Hell is a dungeon door,
Standing there laughing.
The walls drown out my screams.
No one hears me cry.
No one sees my pain.
No matter how I try,
I cant get past the door.
No one knows the inner me.
No one knows I hurt inside.
All they see is care free.
They can't tell i hurt inside,
In my own Hell.
She has no clue,
One way or another,
Ther's not a thing she can do.
She doesn't even know.
I'm going to steal you.
She'll know soon though.
You will be mine.
She will see us together,
And want to die.
I don't want to hurt her,
But I want you,
I'll have you, after.
You really need direction.
I know she hurt you.
I would try not to.
Try to get over your obsession
Give me a another chance.
I miss you very much,
Your looks, and your touch.
Dont you miss the romance?
I want to hold you forever,
And stare into your eyes.
You say I'm perfect,
But it's you.
You give me chills.
Your everything.
Your wonderful.
I ask myself,
How do I get to meet YOU?
Then it hits me,
I've only seen you once.
You intrege me,
You amuze me,
You amaze me,
You surprise me,
I still dont know so many things about you!
What's your favorite color?
What is your favorite thing to do?
I smile when I'm with you!
You make funny faces.
You tell funny stories.
I never know what to expect from you!
What cant you do?
What Wont you do?
Im always learning when Im with you!
You like me one day.
You ignore me the next.
Be sure to let me know,
When you want to go.
I will be sure to be there,
As if you even care,
If I live or die.
But still I will try.
I'm as ready as I'll ever be.
But can you be as good as me?
Of course you can.
I'm sure your better than I am.
You have the experience, I dont.
When you asked I said I wont,
But as of today I want a thrill.
Ask me now, because I will.
I changed my mind because I love you.
What would you do if I told you?
Say,"love is a strong word".
Or no you dont, you're being obsurd.
But I'm not and I do,
I cant help it, I love you.
I slice my vains
It fills up a cup
I slice my vains
I am so fucked up
I slice my vains
You drink my blood down
I slice my vains
You turn to me and frown
I slice my vains
You play with my head
I slice my vains
Its your fault I'm half dead
I approached you with a seductive smile,
But i was pure and innocent
I was precisely what you desired,
And I was "unused goods"
I lured you into my life,
And my uniformed web.
I had intentions of using you,
Like all of them before you.
I knew the life you lived,
And I wasnt like you.
I felt the urge to destroy you,
And I only knew one way to do it.
I made you fall severly for me,
But I collapsed head over heals for you.
I remained pure and innocent,
As you altered yourself.
I pleaded for your nice side to return.
And I pleaded in vain.
I turned back to my original views,
But I never let you turn back.
I broke your heart, as well as bruised mine.
But you never got my SEX.
i fractured your self imige.
And destroyed your perfect score.
I am still unused by you,
Or anyone for that matter.
I acquired the skill to despise you,
But you are oblivious.
I reside in your dreary darkness,
In the back of your head.
I think of you every now and again,
And its satisfaction I feel.
I am content with breaking your heart.
Although mine was bruised.
i float around your thoughts,
As the one who fucked it all up.
I love knowing it was me,
But I still hate you!
I look so damn fine,
*Chorus*
I'm in the big race,
*chorus*
You tried to be funny,
*chorus*
My knee hurts so bad,
*Chorus*
I hate falling down everyday,
Not even you can deny.
I have nothing to hide,
I walk with pride.
You finally notice me,
I feel exactly what you see.
We make eye contact.
There is no looking back
Everything is so right,
I'm euphoric tonight.
Then with out a doubt
My stupid knee pops out
My stupid knee pops out
My stupid knee pops out
I fall on my face
I am such a disgrace
MY STUPID KNEE POPS OUT
I'm going to win 1st place.
With everyone yelling my name.
I feel like I have fame.
Everyone likes the show,
I have 10 yards to go.
My leg starts to twist.
I'm getting really pissed.
So you kicked me in the knee.
It was suppost to be a joke,
But my knee is really broke.
It never happened, we'll pretend.
But its going to happen again.
It happens all the time.
In a few days Ill be fine.
It really makes me mad.
I wish it felt alright,
Then I could dance all night.
When I wear shoes that are tall,
People laugh when I fall.
Me knee gets so swollen,
I cant get my pants on!
Maybe Ill get surgary some day.
Then ill be able to walk,
And at the same time talk.
But now Ill stay a fool,
And get a wheeled chair at school.
What do I need to walk for?
I'm getting used to falling on the floor!
You caused me so much pain,
The day it was tossed down the drain.
Our friendship came to an end.
You were once my best friend.
I needed you there,
But you didnt care.
To many problems for you to solve.
I know where your world revolves.
To you, I dont know where I rate.
For you, Im so filled with hate.
For a while you were so adored.
The whole time I was ignored.
I'm sad we have lost the fun,
But I dont regret what I have done.
For you have done wrong to me,
Even worse, you cannot see,
That you have caused me to break,
In so many places I cannot fake,
Or pretend that I am filled with joy,
Because I was your just your toy.
I need to give you the shoulder,
Made of ice, but strong like a boulder.
You can not go on,
Without knowing what you have done.
I told you I wasnt confused,
And yet you pursued,
And spit in my face,
And made me feel disgrace.
You "didnt take sides",
While believing his lies.
You said I shouldnt hurt,
Because everything would work.
But nothing is right,
And now we fight.
Because you have been decieved,
And he has been relieved.
I have been betrayed,
And I have been enslaved.
I must not be a true friend,
Because it comes down to this in the end.
What kind of person can I possible be,
If a friend for eight years cannot trust me?
My day had been to the max,
I wanted nothing, but to relax.
So I took a sleeping aid,
And down I finally laid.
I went to sleep for the night.
I made sure everything was alright.
I checked the closet and under the bed,
Even though I know the monsters are in my head.
But before I began to snore,
The man appeared at my door.
I stared in horror, he was all I could see.
He slowly began to approach me.
A glimmer of light shown of his knife,
This man was about to take my life.
I began to inch back in my bed.
Fearing that I would soon be dead.
I was to petrified to scream,
All of a sudden I awoke from my dream,
Only to realize my terrible fright,
Had been cause by my paranoia in the night.
You are my power,
Without you I would cower.
You are my light,
Without you I lose my sight.
You are my heart,
Without you my world wouldn't start.
You are my brain,
Without you I cant be sane.
You are my knight,
Without you I am in fright.
You are my mirror,
Without you I am full of fear.
You are my mother,
Without you I tend to smother.
You are my dad,
Without you I AM BAD!!!
You are my best friend,
WITHOUT YOU MY LIFE WOULD END
D. to the sweetest girl in the world, my Frachel.
My feelings are running so deep,
I need to be with you,
I long for you so bad,
I need to be with you ,
I yearn to hold on to you,
I need to be with you,
i know I have begun to heal,
I cant seem to fall asleep.
I can hardly even lay still,
Of you I cant get my fill.
You havent the faintest clue,
All the enchanted things you do.
I wish i could captivate you too.
I feel as though I'm going mad!
I cling to my blankets tight,
Because I will not see you tonight.
You havent the faintest clue,
All the enchanted things you do.
I wish i could captivate you too.
I only hope you feel it to.
My feeling need to be rearanged,
Oh, but how I like feeling deranged.
You havent the faintest clue,
All the enchanted things you do.
I wish I could captivate you to.
Because I cannot change hw I feel.
Why cant i sleep?
My feelings are to deep.
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