Depression Worthless feelings they don't see them gloomy faces although they feel it they don't know what you are thinking they say smile that's it a smile to take the gloom away no gloom doesn't exist They say you crave attention ignore you and you'll stop deeper and deeper you sink 'till you can't reach the top it no longer seems real a play with all the acts to be watched until you're bored then sneak ou of the back then everyone is gone and there is no applause for the end was death and she walked through that door for friends will go away and leave the endless burden of the fact that always stays that you were the one who drove them all away ~Susan Sweetness As I care for one so sweet it seems never meant to be for inyour hand his heart you hold as clearly as it was told you don't seem to realize that but in your hand it sat before I even said a word I never heard the signs that could have told me I couldn't see bu it's alright because iven though thats right my heart he still has and I have to pass it over because I won't fight or hold tight I'll just take what I can get-- his friendship and be happy with it for you are my friend and I hope to last until the end ~Susan Friend As a friend you came to me although I didn't know you you already accepted me that I needed to mend and you I'll never see but I'll know you too for another friend he had you send your name to me and now I do his love see in you ~Susan Joy When I have ever needed you you have been there so true to help me mend your love did send some joy in my life formerly filled with strife ~Susan Do you care though you say you care for me you still could never be a friend because you are superficial It makes our frendship unofficial for you really don't want to be around you'd rather I never made a sound and that I leave you alone I will, I will be long gone. ~Susan Special Though in a crowd of endless people alone and scared I always felt like my defenses might melt when along you came and just accepted What I am now I didn't know how you could do it so easily but you acted like I was special like one of Gods vessels no more need of defense for I could be myself without any stealth ~Susan Awful As awful as I once felt my misery has started to melt because of the warm love you gave me all the times you've spoken with me when there was nowhere to turn and the tears started to burn you made them go away and goodness started to stay thank you for being nice it got rid of a lot of strife ~Susan Stayed As many have left more have stayed to see the pain has gone away you are always there in my sleep and wakefulness you stayed next to me thank you for your faithfulness ~Susan
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