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Disclaimer: Fruits Basket isn’t mine, but I love it a lot so here’s a humble fic by yours truly.

Music Without Words

Chapter 3 – Determined.

When Yuki had fallen asleep, I couldn’t help but look at his sleeping face. It was a very cute face too. It was a face that I had never seen before. Well, not this close-up.

I think the first time was when I opened the door accidentally. While we were kids, he was sleeping to one side facing the hallway. I opened the door to find myself turning red as a bright tomato.

I was supposed to wake him up, but I failed to do so.

Also with that memory, though, I remember Akito just as well.

He was there with Yuki, but when he got up next to him, he smiled and bowed his head at me. I just continued to stand there with nothing to say.

I didn’t know what was going on when I was little, but there was something definitely wrong. Akito was getting up quietly as he walked over to me.

As I backed away from the doorway, he carefully pushed back the door into place and took my face gently into his palm. “You like him, don’t you, Haru?”

I just blinked at him in nervousness while gulping. Yuki, at that point, was special to me, but I didn’t know what the hell love was. If it meant staring and wanting to be with him all the time, then maybe that was true. I just didn’t know it.

“You can’t have him, Haru. He’s mine.” At that, his eyes became slits as he threw his hands away from my face in disgust.

From then on, my fear of Akito grew, but also my loathing of him because of Yuki.

With Yuki in my arms, I fell asleep as peacefully as I could, but I woke up just as disoriented. I looked out the window thinking that I was in my own room when I found Yuki saying, “Mm…” while trying to hug me even tighter.

I looked at the clock and sighed. It wasn’t too far until school would start but I couldn’t find myself trying to wake Yuki up.

I just didn’t want to.

Maybe it was just my selfishness because I wanted to stay with him like this a little longer. While it was still peaceful.

I knew by the time the sun beginning to rise outside of that hotel window that I would bear a punishment. And it wasn’t only from myself, Akito, or Yuki.

I have hurt Yuki because I loved him so much.

“Yuki. Yuki…” I softly whispered into his ear while pushing on his shoulder a bit. “It’s time to get up.”

He blinked at me and said my name. “Haru…”

Reaching for my cheek, he closed his eyes as he kissed my forehead. At that, he patted my cheek as he turned away from me trying to sit up.

I laughed as he lazily got up with such great effort just to sit up straight.

I shook my head as I grabbed my pants and put them on. Yanking his clothes from the hangers, I put them next to him.

“Don’t you want to take a shower before going?” I asked him.

I would be fine, but Yuki. Yuki would have my scent all over him.

And some part of me despised myself for it.

Before I had even pulled for my shirt, he pulled on my belt and shook his head. But he just sat there sleepily with the blanket over his waist and legs.

I took a deep breath and tried to push my hentai thoughts away. It was just so perfect to just jump him…

I then got his white shirt and put it over him. “Lift your arms.”

As I did pulled the shirt over him, I found myself kissing his neck. As I buttoned his shirt, I kissed him on the lips because just looking at his sleepy face was driving me nuts.

Then, I pulled away as I handed him his pants while blushing. “You’re tempting me too much.”

Yuki shook his head while laughing as he put on his pants as I put on my own shirt. “I didn’t do anything.”

“Uh-huh,” I replied as my cheeks burned red, but unconvinced by his answer.

You’re evil. Why do you think both the boys _and_ girls go for you at school??

Unfortunately, some part of me thinks he’s not aware of this because he was so focused on his shortcomings and Tohru. ^^;;;

We each went home, got our uniforms, and went to school as if nothing ever happened. I was passing by Tohru when she greeted me and I just bowed my head from across the hall while Momiji ran up to her to ask if we could all eat lunch together on the roof.

I was silent as usual as they talked, but luckily, I got to look at my book briefly to cram as much stuff as I could inside of my brain for the test next period.

“Are you all right?” Tohru finally asked me and I looked up from my book to answer, “Yes. Everything’s fine.”

She nodded her head. “Okay…”

Then, she pushed some of her onigiri towards me. “Take some, please?”

I nodded and smiled. “Thank you.”

As Tohru left a little bit early to talk with some people from her class, Momiji faced me with a serious look on his face. “Haru?”

“Yes?” I answered while reading my book again.

“Akito knows you were gone,” he told me while folding his hands together.

I just bobbed my head listlessly, unconcerned.

I would fight anything as long as it was for Yuki. And I wasn’t to give into someone who thought that making people fear him was a means of ‘living’.

Then, his hands reached out for mine. With concerned eyes, he told me, “Be careful.”

“Are you saying this for Akito or for me?” I asked while looking back at him not really knowing how to feel at that moment.

“For both of you,” he told me.
Momiji went to his room, but before he did, he held my hand tightly before leaving me. I was instructed to go to Akito’s room as soon as I stepped into the premises.

As I walked to his room, I took a deep breath.

I didn’t know what to expect, but whatever it was, I had touched a nerve.

I had touched Yuki in a way Akito never would and I might as well as committed seppuku if he was going to rip my head apart with his bare hands. Well, that’s what a sane person would do.

I wasn’t, though.

When I got to his room, I was going to lift my hand to knock, but he just simply said, “Come in, Hatsuharu.”

I stepped in with Akito’s back to me.

When he turned around to face me, he told me to sit in front of him. As soon as I did, his eyes became dark slits that tried to puncture me with just their gaze.

SLAP!

I didn’t even blink or move as I felt the throbbing of my left cheek.

“I warned you years ago, Haru, but you didn’t listen to me. I-“ He stopped talking as he leaned closer to me. “That scent…”

Suddenly, he grabbed my school uniform and tore the buttons open while pushing his nose closely to my neck as if he were about to kiss me. I could feel him tremble and his warm breath touched my shoulder.

“No...No…” he laughed to himself while still holding me. “He is MINE, Haru.”

“Yuki was given to me since birth. He was mine since the beginning and I am giving him to no one else!!” Grabbing my uniform and looking me straight in the eye, he asked me, “Do you understand?!”

I didn’t say anything because it would be useless with him, but my eyes just looked at him with determination.

“No, you don’t!” He then began to laugh as both of his hands patted on my bare shoulders. I looked to one side as his touch reminded me of ice.

“Yuki will always love that Honda girl. And I won’t ever give him to anyone,” he told me quietly. “Do you think he can ever love you when he fears me and can think of no one else but that girl that doesn’t love him?”

I just stared at him without moving.

“Well, Haru, I will tell you now that I’m not giving him away to anyone. Not even to himself.” He let go of me as he smiled while grabbing a glass of water next to him. Then, he threw the water to my face. “Wake up, Haru!”

I just pushed the water from my eyes.

“I’ll give you a choice because I’m feeling generous today since you don’t seem to understand what’s going on. You’ll get your punishment, but not from me.” He then got up and looked down at me. “I will accept your relationship with Yuki…”

I gasped as I looked at him as if he truly lost his mind.

CRASH!

He took a fragment of the broken glass from the wooden floor while coming next to me. Poking the broken shard around my heart, I began to make a trail of blood onto the floor.

I bit my lip a little from the pain.

“…if Yuki learns to love you, that is.” He smiled at me evilly. “If he doesn’t, you kill yourself.”

Sick bastard…

I just gave him a dirty look.

“Seems you don’t believe in yourself or Yuki as much as you think.”

I looked to the ground as drops of my blood stained the floor. Then, I looked into his eyes just to spite him.

Without a second thought, I firmly answered,

“Yes.”

Tsuzuku…

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Author’s note: Whoa, this is getting very, very interesting. I have some things in mind, but they’re just plain evil to the point that I’m hesitating to write them. * blink, blink *

But, let’s see what happens, k?
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