Mood:  sad
Hey baby, I really miss u... We jus had Thanksgiving the other day and it wasnt the same with out u.... I missed u running around causing trouble lol... Ur cousin Shay misses u too.. she said she sat up in her dark room the other night and thought about u.. I told her she could always talk to u that u was always there for her when she needed some 1 the most.... that I wouldnt think she was crazy if she started talking to the sky.... I miss u and ur grandpa sooo much I miss calling ur grandpa up @ this time a yr and him asking how many presents he had up here in Lexington and him telling us how many he had gotten already... But newayz your cousin Allison will b 21 Mon. I know she misses u alot... Our apt. is Clean most of the time.. Lol cause we dont have u to clean up after... But If u was still here I may fuss about having to do it but at least u would be here with me in my arms giving me love when I needed it the most (which is now) and I would give u all my love... no one else would get it jus like b4.. well tu Primo Ariel got locked up some time in Oct. and they sent him back to mexico baby.. he missed you alot.. he started drinking alot after the accident.. And not only that somethings happend to his family in Mexico and that made it worst. Baby Christmas is comming up and u know what I want the most? I want U! I want u back so bad.. I have this place in my heart its like a hole.. and u know why? It's b/c god took u and I dont know why but he did... and my heart achs everyday for u... Baby I miss u and wish u could b here.. I miss buying all the little dora toys at wal-mart when u was here it seemed like we had all the money in the world to buy u things even nana bought u things u didnt need even though she doesnt like to admit it... but she did and u know u had her wrapped around ur little finger just like u did everyone 1 else... I'm so glad I bought u all them presents last yr 4 christmas every 1 kept saying it was 2 much well guess what u deserved every bit of it... u was my baby and u still are and u will b forever... We put the christmas tree up b4 thanksgiving and guess what I thought of u.. u member ur nana's elvis ornament that plays music? well we put that on the tree.. u member that was ur fav. thing on there.. u liked the button... well baby I'm gonna have to go I gotta go meet ur cousin Al at the hosptial so we can go home Baby dont 4 get I love u! Take care of ur grandpa and goodbye for now but not for ever I'll c u soon 1 day!

Mood:  hug me
Hey baby girl... We r havign a memorial service for you next sat. I'm going to read you a poem, im not sure if I'll be able to finish or not.. I miss you alot. cousin britt maybe going to homecomming this sat. I wanted to ask Ariel to go but I know he wont go wit me.... How's grandpa doing I know your up there being spoiled... Just like you did when you was here with us... Me and your cousin al is going to set up your dora house for you at the memorial service... We all know you was watching over your uncle Ray when the hurricane came... Stay with him Liliana he needs you as his angel you and grandpa both... I bet you have alot of people watching you up there you have god and my mamaw,my friend
Ashley and papaw but we all know that he lets you get away with anything... I bet your grandpa is up there fussing right now about his casinos tell him its okay they will fix them but I also bet he is saying "man I was I was there to get all that money" lol we all know him... well baby I got to go I'll write you another time so good bye for now but not forever... LOVE U!

Mood:  down
When 2-morrow starts without me and I'm not here to see... If the sun should rise and find your eyes filled with tears for me.. I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today. While thinking of the many things we didnt get to say... I know how much you love me, as much as I love you. and each time you think of me, I know you'll miss me too.. but when 2-morrow starts without me please try to understand that jesus came and called my name, and took me by my hand.. and said my place was ready in heaven far above. and that I would have to leave behind all those I dearly loved.. So when 2-morrow starts with out me dont think we're far apart. For everytime you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path god made for me. for I took his hand when I heard his call. I turned my back and left it all I could not stay another day. to laugh, to love, or to pray. Tasks left undone must stay that way, I found that peace at the close of day. If my parting was left a void. then fill it with remembered joy. Perhaps my time as seemed all to brief, dont lenghtn it now with undo grief. lift up your hearts, and share with me. God wanted me now he's set me free..

Liliana I Love and miss you soo much.. they say that everyday it will get easier.. well everyday I'm here on eath with out you it seems it gets harder... I'M GOING CRAZY! I need you here with me, I need you more then nething.. Just looking forward to the next day doesnt seem the same any more...

Mood:  down
Liliana it's your silly cousin Britt again.. As I sit here thinking of you tonight I have tears that roll down my face.. I miss you so much I always said I didnt know what I would do with out you, now your gone and I seriously dont know what to do with my self. I for get things i dont even know if I'm comming or going any more.. Your aunt nana is going crazy with out you.. Just like the other day she was in walmart and saw a little girl that reminded her of you and the baby was crying to be picked up and her mother smacked her hands.. Well you know your aunt nana she cant stand stuff like that so your aunt nana had 2 leave walmart.. your aunt nana left crying that day. she misses comming home to you every day after work playing with you before allison came to get you. They always say you will never love some 1 4real intill you have your own kids one day... Well to me you was my daughter I took care of you from the day of your birth till the day of your death. I miss u greatly and wish you were here to keep my head on stright. though your not here I still like to think that all the little things that go on around here are you.. like the other night (Sat.) I was in the shower and I heard a peck on the door I turned the water off and yelled what and no 1 answered so I started taking my shower again and I heard it again... I love to think that your watching me and laughing at me as you sit up in heaven on your grandpas lap with your nippy in your mouth sucking away watching all the stupid things I'm doing or done.. I love to sit around and look at your pictures and think of what a better place your in now.. I love to sit and think about how your sitting on your grandpas lap sucking away on that nippy.. I love to sit and think of how much I would love you to be here with me now but I know you can't. god took you for a reason although I dont know that reason I would love to know. and oh how I would love to be with you right now because I know your grandpa is letting you get away with anything.. Liliana baby girl I love you with all my heart and I miss you so much.. I love you more than life it's self.. I know I'll be there with you some day it may not be soon but I know I'll be there with you 1 day.. Tell your grandpa that we all miss him and love him 2 and tell him I said "not to be chasing the women" because we all know how he loves them women.. Liliana as bad as I hate to leave you I have to.. So goodbye for now but not forever...

Mood:  hug me
Hey Liliana it's cousin Britt.. I missed you alto tonite. We went riding around tonite.. your cousin allison, cousin shay and Me.. It just wasnt the same with out you. we had fun but it just wasnt the same... I miss you so much.. it's just not the same around here with out you.. I miss your similing face,I miss your laugh,your touch and even your cry.. i miss you running around the apt. like your crazy i miss seeing you at your aunt nanas acting like a good girl...

I Love you you are my shining star,your my angel,although you like to mess with my mind now I still love you alot more than I've ever loved anyone in my life. your missed greatly twinkle toes.. love your cousin Britt

Mood:  amorous
Topic: Memories
I'll never forget the time when her cousin Shay and I (britt) was watching her while Jessica and Allison was working and me and Shay was sitting there watching tv and Liliana was playing running around the house playing and she come running in the living room and she ran smack dead into the tv, she didnt even cry it was so funny even she was laughing.
I will also never 4 get the time Me, Allison and my mom was all sitting n the living room at Allisons and Liliana turned the radio on and started backing her butt up on Allison.
I will also never forget the 1st time I saw her walk. I felt like a proud parent.
I will also never forget the day I was trying to get her out of her car seat out of the car and she got mad and she called me momma.
I will never forget the 1st day she went home we heard tipsy on the radio she wasnt nothing but maybe 2 wks old and she started dancing in her car seat.
I will also never forget the way she laughed at her cousin Alyssa when Alyssa would make the weirdest sounds.
I will never forget the 1st day I heard her laugh. her evil laugh when she got something she wanted she would laugh like a little evil girl.
I will never forget christmas day she had sooo much she was more into the paper than the toys. she played with the paper intill it got thrown away.
I will never for get her love for our cell phones. My little drama queen had a couple cell phones of her own she even got mad at my phone and threw it and broke it.
I will never forget the way she would run down the hall when my mom would go after her with her hands up saying "nana gonna get u" she would run down the hall with her hands thrown up in the air screaming.
I'll never forget the 1st day she stood on the kitchen floor with her jelly sandals on and her feet flew out from underneath her and she fell flat on her butt.
I will never forget all the good times I had with her. She was my life and soul. now that shes gone I dont know what to do any more. I wish she could still be here with me right now although I know shes in heaven with our grandpa. he's giving her as much love as we did down here. He loved her soo much. I'm so glad he died b4 her b/c he wouldnt of made it threw her death. we all ways say god does things 4 a reason although we dont know why and we wont know why for a long long time. we all still miss her. RIP LILIANA! LOVE cousin Britt