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One True Love . . .
»My Name: Angel.
»Age: 15 years old.
»Birthday: 18th January 1987.
»School: Papanui High School.
»Location: New Zealand.
»Family: my Mother and my Father.
»Closest friends: Rom, Alia and Sarah.
»Pet: Jasmine (cat) 2 years old.
»Hobbies: playing sports, hanging out with friends,
changing my template all the time @_@.



I am . . . The current mood of valeria_bean@hotmail.com at www.imood.com

»Eating: ice-cream.
»Drinking: vanilla coke.
»Listening to: the goo goo dolls.
»Chatting with: no one right now.



Bittersweetness:
»Fav colour: light baby blue or pink.
»Fav number: I'm not sure if I have one, .
I'll pick 8 then ^^.
»Fav fruits: Cherries~! 'n' Watermelons..
»Fav animal: I love kittens and puppies. :@).
»Fav anime: Sailor Moon (old fav).
»Fav movie: Ocean's Eleven, Lord of the Rings..
»Fav sport: Netball, Soccer, Badminton..
»Fav band: Linkin Park & Good Charlotte..
»Fav authour: Got to be Tamora Pierce~!
»Fav book: I have a fav. book? :P



Daily reads:
[ x ]Lynn's diary
[ x ]Bad Soda's diary
[ x ] Pixi's diary
[ x ] Usagi's diary
[ x ] Sindhu's diary
[ x ] Bemuse's diary



Pain & Misery:
» :camassia@xtra.co.nz
» : valeria_bean@hotmail.com
» : alstroemeria@yahoo.com
» : #384753093
I've stopped using it :(



Meaningful Quotes:
*Because I am a woman, I must make unusual efforts to succeed. If I fail, no one will say, "She doesn't have what it takes." They will say, "Women don't have what it takes."

*Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.*

*Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.*

*The important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.*



Take the 'Which Archangel are you?' Quiz!
Which Archangel are you? by Xera


Some D.Rings & Cliques:
If you want to see all of the diary rings and cliques I belong to, just click on the botton on top of the page, and it will take you to my old diary, all my information are there okayz? :)

visit this website~!
You can get your own web notes.
Plus the website is really cute ^^

Angel of:~:Fate



Cool Quizzes:
The quzzies on this web page are the quzzies I love best plus their appearances as well.
Another thing, if you want to get more quzzies, then go to the top of the page, it will lead you to my older diary, and you can take on from there.

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What kind of ANGEL are you?
Quiz made by Angela




Daily Updates: July 1st.
Hey there everyone how are you all doing? I have created this new layout, hopefully I wouldn't get bored of it then go off getting another different layout all together~! ^^
Guess what? My friend Sarah has found me a job so I would have to work for these two weeks coming up, that means I wouldn't be able to update this site for a wee while. Watchedthe final World Cup game, too bad the Germans had lost because they are a very good team with their defence and all.But the greatest awards are given to the people who are the best.
Cya later people, have a nice week okayz? ^^


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Eternal moon
Magitek
Starlight designs
La-soldier
Watermark
Stardust designs
Angela's site



Thank you to:
»Dizzy Cafe
»Angela
»Ocean Kissed
»Doll makers
»Xrea designs
»Brushes
»Image
»Poo desgins



I have designed this site by
myself, and by other's resources. ^^ ©


WELCOME!

Hey everyone, welcome to Fate of An Angel Version. 3.0. You are the # visitor today. If you go below and look on the left side of the page you will see the navigations, just hover over the text to see which one is which. Feel free to surf around and remember to sign the guest book before your leave, okay? ^^ I am still collecting the valuables for you guys. So hang around will ya?


Saturday, July. 6, 2002
Doing it now.

Right now I am adding more stuff to this website, such as icons, dolls and wallpapers for people to use. Finished working for the first week. Not too bad, because all we had to do is to get all the weeds out and clean the green houses. Darryn's mother has come over to stay for weekend. Just went out to eat together, and they are at Pack'n'Save at the moment. Everything is well. So most likely at the end of next week I can put up more stuff to this site. If I have time that is.

ease my pain

Saturday, Jun. 29, 2002
A long story . . .

My dear diary, it has been a long time since I have written to you. There had been some problems with our computer, some how we couldn't connect to the internet because someone had deleted an important file in the computer, if that wasn't the problem then I think it was a virus. So I haven't been on the internet for a while.

Mom's birthday was great. She bought a Play Station 2, why? I have no idea. But it's a bonus for us right? Everything was alright, so far. Just came back from Rom's place, yeah, had another sleep over. I'm just addicted to it. Still fighting with Alia and all. It doesn't bother me anymore, because if Alia want this friendship badly she would have already ask for Rom's forgiveness.

Last week, we have to make up a speech that will last in one minute, and we have to talk about our favourite hobbies. In Japanese of course. It's only a formative one, so no worries, the teacher will mark it through the holidays. Talking about the holidays, I am already on holiday! Lucky huh? But in this holiday I'll be working away with Sarah on the farm, I have to earn money some how. In school yesterday, or the day before? Anyways, I found out that I had failed in one of my P.E assessments. And there goes the two credits. We just did another assessment, now this time it is worth like 5 credits, hopefully I passed it.

Oh~! When I was over at Rom's house we were watching these Karaoke DVDs, and there's one that had this cute guy in there. I could still remember that song~! He's pretty hot to me, but Rom doesn't think so. Well, she just don't have good taste :P.

Haven't written to Elroy for ages. I don't particularly want to, because since everything had happened with Alia, things are kinda weird for me. Plus, the guy is still hung about Alia, so I was kinda sick of all of this crap. Got the new template, so what do you think? I'll probably change it if I will have time to. In English, I had refused to do my drama on 'looking back' assessment, where you have to act as a character in a novel you have just studied with your own class. Since I have already passed my Static Image I don't really need to worry about this drama thing. So in the end I didn't do it, couldn't be bothered. Remember Christian? The guy I was talking to? Well, somehow we had lost connection. I'm not being mean or anything, but sometimes the guy is boring, all he ever talks about is himself. Are all guys like that?

ease my pain

Thursday, Jun. 6, 2002
Dream on boy

This new layout takes so long to load. Don't you reckon? Anyway, you wouldn't believe what had happened last night. Okay, Okay, I know I should be at school right now. But still, it's only a half day of school to go, doesn't really mean anything. They won't teach anything important today, not in Accounting hopefully. The third period should be nearly finished about now. Yesterday I got so pissed off with Laura. I mean, me and Sarah were talking by ourselves then she came and tag along with us. We didn't even want her to sit with us in the first place. Not after what she did to us, leaving us by ourselves. Then thinking it's okay, to sit back with us again. Well, I don't think so.

Let's keep on going, shall we? Yeah as I was saying. Alia called last night, saying that she was sorry about everything, and tried to explain everything to me. I don't know if I should believe her, but I reckon I should give her another go, right? I mean, she is a good friend. But if you had a problem and want some advices, Do Not go to her. She would just laugh and go on and talk about this cute guy she met some place, get it? Still, I think I should give her another chance, everyone deserves another chance.

We have made a plan. It looks like I am going to be the peace maker yet again. On Friday night, me and the girls (including Rom of course) to the movies or something to celebrate Rom's birthday. I told Alia, to come with us, Rom doesn't know this. Because if she do, then she wouldn't go with us. Then just see what will happen. I don't think it's going to be as what we would expected. Rom is a tough girl. She wouldn't forgive Alia that easily.

Okay want to hear another shocking news??? I think Tom likes Alia, well, he sounds like he does. That little brat~! ^^ You know the Japanese guy in my Japanese class? The snobby one? Yeah, apparently he has asked Alia if she has a boyfriend~! Talking about disgusting. Right now I haete him even more. Who does he think he is? Remember Alia already got a boyfriend, oh yeah. Her boyfriend's finally got a job. Thank God, now he will have more money to spend on his girlfriend. He's just so dumb. I'm out.

Oh no hang on. There's really nothing else that I really want to talk about. Still swapping emails with Elroy, getting boring. God, I don't know why. But I LOVE The Goo Goo Dolls. They've got such cool songs. The birthday presnts are already underway, everything are under control. Did I tell you, in my Japanese class, we have this student teacher. Yeah, all through the class is complete Japanese, talking, speaking, whatever~! She was talking in Japanese non stop. Give me a break, I'm only a beginner. And these people keep on sending me emails. I'm like, okay, who the hell are you? And you, and you and you. I've got so much junk mail, like already over 100~! Someone help :O

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Monday, Jun. 3, 2002
Birthdays' everywhere~!

It's time for me to write another entry for this week. What can I say? I just love changing my template around a lot. That's just me. Didn't spent that much work decorating it, of course I got this design from Lissy. You know what? I got most of my designs from her, because her layouts are the best, that's what I reckon.

Okay, let's move on, shall we? Yup, already after the exam week, straight back to studying . . . not~! Don't know what's wrong with me lately, just don't feel like studying at all. Yeah Rom still hasn't forgiven Alia yet, you know, the big fight? It's kinda boring now, we don't talk to Alia anymore, that's about it. It's Rom's birthday soon, already got a present for her. Don't know what we will do though, probably get the girls together and go out watch the movie 'spider man'.

This week has been great so far, next will be even better. Why's that you ask? Well, we all get next Monday off so it's holiday. And holiday means to get out and have fun~! ;) Too bad we didn't go ice skating this Saturday. Because I couldn't be bothered, don't have enough money, and just being lazy at home instead. But went to the movies tonight. Watched 'out cold' it was pretty good movie, not to mention that part where the guys falls asleep and woke up with his car spung around, and his friends screaming at him.

On Monday, we are all going to Amy's party. Yup, this well be very interesting. And guess what? We will be watching Harry Potter, fun huh? Already got a present for her, so that's settled. The good thing about this party is that there will be lot's of food there, and I will be very very hungry. Did you know what I ate today? Only Sushi, and some snacks. That's all~! Can you believe it? Well, neither can I~!

Anyways Rom's birthday is on next Thursday, and my mother's is on the week after. This is going to be very exciting . . . Oh no, tomorrow we have to walk all the way to Northlands~! Because Sarah hasn't bought anything for Amy yet, she's very good at picking when to get her something. I will walk all the way there with her. After that, we will go to Amy's house, which will take about 30 mins. Not that far, we will just walk slow. Very slow. There you go, I have done my entry, now it's sleep time. Nighty night.

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Sunday, May. 26, 2002
Cold weekend

Guess what, diary? I just pressed they wrong button again~! And now I have to rewrite everything I wrote . . . Okay, here we go. You know the fight the girls had the other week? Well, Rom still hasn't forgiven Alia yet. She is trying to make a point here, because Alia still doesn't know why she is mad at her. She need a brain check, she is so dumb sometimes, not being mean or anything. All the girls are hanging out with Rom now, leaving Alia and Claire by themselves. That'll teach them. I think Rom means it this time, I don't think she wants to be friends with Alia ever again~! What will happen then? Of course I will still stay with Rom, I wouldn't leave her. I reckon she is a really good friend, better than Alia, Rom actually listen to you. Amazing huh? Alia used to be so much fun to be with, but now she is like, all crazy about guys, not that she never was. But it's getting old now, and no one wants to listen. She just doesn't care about other people, Alia needs to grow up.

On Friday, I didn't go to school. Couldn't be bothered, it was only half day, teacher's strike. I had to do these two tests, one listening test for Japanese, and one Electricity for Science. I don't care about Science now, because I had failed everything in it. What's the point, right? The thing is that I passed my P.E achievement standard, that's worth five credits~! Then on Friday night, I went out with my friend to town, I wanted to show Sarah where is Morning Glory, it took us ages to find it a while ago. It sells these really cute toys, it's a cool shop.

On Saturday afternoon, I went ice skating with Sarah again. We asked all our friends to come, but they kept on ssaying, no no, I can't skate~! No, it's family day tomorrow~! God, they are so lame, they are very very very boring~!!! I mean, you should have seen me on ice, I have to say this, I can't really skate very well. That's why me and Sarah is going to drag some of our other friends to come with us, it'll be more fun then. Because I wouldn't be the only person who can't skate. I reckon it's very brave of me to go ice skating again, those skates hurts like hell. Next time when we go, it will be night time. Then there wouldn't be any small kids around. They are very scary, they seemed to be everywhere~! And you are afraid that you will hurt them or something. Yeah, someone like me. Did you know that I hadn't fell over once on the ice? Yeah, I know you are impressed. I was amazed.

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Wednesday, May. 22, 2002
Girl without a brain

Well this week has been a real total mess. Remember last time I had my exams? I just got my exams' results back today. It's not very impressive, I guess it's because I didn't pass anything. Right? I got only 49% in Accounting, and you need 50%, bummer huh? In Science, I didn't pass any topic at all. Like Electricity, Genetics, Investigation and Chemistry. I have all failed these. Just to show you how important to study before the exam, I was at Rom's house all this time when we hda these exams. No wonder.

There's so much going on in the school. Just the beginning of this week. All my close friends had a huge fight mainly with Alia. You see, a few weeks ago. Alia told these two girls, Catherine and Alysia. About whether she had lost virginity or not. Alia made up such a big scene about this all crap. Now everyone in school thinks she is a slut. Then Rom just told us about this on Monday, of course I knew whether it was true or not. Because Alia told me everything. I knew it was all fake. Alia got all in a bad mood and took it out on Alysia, then Rom said that it's not Alysia's fault, it should be hers. Because Alia shouldn't have opened her big mouth. I mean, she doesn't want anyone want to know about this thing. But she just tell everyone about it anyway, so what's the point? Just before in school, me Rom and Dita went to Student Support Center to talk about it with a nurse, professionally trained for this. Of course, she didn't help us at all. All of us didn't want to go to class, that's the main reason we went there in the first place.

I don't really care about any of this anymore. It's not my problem. I have forgotten to care now, after so long. It's always like this, Alia making a big scene, now what's she going to do? Threaten to kill herself again? That is getting old now. Don't know if Rom wants to stay friends with Alia anymore. I don't know about myself, of course I will stick with Rom. At least she has a brain. Not like 'some' people. You know how I said never to write to this 'person' ever again? Well I just did it. It's no big deal right>?!

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