A Little Rocking Chair
This is going to be a long post. Sunday night, January 22, 2006 the children's story hour class had a little baby shower for Brooke. I guess I need to start at the beginning of the story. If you have read our journey to our two girls then you know things have not always been easy for us. Several yeas ago Kevin and I turned our desires over to God. We wanted another child and we put our trust in God to give us another child. At the time we never dreamed that God had our little girl in China.
March 9, 2003 the older story hour children wanted to do something for Kevin and I. Story hour is like Sunday School. The children are ages 8-12. Three years ago these children was praying and carrying a burden for Kevin and I. The children would tell their teacher(Sis. Karen Blomgrem) to pray for Denna and Kevin to have a baby. Sis. Karen spoke to the children about faith and how God gives us the desires of our heart. The children was encouraged. They collected their own money and bought us a little oak rocking chair. I remember that night so well. We went to their class and they gave us the chair and cards. Their teacher told them that when God gave us our child that she would have us back up and bring the baby. That same night, Tammy Gullion felt very strong to give Kevin and I a baby outfit. She had no idea the story hour children was giving us the rocker. Tammy said she had the outfit for awhile, but she was afraid to give it to me because she knew how bad we desired a child and she did not want it to seem like she was rubbing it in our face. On March 9, 2003 Tammy felt led to give us the outfit.
At the time it was a encouragement to Kevin and I. We knew that God had allowed both things to take place. As the years went by our little rocking chair sat with nobody in it. The devil would tell us that we would never have a child to sit in it. We held to God's word in Mark 11:24. We also knew that God's timing is not always our timing. We held on to Psalms 27:14. We waited on God. As you all know God blessed us with a beautiful baby girl on Dec. 6, 2005. Brooke has brought so much sunshine into our lives. We know that God had Brooke picked out for us. Brooke needed us as much as we needed her.
Sunday night Sis. Karen had her Story hour class and the children that gave us the chair three years ago, to come to her class and give us a baby shower and to give God the glory for what HE has done.
It was so sweet. I could not help but cry. The children had made up a song about Brooke. They sang two songs. Bro. Johnathon Cornwell also sang a song that he wrote for Brooke. I will try and post the words later to the song the children sang, and Bro. Johnathon wrote. Our pastor Bro. Roland Cornwell was also there. We brought our little chair and let Brooke sit in it.
Bro. Cornwell thought that it would only be fair to let the whole congregation hear the children and see what God had done. Bro. Cornwell asked all the children and everybody that had a part in the children's service to come on the stage and tell the congregation about our little rocking chair. The children sung their songs again. It was so sweet. Of course we did not know this was going to happen. Kevin wore his scrubs to church, because he had to go to work after church. Kevin is on the stage with his hospital scrubs on. Brooke is on the stage with no toy or passey. She was starting to whine and would not sit still. I was so nervous. I finally took her shoe off and let her play with it. That did good for about 5 minutes. I then gave her my watch and she was fine. We had her little rocking chair on the stage and she sat in it. Many people left the service encouraged. God used Brooke's little rocking chair to inspire others that God can give us the desires of our heart.
I have some pictures that I will try and add later. For now I must get some sleep. Brooke is asleep and I know she could be awake soon. I will try and post the words to the songs later.
Goodnight,
Denna

Brooke
Brooke is doing so good. She is such a sweet baby. She is finally sleeping good at night. When Kevin does not have to work it seems like Brooke does worse. I am not for sure why. The past two nights she has slept all night.
Brooke has also got very attached to her pacifier. She would not have anything to do with a passey at first. The past week she has clung to her passey. She goes to sleep with it. It is so sweet. Kevin said he will remind me of that in a couple of years. LOL
Brooke has a duck security blanket and she loves it to. I will rock her to sleep at night, with her ducky and her passey. I will go check on her in the middle of the night and she will have her arms around that duck and her passey in her mouth. I have got to take some pictures and post them. If Brooke every does cry during the night I will go check on her and she will be standing up in the bed, with her duck. (and this week with her passey)
She is still a big mommy's girl, but she will let other people hold her now.
Kevin has had to work all weekend so the girls have not got to see much of him. Today at church Kevin walks in and Brooke sees him, and she starts saying
"Dada, Dada". She then reaches her hands up to Kevin. I thought it was so sweet.
We ate lunch at a Chinese Restaurant today. The people there love Brooke. The one man will hold Brooke and kiss her. They say " Lucky girl"
They are so right. Brooke is so blessed. I have never seen so many people love a baby the way people loves Brooke.
Well I guess that is all for now. Brooke is busy playing. Courtney is playing Barbie's.
Denna ChinaDolls

It is Well
This week has been hard, but God's grace has been there for us. L.D's funeral went so good. It was so sweet. Kevin said he wanted his funeral to be just like it. I told him not to even talk about HIS funeral right now. We all need to be ready because you don't have to be sick to die.
L.D has been sick for a long time. The past three weeks he could barely walk from one room to another. Kevin and I was talking and we said we could just see L.D running in Heaven. We know he is feeling good and he has got His reward.
Courtney has some days where she ask many questions. Sometimes it is so hard to explain to children about death. I have told her that we will see Papa again if we stay saved.
Nadine is doing good. She still is having a hard time, but God is helping her. Nadine and L.D was very close. I know Nadine will have some days that will be worse than others.
Kevin,Lowell, and Nadine went to look at Tombstones yesterday. They found a really pretty one with hearts. They have different things that they put on it. One thing that I thought was really sweet was they put Nadine and L.D's name and then it said "sweethearts forever" I will have to say they were great sweethearts. Nadine stood by him in the good times and the bad.
Well I guess that is all for now.
Denna

In Loving Memory
As many of you know L.D has been very sick. We did not even know if he would be alive when we got home from China. L.D desired to see Brooke. He got to see her. L.D got to spend a little over a month with his granddaughter. He would sit and look at her picture and say " There is my pumpkin" He loved Brooke so much.
We spent Sunday afternoon with Kevin's parents having Christmas. We have not been able to have Christmas because of L.D being so sick. Sunday he felt good and we had a nice time. He got to spend the day with his grandchildren.
Yesterday, January 16, 2006 L.D went home to be with God.
It was a very emotional day. The day started out with L.D being very sick. Kevin went to stay with him while his mom went somewhere. Brooke went with Kevin. L. D held her some, but he felt so bad.
Kevin got home and we got the call about 3:15. When we got to Kevin's parents house it was so sad. Kevin's parents have always been close so Nadine was having a hard time. God helped her, and us.
Nobody is ready to give their family up. The saints of God are truly a blessing. The house was full of saints. One saint would come up, and then another. We are so blessed to be saved and have God.
We know L. D was saved and that is our comfort. We know he is in a better place. Kevin told me last night that His dad was resting, fot the first time in months. L.D has He has been in so much pain and so sick. We can see him now singing and being free of pain. We have good memory's. L. D would not want to come back to us at all now. He has received his reward and we will see him again if we will stay faithful. I know that today L. D is not suffering.
In loving memory of L. D
" We love you DAD"
Denna, Kevin, Courtney, and Brooke

My China Dolls
We went and got the girls pictures taken in their silk dresses. It was Brooke first time in a studio. She did well, but got very sleepy. The lady did about 86 shots. We had a hard time deciding what to get. We got all of them on a disk so we could share with our friends. Take a look at our China dolls.
If you look, post us a message and let us know what you think. We love to read our guest book and see who has been looking.
We are so happy with both of our girls. Brooke slept all night in her bed last night. I was able to sleep very good. Brooke normally wakes us up anywhere from 5 to 10 times a night.
I was very thankful to be able to get some sleep last night.
Check out our pictures.
ChinaDolls

A new word
Brooke said a new word today. Brooke really likes my dad. Courtney and the other grandchildren call my dad granddaddy. When Brooke sees my dad we say here is granddaddy. Today we ate with my parents and I said " say granddaddy" Brooke says "gandaddy". We were all laughing. Of course with us laughing, Brooke knew she had did something so she says it again. She said it about 5 times. It made my dad's day. Most of Brooke's words have been momma,Dada,bye, and hi. Gandaddy was a long word, but she said it.
We are still doing well. Denna my photo album

Wonderful weather
Today was a lovely day here in Alabama. It felt so good outside. Courtney and I took Brooke outside and she loved it. I am not for sure how much of the outside world Brooke has got to see. She had a blast. We first let her slide and she enjoyed that.
We then introduced her to our cat and two dogs. Brooke really liked them. She got all excited when she saw them. I am not so sure the animals liked Brooke. Brooke had on her squeaky shoes and so I held her hand while she walked. I think the cat thought she was a mouse. The dogs wanted to smell Brooke. They knew that something was different around here. They did fine letting Brooke pet them......Then Brooke squealed and they ran. LOL
We let Brooke get on the trampoline and she thought that was neat. She was smiling from ear to ear.
She then got to swing and was still smiling. She is such a happy baby. I am so amazed at how much she has adjusted. She is doing wonderful. Brooke knows that this is her home. She goes all over the place.
She is starting to love her daddy more.
Kevin came home from work and played with her for a little bit. He then went to bed. I was trying to do school with Courtney and I guess Brooke got bored. She crawls into our bedroom, because she knows daddy is in there. I have to go get her and bring her back into the kitchen. She then finds her way into something else. Our first day back to school was a little strange. We will all adjust soon.(dogs, cats, school, and even our bird) Hopefully our Bird will be saying Brooke soon. He says Courtney all the time. He is a Small bird, but he is smart. ( a parakeet)
Well I must go. I need to start some supper. I wonder how this task will go?? Denna

Photo album
Mood:  happy
I am proud of myself. I was able to create a photo album without any help. I know Amy is glad.
Now if we can get this to work we will be doing good. Check out our photos. my photo album

Happy New Year
I hope you all have a wonderful New Year. I know I have not posted like I should, but things are so different around our house. Brooke is doing well. She still wakes up several times during the night and that makes it very hard. I wish I could sleep for 8 hours and not be woke up. That would be great.
We just had a wonderful Fellowship Meeting. I enjoyed seeing each saint. I did not realize so many people had followed our journey or had prayed for us. I appreciate each prayer for us. Prayer is what got us through this past year. God is so good to His people. It is so wonderful to see the unity that Gods people have. I really enjoyed the meeting.
As I look back over the past year I am so thankful for everything God has done for us. God blessed us with a new Child. Brooke has been wonderful. We love her so much. I know God had his hand on Brooke, and that she is the one God wanted us to have.
There was battles to fight this past year, but God was always faithful. God's grace was always there.I appreciate how God kept us saved this year.
2006 is here and my desire is to stay faithful to God no matter what. I know that if we keep our focus on God and stay centered on him that God will bless us. God will keep us saved.
As I look around at how people are doing their on things, and have no desire to serve God, it makes me even more determined to fight this battle and stay faithful. God is so wonderful and marvelous. I am looking for a another good year.

Ear problems
We had a nice Christmas. Brooke done well opening the gifts. She loved to tear the paper. She was not to interested in the gift. She only wanted the paper and the boxes.
Courtney had a great Christmas also. She enjoyed helping Brooke open hers.
I am still not feeling well. I have went two weeks with ear problems. I have had much pain in my ears. The pain has eased some. There is so much fluid in my ears that I can not hear. The right ear is feels like I am under water. It is very uncomfortable. I have been on two different antibiotics and it is not working. It has mostly been in the day time that I have had to deal with this. Last night I had terrible problems with my ear. I woke up with pain and my ear is stopped up. It is very strange. I have been in bed almost all morning. Brooke slept terrible last night so that is not helping things. I think if I could just hear then I could handle the pain.
That is pretty much what has been going on in our home. Other than that we are doing good. Brooke is still a Mommy's girl.