…And
even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might…
"Can't
Fight This Feeling" performed by REO Speedwagon, copyright
1984.
5 AUGUST
1600 ZULU
UNITED STATES DISCIPLINARY BARRACKS
FORT LEAVENWORTH, KANSAS
Harm
nervously fiddled with the visitor’s badge hanging from the
pocket of his khaki uniform as he waited for the guards to return.
As sure as he was of what he wanted, he was a bit nervous
about winning the approval of the most important man in Mac’s
life. He glanced at
his watch and wondered what was taking so long.
He had visited here before and it had never taken this long
to bring someone out. Or
was it just his mind playing tricks on him?
Harm took a deep breath and willed himself to remain calm.
After what
seemed like an eternity, the door leading to the cell block
finally opened and the two Army guards entered leading Matt
O’Hara. Automatically,
Harm stood and came to attention in front of the senior office
while the guards snickered at the thought of anyone showing
respect for a prisoner. Harm
shot them a look and they both became stone-faced as they awaited
a rebuke from the Navy Commander.
He said nothing, simply giving them a stern look that dared
them to show their disrespect for the Marine Colonel again.
What did they know? They
were just prison guards. They
probably didn’t care about the stories of the men they guarded,
even one who had done something very wrong for all the right
reasons.
“As you
were, Commander,” Matt said as he gestured for Harm to take a
seat at the table in the center of the room, sitting down himself
in the seat across from Harm.
“It’s good to see you again, Commander Rabb.”
“It’s
good to see you, too, Colonel O’Hara,” Harm replied.
“How are you doing here?”
“I
suppose I can’t complain,” Matt replied.
“They tell me I’m a model prisoner.
I simply see it as doing my duty yet again.
How’s Sarah?”
“Sarah’s
fine,” Harm answered, his voice steady.
“She’s been talking about coming out to see you, but
work has been keeping her very busy.”
Matt
noticed the younger man’s use of ‘Sarah’.
Every time Harm had visited previously, it had been
‘Mac’. Was there
something going on after all these years between his niece and
Rabb? He had wondered
if there were strong feelings between them ever since he had asked
her where she had found ‘this sailor’ and had heard her
answer. He let the
questions slip to the back of his mind as he turned towards
finding out the reason behind this mysterious visit.
“If you don’t mind my asking, what brings you to
Leavenworth, Commander?” he asked.
“I can’t imagine there is anything going on with my
case. That’s been
over and done with for a while now.”
“Actually,”
Harm replied, “I’m not here on official business, so maybe you
should call me Harm.”
“Okay,
Harm, but you still haven’t answered my question,” Matt
reminded him.
“Sorry,
sir,” Harm tried to explain, “I’m just not sure where to
start.”
Matt was
surprised. He had
never seen the Commander at a loss for words – not in Arizona,
not during his court-martial and subsequent appeal.
If anything, Harm Rabb had always appeared to him to know
the right words to say at the right time.
What could this possibly be about?
His first thought was that something was wrong with Sarah,
but hadn’t he just been told that she was fine?
Matt smiled as he tried to put Harm at ease by suggesting,
“Why don’t you call me Matt and start at the beginning.”
What
beginning? Harm wondered. The
very beginning, in Arizona? No,
Matt had been there for that part of their story.
The beginning of their new relationship?
No, that would leave out a lot of the back story.
As the idea of where to start came to him, Harm tried to
banish the thought, but he kept coming back to it.
It was painful, but maybe he needed to start there to
explain how they had arrived where they were in their
relationship.
“I
supposed it starts with a mistake I made several months ago,”
Harm began, looking Matt in the eye as he took a calming breath.
He could do this. He
just had to keep telling himself that.
“A little over a year ago, I left JAG to return to
flying. It was a
difficult decision to make; after all, I do have a lot of friends
and fond memories there. Eventually,
I returned, but nothing was the same.
I had a hard time at first fitting back in and even my
relationships with my closest friends seemed to have suffered.”
“You mean
Sarah,” Matt said. It
wasn’t a question. He
knew some of this from his conversations with his niece, but not
from this perspective.
“Yes,”
he replied. “She
was very upset when I left, even though she says now that she
understands why I did. When
I returned, I guess I was expecting things to be as if I’d never
left and it was very hard to deal with it when they weren’t.
Also, I found out some things – things that had nothing
to do with JAG – that affected me personally and I had a hard
time dealing with them. Then
everything seemed to fall apart when I was in Australia to try a
case.”
“I
remember hearing about the case,” Matt said, still puzzled as to
where this was going. “Sarah
told me a little and there was a lot of coverage of that case in
the newspapers. A US
sailor allegedly killed an Aussie sailor and took over his
identity, as I recall.”
“That’s
the case,” Harm confirmed.
“Although it was really peripheral to everything else
that was happening at that time.”
He paused, wondering into how much detail he should go into
about the next part. He
finally decided to start off vague and fill in the blanks if Matt
requested it. After
all, he had no idea how much Mac might have told her uncle.
“One night, we were on our way to the murder scene and
Sarah said some things that I wasn’t ready at that time to hear.
I tried to explain that to her, but what I said did not
come out right and she read a different response behind my words
than what I actually meant. She
did something – she now says it was a direct result of how she
had interpreted what I had said – that together with what I had
said nearly destroyed our friendship, even more so than my leaving
JAG had.”
“I’m
afraid I don’t understand,” Matt said.
“Sarah didn’t really tell me anything about that trip
to Australia aside from details about the case you tried.”
Harm had to
force his mouth not to drop open in surprise as something began
nagging at the back of his mind.
He decided to feel Matt out to find out how much he might
know before continuing. “Did
Sarah ever mention a man named Mic Brumby to you?” he asked
carefully.
“Aside
from the fact that he was here from Australia as a part of an
officer exchange program with their Navy,” Matt explained,
“she never really spoke of the man.”
His
suspicions confirmed, Harm this time was unable to keep the
surprise from his face as he considered the implications of what
Matt had just said. Mac
had never told her uncle that the man had proposed marriage?
The thought staggered Harm as he thought again of wasted
time and lost opportunities.
“Harm?
What is it? What does
this Mic Brumby have to do with all this?” Matt asked.
“I
shouldn’t be the one telling you this,” Harm said.
“This part should have been Sarah’s to tell, but you
need to know so you can fully understand everything that has
happened.” He took
a deep breath before continuing, “Mic Brumby proposed to Sarah
while we were in Australia, Matt.”
Matt stood,
his palms flat on the table, leaning over Harm as he exclaimed,
“Excuse me? Are you
trying to tell me that my niece considered marrying a man that she
never even hinted to me that she was involved with?
I can’t imagine Sarah not telling me something like
that.”
“I
can’t either,” Harm said quietly, hoping his own steady tone
would help calm Matt down. “That’s
why I was so surprised when you said you didn’t really know
anything about Brumby. You’re
right; it’s not like Sarah.
I just wish I had known that several months ago.”
“Wait a
minute,” Matt said, sitting back down, “You said that
something you said and she did nearly destroyed your friendship.
I don’t know what you said, although I think I am
beginning to get a good idea, but the thing she did had to do with
this Brumby’s proposal. She
didn’t actually accept, did she?”
Harm shook
his head as he quickly reassured Matt, “No, but she did accept
his ring and wore it on her right hand for three months while she
considered his proposal.”
“I take
it she did eventually turn him down?”
Matt asked. At
Harm’s nod, he continued, “Let’s back up a minute.
You said early that what she did was a reaction to what you
had said in reaction to something she had told you.
You tell me if I’m right.
She told you something along the lines of her feelings for
you being more than friendship and you rejected her.”
“That’s
exactly how she saw it,” Harm answered quietly, “although that
was far from how I meant it.
We’ve both since agreed that both of us were talking, but
neither of us was listening to what the other was saying that
night.”
“Then how
exactly did you mean it?” Matt asked, a hint of anger in his
voice. Not that Harm
could blame him. He’d
certainly been angry enough at himself in the months following
that disastrous ferry ride.
“As I
said before, there was a lot going on, both professionally and
personally, leading up to that point,” Harm explained, “I was
not at a very good place in my life and I was not ready for what
she wanted, even if I wanted the same things, too.
I tried to explain that to her, tried to ask her to be
patient and wait for me, but. . . .” he trailed off, uncertain.
“You’ve
never struck me as a man at a loss for words, Commander,” Matt
said angrily as Harm visibly flinched.
A part of him suggested that maybe it would have been a
better idea to skip over all this and jump right into wanting to
marry Mac. But he
needed Matt to understand what was between them, even if parts of
the story painted a less than flattering portrait.
“I
know,” Harm replied quietly, “but this was just different.”
“Okay,”
Matt stated, “so then what happened after what happened in
Australia nearly destroyed your friendship?”
“For a
long while,” Harm continued, “things were very tense between
us. I became involved
– well, more deeply involved - with someone else, a reaction to
Brumby’s proposal. It
sounds shallow, but there was no emotional attachment.
I just wanted to forget everything that had happened.
Occasionally, there would be brief flashes of the old
spark, but it was almost as if we were strangers.”
“You said
Sarah turned down the proposal,” Matt reminded him.
“What changed?”
“The
Friday before Memorial Day, everyone at JAG was attending a ball
to watch the Admiral receive an award,” Harm explained.
“Mic Brumby showed up suddenly.
He’d been back in Australia for several months, but he
said that he had gone into the Reserves so that he could move to
Washington to be near her. For
months, I had tried to avoid thinking about the fact that she was
nearly engaged to another man and she had been avoiding making a
decision.”
“But now
your hands were forced, as it were,” Matt said.
“Yes,”
Harm said. “As we
were going into the ball just after Brumby had made his
announcement, she looked at me and she looked. . . .I don’t know
how to explain it. Lost,
terrified, confused? It
was like she was begging me to help her get out of this impossible
situation. We later
shared one dance and it was as if we were the only two people in
the world, as if the last year had never happened.
It opened a lot of eyes, particularly our own, as well as
those of the people we were with.
“My
girlfriend broke things off the next day, telling me that I needed
to go after Sarah. At
the same time, Brumby decided that he couldn’t be content
playing second fiddle and he told Sarah to step back and discover
whether or not she could put him first in her life.
In addition, one of our friends decided to play a little
matchmaking. One
thing led to another and we finally able to truly open up with
each other,” Harm concluded.
“So you
two became involved?” Matt
asked.
“Yes,”
Harm answered, “and we have been since that weekend.
That’s why I’m here.
I want to propose to Sarah, but I really want your
blessing. You are the
most important person in Sarah’s life and I need to know that we
have your approval.”
“Tell me
this, Commander,” Matt said.
“After everything you’ve just told me, why should I
approve? You hurt
someone very precious to me.”
“I know
and I can only tell you how sorry I am,” Harm replied.
“I know that may sound lame and a bit like ‘too little,
too late’, but Sarah and I both know we have made mistakes.
And after everything we’ve been through, how we almost
lost each other, we both know how precious this is.
I don’t blame you for thinking what you are thinking
right now. I suppose
if I were in your shoes and if I had a daughter who was hurt as
much as Sarah had been hurt, I would probably react the same
way.”
Matt leaned
back in his chair and studied Harm for a long moment.
“Let me tell you exactly what I am thinking,” he
suggested. “Yes,
you did hurt my niece and perhaps that would be unforgivable, but
there are other things to consider here.
First, you do seem to be shouldering a lot of the blame
yourself, even though it seems from what you’ve told me that
Sarah may be as much at fault in this situation as you.
Second, you are not trying to convince me to feel a certain
way. You have simply
laid out your case and are letting me make up my own mind based on
the evidence.
“Finally,
and perhaps most importantly,” Matt continued, “it took a lot
of courage to come here today and tell me all this.
A lot of men probably would have skipped over all of the
painful explanations and jumped right into ‘I want to marry your
niece.’ I do have
to admire that in spite of everything you have just told me.
You must love my niece a lot to have risked my wrath like
that.”
“Yes, I
do love her,” Harm replied quietly.
“And she loves you and respects your opinion.
That is why I came here today.
It’s important for me – for us – that you are on our
side.”
“Let me
ask you a few things,” Matt suggested.
“What about work? Being
a military man myself, I’m aware of the regulations.”
“We both
love JAG and would rather not leave,” Harm said. “Fortunately,
our CO has been understanding and has been willing to try to work
things out so that we can both remain at JAG.
If it were to ever reach a point where one of us would have
to leave, I don’t know what we would do, but we would work it
out somehow. After
years of being married to the military, I know that what I have
with Sarah is far more important than any job.
I can always find another job as a lawyer, even if it means
leaving the Navy. But
I’ll never find another Sarah.”
“Which
also speaks very highly of you,” Matt pointed out.
“Although I’m sure if asked, Sarah’s response would
be similar. What
about a family? I
assume there are children in your future.
How will that affect your careers?
You both travel a lot in performing your duties.”
Harm took a
deep breath as he considered how to answer.
Mac had not told her uncle about the pregnancy yet,
preferring to tell him in person.
She just hadn’t been able to get away from Washington
recently. He had been
able to get away this weekend partly because Mac had been out of
town all week with Bud on an investigation while he had been
required to stay behind to tie up some lose ends in a
court-martial. But
Matt would find out about the pregnancy eventually and he would be
able to count the months. He
didn’t want to take away from Mac the chance to tell her uncle
the news, but he wanted Matt to understand that he wasn’t
proposing because of the baby.
“Actually,
Sarah and I are already expecting a baby in February,” he told
Matt. “We’ve
known for a month, but she wanted to tell you in person.
That’s why she has wanted to come out here to see you.
I wanted her to be the one to tell you, but I don’t want
you to think that this will be a shotgun wedding.
As far as how we will work our careers around our family,
we haven’t reached any firm decisions yet, but we both want to
take off some time when the baby is born and we have already had
some discussion with the Admiral about cutting back on the amount
of travel that we both do. We
don’t want to be strangers to our own child that he or she only
sees on the weekends.”
“You’re
already expecting a baby, yet you insist this won’t be a shotgun
wedding,” Matt mused. “Forgive
me, but a lot of people would find that very hard to believe.”
“Actually,
Sarah and I have discussed from the beginning of our relationship
wanting to have a child and sooner rather than later.
We’ve also informally discussed getting married.
We didn’t quite expect the baby quite this soon, but we
are thrilled about it. It
was quite something to find out that Sarah is pregnant.”
“I
see,” Matt replied. “You
have given me a lot to think about, Harm.”
Harm
relaxed at the other man’s use of his given name again.
Maybe Matt would be able to get past his anger.
He certainly hoped so.
Harm didn’t want her uncle’s disapproval to be a sore
spot between Mac and him. “I
understand if you need some time to think about this,” he
finally said.
“Well,”
Matt replied, “if you had asked me a few minutes ago, I would
definitely have to have disapproved.
Now, to a lot of people, that may not mean a lot.
Sarah certainly doesn’t need my permission to get
married.”
“No, but
your approval and blessing is very important to her,” Harm
interrupted, “to both of us.”
Matt held
up his hand to silence him. “Let
me finish,” he insisted. “I
have always admired you, ever since Arizona.
You didn’t have to stand by me, stand by my niece, the
way you did, even after it appeared that Sarah had turned on you.
You didn’t even know us.
And as I said earlier, it took a lot of guts to come here
today and tell me what you have.
I can see that you really do love my niece.”
“That
being said,” Matt continued, leaving across the table to look
Harm in the eye, “if you ever hurt my niece in any way. . . .”
“Understood,
Sir,” Harm replied. Matt
didn’t need to complete the threat.
Matt leaned
back in his chair again and smiled.
“Then I guess we have an understanding,” he said.
“Please tell Sarah that I love her and to take care of
herself and the baby.”
“I will,
Matt, and thank you,” Harm said, holding out his hand, which
Matt shook. Harm
stood to leave. “With
your permission, Sir.”
“Just
take care of Sarah, Harm,” Matt said, standing.
“Aye,
aye, Sir,” Harm replied, coming to attention before pivoting to
leave. As he was
about to walk out the door, Matt called out to him.
“You will
let me know as soon as you set a wedding date,” Matt said.
“You’ll
be one of the first to know,” Harm promised.
“I know some people who might be able to arrange a
furlough. It would
mean a lot to Sarah if you could be there to walk her down the
aisle.”
“It would
mean a lot to me, too,” Matt replied.
“Thank you and best of luck to both of you.”
7 AUGUST
1045 ZULU
SARAH MACKENZIE’S APARTMENT
GEORGETOWN
WASHINGTON, DC
“Come on,
we’re going to be late,” Harm called out from the kitchen as
he checked Jingo’s food and water dishes to make sure he had
enough for the day.
“I’m
moving as fast as I can,” Mac complained from the bedroom.
“I have to put my rank and medals on my new uniform
blouse. Anyway, where
do you get off complaining about me running behind, Squid?”
Smiling,
Harm walked over and leaned against the open bedroom door,
watching while Mac, dressed only in her new maternity uniform
skirt and a bra, removed her medals, ribbons, and rank insignia
off her old khaki uniform blouse to put on the new one.
“You’ve
had most of the weekend to do that,” Harm pointed out.
“You got back from Quantico Saturday night.”
Mac looked
up at him and shot him her ‘I’m a Marine; don’t mess with
me’ look. “Come
back and talk to me when you have to buy all new uniforms because
none of your old ones fit,” she said.
“This
isn’t going to be one of those ‘I’m a man, so I can’t
possibly understand’ speeches, is it?” Harm teased.
“If the
shoe fits,” Mac retorted as she removed the last of her insignia
from the old blouse and began positioning it on the new.
“Hey,
what’s wrong?” Harm asked, concerned, sitting down on the edge
of the bed. “This
is about more than just your new uniforms, isn’t it?”
“I’m
fine,” Mac replied sharply, then sighed.
He had always been so good at reading her.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to snap at you.
Maybe I’m just starting to feel a little overwhelmed.”
“How
so?” he asked.
“I
don’t know,” she replied quietly.
“I’ve known I’m pregnant for over a month, but maybe
now that I’m actually starting to show is it becoming – I
don’t know – even more real, I guess.
I’m gaining weight, soon the baby will start moving, my
moods have been all over the place and I’m wondering what kind
of mother I’m going to be.”
Ah, Harm
thought, now we’re getting to the bottom of the problem.
“Come here,” he encouraged, pulling her into his lap.
“Just because your parents weren’t the best in the
world doesn’t mean you’re going to be as bad as they were.
I can’t ever imagine the Sarah Mackenzie I know and love
ever abusing, belittling or willingly abandoning her own child.”
“How do
we know that?” she asked, tears in her eyes.
“I’ve never been a parent before. I
don’t know how I’m going to react.
There’s so much I don’t know that it scares me
sometimes.”
“This is
new to me, too,” he reminded her.
“I guess all we can do is learn as we go along.
And remember what Dr. Calder said about communicating?
You tell me all your doubts and fears and I’ll tell you
mine. Deal?”
Mac smiled
slightly, wondering not for the first time how she could have
gotten so lucky. She
had a great career, lots of shoes that were pretty comfortable for
the time being, the best man in the world plus a baby on the way.
How lucky could one woman be?
“Deal,” she replied, giving him a quick kiss before
pulling out of his arms and grabbing her blouse to put on.
“Now weren’t you saying something about being late?”
Harm shook
his head, grinning, as Mac finished getting dressed.
After everything they had been through, both together and
separately, everything was looking up for them.
1145 ZULU
JAG HEADQUARTERS
FALLS CHURCH, VIRGINIA
Carolyn
walked into the kitchen to find Mac inside preparing her morning
cup of coffee. “Alan
and I spoke to our client this weekend and he doesn’t want to
deal, Colonel,” Carolyn said.
“I guess we’re going to trial this morning.”
At the look of disbelief Mac shot her, she added, “I
know, the deal is a gift, but Sergeant Johns wants to take his
chances.”
Mac
shrugged as she turned around, coffee in hand.
“Then we’ll see you in court, Commander,” she said.
But Carolyn wasn’t paying attention, instead she was
staring at Mac.
“What is
it, Commander? You
act as if you’ve never seen a pregnant woman before,” Harriet
teased as she entered the kitchen to put away her lunch.
Harriet exhibited no surprise at suddenly seeing her best
friend show up at work in a maternity uniform.
“I just
wasn’t aware that the Colonel was,” Carolyn replied.
“You’ve been holding out on us.”
“How long
have you known?” Mac asked Harriet.
“I’ve
suspected for a couple of weeks,” she answered.
“There is something to the idea of the ‘pregnant woman
glow’. I figured
you would let everyone know when you were ready.”
“Or we
would all figure it out when it became obvious,” Carolyn added,
her excitement growing. “So,
give us details. How
far along are you? When
is the baby due? What’s
it going to be?”
“Twelve
weeks as of tomorrow,” Mac answered, smiling, “20 February and
we don’t know yet. It’s
still a little too early to tell even with ultrasound."
“So, what
does Harm think?” Carolyn asked.
“We’re
both very excited,” Mac replied.
“We’ve just bought a house that we’re moving into
this weekend so we’ll have plenty of room for the baby.”
“So Chloe
finally talked you guys into house hunting?” Harriet asked.
When she had been visiting, Chloe had tried to get all
their friends on the house hunting bandwagon.
“Chloe,
along with a little help from Harm’s parents and grandmother,”
she answered. “They’re
all on cloud nine about the baby.”
“So when
are you two finally going to get married?” Carolyn asked.
“When we
decide to,” Mac responded, still smiling, “and that’s all I
have to say on that topic for now.”
Or as soon as he finally asks me, she thought.
“So what
about you, Harriet?” Carolyn asked.
“Any idea what you’re going to have yet?”
“Bud and
I found out at my appointment last week that we’re having a girl
this time,” she replied.
“Harriet,
that’s wonderful,” Mac exclaimed as Carolyn gave Harriet a
hug. “Any ideas on
names yet?”
“We have
a few,” she replied mysteriously.
Actually, they had found the perfect name, they just wanted
to wait until they could get all their friends together before
they announced it.
The three
women walked out of the kitchen, Harriet headed for her desk and
Carolyn and Mac headed for the Admiral’s weekly meeting.
“Colonel, would you like to have lunch?” Harriet asked.
“I’d
like that Harriet,” she replied.
“I’ve been wanting to ask you some questions.”
“I’ll
meet you at noon in the courtyard,” Harriet said.
“That’ll
be great. Thanks,”
Mac confirmed as Harriet headed for the bullpen.
“So
what’s this about a house?” Carolyn asked as they continued
towards the conference room.
“What’s it like?”
“It’s a
very nice house,” Mac told her.
“Four bedrooms, an acre of land, all new appliances.
It’s in McLean.”
“The
Admiral lives in McLean,” Carolyn reminded her.
“Actually,
that may be the only drawback to this place,” she said.
“It’s right across the street from the Admiral.”
“Sounds
like a nice place, but I can’t imagine living right across the
street from our CO,” Carolyn said, laughing.
“Well,
Chloe had seen an ad in a real estate magazine,” Mac explained,
“then Sydney said that she had seen the ‘For Sale’ sign in
front of the house.”
“Almost
like something was telling you that this was the house to buy,”
Carolyn pointed out.
“Exactly,”
Mac confirmed as they entered the conference room to find only
Alan and Lauren present. “Really,
despite that one tiny drawback, it is perfect.”
“What’s
perfect?” Alan asked, smiling at them in greeting, as the women
took their places at the table.
Lauren appeared to look disinterested, but she studied Mac
out of the corner of her eye.
“The
house that they just bought,” Carolyn replied, nodding her head
in Mac’s direction.
“Buying a
house now, huh?” Alan commented.
“So when’s the wedding?”
“As soon
as we decide, we will let everyone know,” Mac said firmly.
That was the second time someone had asked her that
question in just a few minutes.
Damn, if Flyboy doesn’t get moving, she thought, I may
have to ask him myself.
“You mean
like you let us know about your other news,” Carolyn teased.
“That was
a little bit different,” she said.
“Only in
that you can’t keep that news a secret anymore,” Carolyn
pointed out.
“So,
Colonel,” Lauren asked, “how is that going to affect your
work? You’re not
going to have to cut back or anything, are you?”
“The
baby?” Mac replied as Alan and Carolyn fought to keep from
snickering at Lauren’s obviously false concern.
“The doctor said that if everything continues to go well,
I should have no problems at work.”
“That’s
good to hear,” Lauren said, masking her disappointment.
It would have been a good opportunity for her to pick up
some extra work.
Fortunately
for Alan and Carolyn, who had been about to laugh, the Admiral’s
entrance, followed closely by those of Harm, Bud and Alfred,
brought all conversation in the room to a halt as the four
officers already seated stood up, coming to attention.
“As you
were, people,” AJ insisted as everyone took their seats.
“I’ll try to make this brief.
The Johns court-martial?”
“The
defense rejected our plea offer,” Mac replied, “so trial
starts this morning.”
“You
should have accepted,” Harm told Alan and Carolyn.
“An offer like that doesn’t come along every day.”
“Well,
our client decided against it,” Carolyn said.
“He didn’t like the idea of spending the next fifteen
years at Leavenworth.”
“Then I
guess we’ll see how he feels about spending the rest of his life
there,” Harm pointed out.
Carolyn
shrugged. The Johns
case was unfortunately one of those where the client, charged with
beating a man to death in an off-base brawl in a bar, was
obviously guilty and she wished for not the first time that he
could have afforded to retain civilian counsel.
Unfortunately, she and Alan were stuck with the case and
had to defend their client to the best of their abilities.
“Moving
on,” AJ said, looking down at his list, “the Lawson
investigation.”
“Marine
Gunnery Sergeant Lawson was accused of sexual harassment and
indecent exposure. Charge
sheet has been prepared based on our investigation last week,”
Bud answered.
“Fine,
until the Colonel is finished with the Johns court-martial, you
will handle all the pretrial details alone,” AJ instructed him.
“Lieutenants Singer and Aldridge, you will defend.”
“Yes,
Sir,” they both replied.
“Going
back to the Johns case for a moment,” AJ said.
“I spoke with Captain Sebring and he said that if the
Johns case went to trial, which it apparently is barring some last
minute miracle, then he would be willing to recess court at
fourteen hundred hours on Wednesday.
Colonel, Commander, that should give you enough time to
make your fifteen hundred appointment.”
“Thank
you, Sir,” Mac replied.
“Finally,
there will be a party Friday night at McMurphy’s,” AJ
continued. “As some
of you may have heard already, Petty Officer Tiner has been
selected for Officers’ Candidate School and then after that the
Navy’s Law Education Program so everyone please come out and
show your support for him. That
will be all, people.”
As everyone
got up to leave, Carolyn turned to Mac and asked, “What
appointment?”
“Doctor’s
appointment,” Mac answered with a smile.
Smiling in
return, Carolyn said, “See you in court later,” as she headed
for her office.
Harm walked
up behind Mac. “Looks
like everyone is figuring it out,” he commented.
“Hard to
miss when I’m wearing a maternity uniform now,” she pointed
out, distracted.
“Hey, you
okay?” he asked.
“Fine,”
she replied. “Why
wouldn’t I be?”
“I
don’t know. You
just sound like you’ve got something on your mind,” Harm said.
Only
wondering when you’re going to ask me to marry you, she thought.
“Just thinking about the case,” she answered.
“You’re
sure?”
“Positive,”
she replied. “I’m
going to go over the witness statements one last time in my
office. Join me?”
“In a
minute,” Harm told her. “I
need to ask Harriet something first.”
Mac headed
to her office while Harm headed for Harriet’s desk.
“Lieutenant, can I see you in Bud’s office for a
minute?” he asked.
“Yes,
Sir,” Harriet replied as she followed Harm to Bud’s office.
He ushered her inside, closing the door behind them as Bud
looked up at them in surprise.
“Bud, Harriet, I need your help with something.”
“What can
we do for you, Sir?” Harriet asked.
“Mac and
I are going to be moving into a new house this weekend,” Harm
explained.
“The
Colonel mentioned this morning that you had bought a house,”
Harriet said.
“I want
to have a special dinner Sunday night,” Harm continued,
“celebrate moving into the new house among other things.
I just need you to get her out of the house for a few hours
that afternoon so I can set everything up.
Maybe you can invite her over for lunch and a visit with
AJ.”
“Or we
could go shopping together,” Harriet suggested, excited.
“I’m sure the Colonel needs some maternity clothes.
That could fill an afternoon.
‘Among other things’ – you’re going to propose,
aren’t you, Sir?”
“Harriet!”
Bud exclaimed. “You
shouldn’t ask the Commander a question like that!”
“It’s
okay,” Harm said, laughing as he pulled out of his pants’
pocket the ring he’d been carrying around since his mother had
given it to him in Beallsville.
He showed it to Harriet.
“Do you think she’ll like it?”
“It’s
beautiful, Sir,” Harriet said as she studied the ring.
“It’s old, isn’t it?”
“My
grandfather gave it to my grandmother back in the 1930s.
Then she passed it on to my father to give to my mother,”
Harm explained the history behind the ring.
“Now my mother has given it to me to give to Sarah.”
“Then
she’ll definitely love it, Sir,” Harriet enthused.
“Bud, it
may be a little early to ask,” Harm said, “but once she says
yes, would you do me the honor of being my best man?”
“Sir, are
you sure you don’t want to ask Commander Keeter?” Bud asked.
Although he and Harm were good friends and Harm had been
best man at his own wedding, Bud knew that Jack Keeter had been
Harm’s roommate at the Academy and their friendship went back
nearly twenty years.
“I’m
asking you, Bud,” Harm said.
“Although Keeter and I have been friends a long time, you
and I have been closer these last four years and you’ve been
here through my relationship with Sarah.
Keeter will certainly be in the wedding if he’s
available, but I’d really like you to be my best man.”
“Then
I’d be honored, Sir,” Bud replied.
“Thank
you, Bud,” Harm told him. “Now
if you’ll excuse me, I need to see a certain jarhead about a
case we’re prosecuting. Oh,
and by the way, I’d appreciate it if you could keep this under
your hats until after I’ve proposed.”
“You can
count on us, Sir,” Harriet replied enthusiastically.
“Good luck and congratulations on the baby.”
“Thank
you, Lieutenants,” Harm said as he left the office.
“I’m so
happy that everything’s working out for the Commander and the
Colonel,” Harriet exclaimed.
“They really do deserve all the happiness in the
world.”
1600 ZULU
JAG HEADQUARTERS
FALLS CHURCH, VIRGINIA
“Boy, am
I glad this morning is over,” Carolyn said wearily as she, Alan,
Harm and Mac left the courtroom for lunch recess.
The morning had not gone well for the defense, as Harm and
Mac had called the bar owner and five patrons to the stand, all
testifying to essentially the same thing.
The defendant had come into the bar belligerent over not
being on the latest promotion list and this was before he had
gotten drunk. After a
considerable number of drinks, he had then picked a fight with the
first poor soul unfortunately enough to cross his path.
He beat the victim without provocation, continuing to
pommel the man even after he was incapable of defending himself
anymore.
“This all
would have been over by now if your client had just accepted our
deal,” Harm pointed out. “Go
to Leavenworth, take a lot of anger management classes and go home
in fifteen years.”
“Harm,
the man does not want to deal,” Alan reminded him.
“Unfortunately, nothing we’ve said has changed his
mind.”
“Maybe
you’ll have better luck convincing him in light of this
morning’s testimony,” Mac suggested.
“Right now, the only thing that might persuade the
members to reduce the sentence to anything less than life in
prison is the lack of premeditation.”
“Please
remind me again how we got stuck with this case,” Carolyn said
with a sigh.
“I
believe the Admiral was making a point about every defendant being
entitled to the best representation,” Alan said.
“Anyone
ever notice how the Admiral always seems to make that point
whenever we come across the defendant that nobody wants to
defend?” Mac asked.
“Funny,
isn’t it?” Carolyn responded.
“Why couldn’t Singer have volunteered to take this
case?”
“Because
defending and losing with a guilty client would not look good on
her resume,” Alan answered sarcastically.
“By the
way, Mac,” Carolyn added, “have you told Harm about her
interest before this morning’s meeting in how your pregnancy
will affect your job performance?
She’s probably hoping to pick up a few extra cases when
you go on leave.”
“It’s
lunch time, guys,” Mac pointed out.
“Can we talk about something besides Lieutenant Singer?
You don’t want to ruin my appetite.”
“Commanders,
Colonel,” Captain Sebring greeted the foursome as he walked by
on his way to lunch. “We
wouldn’t be discussing a plea, would we?”
“There’s
an offer on the table, Sir,” Mac replied.
“Good,”
he replied, “carry on.”
“The
judge sounds as enthusiastic as us about this case going to
trial,” Carolyn said once Sebring was out of earshot.
“Don’t
tell me the prosecution is still trying to play ‘Let’s Make a
Deal’?” a voice called out in the hallway.
All four officers turned to see Sergeant Johns being
escorted out of the courtroom by two Marine guards.
“You two are my defense lawyers; defend me.”
“Gunnery
Sergeant,” Alan said, addressing the senior of the two guards,
“why don’t you take Sergeant Johns to get something to eat.”
“Yeah,
just dismiss me, push me aside,” Johns said angrily, gesturing
wildly as he took a step towards the officers.
The guards quickly flanked him.
“Sir, if
you don’t calm down, we’ll have to cuff you,” the Gunnery
Sergeant warned as he pulled a set of handcuffs off his belt.
“Gunnery
Sergeant,” Captain Sebring ordered as he neared the group
outside the courtroom, pushing his way through the crowd that had
gathered at the commotion, “why don’t you get Sergeant Johns
out of here. Now.”
“No,”
Johns cried out, “I will not be dismissed.”
Before anyone in the hallway could register what was
happening, Johns had pushed one of his guards aside and made a
grab for the guard’s holstered pistol.
Gun in hand, he began firing indiscriminately into the
crowd as the people gathered began hitting the deck or running for
whatever safe haven they could find, desperately praying that this
was all just a nightmare that they would wake up from.
1605 ZULU
JAG HEADQUARTERS
FALLS CHURCH, VIRGINIA
After a few
moments, it was all over. Johns
had emptied the gun, then had taken advantage of the chaos and
fear to run. Everyone
in the hallway held their breaths for a long moment before it
finally sank that there would be no more shots.
“Is
everyone okay?” Alan asked as he pulled him up off the floor
where he had dropped, pushing Carolyn down with him.
“I’m
fine. . . .I think,” Carolyn answered as she took slow, deep
breaths to calm her frayed nerves.
“Harm? Mac?”
“Harm?”
Mac said weakly, gasping for breath, from her position beneath
Harm on the floor.
Harm breath
a sigh of relief. “Glad to hear you’re still with us,” he
teased as he moved to push himself up, his right hand slipping as
it came into contact with something wet on the floor.
Puzzled, he lifted his hand, his eyes going wide at the
sight of the crimson liquid staining his fingers.
His shock quickly turned to horror as he realized the
source of the blood. “God,
no,” he cried as he gently rolled Mac over onto her back,
revealing blood spreading across the right side of her uniform
blouse.
“Dear
God!” Carolyn gasped as Alan quickly stripped off his uniform
blouse and handed it to Harm.
“Here,
use this to press down on the wound,” Alan instructed.
Harm quickly folded the shirt and pressed it to Mac’s
chest.
“Hang on,
Ninja Girl,” he whispered to her.
“Help’s on the way.”
“Hurts. .
. .breathe,” she gasped.
Carolyn
moved over to her left side and grasped her hand.
“Harm’s right. Help
is on the way. Try to
relax,” she said with a calmness in her voice that she sure did
not feel. “Has
anyone called for ambulances yet?”
“On the
way, ma’am,” Gunny Galindez said, coming out of the bullpen,
his trained cop’s eyes surveying the scene.
As soon as he had heard the shooting start, he had called
for help, not waiting to see if anyone would even need an
ambulance.
Seeing that
Mac was being taken care of, he moved over to Captain Sebring, who
was leaning in a sitting position against the wall, his hand
clutching his left shoulder.
“Captain, how bad?” Gunny asked.
“Just my
shoulder,” Sebring managed to reply through gritted teeth.
“I think it hit the collarbone.
Gunny Dinkins is dead.”
He nodded to the Marine guard who lay still facedown just a
few feet away.
“So is
Petty Officer Hall,” Gunny said softly, gesturing towards the
entrance to the bullpen where a young woman lay curled on her
side. “From what
I’ve seen, four other people shot including yourself.”
Sebring
nodded. “Where’s
Chegwidden?”
“Downstairs,”
Gunny replied. “Tiner
went to get him.”
“Good,”
Sebring answered. “Check
on the Colonel. She
looks the worst off.”
Gesturing
to a nearby Petty Officer to keep an eye on the injured Captain,
Gunny scooted on the floor the few feet to where the four lawyers
were, Harm concentrating on stopping the blood flow while Carolyn
whispered words of encouragement and Alan hovered nearby.
“How is
she?” Gunny asked quietly.
Harm
ignored him, concentrating on Mac while Alan answered, “She was
shot in the chest and is having difficulty breathing.”
Gunny
nodded. He had seen
many gunshot wounds during his years as a cop.
The greatest danger was probably a collapsed lung.
“Ambulance should be here in a few minutes,” he
reassured Harm as they all began to hear the faint scream of
sirens through the building’s open windows.
Within
moments, Admiral Chegwidden made his way through the hallway,
careful not to let the horror he was feeling show on his face,
closely followed by the first of the paramedic teams.
Gunny waived them over.
Going
automatically into cop mode, Gunny began rattling off his
observations of the scene. “Two
dead,” he said, fighting the shaking in his voice, “four more
injured. This one
appears to be the most serious.
Gunshot wound to the chest, possible collapsed lung.
She’s. . . .how far along is she?
Commander?”
“Twelve
weeks,” Carolyn answered for Harm, who continued to ignore
everyone around him. “She
said this morning it was twelve weeks.”
“She’s
three months pregnant,” Gunny continued as Alan and Carolyn
moved aside to let the paramedics in, one of them gently pushing
Harm out of the way so they could get a look at the wound.
Harm slumped back against the wall behind him as AJ moved
beside him, clasping his hand to Harm’s shoulder.
“She’ll
be okay, Harm,” he said. “She’s
always been a fighter.” Harm
still said nothing, staring down at the blood that stained his
hands and uniform in a daze.
He would have given anything to have been the one lying
there.
Swiftly,
the paramedics prepped Mac for transport and gently lifted her
onto the gurney. Finally,
Harm managed to find his voice.
“I’m
riding,” he said shakily, his eyes daring anyone to argue with
him.
One of the
paramedics had been about to do just that, but stopped when she
saw the look in his eyes and nodded.
Harm followed them down the hall to the elevator silently,
praying harder than he ever had in his entire life.
“Alan,
Carolyn,” AJ said to them, “follow the ambulance to Bethesda.
Keep an eye on him.”
1635 ZULU
EMERGENCY ROOM
BETHESDA NAVAL HOSPITAL
BETHESDA, MARYLAND
“Major
trauma incoming,” the head nurse called out, having just gotten
off the radio with one of the incoming ambulances.
“GSW, four victims.
Let’s prepare some trauma rooms, people.”
Within
moments, the gurney carrying Mac was speeding into the emergency
room, Harm almost running to keep up with it.
Quickly, a paramedic rattled off Mac’s stats to the
attending physician, “Thirty-two year old female, GSW upper
right chest, possible collapsed lung, twelve weeks pregnant, BP
ninety over sixty-two, resps twelve.”
“Okay,
let’s move her into trauma one,” the physician instructed.
“Get me an intubation tray and a chest tube kit.
Also need a surgical and obstetrical consult.
Sir, you’ll have to wait outside.”
He tried to close the door to keep Harm outside, but Harm
stopped the door with his foot.
“My fiancée.
. . .” he began brokenly.
“We’ll
do everything we can for her,” the doctor said firmly.
“You need to wait outside and someone will come see you
as soon as we know anything.”
“Harm!”
Carolyn called out as she and Alan rushed into the emergency room,
having broken every speed limit between Falls Church and Bethesda.
“Come on, let’s go sit down.”
The two officers led their friend to the waiting area.
As Harm and Carolyn sat down, she suggested, “Alan, why
don’t you go get us all some coffee.”
“Okay,”
Alan agreed, clasping Harm’s shoulder briefly before leaving.
“Harm,
she’ll be okay,” Carolyn tried to reassure him.
“Mac is one of the strongest, most determined people I
know. And I imagine
that baby is too; look at who he or she has for parents.”
“The
baby,” Harm whispered. “Dear
God. . . .”
“Harm!
Carolyn!” a familiar voice called out.
Carolyn looked up to find Sydney Walden rushing towards
them. “AJ called me
and I rushed over from my office,” she explained, out of breath,
as she sat down on the other side of Harm.
“How is she?”
“She’s
in a trauma room right now,” Carolyn explained.
“Something about a collapsed lung, intubation, chest
tubes. Nobody really
explained very much.”
“I’m a
doctor,” Sydney reminded them, patting Harm on the shoulder.
“Why don’t I talk to one of the nurses and see if I can
find out a little more?”
“Thanks,”
Harm whispered weakly as Sydney headed for the emergency room
desk.
“Can I
help you, ma’am?” a male nurse asked Sydney as she stood in
front of the desk.
“I hope
so,” she replied. “My
name is Doctor Sydney Walden and a good friend of mine was brought
in with a gunshot wound. Patient’s
name is Colonel Mackenzie.”
“Mackenzie?”
the nurse asked. “Let
me check.” He
glanced at the patient board and found the name, smiling to
himself. “She’s
in trauma room one. Why
don’t I go in there and see what I can find out?”
“Thank
you very much,” Sydney said gratefully.
“I know her boyfriend will be relieved.
We’ll be over in the waiting area.”
The nurse
walked into the trauma room, smiling to himself as he confirmed
the identity of the patient.
This was too perfect, he thought as he studied the activity
in the trauma room. She
was intubated and on a ventilator.
The attending was busy inserting a chest tube in her right
side while another doctor was studying the readout on a heart
monitor, this one showing a rapid pace of 130 beats a minutes.
He looked confused until the doctor at the heart monitor
turned slightly and he could make out the letters OB on her name
tag. An obstetrician.
Quietly, he moved next to one of the trauma nurses and
inquired about the Colonel’s condition before heading back out
to the waiting area.
Pausing
just outside the waiting area, he stuck his head around the door
and looked for the doctor who had approached him a few minutes
earlier. He saw her
in a back corner of the room with a red-headed Navy Lieutenant
Commander and a very familiar face.
Commander Rabb, he thought as he pulled a surgical mask
over his face. Rabb
shouldn’t recognize him, but it didn’t hurt to take
precautions plus the mask would serve to disguise his voice.
He entered the room and headed for the trio.
“Dr.
Walden?” he asked.
“Thank
you for getting back to us,” Sydney said as Harm and Carolyn
looked up expectantly.
“They are
preparing to take the Colonel up to surgery to remove the
bullet,” he informed them.
“According to the x-rays, it’s lodged in one of her
back ribs.”
“X-rays?”
Carolyn asked.
“It’s
okay,” Sydney reassured everyone.
“They have special precautions they take with pregnant
women.”
“She’s
on a ventilator for now,” the nurse continued, “but that’s
only a precaution due to the injury to her lung to help her breathe.
And there are no signs of fetal distress at this time.
An OB is in there now monitoring her condition.”
“Thank
you,” Sydney said. “Harm,
that’s very good news. The
longer she goes without showing signs of fetal distress, the
better the probably outcome.”
“What
about the surgery?” Harm asked quietly.
“They’ll
take precautions there, too,” Sydney assured him.
“There are special mixes of anesthesia for use with
pregnant patients.”
“Yes,”
the nurse agreed, “and the surgeon consulting on the case, I am
told, has operated successfully on pregnant women before.
Everything is looking good considering everything.”
“Thank
you very much for the help,” Sydney said grateful.
Back
outside the waiting room, the nurse leaned against the wall, a
wide smile on his face. He
couldn’t have planned this better himself.
Rabb obviously cared more for the Marine officer than he
had previously thought. This
was good for him. Very
good.
1715 ZULU
JAG HEADQUARTERS
FALLS CHURCH, VIRGINIA
AJ sat down
at his desk with a heavy heart.
This was the part of the job he hated most, notifying
families that their loved ones had either been killed or injured
in the line of duty. It
was something he had done many times before, but usually in times
of battle. What had
happened today was just so. . . .senseless.
But he did need to make the notifications and he needed to
know why it had happened. He
hit the button on his phone for the intercom.
“Gunny,
my office, now,” he barked.
Gunny must have been waiting for the summons, for he was
rushing through the Admiral’s door within seconds carrying
several folders, coming to attention in front of the desk.
“Reporting
as ordered, Sir,” Gunny said, his face not showing any of the
turmoil of the last hour and fifteen minutes.
“Get me
the personnel folders on the victims,” AJ stated.
“I want names and phone numbers of who needs to be
called. Then I want
you to get the captain of the guard in here.
I want to know how the hell this happened!”
“Folders
already pulled, Sir,” he replied, handing the Admiral the seven
folders in his hand. AJ
flipped through the folders, pausing at one of them, a question in
his eyes.
“I
thought you would want to call the Commander’s parents, Sir,”
Gunny explained as he glanced at the name on the folder that held
the Admiral’s attention.
“Right,”
AJ replied sadly, tossing all of the folders on his desk.
“Now get me the captain.”
“Aye,
aye, Sir,” Gunny said, rushing out of the office without waiting
to be dismissed. Only
once he was outside the Admiral’s office did he allow the
impassive mask to drop, his face showing his grief for the dead
and the injured who were colleagues and friends.
Within
minutes, Gunny was back, Marine Captain Joshua Dawson in tow.
Dawson came to attention in front of the Admiral’s desk
while Gunny started to leave to allow the men some privacy.
“Gunny, stay,” AJ ordered, getting up and walking
around his desk to stand nose to nose with the captain of the
guard.
“Would
you care to tell me, Captain Dawson,” AJ said angrily, “how
the hell a defendant who was supposed to be under guard managed to
grab the gun of one of those guards and start shooting?
Why the hell hadn’t he been restrained?”
“I
don’t know, Sir,” the captain replied.
“’I
don’t know, Sir.’ That
is not an acceptable answer, Captain,” AJ retorted.
“I have two people dead and four more injured.
I can’t very well tell their families that we don’t
know how a guarded defendant managed to get a hold of a gun.
You will find out who screwed up here and you will do it
now or I will have your bars, Captain.
Am I making myself clear?”
“Yes,
Sir,” Dawson replied, swallowing nervously.
Everyone knew the ex-SEAL did not make idle threats.
“Gunny,
you will assist the MPs in their investigation,” AJ said,
turning to Gunny.
“Gladly,
Sir,” Gunny replied, thankful that he could help in some way to
find out why this had happened.
“Dismissed,”
AJ said in disgust as he sat back down to call the next of kin.
As he picked up Mac’s personnel folder, an idea came to
him and he punched the intercom again.
“Tiner,”
AJ ordered, “get me Webb.”
Within a
few minutes, AJ was on the phone with an impatient Clayton Webb,
who was grumbling about being pulled out of a meeting with
national security implications.
Impatient himself, AJ cut off his complaints with a sharp,
“I don’t give a damn what your problems are, Webb.
You owe me many times over and I am calling in one of those
markers right now.”
“Look,
AJ,” Clay tried to remain calm, but he and AJ had a way of
always pushing each others’ buttons, “I can’t just walk away
from this. . . .”
“Damn it,
Webb,” AJ interrupted angrily, “as much as you owe me, you owe
Harm and Mac even more.”
Clay was
quiet. If this was
for Harm and Mac, he’d do everything he could within reason.
AJ had been right when he had once said that the two
officers were the closest thing that Clay had to friends.
One didn’t make many friends in his line of work.
“What is it?” he asked wearily.
“There’s
been a shooting at JAG,” AJ explained, his tone more moderate.
“Mac’s been hurt; I don’t know how bad at this point
but what I saw did not look good.”
Clay
understood instantly. “You
want me to get Matt O’Hara here,” he said.
“I want
him in the air as soon as possible,” AJ stated.
“Look,
AJ,” Clay answered, “you know I’ll do everything I can, but
it’s not that easy. I
can’t just walk over to the Pentagon and Justice and ask that a
prisoner be furloughed from Leavenworth.
Are you sure it is that bad that he needs. . . .”
“Mac is
pregnant, Webb,” AJ said.
“What?”
Clay exclaimed. “How.
. . ?”
“You’re
an intelligent man,” AJ retorted, “I’m sure you can figure
it out. In the
meantime, I want to hear from you within an hour that Matt
O’Hara either has boarded or is preparing to board the next
vehicle with wings and an engine heading East.
Understood?”
“AJ, I
don’t know if I can arrange anything that fast,” Clay said
even as he mentally began preparing a list of people to call for
assistance.
“One
hour, Webb,” AJ repeated, hanging up the phone.
1925 ZULU
BETHESDA NAVAL HOSPITAL
BETHESDA, MARYLAND
AJ finally
made his way to the hospital to check on his people after finally
receiving assurances from Webb that Matt O’Hara had been taken
by helo to Whiteman Air Force Base, where he would board a
military transport for Andrews, where Webb had promised to pick
him up and deliver him to Bethesda personally.
Harm’s parents were flying in by private jet from
California, but it was nearly a seven hour flight, so they
weren’t expected until late in the evening.
All the other victims had families in the area and all were
already at the hospital checking on their loved ones.
AJ was
directed by the emergency room personnel to the surgical unit on
the second floor, where he found most of his staff milling around,
waiting for news. Harm,
Alan and Carolyn were in one corner with Gunny, who was taking
their witness statements for the MPs.
Bud and Harriet were in another corner conversing with
Alfred Aldridge and Lauren Singer, who appeared very shaken by the
day’s events. Sydney
was hovering near Harm, keeping an eye on him when she saw AJ out
of the corner of her eye. She
walked over to him and gave him a quick hug.
“What’s
the word?” he asked softly.
Sydney
glanced at her watch. “She
should be out of surgery any time now,” she replied.
“Fortunately, they are very optimistic about her
chances.”
“And the
baby?”
“No signs
of fetal distress,” she answered.
“Her OB is observing the surgery.”
“Thank
God,” AJ breathed a sigh of relief.
“Harm?”
“AJ,
I’m scared for him,” she admitted.
“I don’t know how he will react if he loses either one
of them. He’s so
devastated.”
AJ nodded
in understanding. After
everything Harm and Mac had been through before they had found
their way to each other, it would be the ultimate cruelty for them
to lose each other now.
AJ noticed
Harm look up and he turned around, finding a figure in surgical
scrubs entering the room.
“Dr.
Calder?” Harm asked, recognizing Mac’s obstetrician.
“She is
being moved to ICU,” the doctor said, smiling, “and both
mother and baby appear to be doing very well considering.
We’ll continue to monitor them both.
I’m cautiously optimistic, but we should know more in
about forty-eight hours.”
“I’d
like to see her,” Harm said, allowing himself to hope for the
first time in hours.
“Someone
will come get you as soon as she’s settled,” Dr. Calder
informed him before she left the room.
As a
spontaneous display of joy and hope spread through the room,
another figure in surgical scrubs stood just outside the doorway,
watching silently. It
was almost time.
2205 ZULU
BETHESDA NAVAL HOSPITAL
BETHESDA, MARYLAND
Harm had
stayed by Mac’s bedside for the last two and a half hours,
holding her hand while he waited for her to open her eyes, the
only sound in the room the steady hiss of air being pumped through
the ventilator and the rapid blipping of the fetal heart monitor.
The surgeon, a Captain Newman, had stopped by shortly after
Harm had begun his vigil. He
had explained that the ventilator was a precaution due to the
collapsed lung, but that if everything went as expected, they
would begin weaning her off it tomorrow.
Dr. Calder
had stopped in three times to check on Mac, reassuring Harm each
time that no news was very good news where the baby was concerned
and that her chances of miscarriage diminished with each passing
hour. Harm had simply
nodded, not quite ready to believe that everything was going to be
alright until Mac woke up.
Nearly
everyone from the office had stopped by the ICU also, each being
allowed by the ward nurses five minutes to check on their
colleague and to try to convince Harm to get something to eat or
to change out of his blood-stained uniform.
Even Captain Sebring, who had been admitted due to his own
wound, had stopped by accompanied by a nurse to offer his
encouragement and well wishes.
Harm
ignored the sound of yet another person entering the room,
focusing his attention only on Mac, brushing a stray lock of hair
off her forehead. He
was understandably startled when a familiar voice spoke.
“Harm, I
was sorry to hear about what happened,” Clay said as he stood
just behind Harm, looking down at Mac.
“This is
just so senseless, Clay,” Harm said quietly, the most he’d
said to any of the previous visitors.
“I
know,” Clay responded.
“What are
you doing here anyway?” Harm asked.
Not that he thought Clay didn’t care; Clay just wasn’t
one to spend his free time at someone’s bedside.
“Checking
on a friend and doing a favor for AJ,” he answered.
“I heard they caught the guy who did this.”
“Yeah, he
tried to run and ran right into the guards at the gate outside,”
Harm recounted the story which Gunny had told him an hour earlier
during his visit.
“Anyway,
Harm, there’s someone here to see you and Mac,” Clay said,
motioning towards the door for his companion to enter.
“Clay,
there’s been nothing but a constant parade of people. . . .”
Harm started before he looked up and recognized Clay’s
companion. “Colonel
O’Hara!”
Matt was
shocked at the sight of the man in front of him, such a contrast
to one who had traveled to Leavenworth two days earlier.
He looked like he needed someone to take care of him even
more than Sarah did.
“Harm,”
Matt greeted him, putting his hand on Harm’s shoulder.
“Mr. Webb arranged a furlough for me so I could be here
for Sarah. . . .for you.”
Harm turned
to Clay with gratitude in his eyes.
“Thank you,” he said gratefully.
“It was
the Admiral’s idea,” Clay insisted.
“I just carried it out.”
“Harm,
how long have you been sitting here?” Matt asked, concerned.
“Since
she came out of surgery,” he replied, “about two and a half
hours ago. Sarah
would be able to tell you exactly. . . .” he trailed off.
“Look,
you’re not going to do anyone any good, especially Sarah and
your child, if you run yourself into the ground,” Matt said
firmly. “On our way
over here, Mr. Webb and I stopped at your apartment and picked you
up a change of clothes at Admiral Chegwidden’s insistence.
Now, you are going to get out of that uniform, put on some
clean clothes and come down to the cafeteria with us to get
something to eat.”
“I
don’t want to leave until Sarah wakes up,” Harm insisted.
“Do I
have to make it an order, Commander?”
“Admiral
Chegwidden already tried that one,” Harm replied.
“Well, as
family, I’m going to insist,” Matt countered, “even if Webb
and I have to drag you out of here.
Am I making myself clear?”
Harm sighed
with resignation. Honestly,
a change of clothes would not be a bad idea, the sight of her
blood all over his uniform just one more unwanted reminder of how
he had almost lost her. After
that, well, he would see about the rest.
“Okay,” he acquiesced.
“But I don’t want to be gone too long.”
“Acceptable,”
Matt agreed. “We’ll
even let the nurses at the desk know where we will be so that they
can page you if there is any change.”
Harm stood
and kiss Mac on the forehead and pressed a hand to her belly
before following Matt and Clay from the room.
He headed into the nearest men’s room to change into the
clothes Clay handed him while the other two men waited for him at
the desk, letting the nurse on duty know that they would be in the
cafeteria.
A figure in
hospital scrubs watched the three men leave, then slipped into
Mac’s room, making sure no one was looking his way.
Walking up to the side of the bed, he set down the tank he
was carrying and leaned over the bed.
“Good
evening, Colonel,” he said pleasantly.
“I was beginning to think your Commander Rabb was never
going to leave. Good
thing someone finally talked him into it.
I was not sure I was going to get to come in and visit with
you.”
He turned
to the ventilator. “Looks
like it’s time to change the oxygen tank,” he said calmly.
“We don’t want you to run out and develop breathing
problems, do we? Of
course not. We’re
all here to help you.”
“There
will be a brief interruption of airflow for just a few seconds
while I switch the tanks,” he explained as he disconnected the
hose from the tank attached to the ventilator and hooked it to the
tank he had brought in with him.
“There. All
done. Now everything
will be fine, Colonel.”
“Take
care, Colonel,” he said as he turned to leave, carrying the old
oxygen tank with him. “I’ll
see you again soon.”
Careful to
make sure there was still no one watching, he slowly headed for a
nearby janitor supply closet and slipped inside.
Pulling off the latex gloves he had been wearing, he tossed
them in a waste bin and grabbed a few towels to wrap around the
oxygen tank. He would
have to smuggle it downstairs to dispose of it.
A tank in the supply closet would raise too many questions.
He glanced at his watch.
He estimated he had about ten minutes before Mac’s oxygen
levels dropped low enough to set off the alarm on the ventilator,
especially since he had taken care to dial down the respiration
rate on the machine before he had left.
Everything was proceeding according to plan.
After doing
to the first floor to dispose of the tank, the nurse returned to
the ICU, this time not caring who saw him.
He stopped at the ward desk and introduced himself.
“Hello,
I’m Nurse Eustis and I work down in the emergency room,” he
said, smiling at the nurse on duty.
“I was on duty down there when they brought that JAG
Colonel in and I was just wondering how she was doing.
I have a sister who’s pregnant, you see, so I’ve been
interested in how the Colonel is doing.”
“She’s
doing fairly well,” the desk nurse replied.
“She came through the surgery very well.
She’s still unconscious, but she’s suffered a severe
trauma. It’s
probably to be expected.”
“Is the
baby okay?” he asked, glancing at his watch.
Any minute now. . . .
“Dr.
Calder says she’s very hopeful,” the nurse replied.
“She’s been up here. . . .dear God, that’s the
Colonel’s room!” she exclaimed as a piercing alarm went off
and a red light lit up on her panel.
Eustis
followed the desk nurse to Mac’s room.
He made a show of checking the ventilator while the ICU
nurse checked the rest of her vitals.
“Oxygen levels are too low,” he reported.
“I’m dialing up the respiration level.”
The alarm
continued to wail as Eustis studied the unit.
“It’s not working,” he said.
“Check
the hoses,” the ICU nurse ordered as she pressed went to the
intercom to page Dr. Newman.
“Hoses
look fine,” Eustis said, moving around the back of the machine.
“Damn, the wrong tank’s hooked up to this machine!
She’s getting CO2 instead of O2.
Find another tank! Quickly!”
The nurse rushed out to get a spare tank out of the storage
room while Eustis began reassuring the unconscious Mac.
“See, I
told you it would be alright, Colonel,” he told her.
“I found the problem and it will be fixed momentarily.
You’re very lucky.”
The ICU
nurse returned with a fresh oxygen tank and handed it to him.
Eustis quickly hooked it up as Dr. Newman rushed into the
room followed by the head ICU nurse.
Finally, the alarm stopped as the ventilator started
pumping fresh oxygen into Mac’s lungs and everyone in the room
breathed a sigh of relief.
“What
happened her?” Dr. Newman demanded as he began checking Mac
over.
“The
alarm went off,” the ICU nurse explained.
“Nurse Eustis here from the emergency room had come up to
check on the Colonel and came in here with me to check the alarm.
He found a CO2 tank hooked up to the ventilator instead of
O2.”
“Congratulations,
Nurse Eustis,” Dr. Newman said, “you may have just saved this
patient’s life.”
“I was on
duty downstairs when she was brought in,” he explained modestly.
“I was just curious to see how she was doing.
I was just in the right place at the right time, I
guess.”
“Well,
I’m sure the Colonel will appreciate the coincidence,” he
said, looking down at Mac to find her eyelids fluttering.
“Well, looks who’s decided to rejoin us.
Remain calm, Colonel.
It will be more painful for you if you struggle against the
ventilator.”
“I’ll
go page her family,” the head ICU nurse said, heading for the
intercom by the door. “Commander
Rabb, Colonel O’Hara, please return to ICU stat.
Commander Rabb, Colonel O’Hara to ICU stat.”
Mac
blinked, trying to focus on the unfamiliar faces surrounding her.
Her eyes finally focused on the older gentleman leaning
over her.
“Colonel
Mackenzie, I’m Dr. Newman,” he told her.
“Since you can’t speak, just nod or shake your head to
answer my questions. Are
you in a lot of pain?”
She nodded
yes, patting the right side of her chest with her left hand.
“Understandable,” Newman replied.
“Do you remember being shot?”
She began
to shake her head, then slowly nodded.
It was all a blur in her clouded mind, but she vaguely
recalled the sound of gunfire, Harm pushing her to the floor.
“That’s
okay,” he said to her look of confusion, “some initial
confusion upon regaining consciousness is to be expected.
Things will clear up eventually.”
Mac placed
her hand over her stomach, her fingers brushing the monitor belt
attached, and looked at Newman expectantly.
He moved aside slightly so that she could see the fetal
heart monitor. “Fetal
heart rate of 132,” he informed her.
“No signs so far of fetal distress so far.
I’ll have Dr. Calder paged so she can discuss your
pregnancy with you.” He
nodded to the nurse who had paged Harm and Matt and she picked up
the intercom again.
Mac glanced
around the room, expecting to see Harm, her eyes falling on Nurse
Eustis. She looked
confused as she studied him for a moment.
He seemed very familiar, but dark hair, dark beard?
Something didn’t seem right.
At the
question in her eyes, Dr. Newman explained, “Nurse Eustis was on
duty in the ER when you were brought in and he came up to see how
you were doing. It’s
a good thing he did, he found that problem we just had with your
ventilator.”
She looked
into his eyes and it finally clicked in her mind.
She recognized his eyes.
And the name. It
wasn’t his name, but it was one she recognized.
Frantic, she began struggling while Dr. Newman tried to
calm her. “Colonel,”
he explained, “you have to remain calm and not struggle.
Your gunshot wound caused a collapsed lung.
It will get worse if you strain yourself.”
Eustis
began backing out of the room, sensing that she recognized him.
At least she wasn’t able to talk with the invasive
ventilation and he nearly smiled at the irony.
“I need to get back on duty downstairs,” he explained.
“I hope you get better soon, Colonel.”
Eustis
walked slowly down the hall, pushing the down button for the
elevator. Patiently,
he waited for one to arrive, forcing himself not to react when one
did, opening up to reveal Harm, Matt and Clay.
But none of them noticed him, so intent on reaching Mac’s
room were they, and he breathed a sigh of relief as he got onto
the elevator and the doors closed behind him.
Harm
breathed a huge sigh of relief as they entered Mac’s room and
his eyes locked with Mac’s.
The doctor moved out of the way so that Harm could sit on
the edge of the bed, Matt standing behind him, while Clay quietly
excused himself to find the rest of the JAG staff.
“Nice of
you to rejoin us, Marine,” Harm teased as he leaned over to kiss
her forehead.
“Hello,
Sarah,” Matt said, taking one of her hands in his.
“It’s good to see you again.”
She looked
from one to the other, silently cursing the tube in her throat
that blocked all speech. She
had to talk to Harm, to warn him.
She tried to plead with him with her eyes, but he
misunderstood.
“It’s
going to be okay, Sarah,” he said quietly, pressing her other
hand against his cheek. “The
doctor says you should be fine and they’re optimistic about the
baby.”
She shook
her head, wishing she could make him understand, but she was so
tired. She just
wanted to drift back into the warm cocoon of sleep.
No, she had to stay awake, try to communicate with him
somehow. She finally
removed her hand from Harm’s cheek and made a motion with it.
He shook his head in confusion.
She repeated the motion a little slower.
“You want
to say something?” Harm asked.
At her nod, he turned to the others, “Does anyone have a
pen and paper that she can write with?”
“I have
some at the desk,” the desk nurse replied.
“I’ll go get it.”
Matt turned
to Dr. Newman. “Doctor,
my niece seems agitated about something,” he said.
The doctor
sighed. This wasn’t
exactly the kind of thing you wanted to tell family members whose
loved one had just regained consciousness.
“We had a slight problem with the Colonel’s
ventilator,” he explained, “but an ER nurse who had stopped by
to check on the Colonel found the problem and it was quickly
fixed.”
“What
kind of problem?” Matt demanded.
“The last
time the O2 tank was changed,” he answered, “someone grabbed
the wrong tank from the storage room and hooked up CO2 instead.
Fortunately, Nurse Eustis was here and helped resolve the
problem.” At the
angry looks Harm and Matt shot him, he continued, “In my
twenty-three years of medicine, it’s the first time I’ve ever
heard about something like this happening, but I suppose a mistake
like this is possible.”
“Possible?”
Matt exclaimed. “I’d
like to know who is responsible for this ‘mistake’,
Captain.”
Newman
picked up Mac’s chart and studied it.
“This is odd,” he said.
“The last record of the tank being changed was seventeen
thirty hours, but it wouldn’t have taken that long for the
machine to pick up the oxygen deprivation.
There had to have been another tank change after that time
that wasn’t recorded on the chart.
What time did you leave the room?”
“Eighteen
fifteen hours,” Matt answered.
“Hmmm,”
Dr. Newman murmured as the nurse returned with a pad and pen for
Mac. Slowly, Mac
scratched out a single word and handed the pad to Harm.
As he read the single word, his face drained of color.
“Dear
God,” he whispered. “How
did he get out?”
“When was
he. . . .” he began, then it clicked in his mind.
“Doctor, what was the name of that ER nurse you said was
here during the problem with Sarah’s oxygen?”
“What?
Nurse Eustis. Why?”
Newman replied.
He smiled
at Mac reassuringly. “I’ll
take care of it. I
promise. Matt, can
you come with me please?”
“Where
are we going?” Matt asked as the two men headed for the
elevators.
“Down to
ER to have a talk with Nurse Eustis,” Harm replied as an
elevator opened to reveal Clay and AJ.
“Where
are you two headed off to?” Clay demanded.
“Is Mac okay?”
“Someone
tampered with her ventilator,” Harm informed them.
“We’re going after the person who I’m sure did it.”
“Then
we’re coming with you,” AJ insisted as Matt and Harm entered
the elevator. Harm
pushed the button for the first floor as the doors closed.
“It’s
not Palmer again, is it?” AJ asked.
“No,”
Harm answered as Clay added, “He’s still in Leavenworth.
I checked when I called earlier to arrange for Colonel
O’Hara’s release.”
“Well,
the person we’re going after is supposed to be in
Leavenworth,” Harm told them.
“After this is all over, I want to know how the hell he
got out without Sarah and I knowing about it.”
“Who’s
supposed to be in Leavenworth?” Matt asked as the elevator
deposited them on the first floor down the hall from emergency.
Harm
didn’t answer the question as he rushed to the emergency desk.
“Excuse me,” he said hurriedly, “I’m looking for
Nurse Eustis. Can you
tell me where I can find him?”
“Nurse
Eustis just left for the day,” the nurse on duty informed him.
“How long
ago was that?” Harm demanded.
It couldn’t have been that long ago if he had recently
been in Mac’s room.
“Not even
five minutes ago,” the nurse replied.
“He’s probably on his way to the employee parking lot
as we speak.”
“Where
would I find that?” Harm asked.
“Go down
the elevator to sub-basement two,” she told him.
“What’s the rush?
He’s due in to work tomorrow.”
“He saved
my fiancée’s life up in ICU,” Harm quickly explained.
“I just wanted to thank the man.
Can you tell me what he looks like?”
Harm assumed he might be in some kind of disguise.
“Dark
hair, kind of wavy, average height.
Good luck in finding him,” the nurse said as the four men
took off for the elevator.
“Who’s
this Eustis and what would he have against Mac?” Clay asked.
“Eustis
isn’t his real name,” Harm explained as they descended in the
elevator. “It’s
Chief Petty Officer Hodge.”
“Hodge?”
AJ mused. “The name
sounds familiar. I’m
assuming he was a client or someone you prosecuted if he was in
Leavenworth.”
“Actually,
Mattoni and Imes prosecuted since Sarah and I ended up as
witnesses in the case,” Harm continued.
“Corpsman Hodge was on the USS Watertown.”
It clicked
for AJ as he remembered the case he had sent Harm and Mac on after
a public disagreement about another case.
A submarine had surfaced in the middle of a Norwegian
sailing regatta after the entire navigation watch had taken ill.
“That was that case with that syndrome, Munch. . . .”
“Munchausen
by proxy, Sir,” Harm completed the thought.
“Wait a
minute,” Clay said. “Isn’t
that where someone makes a person sick so they can take care of
him?”
“Yes,”
Harm replied. “He
tampered with Mac’s oxygen so he could come in and play the
hero.”
“But how
did he even know she was here?” Matt asked.
“It was
probably just a coincidence,” Harm suggested.
“He would have already had to have infiltrated the
hospital before today. Bud
had said he did a tour here at Bethesda before he became a
submariner. He
changed his looks slightly, probably created a false resume and
signed on here as a civilian nurse.”
The
elevator deposited them in the parking garage.
Damn, Harm thought, he could be anywhere.
He turned to the others and suggested, “Let’s split up.
We all heard the description so we know who to look for.
We’ll cover more ground if we separate.”
Harm began
moving quickly through the garage.
He hoped he would be the one to find Hodge.
This was the second time he had nearly lost Sarah to this
monster. He shivered
slightly at the thought as he remembered frantically performing
mouth to mouth on Sarah on the Watertown after Hodge had nearly
strangled her. As he
spotted a figure in hospital scrubs up ahead, he slowed his pace.
He hoped to have the element of surprise on his side.
Hodge might not know that he had been made.
Then again, it might not be Hodge at all.
“Excuse
me,” Harm said in a friendly tone of voice as he reached the
man. He was nearly
positive it was Hodge. “I’m
looking for Nurse Eustis from the ER.
I wanted to thank him for saving my fiancée’s life up in
ICU.”
“I’m
sorry,” Eustis replied calmly.
“I don’t know a Nurse Eustis.
It’s a large hospital.”
“Well,
now that’s funny,” Harm continued in his friendly voice.
“You look just like the description I was given of the
man.” It was a
bluff; the description had been vague enough that it could
probably fit any number of men who worked at the hospital.
“I’m
sorry I can’t help you,” Eustis said genially as he reached to
unlock his car door. Before
he knew what was happening, Eustis found his back pressed against
the car, an arm pressed against his throat.
“Nice
try, Hodge,” Harm said angrily.
Eustis remained outwardly calm, but Harm had seen the brief
flash of recognition in his eyes when Harm had called him by his
real name. “Obviously,
you didn’t learn anything from our last encounter.
Just because she can’t speak doesn’t mean she
couldn’t ID you.”
Hodge
kicked out, using one of his legs to sweep Harm’s out from under
him. As Harm tumbled
to the ground, Hodge ran, Harm swiftly rising to give chase.
He grabbed at Hodge, but he turned and swung at Harm,
knocking him against the hood of a nearby car.
He gasped in pain as his ribcage hit the corner of the car,
knocking the wind out of him momentarily.
As Harm struggled to get back up, Hodge started running.
Then Harm
heard a single gunshot and looked up to see Clay reholstering his
gun under his suit coat and Hodge lying facedown.
The sound of the gunshot brought Matt and AJ running and
Matt reach down to help Harm up as the younger man grasped his
side in pain. AJ
checked Hodge’s pulse and said, “He’s alive.
We should get some medics and the MPs down here.
I want this man back in Leavenworth where he belongs.”
“I’d be
interested to know how he got out in the first place,” Harm said
between gasps for breath.
“I’ll
have Gunny and Bud on that first thing in the morning,” AJ told
him. “How are
you?”
“I feel
like I’ve been kicked in the ribs by a mule,” Harm said
ruefully. “I think
they’re just bruised, though.
I want to get back upstairs.”
“Come
on,” Clay said. “Let’s
get you back to your fiancée.”
“Don’t
tell her I said that,” Harm warned.
“I haven’t officially asked her yet.”
“Why the
hell not?” Matt demanded. “Isn’t
that what your visit to Leavenworth on Saturday was about?”
“I had
plans for this weekend after we moved into our new house,” Harm
explained, “but now that is obviously on hold.
So now I guess it’s time for plan B.”
“What’s
plan B?” Clay asked.
“When I
figure it out,” Harm said as a laugh quickly turned to a grimace
of pain, “I’ll let you know.”
WEDNESDAY
1905 ZULU
BETHESDA NAVAL HOSPITAL
BETHESDA, MARYLAND
Mac sat
back with a smile as she watched her Uncle Matt get further
acquainted with Trish and Frank Burnett.
To her and Harm’s delight, the three had hit it off
immediately upon meeting Monday night.
All three had hovered protectively nearby the last two
days, probably as much to watch over Harm as her.
After all, that damned squid practically had to be dragged
away to eat or sleep. She
sighed, carefully not to take to deep a breath, still recovering
from the collapsed lung. Fortunately,
the ventilator and intubation tube had been removed the previous
night, so she could at least talk, even if her voice was a bit
hoarse.
“What are
you thinking?” Harm asked, watching her watch their families
interact. Matt was
relating the tale of Harm’s hanging from the helo skids in the
desert.
“How
lucky we are,” she said in a hoarse whisper.
“I
know,” he whispered back. They
both looked up at a knock at the open door.
Sydney stuck her head in.
“I can
come back later if it’s a bad time,” she insisted, taking in
the already crowded room.
“It’s
okay,” Harm said as Mac motioned her in.
“How are
you feeling?” Sydney asked.
“Throat
hurts,” Mac complained hoarsely, “and an elephant sat on my
chest.”
“I guess
that’s normal,” Sydney laughed.
Before
anyone could reply, Dr. Calder entered the room, pushing a cart
with equipment on it in front of her.
“I guess with all the excitement of the last few days,”
she said, “you forgot about your appointment this afternoon.
We were supposed to do your first ultrasound.”
Harm and
Mac looked at each other. They
had forgotten. Everyone
else began making excuses to depart, but Mac held up her hand to
stop them. “Please,
stay,” she croaked.
Harm looked
at her and understood. Their
families probably needed reassurances about the baby as much as
the two of them did. He
nodded and everyone settled back down.
“You too,
Sydney,” Harm insisted as she moved to leave.
He knew Mac and Sydney had grown closer in the weeks since Beallsville,
almost like the mother Mac had always wished she had.
Trish moved
out of the way to make room for Dr. Calder as the doctor moved the
ultrasound machine into position and Mac pushed the bedcovers
aside, pulling her hospital gown up above her abdomen.
Calder spread the gel over Mac’s abdomen, Mac shivering
slightly at the coolness. Making
sure the machine was operating, she began moving the wand over
Mac’s belly.
“That’s
very good,” Calder said as she studied the image.
“Everything looks normal for twelve weeks gestation.
I can see the sac and. . . .”
she paused, looking closer at the image on the screen as
Mac clutched Harm’s hand, suddenly afraid.
“What is
it?” Mac asked in a hoarse whisper.
“Is something wrong with our baby?”
Dr. Calder
turned to them and smiled widely, moving slightly to the side, so
they could see the screen for themselves.
As she did, Sydney gasped, the doctor in her recognizing
what the image on the screen meant.
Mac and Harm both looked at her, concerned, but she simply
smiled at them.
Pointing to
the screen, Dr. Calder began to explain what everything meant for
all the non-medical personnel in the room.
“Here is the amniotic sac and this little blur here would
be the baby inside,” she explained.
“So
tiny,” Mac said in awe.
“Don’t
worry,” the doctor assured her, “it will get bigger.
Much bigger.”
“Then
what’s this other circle over here?” Trish asked, indicating
another portion of the screen.
Everyone looked at where she pointed as Dr. Calder and
Sydney’s smiles grew wider.
“That
would be the other baby,” the doctor replied.
“Congratulations, Sarah and Harm.
You’re going to have twins.”
THURSDAY
1510 ZULU
BETHESDA NAVAL HOSPITAL
BETHESDA, MARYLAND
Dr. Newman
had finally deemed Mac well enough to move into a regular hospital
room, which was done first thing Thursday morning, but not without
a little grumbling from the patient about being woken up early for
the move. The move
was finally accomplished by both Matt playing the role of drill
sergeant and Trish reassuring her that she could go back to sleep
once she was settled in her new room.
That accomplished, Matt and Trish had both departed to
catch up on some of the sleep they had been missing themselves the
past three days, Matt to Mac’s apartment and Trish to Harm’s
where Frank was waiting for her.
Mac was
lightly dozing just past eleven hundred hours when she was woken
up by a knock on her door. She
opened her eyes to find Sydney sticking her head in.
“I
didn’t mean to wake you,” Sydney apologized.
“I can come back later if you’d like to get some more
sleep.”
“No,
it’s fine,” Mac assured her.
“I should probably get up anyway.
I’ve been sleeping most of the morning.”
She pressed a button to raise the head of the bed so that
she was propped up in a half-sitting position as Sydney pulled up
a chair next to the bed.
“I see AJ
finally was able to order Harm back to work,” Sydney commented.
“With a
little help from me,” Mac admitted.
“I told Harm that I was going to kick his six from here
to the Adriatic if he didn’t stop hovering and that if I
couldn’t do it, I’d get Uncle Matt to do it for me.”
Sydney
laughed at the image that created in her mind.
It wasn’t hard to imagine the feisty Marine doing just
that despite being injured and pregnant.
“I’m sorry,” Sydney gasped at Mac’s puzzled look,
“the image that just created in my mind. . . .”
Mac smiled
herself, careful to head the doctor’s warning to watch the
laughter due to her healing lung.
“I can see why that would be amusing,” Mac said dryly.
“So what brings you here?”
“My last
morning appointment cancelled so I thought I’d take a early
lunch and stop by to see you,” Sydney explained.
“I was curious to see if yesterday’s news has sunk in
yet.”
Mac picked
up a book of the nightstand and handed it to Sydney, who read the
title aloud. “’Twins!
Pregnancy, Birth and The First Year Of Life’,” she
said. “Who picked
this up for you?”
“Harm
did,” Mac replied. “He
stopped off at a bookstore on his way home last night and dropped
this off this morning on his way to work.
Trish said he bought a copy for himself, too.”
“He’s
really getting into the idea of having two, isn’t he?” Sydney
asked.
“’Getting
into it’?” Mac echoed. “Cloud
nine is more like it. Not
that I have any experience, but I’ve never seen a man more
excited. Let’s see
if he can manage to keep the news to himself.”
“Are you
still planning to wait to tell everyone until you get out of the
hospital?”
“Yes,”
Mac confirmed. “With
everything that’s happened the last few days, I would feel
better if we waited until after I got out of the hospital just in
case anything happens.”
“As a
doctor and a mother myself,” Sydney said, “I can understand
that. You’ve been
through a trauma and you’re still healing.
I’d probably do the same thing in your position.”
“It’s
just a little scary,” Mac explained softly.
“With everything that’s happened, I’m lucky I
didn’t miscarry. Now
I find out there are two. You
know, when people talk about twins, it’s natural to think
‘high-risk’ pregnancy.”
“I
don’t have any practical experience with the topic,” Sydney
tried to reassure the younger woman, “but I had a friend many
years ago who had twins and her pregnancy was perfectly normal
except for gaining more weight than a woman would with a single
baby.”
“But did
your friend get shot then have her ventilator tampered with by a
psychopath?” Mac asked.
“No,”
Sydney answered, putting her hand on Mac’s shoulder, “but you
and the babies have made it this far.
The hard part was getting through the first forty-eight
hours. Now, the odds
are definitely in your favor.
Anyway, look at who these kids have for parents.
Some of the stories AJ has told me about you two. . . .”
“I can
imagine,” Mac said, smiling at the memories of four years of
tight spots and life-or-death situations.
She sobered quickly and added, “Sometimes I’m just
afraid to hope for too much in my life.
So much has happened to me, especially when it seems like
everything is going my way.”
“Look,”
Sydney said, “I don’t want you to talk too much now.
You’re still recovering from that collapsed lung.
But if you ever want to talk about any of it, I’ll
listen.”
“Thank
you,” Mac said sincerely. “Outside
of Harm and my uncle, there are a lot of things that I’ve never
talked about with anyone. Maybe
it would be nice to talk to someone who is outside of it all.”
1555 ZULU
JAG HEADQUARTERS
FALLS CHURCH, VIRGINIA
It had been
strange for Harm to return to work after everything that had
happened. Walking
through the hallway outside the bullpen, where all hell had broken
loose on Monday, Harm could see in his mind the bullet holes that
had been in the walls, the blood staining the floor and walls,
even though crews had been in Monday evening to repair the damage
as soon as the MPs had given the go ahead.
It had been
hard getting back into the swing of things that morning, his mind
constantly drifting back to the horror three days earlier.
The only thing that kept him from wallowing completely in
the despair of what had happened had been the knowledge that Mac
was on the mend and the baby they were expecting had turned out to
be twins.
Twins.
When they had made their deal over a year ago to ‘go
halves on a kid’ and every time he had imagined having a child
with Mac since then, he had never imagined it being anything like
this. After all the
stops and starts, miscommunication and misunderstandings, twins
just seemed like the perfect beginning to their new life together.
He smiled at the thought.
“After
everything that’s happened,” Trish said from the doorway,
“it’s good to see a smile on your face again.
Thinking about yesterday’s news?”
Harm looked
up from his paperwork to find his mother standing in the open
doorway with Frank and Matt behind her.
“Mom, Frank, Matt,” Harm greeted them, waving them into
his office. “It’s
great to see you, but did Sarah put you up to this?”
“What, we
can’t stop by at lunchtime and see if you would like to eat with
us?” Trish asked in mock indignation.
“I’ll tell you, kids these days. . . .”
“Very
funny, Mom,” Harm said dryly, leaning back in his chair.
“But it’s a logical assumption given her insistence
that I not ‘spend the entire day staring at the four walls of my
office.’ She’s
the one in the hospital and she’s worrying about how I’m
doing.”
“That’s
how it works, you know,” Trish pointed out.
“When you love someone, one of your first considerations
is always how the other partner is feeling.
Are you going to sit there and try to tell me that you
haven’t spent a good portion of your morning worrying about
her?”
Harm
sighed. His mother
was right. This was
just still so new to him; he felt as if he was driving a new route
and constantly trying to look at the road map.
Only problem was, most relationships didn’t come with
road maps to help you find your way when you got a little lost or
confused. “Okay, I
won’t tell you that,” Harm finally replied.
“And I would love the company for lunch.
Actually, this gives me the perfect opportunity to ask for
your assistance with something that I want to plan.”
“See,
Trish,” Frank said. “Your
son can be sensible when he wants to be.”
Trish had suggested to her husband and Matt that it might
take a lot of persuading to talk Harm into lunch with them.
“So what do you need our help with, Harm?”
“Let’s
just say that it’s time to work on ‘Plan B’,” Harm replied
mysteriously as he grabbed his cover.
Frank and Trish looked at each other confused while Matt
smiled, remembering the conversation Monday night after Hodge had
been captured.
The
foursome decided to stay at JAG and eat in the courtyard after
Harm had assured everyone that the cafeteria food was halfway
decent. They all sat
down with their food, everyone looking expectantly at Harm.
“I had
this big plan in mind to propose to Sarah this weekend after we
moved into our new home,” Harm began, only to be promptly
interrupted by his mother.
“Why
haven’t you proposed yet?” Trish asked, astonished.
“I gave you that ring back in Beallsville over a month
ago. I noticed in the
hospital that she wasn’t wearing the ring, but I thought that it
might have been taken off when she went into surgery.”
“A month
ago?” Matt added. “And
it took you that long to come see me in Leavenworth?”
“Give
Harm a break,” Frank suggested, trying to act as the voice of
reason. “After
dragging their feet the last four years about getting together,
does it really surprise you that they are dragging their feet
about getting married?”
“You have
at least discussed the topic of a wedding with Mac, haven’t
you?” This was from
his mother, who was wondering how her intelligent
son could sometimes make such unintelligent decisions.
“In
general, non-specific terms only so far,” Harm said, then
quickly added due to the look shot him by his mother, “I wanted
it to be special. After
we got back from Beallsville, we had several investigations and
court cases that took our attention, then I went to see Matt to
discuss my plans with him last Saturday.
I was going to do it this weekend, but. . . .”
“I’m
sorry,” Trish said. “We
don’t mean it to sound like we’re criticizing you.
I just want to see my only child finally settled down with
a family of his own.”
“And I
want the same for Sarah,” Matt added.
“Why
don’t we start this whole conversation over?” Frank suggested.
“Harm can tell us what he has planned and what we can do
to help. Okay?”
Everyone
nodded their agreement. “Good,”
Harm said. “Now,
the first problem is that Sarah and I were supposed to move into
our house this weekend and she needs to be out of her old
apartment by the end of the month.
I don’t want to wait until after she gets out of the
hospital to move. She
should be taking it easy still, not worrying about moving into a
new place, so I would like to get everything moved before she gets
out of the hospital. It
would be a nice surprise for her to come home to ‘our’
house.”
“Sounds
good,” Trish said. “What
can we do to help?”
“Since
I’d like it to be a surprise,” Harm continued, “it would be
a little suspicious if I was completely absent from the hospital
this weekend. So
I’d like some help supervising the movers – especially since
we’ve got two apartments to move out of and Sarah’s not here
to supervise the activity at her place.”
“We can
do that,” Matt said. “One
person at each apartment to supervise and one person at the house
when the stuff starts arriving.
Do you have an idea where you want everything to go?”
“We have
worked on that the last couple of weeks and we made some notes,”
Harm replied. “I’ll
make sure you have them.”
“What
about paint, wallpaper, things like that?” Trish asked.
“There is
a little bit to be done on that front,” he said.
“We definitely wanted to re-paper one of the bathrooms.
The nursery will need to be done, but we’ve got several
months to worry about that. There
are also a few places that need some touch up paint.
We talked about putting in some shelves in the room we are
going to turn into an office.
I was also going to work on that this weekend, also.”
“Harm,”
Frank suggested, “what if we get some of your friends here to
help? From what
I’ve seen this week, they care about both of you a lot and would
be happy to help.”
“I
don’t know. . . .” Harm said.
“Well,
there’s AJ and Sydney,” Trish pointed out.
“Why don’t we ask them and see what they think?
AJ! Sydney!” Trish
waved the couple, who was heading back into the building from
lunch, over to their table.
“Hello,
everyone,” Sydney greeted them when she and AJ reached the
table. She leaned
over to give Harm a hug. “How
are you doing?”
“I’m
doing okay,” Harm said. “Trying
to keep busy and my mind off of things.”
“We were
just discussing with Harm the plan for getting his and Mac’s
stuff moved into their new house before she gets out of the
hospital,” Trish told them.
“There’s a little bit of work that needs to be done in
the house also and we suggested to Harm that his friends would be
willing to help with the work and organizing the move.
What do you think?”
“We’d
be happy to help,” Sydney said.
“You know, their house is right across the street from
AJ. AJ, you know the
rest of the people here better than I do.
Do you think they’d be willing to come out and help,
too?”
“Most of
them have been waiting for this as long as they’ve known those
two,” AJ said. “Happy
to help? Just try and
keep most of the people here away.”
Sensing
that Harm still needed convincing, Sydney added, “Bud and
Harriet? Harm and Mac
are their best friends.”
“And
Gunny?” AJ continued. “Mac
got him his job at JAG.”
“What
about Carolyn? She and Harriet. . . .” Sydney was interrupted by
Harm.
“Okay,
you’ve made your point,” he conceded.
“I’d be happy to accept any help that is given.
I just want to make this perfect for Sarah.”
“AJ, why
don’t you put together a list of those who are closest to Harm
and Mac and the rest of us can talk to them,” Sydney suggested.
“If it came from you, they might see it as an order.”
“Maybe we
should all get together,” Matt suggested, “plan what everyone
will do.”
“When and
where?” Sydney asked. “We
can run it by everyone when we talk to them.”
“Harm, do
you have access to the house already?” Trish asked.
“Yes, I
finalized everything on Friday while she was in Quantico,” he
replied.
“Then why
don’t we meet there tonight,” Trish suggested, “say around
seven if everyone’s free? Then
everyone can get a feel for the layout of the house and you can
show us what needs to be done and where everything needs to go.”
“What
about that other matter, Harm?”
Matt asked. “What
are your thoughts on that?”
“Well,
the original plan was a nice intimate dinner Sunday night in our
new home,” Harm revealed.
“I assume
we’re talking a proposal here,” Sydney said.
“Sounds romantic and I don’t see any reason why you
can’t still do that.”
“No,”
Harm admitted, “but I was thinking of modifying the original
plan slightly.” Harm
paused a moment to gather his thoughts.
He was normally a very private person, so public displays
like the one he was thinking about were not really his thing.
Then again, it would be good practice for the eventual
church full of guests. “After
everything Sarah’s been through the last few days, we’ve
really gained an appreciation of how much our friends here at JAG
are like a family to us. Everyone
has really been there for us and we both appreciate it.
Besides, as the Admiral pointed out, most of our friends
have been waiting for this day for a long time.
So I was thinking. . . .how about a dinner party?
We can celebrate moving into our new house plus an
engagement.”
“Are you
sure?” Trish asked. “Maybe
you’d like something a little more private?”
“I think.
. . .no, I know this is how I want to do it,” Harm said.
“And we can announce our other news then also.”
“Other
news?” AJ asked. AJ
was the only one present who didn’t know the results of the
ultrasound as Sydney had agreed that she wouldn’t tell anyone,
not even him.
“We’ll
find out with everyone else,” Sydney said evasively, smiling at
him. “Harm, have
the doctors said when Mac is actually going to be released?”
“When I
stopped at Bethesda this morning,” Harm replied, “Drs. Newman
and Calder agreed that if all continued to go well, she would be
released Monday. It
was supposed to be in the morning, but she said – and I quote
– ‘I’ll be damned if I’m going to sit at home all day
Monday while Harm hovers over me.’ So
Sarah decided that I would go to work on Monday and pick her up on
my way home.”
“Sounds
like my niece,” Matt commented.
“So
instead of taking her to the apartment, you bring her to the house
and everyone is there waiting to welcome her home,” Frank said.
“Sounds like a plan.
Anything else?”
“What
about the dinner menu?” Trish asked.
“Harm, what kind of foods does she like?”
“Dead
cow,” Harm replied dryly, eliciting laughs from Trish and Frank
and puzzled expressions from everyone else.
“Sydney,”
Trish suggested, “why don’t you and I work on that?
Let’s see if we can satisfy both my son the vegetarian
and Mac the meat eater.”
“Fine,”
Sydney replied, laughing, “we can come up with some ideas today
and discuss them when everyone gets together this evening.
This should be interesting.”
“I think
that’s everything,” Harm said, “so I need to get back to
work. Mom, Frank,
Matt – I’ll see all of you tonight.”
“Commander,
I’d like to see you in my office when you get a chance,” AJ
said.
Harm could
see in his eyes that it was important.
“How’s right now?
Nothing pressing waiting for me in my office except
paperwork,” he suggested.
“Good,”
AJ said. “Goodbye,
everyone. I’ll see
all of you tonight. Sydney,
I’ll see you after work.”
Everyone
said their good-byes, then Harm followed AJ back into JAG.
AJ took his
seat then said, “Take a seat, Harm.”
His
commanding officer’s use of his first name gave Harm an eerie
feeling. He had a
feeling that this was about Chief Hodge, a suspicion that was
confirmed when AJ began, “Lieutenant Roberts and Gunny delivered
their preliminary report on Hodge as I was leaving for lunch.”
“What did
it say, Sir?” Harm asked, trying to keep his voice calm.
“Basically,
that Hodge was released from Leavenworth three months ago on a
technicality,” AJ said, then glanced at Harm.
The younger man was fighting a losing battle to control his
temper. “Somehow,
some papers were filled out wrong, not all the I’s dotted or the
T’s crossed and his lawyer was able to pull some fancy
maneuvering, find a sympathetic judge and get him released.”
“Are you
telling me that this man was convicted of two murders, two
attempted murders, numerous counts of assault and endangerment and
he served only a year in prison?” Harm demanded, his voice
taking on a hostile edge. “And
why the hell are we just now finding out about this?”
“Harm, I
wish I knew the answer to that,” AJ said wearily.
“Roberts and Gunny are still digging.
They also discovered that Hodge has a sister in this area,
which is why he ended up here.
Also, since he had previously been stationed there, he was
familiar with the hospital.”
“Any idea
why he did what he did, Sir?” Harm asked.
“I don’t mean the switching of the tanks and coming in
to play the hero. That
fits his previous MO to a T.
But he tried to kill Sarah before, on the Watertown.
Why not this time?”
“Apparently,
Hodge’s sister is pregnant,” AJ revealed.
“Maybe that got to him in some way and he discovered that
he couldn’t kill her. With
a psychopath like Hodge, who can honestly say?
The man should probably have been in a hospital somewhere
getting help, not in Leavenworth.”
“Probably,”
Harm said quietly. He
didn’t really agree, but it wasn’t his decision to make.
“What’s going to happen now?”
“His
sister retained a lawyer for him,” AJ answered,
“who is talking of an insanity plea.
I’m still looking for someone from one of the other JAG
offices to come in and act as prosecutor.
After what happened with Mac, officials at Bethesda have
discovered some similar incidents that they are investigating, so
no one can really say at this point how this will all play out.
Although he would probably be better off not going back to
Leavenworth since Matt O’Hara is there.”
“Speaking
of Matt, has Clay said when he’ll have to go back to
Leavenworth?” Harm asked, changing the subject.
Although he had wanted to know how Hodge had come back into
their lives, he didn’t like the answers he had gotten.
Then again, there probably was no answer he could have
gotten that he would have been happy with in this situation.
“By prior
agreement, Colonel O’Hara is here at least until Mac is released
from the hospital,” was the reply.
“I need to have a talk with Mr. Webb anyway.
I’ll see if he can give the Colonel until the end of next
week. I'm sure Mac
will be happy to spend some time with her uncle once she’s out
of the hospital.”
“Yes, she
would like that,” Harm agreed.
He stood to leave. “Thank
you, Admiral – for everything.
I appreciate it.”
AJ nodded.
“Dismissed, Commander,” he said.
Harm came
to attention and replied, “Aye, aye, Sir.”
2300 ZULU
HARM AND MAC’S NEW HOUSE
MCLEAN, VIRGINIA
Harm, along
with his mother, Frank and Matt, were the last to arrive.
Before he had left work, he had given AJ a key to the
house, so any early arrivals could wait inside until Harm could
get away from the hospital. When
they entered the house, Harm was surprised to find not only AJ,
Sydney, Bud, Harriet, Gunny and Tiner present, but also Bobbi
Latham and Clayton Webb. Honestly,
Clay’s presence wasn’t that much of a mystery.
Although he had been very lenient about it given the
circumstances, technically he was responsible for Matt’s
whereabouts.
“Hello,
Harm,” Bobbi greeted him. “AJ
called me and asked for my help.
How is Mac doing?”
“She’s
getting better everyday, or so the doctors tell me,” he replied.
“Bobbi, these are my parents, Trish and Frank Burnett and
this is Mac’s uncle, Matt O’Hara.
Everyone, this is Congresswoman Bobbi Latham.
She serves on the House Armed Services Committee.”
Greetings
were exchanged all around and everyone took a seat on the living
room floor while Harm pulled out the notes he and Mac had made
based on the floor plans for the house.
He spread the plans out on the floor while everyone
gathered around to plan.
After
everyone from JAG left, Harm stood alone on the porch, staring out
into the night. He
didn’t turn around when he heard someone approach behind him.
“You’ve
got some very good friends at JAG,” Frank commented as he stood
beside Harm at the rail.
“Yes, I
do,” Harm said quietly. “You
and Mom getting ready to go back to the apartment?”
“In a few
minutes,” he replied. “I
told Trish I wanted to talk to you first.”
Harm turned
his head and looked at his stepfather.
It was a hard realization that he had never given Frank
enough credit for everything he had done for Harm, especially in
Russia. After all, if
things had turned out differently in Russia, it might have cost
Frank his marriage. “Do
you mind if I say something first?” Harm asked.
“Go
ahead.”
“I never
really thanked you for everything you did when Sarah and I went to
Russia,” Harm started. “A
lot of men in your position would have tried to discourage me.
But you never did.”
“Harm,
all I’ve ever wanted is for you and your mother to be happy,”
Frank explained. “If
that meant finding your father alive and bringing him home, then I
was willing to live with that.
That’s part of being in love with someone – putting
their needs ahead of your own.”
“I’m
beginning to realize that,” Harm said.
“I just. . . .I don’t know.
Maybe now that I’m about to have a family of my own,
I’m beginning to realize a few things that I never wanted to
admit before now.”
“Such
as?”
“The
importance of family, I guess,” he replied.
“I was so wrapped up in the past that I never really
appreciated the one I had.”
“Harm, I.
. . .” Frank began, but Harm held up his hand.
“Let me
finish,” Harm requested. “I
had this idealized image of who my father was and it hurt not long
ago when I found out that he was human and had made mistakes.
After I found that out, it took me a while to get past
that, to let go of my childhood ideals.
I had always placed him on a pedestal and you could never
live up to that image in my mind.
Now that I can admit that, I wanted to say that I’m
sorry. You did the
best you could, just as he did.
I guess I’m ready to accept that now.”
“Harm,
I’ve always know that I could never take your father’s
place,” Frank said, “but I’ve always been willing to be a
friend if you’d let me.”
“I know
that,” Harm admitted. “I
always have. I guess
now that I’m going to have kids of my own, I wanted to make sure
that I settled any differences remaining between us.
I don’t want any friction between us to get in the way of
my children being close to the only grandfather that they’ll
ever know.”
“Thank
you,” Frank said quietly, holding out his hand.
Without hesitation, Harm took it as Trish and Matt joined
them on the porch.
“Are you
ready to go, Frank?” Trish asked, smiling.
It warmed her heart to see the two people closest to her
finally put aside their differences.
“Yes,”
he replied, “Harm and I are finished here.”
“Good
night, Mom,” Harm said, pulling her into his arms for a hug.
“Good
night, and thank you,” Trish whispered, kissing him on the
cheek. “We’ll see
you later.”
Harm and
Matt stood on the porch and watched them leave.
“That was a good thing you just did,” Matt said.
“How long
were you two standing at the door?” Harm asked.
“Long
enough,” he replied, “to hear you give your children a chance
at the family Sarah couldn’t have and the one you wouldn’t
allow yourself to have.”
“Sarah
was right when she said I couldn’t let go, back in Australia,”
Harm admitted. “But
now, because of her and our children, I finally can.”
MONDAY
1945 ZULU
BETHESDA NAVAL HOSPITAL
BETHESDA, MARYLAND
Mac sat on
the edge of her hospital bed, waiting for Harm to arrive to take
her home. She had
already signed her discharge papers and received her instructions
from Drs. Newman and Calder, along with an order to take at least
another week off from work and a restriction from long trips for
another two weeks after that.
Flipping
through the book on twins that Harm had bought her, she found the
section covering twelve to sixteen weeks and began reading to pass
the time. After a
moment, her head jerked up when she heard several sharp whistles
coming from the hall.
“I never
realized what that saying about dress whites and gold wings meant
until now,” she heard a voice exclaim as Mac smiled.
She shook her head as she wondered what was up with the
dress whites. Surely
he hadn’t worn them to work.
“Ready to
get out of here?” Harm asked, standing in the doorway, his cover
under one arm and a bundle of roses cradled in the other.
He handed the roses to her as he came to stand in front of
her.
She inhaled
the rich scent of the flowers as she sighed, “You really know
how to make an entrance, don’t you?”
“I
remember someone saying once that she ‘always was a sucker for
dress whites’,” he teased.
“You look very nice, Sarah.”
“Harriet
brought this for me yesterday,” Mac explained, gesturing to her
dark blue silk pants and top.
At the time, she thought it was a bit dressy to wear home.
Now that she had seen Harm in his dress white, she had a
feeling something was up, but she was willing to play along for a
while. Especially if
this was going where she hoped it was.
“She thought I might need something to wear home from the
hospital that actually fit.”
Harm
smiled. He was glad
she appeared to like it. Harriet
had picked out the outfit, but he had chosen the color.
It had reminded him of the dress she had worn to the
Sudanese embassy two years earlier.
He held out his free hand to her.
“Are you ready to go?”
Mac took
his hand and allowed him to help her up.
“I’ve been ready,” she stated.
“Just a
moment, Colonel,” a nurse said, pushing a wheelchair into the
room as Mac shook her head.
“Humor
her,” Harm whispered to her as he led her to the chair.
“It is hospital policy, unless you want me to carry you
through the hospital a la Richard Gere.”
Mac smiled
at the image that created in her mind.
Maybe another time, she promised herself.
“I don’t think you could carry me in my current
state,” she teased, gesturing to her expanding middle.
“Are you
calling yourself fat?” he shot back.
Mac laughed
lightly as she sat in the wheelchair.
“Take me home, Flyboy.”
Mac said
very little as Harm drove, even when he bypassed the exit to head
back towards DC and Georgetown and headed instead for the American
Legion Bridge across the Potomac into Virginia.
She had a feeling all weekend long that something was up
when she didn’t get many visitors.
Not that she had expected her friends at JAG to drop their
weekend plans and spend the hours keeping her company, but Trish,
Frank and Matt, who were in town specifically for her, had been
absent but for a short time Saturday evening.
And then they had all appeared tired and hadn’t stayed
long. Something told
her that her hospitalization had not put the move into their new
house on hold.
Harm
glanced around as he pulled the SUV into their driveway.
Everyone had agreed to scatter their cars up and down the
street. A bunch of
cars parked in front of their house would have given everything
away and parking at the Admiral’s across the street would have
been equally suspicious. After
parking in the garage, he exited and came around to her side,
helping her down from the car before leading her back out of the
garage instead of into the house through the connecting door.
“Where
are we going?” she asked.
“Front
door,” Harm replied. “Trust
me?”
“I’ll
play along – for now,” she said.
“Just don’t keep me waiting.”
“I’ll
keep that in mind,” he teased as he opened the front door.
Before she could enter the house, he swung her up into his
arms, careful not to jar her injury.
“Harm!”
Mac exclaimed as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
“What are you doing?”
“What’s
it look like?” he countered as he carried her in.
“I’m carrying you over the threshold of our new
home.”
“But
we’re not married yet,” she reminded him, her anticipation
building.
“Not
yet,” he agreed as he set her on her feet in the foyer.
“But how do you feel about doing something about that?”
Even suspecting that something was going on, her heart
nearly stopped at the words as he took the bundle of roses out of
her hands and placed them on a nearby table, then fished a
handkerchief out of his pocket, carefully unfolding it in front of
her to reveal a ring.
“My
grandfather first gave this to my grandmother Sarah almost seventy
years ago,” he explained quietly.
“Then forty years ago, it was passed on to my father to
give to my mother. Last
month, the day we found out we are going to have a baby, my mother
passed it on to me.
“Sarah, I
can’t begin to tell you everything you’ve meant to me,” he
continued as he dropped to one knee in front of her.
“You’ve been like a candle, bringing light into my
life, even during the darkest days.
Thanks to you, I’ve finally found the strength to let go.
Eternity is not how
long we’re going to wait. It’s
just the beginning of how long I want this to last.
Sarah Mackenzie, will you do me the honor of becoming my
wife?”
Mac
couldn’t stop her hands from shaking or the tears from falling
as she reached out to brush his cheek with her fingers.
Trust Harm to turn the foyer in their home into the most
romantic place imaginable. She
didn’t need a fancy setting with all the trimmings; all she
needed was her sailor. “Oh,
Harm,” she said softly. “I
can’t say anything except. . . .yes, I will become your wife.”
His own
hand shaking, he took her left hand and slowly slid the ring onto
her finger then stood, pulling her into his arms.
“Thank you,” he whispered as he lowered his lips to
hers for a slow, tender kiss to seal their engagement.
“I love
you, Harmon Rabb,” she whispered back after she broke of the
kiss, stepping back startled as the lights came on in the hallway
behind her and all their friends and family broke out in applause.
Mac turned around to look into the faces of everyone she
loved, then glanced back at Harm, amazed that he had finally not
just let go, but that he had done in front of everyone.
Taking a deep breath, she turned back to their friends and
teased, “What would have happened if I’d said no?”
“Before
or after we had taken you back to Bethesda to have your head
examined?” Harriet shot back as everyone laughed.
“Anyway, that wouldn’t have happened, not after
everything.”
Mac smiled.
Their friends had waited for this as long as she and Harm
had. Somehow, having
them share the moment made it even more special.
She looked back at Harm, a question in her eyes as she
patted her stomach. He
nodded, smiling. “Since
we’re celebrating tonight,” she began, turning back, “Harm
and I have an announcement to make.
Wednesday, I had an ultrasound done.
Now, before anyone asks, we don’t know the gender yet,
but we did find out. . . .” she trailed off.
“We’re
going to have twins,” Harm finished, wrapping his arms around
her from behind as everyone applauded again.
Continued in Chapter
V - Throw Away The Oars Forever