it's also given me the courage to be somewhat introspective....one of the weakest points of my particular personality. And to learn to work at putting something together regularly that will bless people and encourage them in their faith is a really great honor and one that I take seriously.

So this is my history of blogging. Thank you for reading it. =)

And, by the way, why do you blog? And if you don't, why not???