My name is Stephanie and wecome to my site!!
The purpose of this site is to tell all about me and, well, MY FRIENDS! Now to let you know a little more about myself... My favorite things are butterflies, music, and CARS!!( which is why i have 2 tattoos one being a car and one being a butterfly!!) and my favorite colors are: blue, purple, and silver. I love my friends very much!! They are all very important to me!! Now to cars :) My favorite car imparticular is the mitsubishi 3000gt, but running close second is the chevrolet corvette, and finally (WAY outta my reach!) is the ferrari 360 modena!! I actually have a car website about all the cars i like and love, and info on them and pics and stuff. The link is below the picture of myself.
okay here's an UPDATE!! Me and byron were married on December 29, 2003 at 7:00pm, since Byron is in the Air Force they sent him (and me along with him) to Tucson AZ. So here we are.. all alone in a new place and we just got a new apartment if you'd like to see a small tour click on the link below.
Okay and if you'd like to see pictures from my wedding just click here:
Now to tell you a little about my idol:...
Tori Amos = GOD!! She is the most amazing singer, song writer, piano player ever!! She is so awesome in every single way! She has the most touching lyrics and sings about things that i can really relate to sometimes. She has had some really hard and trying times and never fails to be amazing! She is beautiful and i wish i could look just like her, even more so i wish i could play the piano like her. She inspires me to keep trying for what you want, though i'm lazy i am still determined! She has sooo much talent and i am never disappointed, not even when she got a band, and then left the band again! She is extraordinary, if you haven't heard of her you have now and should listen to some of her music and if you don't like her, i'm sorry, i think her music is the greatest! I have liked Tori since 1995 and ever since I have been hooked, for the most part she has a pretty cult like following, no i don't mean everyone who likes her is in a cult, i mean everyone that likes her likes her very much and would go great distances just to see her. I would if i had the money but yeah i have school and work and shtuff here. soo.. :*( I can't exactly explain what it is about her that makes me such a big fan but I can tell you this! NO MATTER what is wrong with me if i listen to tori it helps me relax and feel better!! She has a different kind of sound than people today, check her out!!, there is a link to one of her sites down the below \/!
click here to just see a completely random video of an awesome bridge in Charleston, SC.
"This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!" ~KoRn
"I can't have discussions about it anymore, I just can't. When someone asks me if I've found Jesus, I say, 'Yeah, I saw him at a Nirvana concert a couple of years ago.' It's like, Jesus has got things to do, he's got a ten o'clock. He's not going to fix things for me, I have to fix things for myself, so I try and have a sense of humor about it and nobody finds my humor very amusing. We've just got to lighten up on the savior bit, folks. You know, get off the cross, we need the wood." ~Tori Amos
"I'm your mirror's reflection,
what you don't like about me is what you hate in yourself,
you should see through others eyes
be4 you go ahead and make 'em feel like s*** stop it
but you won't because you hate yourselves images bitch,
sometimes i get so frustrated haunting visions in the back of my mind,
oh you struck a pose w/
your hand extended open arms in an idiocratic ways you try to lie to yourselves
but you can't break through that sacred wisdom of your spirit...
used...
freak....
sometimes i would give anything just to be somethin more than nothin'..."~Taproot
"Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains"~Tori Amos
"It's alright; My heart isn't broken,
It's alright; I'm feeling no pain,
It's alright; I'm not going crazy,
It's alright; It's no big thing"~ LiT
"Our generation has an incredible amount of realism, yet at the same time it loves to complain and not really change. Because, if it does change, then it won't have anything to complain about."~Tori Amos
So here I am again Willing to be opened up and broken Like a flower in the rain Tell me what have I to do To die and then be raised To reach beyond the pain Like a flower in the rain.~Jaci Velasquez
"and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you"~Tori Amos
"I don't dare to let it show
Therefore you will never know
What I really feel inside
And how I lay awake at night
Will I ever fall in love
And if I do will it be with you
Will I ever fall in love
And will you be the one for me" ~Alice Deejay
"You in the dark
You in the pain
You on the run
Living a hell
Living your ghost
Living your end
Never seem to get in the place that I belong
Don't wanna lose the time
Lose the time to come
Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright
Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way
You in the sea
On a decline
Breaking the waves
Watching the lights go down"~Bush
" A cold hearted overdose of lyrical antidotes/ The cure to make sure my karma can't take me down/ Up to the same old tricks I wonder if I'll stick around is a penny really lucky/ If you find it on the ground?/ Whats the problem with this town? I can't figure it out my karma's crashing down in the form of a black cloud.
I've got a little black cloud, that follows me everywhere I go it takes over me "~Crazytown
"'m an ordinary man
With an ordinary life
Does she know that I'm alive
Man she's really something else
You're the perfect one
And I don't expect a thing from you at all
You're the perfect one
And I can't even breathe
You are, so unpredictable
Sometimes, I'd like to be that way
Your charm, so irresistable
You are really something else
You're the perfect one
And I don't expect a thing from you at all
You're the perfect one"~LiT
Darkness
Imprisoning Me
All That I See
Absolute Horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot Die
Trapped in Myself
Body My Holding Cell;
Landmine
Has Taken My Sight
Taken My Speech
Taken My Hearing
Taken My Arms
Taken My Legs
Taken My Soul
Left Me with Life in Hell"~Metallica
"It wouldn't be so bad
If I could take a good thing and make it last
Money in the bank
Gas in the tank, me and my girlfriend
I'm crawling through the crowd again
And I'm looking for myself
It makes me mad
Cuz I wanna be happy so bad
It makes me mad
Cuz I wanna be happy so bad
You don't even care
Stepping out
Take it in
Starting over again
Falling out
Starting over
It makes me mad"~Lit
"You can't have a better tomorrow if you are thinking about yesterday all the time." -*- Charles F. Kettering
"The hardest challenge is to be yourself in a world where everyone is trying to make you be somebody else." -*- E. E. Cummings
"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." -*- Albert Einstein
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