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~*~ JESUS CALMS MY STORMS-GLORY ! ~*~
Psalm 96 (King James Version)
1- O sing unto the LORD a new song:
sing unto the LORD, all the earth.
2- Sing unto the LORD, bless his name;
shew forth his salvation from day to day.
3-Declare his glory among the heathen,
his wonders among all people.
4-For the LORD is great,
and greatly to be praised:
he is to be feared above all gods.
5-For all the gods of the nations are idols:
but the LORD made the heavens.
6-Honour and majesty are before him:
strength and beauty are in his sanctuary.
7-Give unto the LORD,
O ye kindreds of the people,
give unto the LORD glory and strength.
8-Give unto the LORD the glory due unto his name:
bring an offering,
and come into his courts.
9-O worship the LORD in the beauty of holiness:
fear before him, all the earth.
10-Say among the heathen that the LORD reigneth:
the world also shall be established
that it shall not be moved:
he shall judge the people righteously.
11-Let the heavens rejoice,
and let the earth be glad;
let the sea roar, and the fulness thereof.
12-Let the field be joyful,
and all that is therein:
then shall all the trees of the wood rejoice
13-Before the LORD: for he cometh,
for he cometh to judge the earth:
he shall judge the world with righteousness,
and the people with his truth.
MY NOTE
For Choice of Song-STEEL BARS
You see Time took a terrible toll on me
& God wrapped His loving arms
around me so tight
they were like steel bars
& the enemy could not reach me,
nor able to bind me
God's HOLD was strong upon me!
They are so full of love
with such a magnificant Power
which promises that
no matter how dark it is
HE is our LIGHT-WAY
STRENGTH-AND WAY PAST IT ALL!
†
MY STORY
a small part-
Once 2 supposedly friends led me into the woods far
and I did not drink nor do drugs and the cottage was filled with it, in a small community of a population of 35 only. I saw this and decided to go lay down while they had their party. I went to be nice because I thought it would be otherwise there- there were no Christians there where I worked and my shift had been over.
I had a slight headache but with them relentlessly asking me to go along; I surrendered to it in my tired state to have peace. Thinking in the room adjacent to their main room, I could find rest, I allowed myself to fall asleep. I awoke some 3 hours later to a dark and quiet cottage except for 2 men. I asked myself why they all disappeared. I immediately sensed this was not good, and prayed to God to help me. Suddenly I headed for the door and to grab my running shoes on the way where I had left them earlier- but they weren't there! A silent fear now hit me, so I ran out the door in sheer darkness ahead of me, miles from any civilization, I was leaving anyway in bare feet with only white socks on me!
I heard steps behind me and then a hand grabbed me hard- said I killed women and children in Vietnam, I can kill you, either you cooperate or else..! I prayed meanwhile silently to do as God would have me do. I went limp and walked back into the cottage knowing this night would be long, and very scarey, painful, and I HAD TO SURVIVE! That became my focus point and God did fill me within with a peace, like a limp animal being kicked around I saw them remove my clothes, and raped me repeatly. This went all night, and I was totally numb inside saying only one thing to myself between times I blanked out- I have to survive, I have a get out and will soon!
The night went from 9 pm went to 10 am and I passed out completely on the end of their cruel acts. I saw sunlight shine through a window as I awoke another moment at around 10 am...and an idea came to me. The one man was no longer there and the other seemed to be walking in the main room. A silent voice spoke to me, ask him to take you into the village with his truck to clean up and pretend you will have more fun with him alone after. It was instinct taking over, saying once in the village; I could run once at the hotel -( yep they had one there!) 100 tourists could pass through this region in a day and this was where I had worked!
For some reason my calm and convincing voice gave me favor with this man. He brought me back to town and seemed excited I would want more of him! But inside I knew once there; I could go to my room upstairs and have him stopped by the police in less than 4 hours. I phoned them from there and they did come from their main town over 4 hours drive away.
The man sensing I was delaying, suspected something was not right and left meanwhile. He actually got away but all I cared was about being safe and free from them. I found out later those men were long gone so that the police could not reach either, I had no real names and what I knew of them didn't help if nobody else cooperated.
I was left numb for a long time inside, shocked, unable to reason anything out as to why friends would bring me to such a place. and 1 year later after leaving that small area immediately upon my escape; I got news those 2 friends were killed by an oncoming 18 wheeler truck carrying wood. The not only got hit but crushed under by the wood which released upon impact. They had rolld down into a deep ravine first. They were only 25 yrs old and other a sister was 18 years old.
God saw what they had done, never did the police find those men who hurt me: one was an American and other Canadian from south of Quebec. They had offered drugs and drinking to the 2 young people to have me there. They knew I loved God and would not do it or go there to party, so they lured me into it under false pretenses to just go into the country awhile for clean fun which hadn't been the case.
Sure I left my job immediately- asked my boss for money owed me, yet a song stuck with me all through much time after which had been popular then- Steel Bars by Michael Bolton and how I sang it loud over and over convinced God had steel bars of love holding me into HIS sheltering arms when those men raped me all night, helping me be numb and losing conscienceness throughout the whole ordeal. Yes God did protect me, I was to be killed, and left there in the woods, but I SURVIVED!
GOD IS POWER PEOPLE, MUCH MORE THAN OUR HUMAN MINDS COULD BEGIN TO KNOW. I lived to tell you this!
NEVER give up-
Recognize Jesus carries you
through any storm
and I am living proof of it!
I want now to
SHOUT HIS PRAISES AND GLORY
TO JESUS THE ONE
& HE HAS TAKEN HOLD OF MY LIFE
THAT I NEVER WISH TO BE FREE OF IT!!!
IT IS CLEAR TO ME
HE HAS THIS HOLD ON ME NOW,
& HE HOLDS ALL THE KEYS TO LIFE, JOY
AND HAPPINESS BEYOND COMPARE!
IN MY LIFE, NO ENEMY CAN NOW TOUCH ME
HE CARRIES ME THROUGH THE DARKEST STORMS
HIS LIGHT SHINES BEYOND IT & PIERCES THE
DARKEST FOGGIEST HOURS
TILL WE SEE CLEAR TO HOME!
HE FOUND ME YOUNG
AND I HAD GLIMPSES OF HIM;
BUT NEVER LIKE TO TODAY-
I FOUND THE 'LIVING WORD'
I FOUND HIM- HIS HOLY SPIRIT
WHO LIVES & BREATHES IN ME A NEW LIFE!
HIS POWERFUL MAJESTIC AND HOLY NAME
IS
JESUS CHRIST- MASTER,LORD
CREATOR, HE IS ALL IN ALL TO ME
AND 'HIS' STEEL BARS 0F LOVE
KEEPS ME HIS PRISONER FOR TIME
& ETERNITY AS HE WRAPPED THEM
AROUND MY HEART & SOUL,
CAPTURED ME COMPLETELY
WITH SUCH A ENDURING,
REAL LOVE AND NOTHING CAN
PENETRATE IT OR LOOSEN
HIS LOVING ARMS AROUND ME!
I WISH TO BE HIS FOREVER
TILL THE ETERNITY!!!
PS TO ALL WHO SEE NOTHING
BUT DARKNESS RIGHT NOW..
come to HIM you who
cannot see beyond the pain,
hurt, rejections,
& such hopelessness you want to
end it all,
you feel there is no real purpose for
you, but HE is forever there
with HIS loving gentle arms
wanting you to know HIS love
TRUE peace & rest for your weary minds &
souls..please do give HIM that chance
to prove Himself by asking
JESUS into your heart today..
He is coming to take us home
real soon..God Bless you!!
