my slight hell

hey monkey face µ.µ


Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose,
Nothing don't mean nothing honey if it ain't free, now now.
And feeling good was easy, Lord, when he sang the blues,
You know feeling good was good enough for me,
Good enough for me and my Bobby McGee.



Death, be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so;
For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me.

From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be,
Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee do go,
Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery.

Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell;
And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well
And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then?

One short sleep past, we wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die!


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PS: ANGELFIRE SUCKS! XD

GUESTBOOK TuRkEy PaNcReAs Untitled. Questions? Comments? Complaints?
Other mentionables..
Mint Choco Chip. Eskimo Bob. Engrish. Penguin Ditty.
Was gonna mention Stuk and other what-not, but no. Sorry. >__<

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Wednesday, October 23, 2002.4:23PM
Come what may, I will love you until my dying day.


Friday, October 18, 2002.11:24PM
This one goes out to you, John Weed...
Nevermind, forgot what I was sayin'.
But whatever.
"Hey."


Someday I dont remember, October, 2002.I don't know what time
Yo que te quiero tanto, que voy a hacer?
Me dejaste...me dejaste como una paloma
El alma se me fue; se me fue el corazon
Ya no tengo ganas de vivir porque no te puedo convencer
Que no te vendas, Roxanne


Tuesday, September 24, 2002.10:47PM
it's been a while hasnt it?
here's a little something...

Well, you're pretty, that's for sure. You have rabid fangirls all over the world, despite the fact that you only got 15 lines in FotR. Ah well, there're still two more movies, right? In any case, you've got your good looks and sense of style, even if you are blonde and have your fair share of redundant lines. You're also Aragorn's manwhore annoyingly agreeable, doing all that's told of you without question. ("Sit down, Legolas," "Get them up Legolas," "Shoot it Legolas," "Speak Legolas," "Roll over Legolas," "Do the Macarena Legolas," etc) Advice: Try to be a little more manly. Follow Aragorn's example. Don't wash your hair for a few days. You'll smell like a human but maybe they'll stop accusing you of being gay...
Which Horribly Mocked Fellowship Character Are You?
This quiz made by Kourin


Thursday, August 22, 2002.11:40PM
The hardest thing in the world is the first time.
The second hardest thing in the world is doing it repeatedly.


Sunday, August 11, 2002.9:40OPM
So long, farewell, until we meet again...


Friday, August 9, 2002.8:35PM
Jeez...so much to say. I'll add it all later. But for now...
Bicycle, bicycle, I want to ride my bicycle..


Friday, June 26, 2002.11:57PM
The moon belong to everyone, the best things in life are free. The stars belong to everyone, they gleam there for you and for me. The flowers that in spring, the robins that sing, the sun beams that shine, they're yours, they're mine. And love can come to anyone, the best things in life are free.


Saturday, June 22, 2002.10:51PM
Honey..
And I say, oh, whoa, whoa, now hon', tell me why,
Why does every single little tiny thing I hold on goes wrong ?
Yeah it all goes wrong, yeah.
And I say, oh, whoa, whoa, now babe, tell me why,
Why does every thing, every thing.
Hey, here you gone today, I wanted to love you,
Honey, I just wanted to hold you, I said, for so long,
Yeah! Alright! Hey!



Saturday, July 6, 2002.11:05PM
Sometimes playing in the sunshine is just needed.


Monday, July 1, 2002.12:16pm
Recommended by Kaji-hime


Thursday, June 27, 2002.5:10PM
Why is it, that sometimes I just want to TEAR his heart out, THROW it accross the room, walk over to it, GRIND my heel on it, then pick it up, and set it in his LAP?


Tuesday, June 25, 2002.11:23PM
Wash away the evidence...


Saturday, June 22,2002.2:26AM
"Lets just be friends."


Tuesday, June 18, 2002.3:21AM

A version of me, by me.
"Get the HELL of my doorstep, before I murder you and chop you up into little pieces and stuff you in my fridge, you bastard who disturbed my sleep"


Wednesday, June 11,2002.7:31AM
I got it, I got it, I got it!!! AHHHHHHHHHH........
Crap....I don't got it....
Maybe next time?


Saturday, June 8, 2002.12:12AM
From shit, to BJs, to shitty BJs.
Whatever works ^__^;;


Friday, June 7, 2002.8:17PM
Here I go again, I promised myself I wouldnt think of you today.
It's been 7 months in counting, you've moved on, I still feel exactly the same.
It's just that everywhere I go, all the buildings know your name, like photographic memories of love.
Steel and granit reminders. The city calls your name, and I can't move on...


Thursday, June 6, 2002.11:47PM
J'etais amoureux. Pouvez-vous me blamer?


Wednesday, June 5, 2002.11:34PM
Fell in love with a BOY
fell in love once and almost completely
HE'S in love with the world
but sometimes these feelings
can be so misleading
HE turns and says "are you alright?"
I said "I must be fine cause my heart's still beating"
HE says "come and kiss me by the riverside, bobby says it's fine he don't consider it cheating"


Wednesday, June 5, 2002.5:41PM
Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky...
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means....


Wednesday, June 5, 2002.4:44PM
Oh, he's a tramp, but I love 'im...


Monday, June 3, 2002.5:16PM
You need to be under some kind of intoxication to create anything, but different kinds of intoxication create different effects. My favorite is emotional intoxication. Probably most anyone doesn't go through a week wihtout getting upset about something. And that's what I do it. I wait for those moments, and then I pounce.


Saturday, June 1, 2002.11:37PM
And I think about you all the time........


Friday, May 31, 2002.11:31PM
Rape me, rape me, my friend.
Rape me, rape me again.
Hate me.
Waste me.


Friday, May 31, 2002.8:13PM
Yeah, we've played 3 shows. Yeah the second one went great. My mom was there..and the rest of the band...the other bands were there I think...and their girlfriends. Yeah that show was fuckin great....*cough*
"No one showed up, huh?"
...Nope....


Thursday, May 30, 2002.11:28PM
Shigity damn! Mint chocolate chip and watermelon suits the mood.


Thursday, May 30, 2002.9:00PM
The Luccketta house rocks. And why wouldn't it?


Wednesday, May 29, 2002.11:36PM
I forgot to include Andi on this webpage.
"Keep Jezzy away from the walrus I gutted"
There. I feel better now.


Wednday, May 29, 2002
Love ya, Monkey Face...


Wednesday, May 29, 2002.4:22PM
J.'s ultimate question: "Hey, S.,do guys look sexier with hairy legs, or shaved?"
Good one, J.!
"V. shaved his legs..."
Now, S.'s reply...
"Well V. looks like a fag."
Hmmm. Guess we'll never truly know, will we?


Tuesday, May 28, 2002.8:13PM
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Tuesday, May 28, 2002.5:46PM
You are not your job. You are not how much you have in the bank. You are not the contents of your wallet. You are not your khakis. You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. What happens first is you can't sleep. What happens then is there's a gun in your mouth. And what happens next is you meet Tyler Durden. Let me tell you about Tyler. He had a plan. In Tyler we trusted. Tyler says the things you own, end up owning you. It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything. Fight Club represents that kind of freedom. First rule of Fight Club: You do not talk about Fight Club. Second rule of Fight Club: You do not talk about Fight Club. Tyler says self-improvement is masturbation. Tyler says self-destruction might be the answer.


Monday, May 27, 2002.7:15AM
Heh got some sleep. Woke up again though. Untired. Hurray. Sleep can kiss my butt.
but an another note, a few words to start the day..

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine

I would cry for you
I would cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears, and drown your fears

I will pray for you
I will pray for you,
I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you


Monday, May 27, 2002.12:03
Cannot sleep...Nothing catchy to say here. Too tired to think of anything witty. Nothing can ever just be perfect, can it? Wish I could just go to my bed and be asleep. But alas, I am here. Telling my sad story to a computer and whoever is reading this at the moment. If I keep typing I may just say too much. Would that be a bad thing? I'm not sure. Should I keeping going and find out? Dunno. Maybe music will put me to sleep. Probably not.
*Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong. Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang. Come down and waste away with me, down with me. Slow how, you wanted it to be*

..If only..


Monday, May 27, 2002.11:13PM
Romeo loves Rosaline. Does Rosaline love Romeo? We don't know. Does Rosaline know that Romeo loves her? We'd dont know. Romeo marries Juliet. And Rosaline? What happened to Rosaline?! Where did you disappear to, Rosaline? Rosaline is forgotten, and Romeo and Juliet end tragically.


Monday, May 27, 2002.10:30PM
"Girls like you make guys like me take medication"
Well said, Aaron. Well said.


Monday, May 27, 2002.12:36PM
"He wants to poke you with his penis"
Why did this not sound weird at the time? As I think about it now (months later), I'm very disturbed.


Monday, May 27, 2002.12:18AM
Soon to come, "top reasons I've falling into the dark pit I call my life".


Sunday, May 26, 2002.8:41PM
I miss my Bobby McGee.


Saturday, May 25, 2002.11:26PM
He was warm, he came around, he was dignified. He showed me what it was to cry.
You couldn't be that man that I adore. Don't seem to know, seem to care what your heart is for.
I don't know him anymore.
Nothing's quite untorn.
You're a little late. I'm already torn.


Saturday, May 25, 2002.7:44PM
In an old house in Paris that was covered in vines,
lived twelve little girls in two straight lines.
They left the house at half past nine,
in snow, and shine.
The smallest one
was Madeline.


Saturday, May 25, 2002.1:01AM
I wish you well
Couldnt you tell after all these years?
I wish you well
A life in a world that you're dreaming of
I wish you well
I wish you well and all of the above

What made me think
That I could survive all the wear and tear
It's not my thing
To stand here and pose for some William Tell
I wish you well
I wish you well and all of the above

If there was a better time I could not find it
It's mine not yours and yours not mine
I couldnt hide it
To take me on a ride with you, a rollercoaster
The only time I look at you
Is on a rock n roll poster
I wish you well
I wish you well and all of the above

Where are you now?
Couldn't you see through all the sweat and tears?
I took my vow
While you confirmed all my saddest fears
I wish you well
I wish you well and all of the above
I wish you well
I wish myself
All of the above.


Saturday, May 25, 2002.12:31PM
Blargh, I dunno. Get to see Kristin today. That's a yay. But everything else? Semi-yay. Happy belated birthday Mara.


Friday, May 24, 2002.4:16PM
The best zombie movie ever made! This is the one everyone rips off! A small group of survivors spend the night fighting off the undead in George Romero's classic. The ending will leave you stunned.
...Night of the Living Dead.


Wednesday, May 22, 2002.3:58PM
This cannot anger him. 'Twould anger him
To raise a spirit in his mistress' circle
Of some strange nature, letting it there stand
Till she had laid it and conjur'd it down.
That were some spite; my invocation
Is fair and honest: in his mistress' name,
I conjure only but to raise up him.

I wonder who actually notices the double meaning?


Tuesday, May 21, 2002.4:01PM
"Je vais l'ecole dans une automobile!" -WonTon Banana


Monday, May 20, 2002.11:46PM
Je vous deteste. Vous n'etes pas mon ami. Vous n'etiez jamais mon ami. Vos intentions cruelles m'ont blesse, et maintenant je suis marque. Je doute de si vous saviez que le destin de vos actions que vous auriez n'a jamais choisi votre voie d'acces. Mais vous avez. Je ne puis pas changer que... et ni l'un ni l'autre ne peuvent vous.


Monday, May 20, 2002.10:26PM
But then you moved across the country
It's for the best but I'm still selfish me
And we're both sitting all alone
Now i am sitting all alone

We'll make it through 'cause you love me and i love you
Even though we're eight states apart I hold you close in my heart

Mushy love song sing along, but don't think I'm a wussie
Love songs can be stupid, but for you, kid, I will sing a mush love song


Sunday, May 19, 2002.12:53PM
The waves keep on crashing on me for some reason
But your love keeps on coming like a thunderbolt
Come here a little closer
'Cause I wanna see you baby real close up


Wednesday, May 15, 2002.11:54
It's been 7 hours and 15 days.......
Nothing compares to you.
It's been so lonely with out you here.
Like a bird without a song;
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby,
where did I go wrong?


Monday, May 13, 2002.4:21PM
Everyone makes one mistake
One more time for old time's sake
One more time before the feeling fades
One that's born of memories
One more bruise you gave to me
One more test just how much can I take
You're not the one,
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
You're not the one,
but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit


Monday, May 13, 2002.1:05PM
ahhhhhhhh, rat thighs.


Friday, May 10, 2002.10:55PM
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHH..........................
Work, work, work, work, work.............
The work never ends, no?


Thursday, May 9, 2002.7:52PM
Time keeps movin’ on,
Friends they turn away.
I keep movin’ on
But I never found out why
I keep pushing so hard the dream,
I keep tryin’ to make it right
Through another lonely day, whoaa.



Tuesday, May 7, 2002.11:34
"...Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand..."


Tuesday, May 7, 2002.10:29PM
Beware the muffler....It goes..'MUFFLER!'.


Friday, May 3, 2002.11:20PM
I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.


Friday, May 3, 2002.7:43PM
We had the time; we'd watch TV and play K.I.
You are my very best friend. Your dad got a new job and then
You moved away, my car broke down on my birthday
You told me it would be all right, I had to stay the night.

Mushy love song sing along, but don't think I'm a wussie
Love songs can be stupid, but for you, kid, I will sing a mush love song


Wednesday, May 1, 2002.5:07PM
Hail King Jeremy the wicked.


Tuesday, April 30, 2002. 7:23AM
Crap, ride is here.....


Monday, April 29, 2002. 12:35PM
I've got the hiccups. I really hate the hiccups. What good are they? Anyone who enjoys hiccups has a problem. Stupid hiccups giving me a headache.......


Monday, April 29, 2002.5:45PM
I'm tired. 'Bout you?


Thursday, April 25, 2002.6:14PM
I hope you die.


Tuesday, April 23, 2002.10:01PM
For our first date we went to Denny's
We saw my grandma there and she said she like your spiky hair
I was so shy 'cause you are such a handsome guy
I liked you all that time and now you really are mine

Mushy love song sing along, but don't think I'm a wussie
Love songs can be stupid, but for you, kid, I will sing a mush love song


Saturday, April 20, 2002.1:03PM
THE BIG, WET RAINSTORM'S OVER! Oh well...
Girl, Incoherent


Tuesday, April 16, 2002.9:41PM

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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Sunday, April 14,2002.7:10PM
Too tired...cant go on...


Sunday, April 14, 2002.12:59PM
Check out TuRkEy PaNcReAs


Tuesday, April 9, 2002.9:26PM
"Ah, kettle chips, the perfect side dish for......REVENGE!" -Kaji


Friday, April 5, 2002.11:54PM
"You SU-UCK!"


Wednesday, April 3, 2002.8:09PM
Are you real?


Monday, April 1, 2002.5:28PM
Happy April Fools Day. I hate this day very much. What a waste of holiday...


Sunday, March 30, 2002.11:23
Okay, I changed my mind again. You DO suck.
Thank you.


Sunday, March 30, 2002.8:39PM
blah blah blah blah blah


Sunday, March 30, 2002.2:11AM
INSANITY IS BREAKING THROUGH!! HELP ME BEFORE IT GETS YOU, TOO!!


Saturday, March 29, 2002.6:41PM
YOU SUCK, YOU SUCK, YOU SUCK, YOU SUCK.......okay, nevermind...you're cool.


Friday, March 28, 2002.4:01PM
I'm craving you, boy, I'm missin' you like candy..


Thursday, March 28, 2002.6:11
On an island in the sun, we’ll be playin’ and havin fun and it makes me feel so fine I can’t control myself.
SPRING BREAK


Sunday, March 24, 2002. 9:00PM
Once again I'm left out of everything. I'll just sit here and wait to be acknowledged. Ho hum..


Saturday, March 23, 2002.10:55PM
RANCID ROCKS MY SOCKS! OMG you have no idea...
Tim Armstrong and Jude Law make our hearts go pitter pat


Saturday, March 23, 2002.4:08PM
Bite me, bitch.


Saturday, March 23, 2002.2:26PM
ED, YOU SUCK!


Friday, March 22, 2002. 5:33PM
Sandwich.


Wednesday, March 20, 2002.9:36PM
It's only forever...


Wednesday, March 20, 2002.6:51PM
As machines become more indispensible parts of our lives, they are becoming like us ... diverse, colorful and anything but square.
Our relationship with technology is changing. Everything from the cars we drive to the brushes we use to scrub dishes has to make us feel good, has to look good. It has to say something too.


Tuesday, March 19, 2002.10:37Pm
Tragedy. Tragedy. Tragedy. Does it EVER go away?


Monday, March 18, 2002. 6:53PM
I need the love vaccine. Does anyone know where I can get it?
A note to everyone: You make me sick (yeah, YOU).


Sunday, March 17, 2002.12:15AM
pro·mis·cu·ous (pr-msky-s)
adj.
Having casual sexual relations frequently with different partners; indiscriminate in the choice of sexual partners.
Lacking standards of selection; indiscriminate.
Casual; random.
Consisting of diverse, unrelated parts or individuals; confused.


Saturday, March 16, 2002.10:41Pm
Love is a disease we all want to catch. Walk up to strangers and sneeze love germs in their face. Then simply wait for their love to hit you back.


Saturday, March 16, 2002.2:05PM
Check out Pork 4 Kids . com. Hehehehehe..I can't stand pork.


Friday, March 15, 2002.10:43PM
morbid insanity
ringing, ringing
it's in your body
it's in your soul
it's in your mind
morbid insanity
ringing, ringing
never changing
always there


Tuesday, March 12, 2002.4:44PM
Today I am free.


Sunday, March 10, 2002.6:52PM
Je me sens ai tres aime. Il est splendide. Comment allez-vous?


Tuesday, March 5, 2002.5:07PM
Yesterday was horrible!!! HORRIBLE!!! WHORE UH BULL!


Friday, March 1, 2002. 10:08PM
Today's entry is brought to you buy Kris. Bringing you fine entertainment all year round.


Thursday, February 28, 2002.8:04PM
HERNIA HERNIA HERNIA HERNIA HERNIA YAY.


Wednesday, February 27, 2002. 11:06PM
I hate cactuses. What good are they? They aren't any good to me I know that...Next cactus I see is in for it... I tell you...jeez


Tuesday, February 26, 2002.4:00PM
Bing bong


Monday, February 25, 2002.4:40PM
"Mommy, Mommy, where's the reset button?!"
Kids these days, they think life is a game. Well its not a game, Lazlow. It is very, very serious. Lazlow--Life does not have a reset button.


Sunday, February 24, 2002.9:27PM
Hug a rainbow.