just a little disappointed
Mood:  down
friendship's all about understanding each other, supporting each other & not holding grudges against each other. i know i'm not a perfect friend okay, but i know how real friendship really works & who among those who claims to be my friends are real. i understand how we can all be busy & forget to keep in touch once in a while but sometimes a little "hello" once in a while is reassuring for friends that you still acknowledge their existence, they're not rocks that doesn't feel any tension or depression you know. friends are not just your shock absorbers who would always be there at your disposal & not expecting them to actually have their own lives & their own issues to deal with. some people are just too self-absorbed that they forget other people's needs (people who actually help them through bad times & are forgotten during good times).these people who you judge as stupid are the people who actually supports you even when you get grumpy & just feels like hating every living creature in this planet, the ones who fight for you, comfort you, a companion when you need to go somewhere. the ones you would always expect to drop everything else just so they'd be available for you. i mean how selfish is that?! we accept all your shit & support you all the time but when we're the one who needs acceptance, you're always busy. i am writing this because i feel hurt with the way you look down upon me, like i'm some robot who doesn't feel anything. i don't hate you, i love you because despite of it all i still treat you as my friend but sometimes i just feel like taking a break from all the hassles & all the things that causes me pain. just enough time to heal past hurts & then i can go on again. if you come across this blog & feel that this letter is for you,please learn from this letter. don't neglect people around you just because they seem to be available for you all the time. these people will get tired of your excuses & they could be gone out of your life before you realize their importance. you can't go on without these people even if you are the richest or the smartest person on earth. if you don't have any human contact, then what's gonna happen to you? who are you gonna run to when you need friends? who's gonna support you when there are enemies trying to destroy you? your material possession will never save you from loneliness my friend. i am telling you this because i wanna save you from that. again, you gotta wake up before it's too late & you realize you're alone & nobody can ever tolerate being around you