Feel Better, Got Some Retail Therapy Squeezed into the Schedule
Mood:  a-ok
How can anything be bad when I bought a new garbage can? Its bad...I just had to buy *something*. Well, OK, I admit, I did get more than a garbage can...although I needed to get one and it felt good to get that purchased!

I also found a very funny long sleeved T-shirt that reads "I Have Issues"...not sure why I find that so amusing but well, I am still giggle-snorting about it. I need to find one in Jonah's size. HA! He'd wear it proudly!

Sam is already napping (ahhhhhhhh, silence, except for the twins playing with their handcuffs...) (Oh, no, I'm not kidding...my sister bought them a pair of metal handcuffs, cops & robbers type handcuffs...cute, eh?) I'm not a fan of them, but other than the loud metal sound, it keeps them relatively quiet.

I was pretty much beside myself earlier this week, I was aggitated that I felt the neurologist didn't listen to what I was telling him. Jon (in a moment of unexplained clarity) suggested writing the neuro a brief letter to "better clarify" what we are seeing with Jonah. I feel like, even now, that he had his chance...but that is just me being stubborn...so I may do that. And, I am calling our regular pediatrician after their lunch break to have him call me back in regards to Sam's well baby visit last week...it was disasterous because we saw a different doctor who doesn't know Sam at ALL and oh...I feel/felt rotten about that too! I felt like ringing these doc's necks last week. Its like "I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!!!" so I don't get why mamas get to feeling this way sometimes. I'm not one to roll over and play victim, but that seems to be pretty much what I did this time around. I'm still considering changing neurologists, simply because I have to think about the boys first and foremost. I feel a kind of debt of gratitude to their neurologist, so in that regard, I feel we should stick with him, but I feel like fighting and will not hesitate to fight if I feel my boys are not getting the best possible care. So, the mama bear in me says that I need to make a change here. So...that's that.

OK, nothing new and exciting. Its been a while since I've posted, hopefully I'm done with computer problems! This is two times now that I've been able to post to the blog, so maybe its resolved. More later!!!