Hello Dolly
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: A Love Before Time by CoCo Lee
Topic: ADAD
Hey all, sorry its been a while since I posted. Well, considering no one really looks at this thing, I guess it doesn't really matter, now does it?

NEWS
I recently recieved mail from a company in Iravine, California, and they say that they found some of my writing and would like me to mail them my poetry book. This is the chance I have been waiting for. Maybe I can finally escape this hole-in-the-wall town.

School sucks, as always. But I'll talk more about that later. Right now it is time for me to get some beauty rest. (Feh, like that's gonna help.) Sayanara for now, all.

Satan Was A Cross-Dresser
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: Anticipate by Ani DiFranco
Topic: Freewrite
In a bar in the South side of town
Walked in wearing a lacy gown
Man with a red, red face
Tugging at the loose lace
Voice deeper than sinister, malicious
And two horns upon his head that looked vicious
His feet were hoofed and stuck inside
Some red satin high-heeled, size nines
He sat down at the bar and order a white wine
Bartender laughed, You lookin mighty fine.
Because Satan, Satan was a cross-dresser
Ruby lipstick smeared across his kisser
He said, Honey, Claudia Shciffer dressed this him-her
Because Satan was a cross-dresser
Man across the way, Red Guy giving him the eye
Bartender said, If you like him, go say hi
Devil did so and got shot down
And don t you dare ask where that man is now
People watched him leave that night with someone on his arm
Bartender laughed again, Satan works his charm.
Because Satan, Satan was a cross-dresser
Ruby lipstick smeared across his kisser
He said, Do you think I look like Michelle Pfeifer?
Because Satan was a cross-dresser
All the talk in the underworld
Red Guy was being misunderstood
He blew on his nails and said I m special
So you can all just get out of here
He hit the bars every night, with his designer dresses
Man got around, he was quite restless
When he was out and about and being evil
He smiled, That s right, I m a little devil
Because Satan, Satan was a cross-dresser
Ruby lipstick smeared across his kisser
He said, I get to be pretty forever!
Because Satan was a cross-dresser

Now Playing: Ode to Joy by Beethoven [Ninth Symphony]
Topic: Freewrite
Ode to Joy

I have had this song stuck in my head for almost three weeks running! Anyways, I wrote this little thingy cuz I was really mad at some people I know and now looking at it, it doesn't really make any sense what-so-ever, but I am posting it anyway.

please try not to love me
i have been played with too many times
please try not to judge me
i really only barely get by
please do not look so at me
i am too broken to see
and please do not anger me
i have too many enemies

you think that just because
i act so tough
i never wonder what it's like
to be in love
you think that i'm so cold
nothing can touch my skin
but did you ever think
maybe no one tries to get in
you think that i have no heart
did you ever really try to see
i don't trust anyone
but you came close to making me

so how did i end up here
tell me, what is my name
i seemed to have to lost in life
i didn't know it was a game
they took away everything
left me ready to break
i put too much on the table
and just gave them more to take

so what does the world want now
how can i ever believe
but there you are again
waiting so patiently
solace you offer
nothing you take
but now more than ever
i've got something at stake

I would write more, but I turned on my television and Witch Hunter Robin is on, so I have to watch it.

Evolve
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Evolve by Ani DiFranco
Topic: Unoriginal Music
Over the entries, I will talk a lot about EVOLVE but for now I would just like to share the song lyrics that are so me...

walk in stride with people
much taller than me
and partly it's the boots but
mostly it's my chi
and i'm becoming transfixed
with nature and my part in it
which i believe just signifies
i'm finally waking up

and there's this moth outside my kitchen door
she's bonkers for that bare bulb
flying round in circles
bashing in her exoskull
and out in the woods she navigates fine by the moon
but get her around a light bulb and she's doomed

she is trying to evolve
she's just trying to evolve
now let's get talking reefer madness
like some arrogant government can't
by any stretch of the imagination
outlaw a plant
yes, their supposed authority over nature
is a dream
c'mon people
we've got to come clean
cuz they are locking our sons
and our daughters in cages
they are taking by the thousands
our lives from under us
it's a crash course in religious fundamentals
now let's all go to war
get some bang for our buck
i am trying to evolve
i'm just trying to evolve
gunnin for high score in the land of dreams
morbid bluish-white consumers ogling luminous screens
on the trail of forgetting
cruising without a care
the jet set won't abide by that pesky jet lag
and our lives boil down to an hour or two
when someone pulls a camera out of a bag
and i am trying to evolve
i'm just trying to evolve
so i walk like i'm on a mission
cuz that's the way i groove
i got more and more to do
i got less and less to prove
it took me too long to realize
that i don't take good pictures
cuz i have the kind of beauty
that moves

Ready for School
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Ready Steady Go by L Arc~en~Ciel
Topic: Unoriginal Music
Hey all. I was just sitting here, waiting for my mum to get up and take me to school. [Yipee, school... Not.] And I just thought I'd pop in and make a quick post or something. I am listening to Ready Steady Go, a song I love, but I can't understand all of the lyrics yet because I'm still in beginners japanese language class. I do recognize the first lines in english, though!!!

Ready steady, can't hold me back
Ready steady, give me good luck
Ready steady, never look back
Let's get started, ready steady go!

Anyways, do any of my readers out there like the anime show called Rave Master? I love that show... I love a lot of anime shows. I am easily addicted. Well, I love the ending theme to Rave Master:

Some people sit around all day long
While some folk never look back
Every pirate has his treaure map
Just like every train's got it's tracks
Time won't wait for you
So why bother waiting for it
You can rave about it, you can rave about
Jump up for joy or complain about
You can scream and shout it
Smile big or frown in
Call up the cops to see whose to blame about it
You can rave about it, you can rave about
Jump up for joy or complain about
You can scream and shout it
Smile big or frown in
Call up the cops to see whose to blame about it
The power
The power of destiny

Yup, that right there is a good song!!!

Day One
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Inner Universe [Opening Theme for Ghost in the Shell]
Topic: Freewrite
I predict that I will have quite a few of these freewrites.

**Freedom**
Freedom was once true
Now its just a state of mind
In a world ruled by judgment
Who are we to say we are free
We can't look past our own false images
Long enough to find some true
Self-realization
No one is perfect and
Until we learn to accept that
We are merely red hawks
In a gold-painted
Plastic cage

**Solace Strangers**
What is the use of my
Falling in love with you
It will all be just another
Memory by the morning
When we will roll over in the bed
And introduce ourselves
Solace strangers
Saying hello for the first time

**Puddle Rose**
Was there ever an us
Or was it all just a story
If it was, then why do I feel so
Lonely and broken
So cold
Was there ever a first dance
A first kiss
A last red rose
A painful goodbye
Some days I wake up and wonder
Was it all a dream
Or was there really ever an us
That bloomed and died
Like that last red rose
That faded softly into the rainstreaked background
Did it ever really happen

**Emotional Origami**
They call me an angry child
I say anger is a waste of time
Why spend time fuming over a past event
When you could be living
Or are we all just paper dolls
Bent on a grudge
And left to tear beneath the emotion
And scatter in the winds

Feedback? I take the good and the bad.

Gravity
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Gravity by Maaya Sakamoto
Topic: Unoriginal Music
I love this song so I thought that I would share it. Some of you may recognize it from... The end theme song to Wolf's Rain!!!

Been a long road to follow
Been there and gone tomorrow
Without saying goodbye to yesterday
Are the memories I hold still valid
Or have the tears dilluded them
Maybe this time tomorrow
The rain will cease to follow
And the mists will fade into one more today
Something somewhere out there keeps calling
Am I going home
Will I hear someone
Singing solace to the silent moon
Zero gravity, what's it like
Am I alone
Is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
Still the road keeps on telling me to go on
Something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all

Man-oh-man, do I ever love this song?!