[2:36pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

A robin has decided to make her nest right on our garden hose. She's laid three eggs and I love their baby blue color! It's so pretty! I'm almost done with WtD! I'm too lazy to do my personal site because I have to redo it all over again... -.-' Oh well... ^^

[6:06pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: Joga -- Dam Dariam
05.28.02
Well, I've finished the main picture for Waking the Dreamflower. I stayed up till 11:00pm making it, but I usually stay up later. I think I pulled a muscle in my back last night... It hurts... *_* Layla's so cuuuute! ^____^ She's so nice to talk to I wish I could talk to her more often...

I got my FAFSA stuff from The Art Institute back today. Holy jibes, lots of money... Anyway I'm gonna go and start working on the WtD layout now... Bye!

[5:47pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: Ayumi Hamasaki -- Trust
05.25.02
Bunny and I have just gotten back from the mall and DDR. I bought a Cheshire Cat shirt and an air freshener for my car that has a happy looking bunny on it that says, 'Hey, Loser'. ^__^ Now the passengers in my car can feel special! Bunny bought two shirts, I think two pairs of pants and some really cute sandals by Candies.

I have signed up for a new submission form for @ ASPCS, so now it's officially back open. I added five pictures to the gallery and am about to add two more. I need to find more pictures of school girls...

Heh... I still have to draw the main picture for WtD... ^^' I'm going to do it in ink. I suppose my layout will be simple and really similar to my Gackt layout. Speaking of, I meant to post this a while ago, but I guess my thought grew wings and flew out of my memory cage... Here's Gackt's new look:

Not a great big change, but he's lightened his hair. His recent music video features him riding a motorcycle... ^__^ I like it. I really like it! I sent him an e-mail via Dears, Gackt's official website. My poor little computer doesn't support Japanese text which really sucks because I could at least understand some of the stuff... They had a little bit of English so I fed off of that. ^^

I am not going to the stupid Memorial Day Parade! It's stupid and all we are going to play the whole time is 'School Song'. At least we could play something like 'Louie Louie'. Idiots...

[1:37am]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: Ayumi Hamasaki -- Evolution
05.24.02
Yay! Yugure is letting me take over ASPCS! I hope I do a good job!

I got my teeth cleaned today and I don't know why, but every time that lady stuck her fingers in my mouth I wanted to bite them! I didn't of course, but -chew chew-. I got to have the banana split flavored fluoride! Yay... -.-'

Pat and I went out today! Yay! What good luck! ^^ We went to watch a movie, but there was nothing really good on and I didn't feel like watching Star Wars for some reason, so we just played DDR and Guitar Freaks. Then we went to Borders and I almost died because Tokyo Pop has released a bunch of manga. Love Hina, Planet Ladder, Chobits, Marmalade Boy, and others. I bought Love Hina and Marmalade Boy. They still don't have Peach Girl book four and that pisses me off! They said that they'd get it by May! May's almost over! ><' You must satisfy my inner fangirl and she wants Kiley!

[11:00am]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: none -- Watching Earthian
05.23.02
Earthian is really cool! ^__^ I love Messiah! He's also my boyfriend's favorite, besides Kagetsuya. Hey! It's our anniversary! We've been going out for nine months now! Woo hoo!

I'm starting yet another website called Waking the Dreamflower. You might have heard of it before. It's my original story about Yume, a human turned elf, who gets transported into another world. Then I'm going to remodel Kiko's Adoption Agency and tweak Kitten on Prozac and possibly give it a new layout.

Our band concert was a success! We sounded really nice! The orchestra and choir did a great job too! Because I am a senior I had to get up with my fellow peers and tell the audience what my plans are after I get out of high school. I was really nervous and my mom said I spoke too fast... Then Elise and some other orchestra girls said their thanks to their orchestra teacher and gave her flowers. Elise tried to give me the microphone and I was like I don't want it [I had stage fright!]. The people in the audience laughed and it actually made me feel better. ^___^ I'm glad I made them laugh. I have drawn out the layout for Kitten on Prozac and WtD. Maybe I'll start those later...

Oh! I fixed the 404 error page! It looks so cool!

[7:21pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: L'arc en Ciel -- Dive to Blue
05.19.02
I'm all done transferring my old files to tokyo. It's so nice to go to my site and not have to look at any stupid pop-ups... ^^ I was trying out the 404 error page, but it won't load for some reason... I just want to say thank you to Morgan for having my site as link of the day. That was so sweet!

My car decided to die yesterday so my mom took it to car heaven so the car god would revive it from its sleep... Yeah, the battery died. At least it took Pat and I to the movies and back! ^^

[7:21pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: Ayumi Hamasaki -- Evolution
05.16.02
I had fun today! Sara and I went to a frozen custard stand and had some custard! It was really good! Then we went to the mall and looked around. I ended up buying a necklace and she bought a ring. It was raining really hard and my stupid windows kept fogging up...

I was really tired when I came home for some reason and I had to go to sleep... I slept for two hours and woke up to watch Friends and Will and Grace. I watched a little bit of ER, and it's really good!

Pat called around 5:00pm and asked me if I could go out tomorrow. Well, it's not if I can go out, it's if HE can... Remember the weekend? I'm pretty sure that will happen again, so I'm doing a plan B. Maybe Morgan will want to go or something...? ^____^

[9:44pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: Gackt -- Secret Garden
05.15.02
Oro... Green sensei is such a little green dinosaur... O.o' Tara, I'm having troubles! It took me forever just to change the stupid directory! ^^' I was trying to look at that one site, but they summarize it too much and don't have a troubleshooting section... I'll have to work harder. ^^'

Only eight more days until my eight month anniversary. It feels like we've been going out forever though! ^^

I drew a really cool picture! It's my character from my boyfriend's story called 'This Human Story'. Her name is Aya Uttaku and she's one of God's halves, the female aspect at least... Pat's main character, Matariel, is the other half. It's kind of funny because Aya hates God, but I can't give away the whole plot in light of a new fiction writing site that I'm going to do. The scan came out good, but I edited it with a crappy art program and now it looks like this. The top of the paper was wrinkled anyway and I was going for an underwater effect. Ha.

I would like to be here now.

[9:12pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: Le Ciel -- Malice Mizer <-- I love this song!
05.14.02
Guess who got a webcam? ^___^

I got it today after school! To see my current picture, click on current and then you'll see the link top the picture...

My Government teacher handed out a billion papers for us to study off of for the final in his class. Holy crap is it a lot of information to remember! and I've only had him for half of the year! Oro... *_*

[7:27pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: Le Ciel -- Malice Mizer
05.13.02
To Hell with Angelfire! >< What is wrong with it?! -kicks Angelfire- I wish I could get a domain!!! I need a credit card... -.-'

Finals are coming up! I was reading here and here and I really don't want to have to go through THAT stress... Ho hum... I really love Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust. The first one was kinda bad because I don't like the main female character... I did like D's personality better in the old version though... -.-'

I love the relationship between Meier and Charlotte! ^^ I don't want to tell anymore because as you should know I don't do spoilers, but one of my favorite scenes is the one on the bridge when Meier gets out of the carriage.

Sleep... This is what I need...

[4:00pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

Song: Hero -- Spiderman Soundtrack
05.12.02
Today I gave my mom her Mother's Day present [the second part of it]. It consisted of three cow figurines, [because she's really crazy about cows, Hell, you should see our kitchen], a Mr. Goodbar, and a nice card with a kitty and a puppy on the front. ^^ 

Whelp, I've decided to do a song thingy before each entry because Jen talked me into it and I kinda like the idea because every time I go on I'm listening to music anyway... ^^'

Being in love hurts so much... Sometimes I hate it, the pain. The pain of not being with the person you love. The pain of mot seeing their smiling face. Oh, it hurts...

<crediting> Dana's site </crediting>

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Kissed your cousin: No
2. Ran away: I thought about it when I was a little girl
3. Pictured your crush naked: -blush-
4. Actually seen your crush naked: -blush x 2-
5. Broken someone's heart: I don't think so... But the person I am thinking of will probably tell you different...
6. Been in love: I currently am ^^
7. Cried when someone died: Yes. Hell, I even cry when fictional characters die!
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yes
9. Broken a bone: yes
10. Drank alcohol: yes and I hated it
11. Lied: yes
12. Cried in school: Yes

?? WHICH IS BETTER
13. COKE OR PEPSI: Pepsi
14. SPRITE OR 7UP: erm none
15. GIRLS OR GUYS: Both really... Unless you mean romantically... O.o'
16. FLOWERS OR CANDY: Flowers
17. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: Clean
18. QUIET OR LOUD: quiet
19. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: brunettes
20. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: -quack- I know a few...
21. TALL OR SHORT: Tall?
22. PANTS OR SHORTS: pants

?? WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
23. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: The eyes and hair I love long hair on guys Well, the guys it look right on, sometimes they just look like mop tops... ><
24. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: Pat!
25. WORST QUESTION TO ASK: Are you mad at me?

?? THE LAST TIME
26. SHOWERED: tonight
27. HAD SEX: ...... nani?
28. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: The last time I went out with Pat which seems to be about ten million years ago...

?? WHAT IS
29. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: The necklace Pat gave me when we first started going out
30. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: I seriously don't hate anyone... But I know of a few people that hate me...
31. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: Going online and talking to D-chan
32. COLOR: Gray
33. MOVIE: Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust
34. BOOK: Black Swan
35. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: I hate school
36. JUICE: Cherry
37. CARS: sports cars
38. ICE CREAM: vanilla
39. HOLIDAY: Halloween
40. SEASON: Winter
41. BREAKFAST FOOD: I usually don't eat breakfast, but if i did it would be a bagel
42. PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HONEY: Play DDR and maybe a nice romantic walk through the woods?

??WHO?
43. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Hmm... I dunno it seems I'm not laughing as much anymore...
44. MAKES YOU SMILE: Pat
45. GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: Funny feeling?
46. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: HAH! No one! i pity the fool that would have one on me... I'm not crush material...
47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: Umm... Pat?
48. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: Myself really. It's like I have an internal buddy that cheers me up... Either that or I just shove it down way in the back of my mind...
49. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: GUYS!

?? DO YOU EVER
50. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: Not sit by the phone, but listen for it...
51. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: Nope
52. SAVE E-MAILS: Only ones I need
53. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: Some of the time
54. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: sometimes
55. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: yes..

?? BEST
56. COLOGNE: Whatever one Pat's currently wearing ^__^
57. PERFUME: Happy
58. KISS: Pat
59. ROMANTIC MEMORY: -smiles- It's [private]
60. MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: Just ignore them... -rolls eyes- That never works kids...

?? HAVE YOU:
61. Fallen for your best friend?: heh, nope
62. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: no
63. Been rejected?: No
64. Been in love?: Yes
65. Been in lust?: Yes
66. Used someone?: Never
67. Been used?: Always...
68. Cheated on someone?: No
69. Been cheated on?: I hope not
70. Been kissed?: Umm yeah
71. Done something you regret?: Yes...

Who was the last person...
72. You touched?: In a romantic way - Pat, recently - my mom I gave her a Happy Mom's Day hug
73. You talked to?: offline - my mom, online - D-chan
74. You hugged?: My mom, but I wish it were Pat...
75. You instant messaged?: D-chan
76. You kissed?: Pat
77. You had sex with?: -.-' What the Hell?
78. You yelled at?: Pat... I'm sorry!
79. You laughed with?: -sigh- Myself... I'm such a dope
80. Who broke your heart?: Everyone I've ever loved
81. Who told you they loved you?: umm... my mom

Do you..
82. Color your hair? No, but I REALLY WANT TO DAMN IT!!!
83. Have tattoos? ^____^
84. Have piercings? Yes
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? Yes
86. Own a webcam? no
87. Own a thong? -.-
88. Ever get off the damn computer? yes...
89. Sprechen sie deutsche? nope
90. Habla espanol? nope
91. Quack? Fluently
(Have you / do you / are you...
92. Stolen anything? no
93. Smoke? used to...
94. Schizophrenic? no
95. Obsessive? no....
96. Compulsive? no
97. Obsessive compulsive? no no no no no no no
98. Panic? yes
99. Anxiety? yes
100. Depressed? -nodes-
101. Suicidal? A long time ago...
102. Obsessed with hate? Sort of... I'm trying to get to the root of it...
103. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? I have... It's a looooooong story and in every dream it's my damaged body...
104. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? No
105. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? In Japan at Gackt's concert in the front row screaming my mind out and trying to grab his kick ass shoes where does he shop!?
106. Can you do anything freakish with your body? ....... What?
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Eyes and mouth
108. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: If she were cut out for the job...
109. Would you marry for money?: never
110. Have you had braces?: yes
111. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: No
112. Do you like hairy backs?: no
113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: long time ago... ^^'
114. Could you live without a computer?: nope
115. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: yes
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 30+
117. If you could live in any past, where would it be? ....didn't I already fill this out?
118. Do you wear white socks?: rarely
119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take em off
120. What is your favorite fruit?: Red Delicious
121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: wheat
122. What is your favorite place to visit?: Mikawa
123. What is the last movie you saw?: Van Wilder
124. Do you kiss on the first date?: Depends
125. Are you photogenic?: people have told me i am but I don't think so...
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: I don't think that people dream in any color or shade. it's like asking what color are your thoughts?
127. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: yeah
128. Is it chipped or fresh?: chipped
129. Do you have any dimples?: no
130. Do you remember being born?: no
131. Why do you take surveys?: yeah
132. Do you drink alcohol? If so, what is your favorite drink?: No and I would probably like a strawberry margarita! ^^
133. Did you like or do you like high school?: ....... idiots
134. What is the best accent? Japanese and French
135. Who do you want to kiss? Pat
136. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunset
137. Do you want to live to be 100?: no
138. Is a flat stomach important to you?: Yeah, I want to be thin.
139. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: yes
140. Are you loyal?: yes
141. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: yes if they don't force them upon me
142. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: off
143. Do you have nightmares frequently?: I usually have them I'm the person who dies [Kotori syndrome anyone?]
144. Do you like your nose?: NO!
145. Do you think you can draw well?: I suppose...
146. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: I don't remember
147. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: I dunno
148. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: Same
149. Do you write poetry?: yes.
150. Do you snore?: no
151. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: I roll around a lot, but mainly my front [stomach]
152. dog/cat? cat
153. Do you lick stamps?: yeah
154. Do you use an electric can opener?: nope
155. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: no
156. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: emotional
157. Favorite TV show?: I don't really have one...
158. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: No
159. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: Both
160. Are you a sex addict?: no
161. Do you know someone who has cancer?: yes
162. Do you like to argue? Nope
176. Were you named after anyone? Not that I know of
177. Do you wish on stars? When I believed in people
179. When did you last cry? Yesterday... Damn you vampires!
181. Do you like your handwriting? no
182. Who do you admire, why? Gackt... I don't feel like writing an essay on how I feel about him ok?
183. What is the #1 priority in your life? To become a famous artist
184. What is your favorite lunchmeat? Turkey
185. Any bad habits?: yes i bit the skin around my nails...
186. What is your most embarrassing CD? None
187. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? Yes
188. Are you a daredevil? sometimes
189. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? I dunno
190. Have you ever stolen anything? no
191. Do looks matter? Not really gotta have nice eyes
192. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Heh, Yes
193. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no
194. Do fish have feelings? Umm yeah! If you freaking stab them with a harpoon I'm pretty sure they will have a few feelings about that!
195. Are you trendy? no
196. How do you release anger? I try and hold it back most of the time
197. Where is your second home? school which I hate
198. Do you trust others easily? no
199. What was your favorite toy as a child? Snuggles
200. What class in school do you think is totally useless? Alg./ Trig I don't need that to become an artist ><
201. Do you like sappy love songs? Does it have a nice beat with a good singer?
202. Have you ever been on radio or television? yes
203. Do you have a journal? You're reading it
204. Do you use sarcasm a lot? When I'm angry
205. Have you ever been in another country?: yes
206. What do you look for in a guy/girl? compatibility
207. Who is your best friend? They know who they are
208. What are you listening to Right now? Actually I just turned off my Spiderman CD and am listening to Spring and Chaos play... in Japanese
209. Are you happy, i mean genuinely happy, if not, when was the last time you were? No, when I was with Pat
210. When was the last time you felt loved? When I'm with Pat....
211. When is the last time you did something for someone else that made you feel good? I bought my mom her presents

[10:30pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

05.11.02
Well, I took my mom to the spa at 7:45 in the morning. My mom was a little nervous about going to the spa because she's never been to one before and we both didn't know what to expect. I had to drive around a while to find a parking spot. A nice lady opened the door for us and we went inside. I was really impressed! The decor was really nice and soothing. I got to sit downstairs right beside a little fountain and listen to calming music in a big comfy chair while looking at wedding magazines. I was a happy girl! ^_____^ But I really do hate those stupid Martha Stewart books. Oh, what a perfect happy life we all have... And those models! Those girls probably just eat a pea for lunch... *_* After about an hour my mom came out. She said that it was a great Mother's Day present and I was very proud of myself for thinking of sending her there.

Mikan is a good buddy! ^^ I'm going to download more of them and maybe add them into my current section... Oh hey look, I just did. ^^'  Oh! They've got a kitty cat one! I'm going to call him Ken-roku. =^.^= Just after I took this screenshot he started to rub against Gackt's leg! ^^ Kawaii!!!

Pat and I are going out today to see Spiderman, go shopping, buy manga, and play DDR. I'm so happy! I haven't gotten to go out with him in a long time! ^____^ 

Ack! Not Xellos again!!! I got him for the, which Slayers character are you most like?

Check it out, man! I'm evil, are you?

I really want to call Bunny, but she has to work today from 4:00 to 10:00 and I only just got home at 4:30... I hope she's ok...

I downloaded Le ciel from Malice Mizer and I love it! I'll add it to the next cycling of Dissonant Harmony.

Coo shoo! My bad! I forgot to link the screen buddy's site! Thanks for the reminder Morgan!

Patrick's parents decided to nag at him just before we were supposed to go out so now we don't get to go out... Fine then, I'll go to the mall myself! I went to Sam Goody and bought Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust VHS, Spring and Chaos DVD, and an Animerica Magazine. I took a quick stop at Victoria's Secret [I really hate shopping there with no one with me...] and just kinda looked around. I made a mental note to come back here and buy a bra or something. They are all so pretty! ^^ I went into Hot Topic wanting to buy this Grumpy Bear Carebear hoodie, but they didn't have it there... So instead I bought the Spiderman soundtrack... When I went up to the counter to check out the guy there was really nice to me. He said, 'Well, you don't look very happy'. I didn't really want to talk about it [the fact Pat got in trouble] with a complete stranger so I just smiled a little and shrugged. He told me to cheer up and something about how everyone has their own soap opera, that's what makes humans interesting. I liked him even though his teeth kept drawing my eyes to his mouth because he had vampire fangs. ^^' He smiled really big when he caught me staring and said that I should smile more, it makes me look even more pretty. I about gagged. Me? Pretty? Hah. I left feeling even more dejected... Why do Pat's parents have to do this all the time!? Poo. So then I drove over to Borders and stayed there for an hour reading. Man that cheered me up the most! I sat in the cafe and drank some hot chocolate while reading manga. I read clover #4 [I've read them all now!], Ceres Celestial Legend, Video Girl Ai, Vampire Princess Miyu, and Yui. I bought Ceres after skimming through the pages and wow, it' really good! Toya is so very hot, but he looks exactly like Tamahome/ Nakago, but that's ok because I love Nakago and him with dark hair! ^____^ Then I went over to Mejiers and bought that stuff for my mom. I was really tempted to buy some Clinique Happy perfume, but I didn't want to spend all my money...

[5:23pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

05.10.02
When I went to go get gas today, a dumb lady tried to squeeze in between my car and some other person. The front of her car was sticking out in the other lane a bit and another car came zooming by and BAM! they hit! Talk about adrenaline rush, I was right in front of the action! -.-' What a dumb dumb... After all that fun stuff I pulled into the station and put gas in my car and went in to buy something to drink because my throat was dry. I picked up a bottle of SoBe chocolate milk. It is so disgusting! >< I don't think they get repeat customers. In fact, the bottle that I took one sip of is still laying on the floor of my car...

Bunny's really depressed. Morgan mentioned something about her grade in AP English and knowing Bunny she's probably not doing that bad. She's really smart! Hmm... I shall make buttons to cheer her up! I wish I could call her, but she has to work today from 4:00 to 10:00. I'm so glad I quit working there... The wages were incredibly bad for the amount of time I had to work a day...

I have only three songs up at Dissonant Harmony... -shrug- I said five, but I'm lazy : )~ I archived again. This was getting to be a little too long... I want to start another cliques site... I was thinking about a love clique called Forever, but I'm having a creativity block... -.- I hate that... Ooooo! GFLA! I want a wishlist there! Cloth me people! ^_____^

Poo, they are all out of packages at the spa... I just got her in to get a massage because the other way to sort of get the package is split the times and come back to the spa in between sessions. I think that would be more stressful than relaxing! So yeah, massage here she comes! ^^'

12:13am
I have just downloaded a desktop buddy on to my computer! He is so cute! I call him Mikan! ^^ Here's a picture of him sleeping on Gackt's shoe... O.o'

What the hell is he doing?

MIKAN! Put out that cigarette! Gackt must be a bad influence on you... You both need to stop smoking! ><'

[5:59pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

05.09.02
First survey was stolen from Jen's blog.

Name: Katie
What do you wish your name was: I don't know, just not Kathryn.. ><
(Natural) hair color: Dark brown
Hair color you'd like to have: I wouldn't mind having darker hair that is shorter with orange tips...
Eye color: Hazel
Eye color you'd like to have: I would like to have golden eyes like Inu Yasha! ^___^
B-day: March 31
Location: Back room, on the computer.
Chinese zodiac: Rat... ><
College (graduated from): Not yet... 
Grade: 12th
Pet/s: Five dogs, two cats, one bird, and three little brothers.
Pet/s you want to have: A horse, and a kitten of my own
Type of music: J-pop/rock, dance, techno, classical, New Age, most types
Favorite music artist: Gackt
Favorite movie: So far? Well I haven't seen Spider Man yet so I'd have to say Metropolis
Favorite actor/ess: I have to many to list
Favorite clothing brand: Girlfriends and NYC.
Your theme song: Secret Garden
Favorite word: zipple
Favorite food: shrimp and other sea food
Favorite drink: Milk
Favorite drug: none
Favorite number: 13, 3, and 9
Favorite candy: Whatchamacallit
Kiss the person you got this from: Ummm... No.
Favorite TV show: Will and Grace
Favorite anime: That would take up a lot of space and I would have to archive again... O.o'
Favorite colors: gray, gold
Favorite school class: Japanese with Government in second
Favorite radio station: The Bear
Favorite animal: Horse and kitten
Favorite store: Mitsuwa and Mikawa
Favorite sent: the smell of the ocean
Favorite holiday: Halloween. Yay to cosplay!
Favorite day of the week: Wednesday
Favorite people: My boyfriend, family, and friends
Least favorite music type: Country/western, some rap, and music with a bad beat
Least favorite movie: Umm... some parts were funny, but Scary Movie
Least favorite actor/ess: I don't really have one
Least favorite word: Asinine, especially when used excessively
Least favorite food: Extremely sweet things
Least favorite drink: Carbonated beverages, they hurt my tummy and coffee
Least favorite number: What the hell..? Oh yes, this number offends me!
Least favorite candy: Smarties, damn Canadians
Least favorite TV shows: I don't really have any
Least favorite color: Brown and yellow
Least favorite school subject: Alg/trig
Least favorite day of the week: Monday
Least favorite people: Heh...
Think you're sexy: Hell no
Smart: see above
People like you: I'd like to think I get along with people.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Yes. ^_________^ 
Piercings: One in each ear
Drugs: Besides over-the-counter, no.
You drink: Sampled and hated
Have a crush: Nope, I'm happy with Pat
You smoke: I used to...
Kissed a girl: Yes. -.-'
Kissed a guy: Hell ya!
Sarcastic huh: Only when I'm pissed off
Cry sometimes: Yes
Wanted to die: Yes
Puked: When I'm really sick....
Thought about suicide: Yes
Been in love: Yes.
Regretted it: Of course not, not even my relationships that didn't work out
Gonna get married:^______^
Kid's names: I'll answer that when I have mine in like six years from now...
Lover be like you: Huh?
Wish you could change something  in the past: Yes
Thought of someone who looks up to you: Yes, my little brothers! ^^
Greatest fear: ....................
Number of people on Buddy List: Around 30+
Kind of shoes: Bare foot
Sleeping clothes: A oversized shirt and scrub pants
Wish you could change something about yourself (what): I don't like the way I look
Want a hug: Right now, only from Pat...

This came from Misao's blog.

1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Eyes.
2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? Yes, but only if she were a good candidate
3. Would you marry for money? Never
4. Have you had braces? Yes... -.-' I hated them
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows? No
6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? No, but I know people who have... ><
7. When was the last time you had a hickey? Heh... long time ago and my mom flipped
8. Could you live without a computer? HAH! No.
9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...? I only use AIM so far...
10. How many people are on your list(s)? 30+
11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be? Ancient Egypt or Japan
12. Do you drink enough water? No.
13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? I usually take them off
14. What is your favorite fruit? Red Delicious Apples
15. Do you eat wheat bread or white? Wheat, white seems to be too sweet
16. What is your favorite place to visit? That I have visited, California, that I want to visit, Japan
17. What is the last movie you saw? Van Wilder
18. Do you kiss on the first date? No.
19. Are you photogenic? People have told me yes, but I beg to differ...
21. Are you wearing fingernail polish? Yes, clear.
22. Is it chipped or fresh? chipped... I should really put on a new coat...
23. Do you have any dimples? No
24. Do you remember being born? No, but my dad swears he does.
25. Why do you take surveys? I like to fill out things that are fun and pointless. ^__^
26. Do you drink alcohol? No.
27. Did you like or do you like high school? So-so I liked Kindergarten the best, long story...
28. What is the most beautiful language? Japanese and French
29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake? Yes I do. It's great seeing the one you love standing over you with his eyes softly looking at you with love.
30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? Sunsets.
31. Do you want to live to be 100? Hell no!
32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? Umm... I don't really care just as long as no one rubs their hairy legs on me...
33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? Neither
34. Is a flat stomach important to you? Yes, and I don't have one! ^^'
35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? Yes
36. Are you loyal? Yes.
37. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? Yes, but don't force your religion on my if I'm not interested.
38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? Off.
39. Do you believe in magic? A certain kind of magic yes. Such as the magic that exists between two people that are in love
40. Do you have nightmares frequently? Not really
41. Do you like your nose? It's ok I guess
42. Do you like abstract art? Some of it is fine, but I hate 'modern art' i.e. paint a black circle on a canvas, call it 'The Dot' and get millions for it... WTF?
43. Do you think you can draw well? I'd like to think I have some talent considering an art college accepted...
44. Do you listen to music daily? Yes, it's the last thing I hear before I go to sleep and the first thing I hear when I wake up
45. Do you like to watch cartoons? If they have nice art, and an enjoyable story line
46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? I dunno... I think deep down I didn't believe in him in the first place
47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? Lots, but I only wear three pairs
48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? I usually wear black and white sneakers, black army boots, or black knee high boots on different days
49. Do you write poetry? When the mood strikes
50. Do you snore? No.
51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? My stomach...
52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? Ugh, neither
53. Do you lick stamps? I have the sticker stamps
54. Do you use an electric can opener? Nope I use manual
55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? No.
56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Both hurt equally, but emotional pain usually lasts longer
57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads? If they want...
58. Do you know anyone who is/was clinically depressed? Yes
59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin? I really love both
60. Are you a sex addict? Nope
61. Do you know someone who has cancer? Yes
63. Do you hunt? No, but I love going to the archery range and shooting targets with my step-mom
64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants? Depends how much money is in my wallet...
65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Zoo believe it or not
66. Do you have a middle name? Yes -.-'
67. Are you basically a happy person? Yes
68. Are you tired? A little
69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? No
70. Have you ever met anyone off the Internet? Yes, Dana! -glomp-
71. How many phones do you have in your house? 4
72. How long is your hair? To my tail bone
73. Do you get along with your parents? Just my mom and dad, my step-dad can be a jerk and sometimes I butt heads with my step-mom
74. What medications do you take? sometimes I take pain medicine when my back hurts and such 
75. What does your bedroom look like? A small room that barely fits my single bed, and two dressers. I have a computer in there but it's a piece of crap that doesn't even print. Lots of anime posters on my wall including Ah! My Goddess, Utena, Ranma 1/2, and X/1999. I also have a book shelf full of books and a book case equally full.

Phew! That was fun... Hey! I got a really cool magazine in the mail today called Alloy... I'm gonna check out their online shop and see what they have! ^^ Free shipping when you order $75 or more on their internet store! Hmm... Why do they always address it to my mom?

[7:54pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

05.08.02
Wahoo!! Pat has a nice new car now! It's a 92 Sundance the color is maroon. He should be able to drive it on Monday. ^^

I just saw a really kick ass anime a few days ago!!! It's called Metropolis! But it was so sad! The robot guy died and-and! Oh, but I can't give spoilers! But you've GOT to go and watch it!

While looking around for a Mother's Day present for me mum, I thought that it would be really cool to send her to a spa. I looked up some spa places and prices and holy crap! They are really expensive! This one package I want to get her, called Mother's Day out and it's $310.00!! I'm still going to try and get it for her... I love my mommy!

[3:45pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

05.04.02
My mom and I were working out in the yard today from 10:00am to 4:45pm. When she came into my room to wake me up she was like, 'ok sleepy head get up and get dressed. I want to work outside today. -.-' I hate working outside... The bugs, the dirt, the smell [I've got three dogs if you know what I mean], the hot sun, etc. So she went to the store to get mulch and flowers while I snuck in a few winks. At 8:45am I woke up and vacuumed the living room, dining room, and my bedroom. Then I washed the dishes from the cupcakes I had made the night before. 

Mom came home around 9:30 and made me go and get the stuff from the trunk of her car. I made my way very slowly out to her car. It was a very nice day and I was feeling pretty good. Mom was in a good mood so that helped. I loaded up the wheel barrow with six bags of mulch and three flats of flowers called creepers. They have little purple flowers on them and the leaves are fat and small. I set them out nicely in the backyard and snuck inside again to play some PS2. Mom caught me and dragged me back out...

I tilled the extremely hard dirt into nice soft dirt and we put on some top soil. Then we planted the creepers into her 'rock garden'. After that we piled on the mulch. It turned out very nice! ^^ We went over to our other smaller kind of neglected garden. It only had one tulip in it because of our wacky weather. We added top soil and mulch and hammered in new lining to keep in all the dirt and such. 

We took a lunch break. I decided it was too nice to eat inside so I made us a picnic basket and we ate outside looking at the beauty we had created. After that came the big project, mom's corner garden.

She did most of the tilling herself while I gathered rocks to put around the garden to act as a liner. She dug out the weeds and put on the red mulch. Yay, were done! Then two geese came honking along in the lagoon which is practically part of our backyard. I ran inside and grabbed some bread and threw it into the water near the geese. I sat down so my height wouldn't intimidate them and the happily waddled up to me and ate their fill. Soon a duck came and two other geese, but I ran out of bread.

I had fun, but now my muscles hurt... #.# But even though they hurt, I have still managed to make myself a button for Anime Water and a wallpaper for my desktop. Oh, of course it's Gackt!

12:44am
You know what really burns me up, when people don't give me proper credit! When I make something for someone [no I'm not talking about you Morgan...] I expect them to credit me! I worked hard on the thing I gave to them! ><

Oh yeah, Bunny and Dana since you haven't done anything for Anime Water over the past umm... year, I'm not going to credit you in my new layout. I'm not trying to be a bitch or anything, but I don't feel that it is right to say you are helping me when in reality you are not. *shrug* 

[6:05pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

05.03.02
Yesterday I stayed up till 11:00pm making cupcakes for my Japanese class. I don't know why I made them... It's not like anyone was expecting me to. ^^' Well, I guess you could say they were a hit because everyone said thanks and commented that they were very good. I even got a hug from David! ^^v

I just recently visited Morgan's cute website and I think that she needs a new button.

Near the end of the day we went into 'the big gym' and watched a faculty vs. student basketball game. Students won! ^^ I sat with Jessie, Pat, Nick, and one of Pat's friends. I was studying during the game so I really didn't see much. Well, I was trying to study. It was fun. I even got to eat some popcorn while I watched it.

Got a nice new e-mail account over at hotmail. Bonbon013. ^^' I don't know what I was thinking when I typed that in... Now I can IM Pat! ^^ Yee!

[7:27pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]

05.02.02
I want to put a new song for you to download... Herm... Which song..? How about an Utena song! Everyone loves Utena! ^^ Bwahahaaa! According to emode, my sexual turn on is the environment. *_*

I've added a tagboard! Yee haw! Now you don't have to e-mail me... ^^

Mmmmm... That 's all for now!

[3:39pm]    ~Sing a song for the one you love [x]