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Myself and Others continued

Depression
Worthless feelings
they don't see them
gloomy faces
although they feel it

they don't know what you are thinking
they say smile that's it
a smile to take the gloom away
no gloom doesn't exist

They say you crave attention
ignore you and you'll stop
deeper and deeper you sink
'till you can't reach the top

it no longer seems real
a play with all the acts
to be watched until you're bored
then sneak ou of the back

then everyone is gone
and there is no applause
for the end was death
and she walked through that door

for friends will go away
and leave the endless burden
of the fact that always stays
that you were the one who drove them all away
~Susan

Sweetness
As I care for one so sweet
it seems never meant to be
for inyour hand his heart you hold
as clearly as it was told
you don't seem to realize that
but in your hand it sat
before I even said a word
I never heard
the signs that could have told me
I couldn't see
bu it's alright
because iven though thats right
my heart he still has
and I have to pass 
it over because I won't fight
or hold tight
I'll just take what I can get--
his friendship
and be happy with it
for you are my friend
and I hope to last until the end
~Susan

Friend
As a friend
you came to me
although I didn't know you
you already accepted me
that I needed to mend
and you I'll never see
but I'll know you too
for another friend he
had you send
your name to me
and now I do
his love see
in you
~Susan

Joy
When I have ever needed you
you have been there so true
to help me mend
your love did send
some joy in my life
formerly filled with strife
~Susan

Do you care
though you say you care for me
you still could never be
a friend because you are superficial
It makes our frendship unofficial
for you really don't want to be around
you'd rather I never made a sound
and that I leave you alone
I will, I will be long gone.
~Susan

Special
Though in a crowd of endless people
alone and scared I always felt
like my defenses might melt
when along you came and just accepted
What I am now
I didn't know how
you could do it so easily
but you acted like I was special
like one of Gods vessels
no more need of defense
for I could be myself
without any stealth
~Susan

Awful
As awful as I once felt
my misery has started to melt
because of the warm love you gave me
all the times you've spoken with me
when there was nowhere to turn
and the tears  started to burn
you made them go away
and goodness started to stay
thank you for being nice
it got rid of a lot of strife
~Susan

Stayed
As many have left
more have stayed
to see the pain 
has gone away
you are always there
in my sleep and wakefulness
you stayed next to me
thank you for your faithfulness
~Susan

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