April 2, 2001
Well I lost the other page I wrote, so here's my second try at a journal entry for the day. I feel like shit. I can't control my eating or my emotions, I am sick to my stomach all the time. I thought I was growing out of this, but evidently not. I hate this. I hate who I am, I hate that there's nowhere I can go. Last night I made the most painful decision I've ever made and all I can think of is that now I'm completely alone. I'm making another website to deal with this stuff, so that I don't get too exposed to the people around me. I Just want to leave this place and start over. I am so tired of fighting.
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