If I died
If I died, would you sing a happy song?
Or would you be sad that I was gone?
Would any tears trickle down your cheeks?
Or would you forget me in a couple weeks?
If I died, would you be there to say goodbye?
Would you even bother to try?
At my funeral, would you come to pray?
Or would you simply walk away?
If in my hand, you saw a knife
Would you just watch me as I took my life?
Would you offer me a gun instead?
And help me place it to my head?
Or rather, would you give me a rope?
And convince me there isn't any hope
Would you come close to me and stare?
With loving eyes that show you care
Would you take away the weapons and hold me?
And just be there to try and make me happy
If I died, would a burden be lifted from your soul?
Or, in your heart, would there be a hole?
If I died, would you still be my friend?
Even if you would never see me again
Just know that as long as you keep me in your heart
The two of us will never be apart
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Secret Admirer
We're friends, but I always wished we were more
But it's something I'll never ask for
I don't want to ruin the great thing we have now
So I'll ignore this silly fantasy somehow
I'll be brave for our friendship's sake
I'll bear the pain, tears and heartbreak
I have liked you for quite awhile
I guess I fell for your adorable smile
Every now and then I give you a loving glance
And realize I probably don't have a chance
So I turn away very quickly
So that you will never see
I care for you a very great deal
But I don't think I will ever tell you how I feel
Whenever you're hurt, I'll be there to numb the pain
Because seeing you hurt drives me insane
I will always be a shoulder to lean on
Someone to comfort you until the pain is gone
I want you to be happy always
That will be all I need for the rest of my days
As long as you're is happy, I won't need anything else then
Because your well-being is important because you're my best friend
So I'll just settle for the dreams I have each night of you
Because putting our friendship first is the right thing to do
I guess not saying what's on my mind makes me a sort of liar
But no matter what, I'll always be your Secret Admirer
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WHY
Why do we keep going on when the pain never goes away?
Why do we continue with life when people die everyday?
Why do we go through this struggle when sooner or later it will end?
We all do it because of the love from our family and friends
We live this life God has given us knowing it won't last forever
But we will always survive if we all stick together
The fuel that keeps us going is the love we receive from others
The love that came since the very beginning from our very own mothers
Why does the love we have for others mean more than anything could?
It's because they know that because of that love, we'd do things for them no one else ever would
The reason some people end it all is because the think they are alone
When in reality.... everyone has love to call their own
People love others for who they really are inside
Not for how much money they make or for the person's ride
So cherish any love you get and count the blessings that you receive
Because the love you experience is something you need
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Happy
Just being with you at any time
Makes me happy in so many ways
Just knowing the fact that you are mine
Can brighten my darkest days
Just hearing my name being spoken by you
Gives me everything I've ever asked for
I dont't know what I could possibly do
I couldn't have wanted anything more
Feeling your lips tenderly touch my cheek
Makes me go crazy with delight
You looking in my eyes when you speak
To me, just seems completely right
When you slip your arms around my waist
My soul soars above the clouds so high
I will never forget how good happiness tastes
And I hope that this feeling will never die
You have removed all the doubts from the past
And replaced them with happiness and bliss
There's no telling how long this all will last
All I know is that it all began with your sweet kiss
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