Ones Bleeding Heart.
My heart sank deep within the depths of my soul.
The tears ran like a river for they were just to hard to hold.
I watched your every move as you turned and walked away.
There were just so many things that I had wanted to say.
But there was no need for you said that we were done.
Leaving me standing there wishing for the times when we had fun.
You looked back at me and smiled, I thought I would die.
It hurt me so much that you just wouldn't cry.
It was like I had never meant anything to you.
But how could that be when there are so many things that I would do.
I had gave you all my love yet it never seemed enough.
I gave you all that I had yet to you it wasn't that much.
When you closed the door I wanted to scream DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE.
But all I could do was cry dropping to my knees.
It feels so weird now when I lay down to sleep.
All I feel now is to many pillows along with cold sheets.
Waking up in the morning isn't the same, its just not as bright.
I remember the days when I would wake and smile just from your sight.
I will go on with life and my soul will survive.
But always there will be this emptiness that is deep inside.
I guess I have learned something’s that later in life I will need.
About how a heart can mend itself after the affairs that make it bleed.
A Nigga and A Man
Now let me tell you a story about two different type of men. About where the differences start and where some end. You might be an enemy of one and the other a good fan. It doesn't really matter so here goes the difference between a Nigga and Man
The first thing that we have to talk about is how they dress. One does it to be cool the other to impress. The image they have to uphold is all for obvious reasons. It can be hectic sometimes trying to keep it going through the seasons. Now the Nigga you will find in all the latest kind of gear. You know some shit by No Limit and Fubu not no damn NO Fear. The Man you will find trying to look dressed to the T. Catch him wearing some Stacy Adams with slacks and shirt all properly. Both of them will have their hair in different type of ways. On for respect in the hood the other for the job that pays. Bald head or braids you will find on both of these types. It all just depends on which one of them that you like.
Next is the what they call you in every day life. One calls you boo and the other his wife. A Nigga will take you out and about treating you all over town. Don't expect his head to sit still when other women come around. A Man will wine and dine or might just for you even try to cook. When your out with him at other women he will try his best not to look. With a Nigga you can expect his trifling ass to cheat. Not saying a man won't for both this is a difficult feat. One is in for the long haul hoping to put that ring on your hand. And one is only around long enough to get what he can.
Lets talk the most important thing and thats how they act in the bed. They both like to eat pussy and love to receive head. The Nigga will try to front like he don't go down on the cat. But with the Man he will state that he does like some kind of fact. If you like having it rough then a Nigga you should choose. If you like making love then with a Man you will never lose. Taking his time kissing and caressing your every spot. Thats a Man doing his job to make your body all hot. A Nigga will kiss you but better believe it is with force. Cutting the chase, getting direct trying to get to intercourse. Going in fast, deep and hard making you scream out loud. A Man will try to make you cum first so that he may be proud. When a Nigga is done he rolls up one sending you to go get a beer. A Man will hold you close wanting to feel your passionate body near.
Now these are just a few things that I have said about the two. Please chose which ever one better suits you. If you like to choose a Nigaa that is something I can't knock. And picking a man is like investing in your favorite kind of stock. I wish you all the best of luck in getting your happiness. And when your out there looking just remember this. That there are two types one an enemy one a fan. And all the things about a Nigga and a Man
