I tried to drink the first cup of coffee... I have already known that I
love it as I met you in the very beginning, I have already known that I
love you. Maybe you think that I am very stupid, yup... I am a
stupid when I am in front of you... I don't mind to be your stupid if
you are happy. No matter whom I will go out with in the future or I
went out with whom before... if this guy is not you... the feeling
is same as a cup of coffee without rock sugar . Well... In the very
beginning when I drank a cup of coffee without rock sugar... the taste
was very bitter.... however... one day... when I was drinking the same
kind of coffee... the feeling was same as I was drinking a glass of
water, no bitter, no sweet of course, and no tastes anymore...
hmmm..... I think I am used to drink it. well..... it is not hard
to imagine if I live in the world without you.... I am a stupid in your
mind.... but you are a sweet watermelon in my mind ( Do you still
remember you told me you are a sweet water melon ? I never forget it,
because it is what you told me before)
I wish I can say "Happy Birthday" to you ... I wish I can celebrate your birthday, I wish I can give you a gift.... I wish..... there is no distance between us....... However....even the simplest thing I cannot do for you....
I believe you still miss me... I believe you still miss the day we talked and talked until midnight, I believe you still remember I have knitted a scarf to you, I believe.... I believe I can see you again some time or other.
Whenever I have time, I will start to design a website. I like writing and putting all my rubbish essays on it. I don't mind whether my essay is good or not, I just enjoy the process, the process of writing them, the process of putting them on the website.