Mood: sad
Hey baby, I really miss u... We jus had Thanksgiving the other day and it wasnt the same with out u.... I missed u running around causing trouble lol... Ur cousin Shay misses u too.. she said she sat up in her dark room the other night and thought about u.. I told her she could always talk to u that u was always there for her when she needed some 1 the most.... that I wouldnt think she was crazy if she started talking to the sky.... I miss u and ur grandpa sooo much I miss calling ur grandpa up @ this time a yr and him asking how many presents he had up here in Lexington and him telling us how many he had gotten already... But newayz your cousin Allison will b 21 Mon. I know she misses u alot... Our apt. is Clean most of the time.. Lol cause we dont have u to clean up after... But If u was still here I may fuss about having to do it but at least u would be here with me in my arms giving me love when I needed it the most (which is now) and I would give u all my love... no one else would get it jus like b4.. well tu Primo Ariel got locked up some time in Oct. and they sent him back to mexico baby.. he missed you alot.. he started drinking alot after the accident.. And not only that somethings happend to his family in Mexico and that made it worst. Baby Christmas is comming up and u know what I want the most? I want U! I want u back so bad.. I have this place in my heart its like a hole.. and u know why? It's b/c god took u and I dont know why but he did... and my heart achs everyday for u... Baby I miss u and wish u could b here.. I miss buying all the little dora toys at wal-mart when u was here it seemed like we had all the money in the world to buy u things even nana bought u things u didnt need even though she doesnt like to admit it... but she did and u know u had her wrapped around ur little finger just like u did everyone 1 else... I'm so glad I bought u all them presents last yr 4 christmas every 1 kept saying it was 2 much well guess what u deserved every bit of it... u was my baby and u still are and u will b forever... We put the christmas tree up b4 thanksgiving and guess what I thought of u.. u member ur nana's elvis ornament that plays music? well we put that on the tree.. u member that was ur fav. thing on there.. u liked the button... well baby I'm gonna have to go I gotta go meet ur cousin Al at the hosptial so we can go home Baby dont 4 get I love u! Take care of ur grandpa and goodbye for now but not for ever I'll c u soon 1 day!