No one will ever get close to me again.
My days of falling in love are over.
Losing you has caused me more pain
and heartache then I ever want to endure
again. I fell in love with you against
my will. I was not looking for love
and had been quite happy by myself.
Then you came along and before I knew
what was happening my heart betrayed me.

The sweet taste of your lips on mine,
the smell of you as you held me close.
The time we spent talking hours on end.
The safety I felt in your arms. Oh this hurts.
The laughter that lit up your face when
we talked. The twinkle in your eyes
The memories of our making love that
torment me time and again as I close my
eyes at night. You fill my dreams and
thoughts as no other has. This is going
to be a tough one getting over you.

Your fear of committment that won't just
let our love evolve. You just walked
away without a backward glance. Leaving
me all alone with this ache in my heart
that won't just go away. How do I get
through these next days, weeks, months
of pain. Please tell me how to ease the
pain. Oh how will I ever survive?

The tears that slide down my cheeks
as the memories of you, of us, fills my
mind constantly. The future I knew was
ours to share has all been ripped away.
All that is left is my broken heart. How
do I get over you? How do I take the pain
and hurt away? How do I go on without
your love that carried me through each
day? How do I stop my heart from breaking
in to? How do I stop these tears that fill
up my eyes and stream down my face.
I guess if I had the answer to that I could
solve all the broken hearts in the world.
As they say, "Time heals all wounds".
Dear God, please help me mend mine!