it's been a while hu????
Mood:
lazy
Topic: Post-Op
wow...i'm sorry! it's been sooo long since i've written! i cant say i've been busy, but i've been tired! i've been spending most of my day in my bed! lame i know, but i've just been feeling lazy! so anyways, i thought it may have been because i've been taking my b12 at night, because when i go to bed without taking a pain pill, i am very antsy, and feel like i cant get comfortable, but when i take a pain pill, it just knocks me out! so today i took my b12 in the morning instead of at night. I'm hoping that that will help, because i'm sick of taking the pain pills expecially when i dont have pain! and when i take the pills, i sleep for usually 12-13 hours!!! that's way too much!! i love it but that's just too much!
i've been eating a lot of new things latey. I tried chicken like grilled chicke, then i put some cheese over the top and diped my peices into salsa. it's very good! also i really like this one...i took a half of a banana, smashed it all up with a fork, then added about 1-2 tbsp of peanut butter! and smashed it all together. oh it's sooo good and has TONS of protien! i'm having a hard time eating 3 meals a day and drinking 64 oz of water. like i said before, the waiting a half hour REALLY STINKS!!! in that hour of waiting...i could have drank about 10-15oz!! and doing that 3 times a day....that's 30-40 oz right there!!! it's nuts! but i know i have to do it that way...i just dont like it!
well as of today i've lost 38 lbs. i have to go by my scale...but if i were in the cities it would be 40 lbs! their scale is exactly 2 lbs different from mine! so anyways by thanksgiving i want to have lost 50 lbs, but thanksgiving is in less than 2 weeks, so i dont know if that's a realistic goal or not! we'll just have to wait and see!