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I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... Goodbye! I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES! How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong... I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS! Why I didn't I see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away GOODBYE! You haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing My flesh was in my bones The pain was always free I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

"Hello. I'm Mister Ed" A horse is a horse, of course, of course And no one can talk to a horse of course That is, of course, unless the horse is the famous Mister Ed Go right to the source and ask the horse He'll give you the answer that you endorse He's always on a steady course - talk to Mister Ed People yacketty yack a streak and waste your time of day But Mister Ed will never speak unless he has something to say A horse is a horse, of course, of course And this one will talk to his horse You've never heard of a talking horse? We'll listen to this: "I am Mister Ed" we're movin on up to the east side to a deluxe apartment in the sky movin on up to the east side we finally got ap ice of the pie fish dont fry in the kitchen beans dont burn on the grill took a whole lotta tryin just to get up that hill now we're in the big leagues gettin our turn at bat as long as we live, you and me baby aint nothing wrong with that we're movin on up to the east side to a deluxe apartment in the sky movin on up to the east side we finally got ap ice of the pie The waves keep on crashing on me for some reason But your love keeps on coming like a thunderbolt Come here a little closer 'Cause I wanna see you baby real close up You got me geeling hella good So let's just keep on dancing You hold me like should So I'm gonna keep on dancing A performance deserving of standing ovations And who would have thought it'd be the two us? So don't wake me if I'm dreaming 'Cause I'm in the mood come on and give it up You got me feeling hella good So let's just keep on dancing You hold me like you should So I'm gonna keep on dancing You got me feeling hella good So let's just keep on dancing You hold me like you should So I'm gonna keep on dancing You got me feeling hella good So let's just keep on dancing You hold me like you should So I'm gonna keep on dancing You got me feeling hella good So let's just keep on dancing You hold me like you should So I'm gonna keep on dancing Everyone makes one mistake One more time for old time's sake One more time before the feeling fades One that's born of memories One more bruise you gave to me One more test just how much can I take You're not the one, but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one, but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit Something never meant to be Everything you meant to me Wake me when this punishment is done Those who try and get away From the one who gets away Someone's always someone else's one You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit Until the end of time In another life Until the day I die Just save it up for one more try Save it for the next goodbye We go on again off again on again off You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shitEveryone makes one mistake One more time for old time's sake One more time before the feeling fades One that's born of memories One more bruise you gave to me One more test just how much can I take You're not the one, but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one, but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit Something never meant to be Everything you meant to me Wake me when this punishment is done Those who try and get away From the one who gets away Someone's always someone else's one You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit Until the end of time In another life Until the day I die Just save it up for one more try Save it for the next goodbye We go on again off again on again off You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like this You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit Oh I can't take another heartache Though you say you're my friend l'm at my wits end You say your love is bona-fide But that don't coincide With the things that you're doing When I ask you to be nice You say you gotta be Cruel to be kind, in the right measure Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign Cruel to be kind, means that I Iove you Baby you gotta be cruel to be kind Well I do my best to understand dear But you still mystify, and I wanna know why l pick myself up off the ground And have you nock me back down Again and again And when I ask you to explain You say you gotta be Cruel to be kind, in the right measure Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign Cruel to be kind, means that I love you Baby you gotta be cruel to be kind You make me come You make me comeplete You make me comepletely miserable Stuck to a chair Watchin' this Story about me Everything goes by so fast Making my head spin Used up all my friends But who needs them When you mean everything I love things that we should fear I'm not afraid of being here So much the same It makes me helpless alone Nothing to share Why should I Care if you're near me Give up all my plans But who needs them When you mean everything I love the things that we should fear I'm not afraid of being here So much the same It makes me helpless alone You make me come You make me complete You make me completely miserable I love the things that we should fear I'm not afraid of being here So much the same It makes me helpless alone You make me come You make me comeplete You make me comepletely miserable Can we forget about the thinks I said when I was drunk I didn't mean to call you that I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me Please tell me Please tell me why My car is in the front yard And I'm sleeping with my clothes on I came in through the window last night And you're gone It's no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy Cuz every now and then I kick the living sh*t out of me The smoke alarm is going off and there's a cigarette Still burning Please tell me why My car is in the front yard And I'm sleeping with my clothes on I came in through the window last night And you're gone Please tell me why My car is in the front yard And I'm sleeping with my clothes on I came in through the window last night It's no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy Cuz every now and then I kick the living sh*t out of me Can we forget about the the things I said when I was drunk I didn't mean to call you that For our first date we went to Denny's We saw my grandma there and she said she like your spiky hair I was so shy 'cause you are such a handsome guy I liked you all that time and now you really are mine Mushy love song sing along, but don't think I'm a wussie Love songs can be stupid, but for you, kid, I will sing a mush love song We had the time; we'd watch TV and play K.I. You are my very best friend. Your dad got a new job and then You moved away, my car broke down on my birthday You told me it would be all right, I had to stay the night. But then you moved across the country It's for the best but I'm still selfish me And we're both sitting all alone Now i am sitting all alone We'll make it through 'cause you love me and i love you Even though we're eight states apart I hold you close in my heart The grey ceiling on the earth Well it's lasted for a while Take my thoughts for what they're worth I've been acting like a child In your opinion, and what is that? It's just a different point of view What else can I do? I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry. I said I'm sorry , but for? If I hurt you then I hate myself Don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you Why do you chew your pain? If you only know how much I love you, love you I won't be your winter I won't be anyone's excuse to cry We can be forgiven I will be here The old picture on the shelf Well it's been there for a while A frozen image of ourselves We are acting like a child Innocent and in a trance A dance that lasted for a while You read my eyes just like your diary, oh remember, please remember Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more If I hurt you, then I hate myself, don't wanna hurt you Why do you chew your pain? If you only knew how much I love you I won't be your winter I won't be anyone's excuse to cry We can be forgiven I will be here I never thought I'd die alone I laughed the loudest who'd have known? I trace the cord back to the wall No wonder it was never plugged in at all I took my time, I hurried up The choice was mine I didn't think enough I'm too depressed to go on You'll be sorry when I'm gone I never conquered, rarely came 16 just held such better days Days when I still felt alive We couldn't wait to get outside The world was wide, too late to try The tour was over I'd survived I couldn't wait till I got home To pass the time in my room alone I never thought I'd die alone Another six months I'll be unknown Give all my things to all my friends You'll never set foot in my room again You'll close it off, board it up Remember the time that I spilled the cup Of apple juice in the hall Please tell mom this is not her fault I never conquered, rarely came But tomorrow holds such better days Days when I can still feel alive When I can't wait to get outside The world is wide, the time goes by The tour is over, I've survived I can't wait till I get home To pass the time in my room alone I'm so addicted To the lovin' that you're feeding to me Can't do without it This feeling's got me weak in the knees Body's in withdrawal Everytime you take it away Can't you hear me callin' Begging you to come out and play? So baby come to me Show me who you are Sweet to me Like sugar to my heart I'm cravin' for you I'm missin' you like candy Sweet, sweet lovin' Got me going to the extreme Won't go without it This vibe has got a hold on me Satisfying, baby Let me show you what I'm made of No doubt about it boy Got me feeling crazy Can't get enough Baby, baby, baby, won't you come to me Show me who you are Sweet to me Like sugar to my heart I'm cravin' for you I'm missin' you like candy You know who you are Your love's as sweet as candy I'll be forever yours Love always, Mandy Boy I'm cravin' Missin' you like candy Hey Mister I really like your daughter, I'd like to eat her like ice cream maybe dip her in chocolate Hey Mister on your way over in your Volvo, suit, and tie Well, be crawling in your bed soon messing around, maybe getting high It's not what ya did, It's not what ya didn't God gave her a perfect body and now I'm all up in it. It's not she's a tramp. It's not she's not pure. She just likes getting her fuck on, and its good for that I'm sure Hey Mister I really like your daughter. When I'm horny like thirsty She's a bottle of water. She was afraid to come out of the locker She was as nervous as she could be She was afraid to come out of the locker She was afraid that somebody would see It was an itsy bitsy tiny weeny yellow polka dot bakini That she wore for the first time today Itsy bitsy tiny weeny yellow polka dot bakini So in the locker she wanted to stay She was afraid to come out in the open So a blanket around her she wore She was afraid to come out in the open So she sat huddled up on the shore It was an itsy bitsy tiny weeny yellow polka dot bakini That she wore for the first time today Itsy bitsy tiny weeny yellow polka dot bakini So in the blanket she wanted to stay Now she's afriad to come out of the water And I wonder what she's gonna do Now she's afriad to come out of the water Now the poor little girl's turning blue It was an itsy bitsy tiny weeny yellow polka dot bakini That she wore for the first time today Itsy bitsy tiny weeny yellow polka dot bakini So in the water she wanted to stay I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme I hate the way you�re always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you�re not around, and the fact that you didn�t call But mostly I hate the way I don�t hate you. Not even close. Not even a little bit. Not even at all. Yeah he looks at me with those innocent eyes He says �it looks like you�re wearin� some kinna disguise Because your hair sticks up, your shoes are untied I hope that you got that shirt at half price� And every word I say falls flat on the floor I try to tell a joke, he�s heard it before And I don�t think that I can take it no more He�s driving me right out my front door Why do you do what you do to me baby? Shaking my confidence, driving me crazy You know if I could I�d do anything for you Please don�t ignore me cause I know I adore you Couldn�t you at least pretend to be nice? Everything in my life would be alright And I try so hard just to figure him out But he won�t tell me what he�s been thinking about And then he falls asleep on my living room couch With his sunglasses on and his tongue hangin� out Then he disappears for a week at a time And then he shows up like everything�s fine I don�t get what goes on in his mind But I�m tired of hearing the same stupid lines Shaking my confidence, driving me crazy You know if I could I�d do anything for you I don�t mean to bore you, cause I know I adore you Couldn�t you at least pretend to be nice? Everything in my life would be alright I never thought I'd change my opinion again But you moved me in a way that I've never known You moved me in a way that I've never known But straight away you just moved into position again You abused me in a way that I've never known You abused me in a way that I've never known So break me shake me hate me take me over When the madness stops then you will be alone Just break me shake me hate me take me over When the madness stops then you will be alone So your the kind that deals with the games in the mind Well you confuse me in a way that I've never known You confuse me in a way that I've never known So break me shake me hate me take me over When the madness stops then you will be alone Just break me shake me hate me take me over When the madness stops then you will be alone She says, "I can help you, but what do you say?" But it's not for free baby, you'll have to pay You just keep me contemplating, that your soul is slowly fading God don't you know that I live with a ton of regret? 'Cause I move you in a way that you've never known But then I accused you in a way that you've never known But you hurt me in a way that I've never known... Break me shake me hate me take me over When the madness stops then you will be alone Just break me shake me hate me take me over When the madness stops then you will be alone Listen, baby You'll be, you'll be alone Break me shake me hate me take me make me Fake me break me shake me hate me take me Break me Well I'd like to take you as I find you Imagine our clothes are on the floor Feel my caress so soft and gentle So delicate you cry for more But you know baby You know baby does it right And you know baby does it right Universe inside of your heart You gotta let me know so you can be free baby You wanted it so much, and now that it's over You don't know what you want Put time in a capsule Two minds consensual Entwined to perfection If we could... Cuddle up close Lay your head on my chest now Listen my heart beat's coming down If you get tired you close your eyes now When you wake up I won't be found 'Cause I know baby I know you're the nervous kind With so much going on in your mind Universe inside your heart You gotta let me know so you can be free baby You wanted it so much, and now that it's over You don't know what you want But let me tell you that, this time, I'm going to make you mine (I won't let you go) 'Cause I know, this time I'm going to make sure I look out for me 'Cause I know baby Well you know baby does it right And you know baby does it right You will only end up lost in loneliness And wake up with the words already in your lips So I'll let you go, baby So I'll let you go... Universe inside your heart You gotta let me know so you can be free baby You wanted it so much, and now that it's over You don't know what you want "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Girls say, boys say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" "Hey baby, baby" I�m the kind of girl that hangs with the guys Like a fly on the wall with my secret eyes Taking it in, try to be feminine With my makeup bag, watching all the sin Misfit, I sit Lit up, wicked Everybody else surrounded by the girls With the tank tops and the flirty words I�m just sipping on chamomile I'm watching boys and girls and their sex appeal With a stranger in my face who says he knows my mom And went to my high school All the boys say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Girls say, girls say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" "Hey baby, baby" "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Boys say, boys say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" All the boys get the girls in the back I�m the one they feed upon Give a bit a star is born And if you're hot enough you�ll get the pass So you can tell your friends how you made it back No matter what they say I�m still the same Somehow everybody knows my name And all the girls wanna get with the boys And the boys really like it All the boys say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Girls say, girls say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" "Hey baby, baby" "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Boys say, boys say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" All the boys get the girls in the back Check it out, it�s Bounty Killer and No Doubt Jump on the stage makes me goin' crazy Afterwards myself and one of the gorgeous ladies There is no need to be actin' shady C'mon baby, hey, hey baby Jump on the stage makes me goin' crazy Afterwards myself and one of the gorgeous ladies There is no need to be actin' shady C'mon baby, hey, hey baby When you rock your hips you know that it amazes me Got me off the hook and nuttin' else don�t phase me Can you be my one and only sunshine baby If no, maybe, hey baby I�m just sippin' on chamomile I'm watchin' boys and girls and their sex appeal With a stranger in my face who says he knows my mom And went to my high school All the boys say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Girls say, girls say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" "Hey baby, baby" "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Boys say, boys say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Can you be my one and only sunshine baby "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Girls say, girls say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" When you rock your hips you know that it amazes me "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Boys say, boys say "Hey baby, hey baby, hey" Back on the road again Feeling kinda lonely And looking for the right guy To be mine Friends say I'm crazy 'cause Easily I fall in love You gotta do it differently, J This time Maybe we'll meet at a bar He'll drive a funky car Maybe we'll meet at a club In fall so deeply in love He'll tell me I'm the one And we'll have so much fun I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe Alright maybe gonna find him today I gotta get someone to call my lover Yeah baby come on Alright baby come in Pass my way I gotta get someone to call me love Yeah baby come on I spoil them when I'm in love Given them what they dream of Sometimes it's not a good thing But I'm blind I love hard with everything Giving my all More than they I'll take my friend's advice this time I'll do it differently Maybe we'll meet at a bar He'll drive a funky car Maybe we'll meet at a club In fall so deeply in love He'll tell me I'm the one And we'll have so much fun I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe Alright maybe gonna find him today I gotta get someone to call my lover Yeah baby come on Alright baby come in Pass my way I gotta get someone to call me love Yeah baby come on My, my Looking for a guy, guy I don't want him too shy But he's gotta have the qualities That I like in a man Strong, smart, affectionate He's gotta be all for me And I'll be too You see happily Maybe we'll meet at a bar He'll drive a funky car Maybe we'll meet at a club In fall so deeply in love He'll tell me I'm the one And we'll have so much fun I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe Alright maybe gonna find him today I gotta get someone to call my lover Yeah baby come on Alright baby come in Pass my way I gotta get someone to call me love Yeah baby come on And you bring me to my knees All this time that I could beg you please All the times that I felt insecure And I leave my burdens at the door I'm on the outside - I'm looking in I can see through you - see your true colors Cause inside you're ugly - ugly like me I can see through you - see to the real you All this time that I felt like this won't end - was for you And I taste, but I could never have - it's from you All those times that I tried - my intention full of pride And I waste more time than anyone I'm on the outside - I'm looking in I can see through you - see your true colors Cause inside you're ugly - ugly like me I can see through you - see to the real you All the times that I've cried - all this wasting - it's all inside And I feel all this pain - stuffed it down - it's back again And I lie here in bed all alone- I can't mend And I fear tomorrow will be okay I'm on the outside - I'm looking in I can see through you - see your true colors Cause inside you're ugly - you're ugly like me I can see through you - see to the real you... O no, I see, I spun a web, it's tangled up with me, And I lost my head, The thought of all the stupid things I said, O no what's this? A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle, I turned to run, The thought of all the stupid things I've done, I never meant to cause you trouble, And I never meant to do you wrong, And I, well if I ever caused you trouble, O no, I never meant to do you harm. O no I see, A spider web and it's me in the middle, So I twist and turn, Here I am in love in a bubble, Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble, I never meant to do you wrong, And I, well if I ever caused you trouble, Although I never meant to do you harm. They spun a web for me, They spun a web for me, They spun a web for me. When you tried to kiss me I only bit your tongue. When you tried to get me together I only came undone. When you tried to tell me The one for me was you, I was in your mattress back in 1982. Daria, I won't be soothed. Daria, I won't be soothed over like, Smoothed over like milk, Silk, a bedspread, or a quilt, Icing on a cake, Or a serene translucent lake. Daria, Daria, Daria, I won't be soothed. I won't be soothed. When you tried to tell me Of all the love you had, I was cleaning oil from beaches Seeing only what was bad. When you tried to feed me I only shut my mouth. Food got on your apron And you told me to get out. Daria, I won't be soothed. Daria, I won't be soothed over like, Smoothed over like milk, Silk, a bedspread, or a quilt, Icing on a cake, Or a serene translucent lake. Daria, Daria, Daria, Daria, Daria, Daria, Daria, I won't be soothed. I won't be soothed. Hey where did we go, Days when the rains came Down in the hollow, Playin' a new game, Laughing and a running hey, hey Skipping and a jumping In the misty morning fog with Our hearts a thumpin' and you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl. Whatever happened To Tuesday and so slow Going down the old mind With a transistor radio Standing in the sunlight laughing, Hiding behind a rainbow's wall, Slipping and sliding All along the water fall, with you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl. Do you remember when we used to sing, Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da So hard to find my way, Now that I'm all on my own. I saw you just the other day, My how you have grown, Cast my memory back there, Lord Sometime I'm overcome thinking 'bout Making love in the green grass Behind the stadium with you My brown eyed girl You my brown eyed girl Do you remember when we used to sing Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da. Cut my tongue out, I've been caught out Like a giant juggernaut Happy hours, golden showers On a cruise to freak you out We could fly a helicopter Nothing left to talk about Entertain you, celebrate you I'll be back to frame you When I grow up I'll be stable When I grow up I'll turn the tables Trying hard to fit among you Floating out to wonderland Unprotected, God I'm pregnant Damn the consequences When I grow up I'll be stable When I grow up I'll turn the tables Blood and blisters on my fingers Chaos rules when we're apart Watch my temper I go mental I'll try to be gentle When I grow up I'll be stable When I grow up I'll turn the tables When I grow up When I grow up When I grow up I'll turn the tables Don't take offence Can I make amends? Rip it up to shreds and let it go Don't take offence Can I make amends? Rip it up to shreds and let it go How you like it best, you let me know It starts with one thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on, but didn't even know Wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter one thing, I don't know why It doesn�t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I I�ve put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There's only one thing you should know My name is Jonas I'm carrying the wheel Thanks for all you've shown us But this is how we feel Come sit next to me Pour yourself some tea Just like grandma made When we couldn't find sleep Things were better then Once but never again We've all left the den Let me tell you 'bout it The choo-choo train left right on time a ticket costs only your mind the driver said hey man we go all the way Of course we were willing to pay My name is wepeel I gotta box full of your toys They're fresh out of batteries But they're still makin' noise Tell me what to do Now the tank is dry Now this wheel is flat And you know what else? Guess what I received In the mail today Words of deep concern From my little brother The building's not goin' as he planned The foreman has injured his hand The dozer will not clear a path The driver swears he learned his math The workers are goin' home! Death, be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow, Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be, Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee do go, Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell; And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die! I've been stealing Time where I can get it from I've been losing Grip on what I used to hold If I could get another chance I'd put it in a ziploc bag And keep it in my pocket Keep it in my pocket Keep it in my pocket Tell me When I start to blow it Would you show me What I need to do Before you hate me I could never live with that so Tell me Before you're better off without me I've been watching you Sleeping with a troubled look I'm sure your bad dreams Are probably all about me And better off without me If I could get another chance I'd put it in a ziploc bag And keep it in my pocket Keep it in my pocket Keep it in my pocket Tell me When I start to blow it Would you show me What I need to do Before you hate me I could never live with that so Tell me Before you're better off without me monday back from the dead I'm letting it go back for another one tuesday shoot me in the head I'm takin' it back takin' it back I'll take it back wednesday she's lookin' for a friend she'll get what she wants can't seem to get enough thursday it's more than I can stand I'm holdin' her down holdin' her down she's down again I gotta find a way to find her where could she be? four days of the week she thinks I'm the enemy one day left me for dead wok up on the floor time for another one two days she's leavin' me again can't take it no more out through the open door three days she's found herself a friend she got what she wants still never get enough four days she's back with me again she's pullin me down pullin' me down I'm down again monday's gone tuesday's fadin' wednesday's gone thursday's all but wasted now We were standing all alone you were leaning in to speak to me Acting like a mover shaker dancing to Madonna then you kissed me And I think about it all the time Sweet temptation rush all over me And I think about it all the time Passion desire so intense I can't take anymore because I feel the magic all around you It's bringing me to my knees Like a wannabe I've got to be chained to you And when you looked into my eyes felt a sudden sense of urgency Fascination casts a spell and you became more than just a mystery And I think about you all the time Is this fate is it my destiny I think about you all the time I no longer pretend to have my hand on the wheel And I think about it all the time Tell me it's madness I barely know you We were standing all alone you were leaning in to speak to me Ten steps back you're still a mystery Acting live a mover shaker dancing to Madonna then you kissed me I can't take anymore Tell me it's madness I barely know you It's the same old situation, it seems it's coming 'round again. I wont play the fool, I'm not screwin' around. I only play to win. I only want what I deserve so who are you tryin' to kid? You can call it like you see it but I call it like it is. I'm sick of shruggin' off your petty little ways. The names are always changing, in the end it's just a game. We're runnin' in a circle, a never ending chase, you keep on steppin' out of reach but you won't win the race. No more waitin' around, no more hangin' around , no more draggin' me down. Everything's so easy for you but I've struggled to get this far. I'm alone in the fight. What's wrong, whose right? I take it all to heart. Your true colors start to show. You call yourself a friend? The teams are drawn, you chose your side, you'll get yours in the end. You play along to the same old song just as long as you can win, when someone better comes along, you're too cool to let them in. So now I've got you wonderin' if I've got it in for you. I'd like to tell you different but I can't because it's true. Hey pretty baby with the high heels on You give me fever Like I've never, ever known You're just a product of loveliness I like the groove of your walk, Your talk, your dress I feel your fever From miles around I'll pick you up in my car And we'll paint the town Just kiss me baby And tell me twice That you're the one for me I like the feelin' you're givin' me Just hold me baby and I'm in ecstasy Oh I'll be workin' from nine to five To buy you things to keep you by my side I never felt so in love before Just promise baby, you'll love me forever more I swear I'm keepin' you satisfied 'Cause you're the one for me I never felt so in love before Promise baby, you'll love me forevermore I swear I'm keepin' you satisfied 'Cause you're the one for me... carving in my desk, longing for my slice of death i sit here until dawn, waiting up for you you never come I always know but theres no way i can let you go no reason for my pain no reason for my ache all i know is nothing more can make me change my way lazing in your after-glow, i while away the time i wish it wasnt over i pray it wasnt so but all I can do is sit and wait for all I know in all my days of longing, i knew not why I did i just hoped and hoped that that day came when you would step up and say my name then i would be free of all this mess and be released and un-depressed but now I know that day never come forever shall I be just bum I sit and wait for you still having not the will to release myself from your after-glow "Il y a une petite fille, elle s'appelle angie. Elle n'est pas bete. Elle adore le garcon s'appelle TJ. Elle decide il est tres tres beau!!! " You think you've got the looks, you think you've got the fashion. You thought you'd have me wanting more, but don't like my reaction. You think you're really something. You're nothing to me now. You thought you'd keep me coming without ever thinking how. I hate you. You think you're really special. You think I think you're best. You think you're really something? You're no better than the rest. You've got everything you wanted. Don't let yourself be fooled. You thought that you could play the game, but I just changed the rules. They look mortal; but that is not so, they have been dead longer than you know. They have loved, and lost, but the love not returned. They have been scarred; their souls forever burned. Why does the sun go on shining Why does the sea rush to shore Don�t they know It�s the end of the world Cause you don�t love me anymore Why do the birds go on singing Why do the stars glow above Don�t they know It�s the end of the world It when I lost your love I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why everything�s the same as it was I cant understand No I cant understand How life goes on The way it does Why does my heart go on beating Why do these eyes of mine cry Don�t They know It�s the end of the world It ended when you said goodbye Why does my heart go on beating Why do these eyes of mine cry Don�t they know It�s the end of the world It ended when you said goodbye Another turning point A fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist Directs you where to go So make the best of this test And don't ask why It's not a question But a lesson I learned in time It's something unpredictable But in the end it's right I hope you had the time of your life So take the photographs And still frames in your mind Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial For what it's worth It was worth all the while download "Trouble" by Coldplay Email: koolaidehurts@yahoo.com