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Little Thing

but she talked so good
but when I turned around
she was gone
oh she was gone
i didn't even get her name
but i thought god
with your face in my mind
and your voice in my ears
still echoes
oh i bought her a lovely flower
stand there where we met that day
and hope that you would return
but no no no

i can't remember where i was going now
i can't remember where i was leading to
or what led me to you but
oh and it reaches out through my head
the look of you the sound
the way you cackled at me
from then and
i didn't know where I was going
but always i'll be

so hey
the hands that pour
my hands are on you again
hey i will beg you
i'll beg oh see me
please find me again

i'm lost again
i sit here drinking coffee
or water depending the time of day
but oh you're with me like a ghost of a mother
oh you're with me like the pain of a father
i wish i
i wish i could call you something
other than the girl that i saw then

but hey
i would recognize you in a second
but hey
i only saw you for a minute maybe less
i don't hold my hand where
but i waited honest
i'm lost now i'm lost now
i can't remember what i used to be
but hey yeah weighted by the memory of
the memory of a love that never got born
but hey

do i even cross your mind lately
with more than just a laughing
did you think as you walked away
maybe you were

hey
oh i hope you did
so hey yeah
you would
you would have been feeling
the same thing as i am know
i lost her

Halloween

oh what little bitty mama
see what you do
little bitty mama see what you
little bitty mama
little bitty mama say

wayward watch you where you reign
i come into your nightmares
i wash up into your mind
well lady leave behind
coming oh watch where
i suck up into your mind

oh little chicken mind and mind
and what you turn for turn for me
you say

won't you let by me
little bitty mama see what you do
little bitty mama
little bitty mama say love

hey man watch it where you lie
i come into your nightmares
i suck up into your mind
we'll stay stable you'll be tired
well i will have you safe
safe for run up into your

why do we run around here
oh why do we run around me
oh why do we run around here
oh why and why and
watch you little fuck

why no way yeah
why you worry
why and worry
why you worry
run out so well
why you worry
why you worry
why you worry
lady save that love
my love lie love
tell me are you satisfied with fucking
love
why love
why love
why don't you run this way
Deed Is Done

oh so i'm praying
oh at night
and i wake up praying all daylight
i pray to you and hear my request
i ask of you to save this baby
oh look at the girl
oh from inside
is cancer eaten is life deprived
and if so by who
could it be you
i see no need for a baby's wisdom for you

oh god the girl all yellow turned
her cheeks are swollen
and soul is burned
oh but the girl
the girl is gone
and the deed is done
oh it must be wrong
check it down
check it down down

oh and my prayers
my prayers not heard
could it be your death
death to mortal words
oh and see her pain
and drain and drain
could you be deaf and blind my friend
oh and so we hold
cannot you not hear
cannot you not see
and if with words
you could change the way
things are arranged
surely you'd be speaking
speaking no change
oh but the girl deaf dumb and blind
from the cancer burning
deep down inside
oh but the deed is done
and the girl is gone
and i see no faith that i have

well you may find your religion
you may find your attraction
you may go
for me the girl is gone

oh you may find you're faithful
you may find out the reaction
but to me the baby's gone
the baby lie

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Blue Water Baboon Farm

walking by the river
i reach my hands to cup the sky
run down my arms a bitter blue
turn to red and the gashes grew

the river tastes me
i'm so much more
than i have ever been no

take this my arms
take this my eyes
take this my mouth
and all it seems to be
completely true

walking by the river
i reach my hands to cup the sky
run down my arms a bitter blue
turn to red and the gashes grew

the river taste me
i'm so much more
than i have ever been

wives and witches
the water blue and fishes
erase away our home
the water water water away
reaches again

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Watermelon Song

see that watermelon
smiling through the fence
i wish that watermelon it was mine
sometimes i think that old folks
ain't got a little sense
when they leave that watermelon on the vine
well apples are sweet and peaches are good
rabbits so very very fine
but give me oh give me
oh how i wish you would
some of that watermelon smiling on the vine

What Will Become of Me

run away
and we'll see

and you come call back to play
leaving me all so well
only if i
what will become of me
when i'm all bogged down
and i'm spinning down
i'm over
is it so all this way only

i will be in the rain
talked again when i'm
oh i'm wondering baby
we'll fade out
what will become of me
when i'm all poured out
the way i've been
no way, hey
this way

Blue Water Baboon Farm

walking by the river
i reach my hands to cup the sky
run down my arms a bitter blue
turn to red and the gashes grew

the river taste me
i'm so much more
than i have ever been no

take this my arms
take this my eyes
take this my mouth
and all it seems to me
as true as true can be
as true as true can be

walking by the river
i reach my hands to cup the sky
run down my arms a bitter blue
turn to red and the gashes grew

the river taste me
i'm so much more
than i have ever been no

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Watermelon Song

southern man better keep your head
don't forget what your good lord said
summer chains going to come at last
now your crosses are burning fast
southern man

see that watermelon
smiling through the fence
i wish that watermelon it was mine
sometimes i think that old folks
ain't got a little sense
when they leave that watermelon on the vine
well apples are sweet and peaches are good
rabbits so very very fine
but give me oh give me
oh how i wish you would
some of that watermelon smiling on the vine

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Hold Me Down

Hold me up
So I can see you
Hold me down
If runnings what’s got into me
Cause cry as I may
I won’t set you away

Oh I’m older
Still the baby gets his way
And I’ll wander to the big line
And I’ll hold to make the best of ??
And soon I’m in the big door
And your deceit is growing big

Oh, I know
That you rather be somewhere else
But I’m not here all alone
Trying to wish you

So, hold me down
If I’ve got to feel
Hold me up
If runnings what’s got into me
Cause cry as I may
These tears won’t wash you away
Though I’m older
I cry like a baby everyday

Then I come into the big line
Let it all go out in the wee hours of the morn
I’m coming back, I’ll chase time
And the fool will leap to bed

Cry as I may
These tears won’t wash you away
Then I’m (?)
And I’m all facing at an empty room again
And no one’s coming to the (?) line
I feel the better moment’s rising
Oh, I’ve been told

So cry as I may
These tears won’t wash you away

Little Thing

damn she was so fine
and so i turned around again
and i went back to her
or where she was
and she was gone
i didn't even get her name
i didn't even ask her maybe
if she wanted a cup of coffee
or to see me sometime
and i fear i will never find her
i fear i will never see her again

she had tiny lips
and tiny fingers
and big eyes
and i thought
i can't get her out of my mind
i can't forget about her
her voice echoes through my head
echo, echo, echo, echo, echo
and i look at the walls
they're creeping in
the walls are creeping in around me
and she haunts me
like a ghost in a castle she does
and i beg if i may
will she return to me someday
on a street in a coincidental way

but rain
i fear that i will not see you again
oh the one in my head
would you could you
find your way back to me
again i wait

and your mine face
and your mine eyes
i fear you are no where to be found
while i stand here on the street
where we met you and me
the girl who instructed me on
how to get where i don't know
well don't disappear

oh rain on
oh i hope you think of me this way
maybe i am
maybe i'm haunting you
the way you consume me
showering my day
the way i am
ever i dreamed about you
and you alone
i beg, i beg you won't you find
your way to this again

little girl, little woman, little wonder
please don't go away forever
pleaes don't go away for
please don't go away for
please don't please don't
rain, i must find you
rain on my head
weight on my shoulders
greater than the weight of the world
little girl

i did i did
hold me
find me again
will you be back
will you come back
will you be back
will you come back

Weight of the World

so we wrote
on presidents and angels
we've wrote the book
we build the road of nothing but a shame
on governments and police
we build the book
of how things we know should be

so when a man comes with a difference
a woman comes with an idea
we crush it down to nothing
in fear that we will lose it
open up the books
and guilty of it too
just like all of us
the information flies without us through
save the world

so maybe i will leave my head run over
fails through a night
so black i can't see you

oh from the speeches spoken in
oh from the speeches made
day in day out
with money paid
and advertising raging
a woman and a child sleep
everday and raising me up
raising me like another boy
oh mother everything good
without gain i've gained from you
oh and mother everything i know
i've learned from you

but rain in and out
so no one sees them
oh should we brothers and sisters
repeat it

i've got a book of a man most worship
a man most worship
for ideas and for
the birth of a freedom he spoke
while he know in twenty years
he begged the revolutions come
so that no pig headed bastard
would steal you and my farm

rain in the earth
rain in the morning
i will rain below
my mother and my brothers
and i will hear the voices
of the women calling louder
calling
and nothing should address
this light out for each other

this land is your land
this land is my land
from california
to the new york islands
from the redwood forests
to the gulf stream
this land belongs to you and me

bring in the other
who we should lead in
now the brothers light and love
i bring in the others
that we should lead it

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Little Thing

and she was so fine
the girl in the street
i met that time
and i wonder will
i ever see her again
does she think of me
will i ever see her again
does she think of me

does she say no
oh leave her back
oh leave her back
oh sun on my head
and rain back
old and cold i'll see you again
but say

said rain on my head
oh please find me again
rain on my head
and roll me back
roll me back
and so here i am
on my way to you
and hope you find your way to me
to hold up my head
i will soon be right
i will soon be there again
rain

Crazy

Great have you seen, places here in
the most of all the greatest I feel
maybe you would lay so I could stand
from back all you alone and re you oh (drunk)
why should I bored and leading will you or no
wouldn't you, you seem so professionally are in tall
and your time lead me back on will run to you
yes, I won't be back again, the rage is goin on and on
I won't be back again, if pain you or and pain you ride way
great, call, away, wake me please, I have to be back soon
maybe you would away, noone arrived back into your room
why should I leave you standing there alone
you say I dont need anyone, I say
you need me baby, and say, oh, I'm comin back again
you wont forget what we said
I'm comin back again, rain, pour, lie before, again

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Rain

rain
rain on, and you drain
rain, ride
up and rain
you fly
you don't know what you don't know
know what you don't know
and you know what you know
ride away
you leave on
when you call my debt on me
pray (?) away
I won't go away from you
I, yeah, the devil hides in me
the devil hides in you
so play again
(?) lift me up
sometimes I'll sleep on it
this life I would maybe think
to hang it up in the cupboard
and hope for something better
so now my life
and it fades away into nothing

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Toy Soldiers

they're graceful
and i did
you know a couple of hours a day for nothing
and you now go back but it didnt want you - and i did
remembering what you said it's one to ten

cause what you don't know
you don't know
that gets you in trouble
and sometimes you know
you don't know how to find your way
no matter what you know that you go
will get you over
if you don't pretend you know what you don't know
you don't know, agin
i'm remembering being back in your arms
but now i'm lonely yeah backed up again

i want to
in your arms

again

Watermelon Song

see that watermelon
smiling through the fence
i wish that watermelon she was mine
sometimes i think that old folks
ain't got a little sense
when i see that watermelon on the vine
apples are sweet and peaches are good
rabbits so very very fine
but give me oh give me
oh how i wish you would
some of that watermelon smiling on the vine

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Toy Soldiers

So, I will think of you and me
In a crowded side such a place
And at the same time, some time
With your gracious self
You looked at me with your gun
And you're a boy again
Oh, can I play your game miles from me

Oh, but the bomb from your belly darker than
Oh, rocket falls fireworks, so I celebrate
Oh, and the rocket to the moon, I celebrate
Oh but the rocket to the city
The wars that we hold sacred
Oh I condemn thee rocket to burn your burning hell
See the way in your mind
And it comes time
Oh, were getting (?) the same (?)
I’m leaving you here
And everything we feel, is in you too
But it gets away
They turn us away
And pulls us away
Boys and toy soldiers
Boys and toy soldiers
Boys and toy soldiers

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Getting Higher Jam

we see you were too
release so ran away
and way the time we spent
and we were better better better better
and the way you walk
and i move with so melody so now i
and then we were here
here now
here now
here with me

coming above overseeing
and well while i told you
you're so and so sane

you dreamed this up
dreamt this up
and over my time again
dreamed this up
dreamed this up
my feet don't lie above won't you go
dream away
like you would not
read and be good away
new book's up

please don’t cage me i’m just smoking my way out
please don’t shut me i’m just toking away
but please don’t shut me up and throw away the key
i’m just getting higher
i’m just getting higher
i'm just getting higher

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Halloween

hey little chicken eyes
open and staring up at me
hey little lovely eyes
so rare and raging
oh wait till i come and she will leave you
wait till i come and she will go
wait till i come and she will leave you
wait till i come and she will go

watchman leave it when you lie
i know not suicidal
and washed up into your
give it light leave it on the play
don't know then we fall
but rise and will you walk

oh little chicken eyes so red and raging
one little bitty mama see what you do
little bitty mama see what you do
little bitty mama little bitty mama say love

hey man leave it where you lie
and almost on the right way
i wonder and leave me
why must you take away all the life
i wonder right
i won't see me rise with me

you why do you run around here
say why do we run around me
oh why do you run around here
why and why and
watch you little fuck

say why no way yeah
why this lonely
why this lonely
why this lonely love
why this lonely
why this lonely
why this lonely love
halloween burial
carry on carry on carry on
carry on carry on
i will forgive
but tell me are you satisfied with fucking
don't walk away
don't walk away
don't walk away
i'm talking to you

love is hell
love is hell
love is hell
love is up to you
love love love
love is up to you
love love love
love is up to you