*~*HaPpY bIrThDaY cRyStAl*~*
CoNgRaDuLaTiOnS gIrLiE!!!... yOu'Re 17 YeArs OlD ... oNlY oNe YeAr LeFt!!! I hOpE yOu HaVe An AwSoMe DaY...i LoVe YoU!!

*~*Krys*~*

*~* yO wHaT uP*~*
well it's about 1:10...and yet again matt is on his way over!! :) i can't believe that i'm doing this again... especially since i have to go to work tomorrow!!!! oh well...i miss him... what can i say?? well... i know he probably won't be here for about another 10 minutes... but im gunna go out and wait for him...

catch ya'll on the flip side
*~*krys*~*

*~*ToDaY's ThE 12tH!!!!*~*
omg...omg...today is the 12th...well i had to bring matt to the hospital today... and i feel soooooo bad because we were there for about 31/2 hours and then my mom came and got me. I had to leave him there all by himself... i wanted to cry... *tears*

well there's not much to write here... i know that is been a while since the last time that i wrote... but nothing interesting has really happened... i go to work come home ... and sometimes i hang out at the loop... yea that's pretty much my whole life

well ill catch ya'll on the flip side
<3 and peace
*~*Krys*~*

*~*a message to matt*~*
baby ... im soooo sorry.... i wish that i could have stayed there with you ... i hope i'm able to see you soon... and i hope that you feel better... BIG KISS
*~*krysta*~*

*~*FiRe WoRkS*~*
ok... here's the update on my life since i left ashleys house saturday afternoon. i was soooo happy... we went and picked matt up ... and we went to go see a movie ... we saw White Chicks... good funny movie, you should definitely go see it if you haven't already. when we were done we ran into claires and then we had to run to walmart.... then we had to bring matt home :(

that night at about 8 o'clock i went to go see the lawrence firework... they sucked by the way... i was there for an hour and a half with just my mom until my sisters and natalia finally came at like 9:15.... then i had a little bit of fun but i was still upset because matt was in andover and not with me ... i missed him already even though i had just left him only a few hours before....

anywayz... that pretty much sums up saturday.....

sunday was ok i guess... i went to church in the morning ... and then we came home and ate and stuff ... like any other sunday morning ... then we started getting ready for the methuen fireworks... my dad ended up getting pissy ... and we almost didn't go... i would have felt so bad... because ashley was there waiting for me ... and matt came to see me too.... but anyways.... i got there and i met ashley ... then we met up with shayne and nick... we all when with my sisters to the back of the field where the moon bounce was so that i could see matt... my sk8er boi... lol... anywayz... so we hung out there for a while and the night went on... finally me and matt got some alone time and we went for a walk... i had to go back... bcuz i ws supposed to sing the national anthem... but i ended up not doing it.. so i went back over there... " to go see jen"... me and matt took off for a while ...
the fireworks started... but then they stopped .. we were to far away to hear then announce that they had temporarily stoppped the fireworks because they were falling and hitting people and some people got burnt... so we started walking back.... and it took us a while to finally get back onto the field ... there were huge crowds of people everywhere and they weren;t letting anyone in the main gates... we finally got in... and then i had to say good bye...
:( *tears*....
i called nick so he could help me find my family... it just so happened that joanie and frankie and all my other friends were sitting with y family... i twas cool to sit with all them... but i really wished that matt could have been there...o well... thats life i guess....

after the fireworks were over ... we packed up brought ash home and then went home ourselves... the end of sunday... lol...

ok... today... boring as all hell... i didnt do very much ... just kinda sat around for a while then the Lahans came over for dinner ... and then i watch FINDING NEMO... i love that movie ... anywayz ... i got to talk to matt for a few... i feel so bad ... hes been workin all day and hes in pain... i wish that i could be there to take care of him and do some things for him like his laundry and make him something to eat considering he hasnt eaten all day...some day ill be there for him when he needs me... but until then i can only sit here and feel bad ....

im so sad... im not going to be able to see him for a while ... he has to work all week... the only day he has off is sunday... and im sure hes just going to take that day to rest... o well.... ill figure something out...

well im tired and i want to go upstairs because its freezing down here....
catch ya'll on the flip side

*~*krys*~*

~*a message to matt*~
i love you baby... always and forever... i hope you feel better... and i hope you get some time off ... sweet dreams ... BIG KISS
your babygirl

*~*a DaY aT aShLeY's*~*
hey people ... it's saturday july 3 ... and i slept at ashley's house last night...i think i'm going to the lawrence fireworks tonight ... but im not sure...call me after 6 tonight to find out ...

i finally got my first schedule for work!!!... here are my hours ... someone better come to visit me !!
tuesday july 6 ~ 3pm-4pm
wednesday july 7 ~ 11am-2pm
thursday july 8 ~ 11am-2pm
friday july 9 ~ 11am-2pm
saturday july 10 ~ 11 am-3pm
sunday july 11 ~ 11:30am-4pm

...well i didn't sleep much last night ... so i feel like i'm about to fall asleep...i was upset from last night ...matt hung up on me...he's soooo agrivating ... o well.. i guess that's life...
well i'm gunna go ...
catch ya on the flip side
*~*krys*~*

*~*BoReD*~*
hey people... its about 11:00... im sooo bored... no one is home ... and im just sittin here ...fallin asleep... i wish matt wasnt at work... o well... thats life i guess... i think my friend joanie is commin ova today... i have to find her a ride though ... and then at about 3:00 i have to go pick up my uniform and my schedule at work... fun fun fun... well i dont really have anything to say... so im just gunna go upstairs

catch ya on the flip side
krys

~*iT's BeEn A wHiLe*~
well... i went five days without writing in this thing... my computer is down which sucks... which means i might not get a chance to write much... but my dad said he will rebuild my computer for me ... and maybe even give me a laptop... which is exciting

well the past few days have been ok i guess... saturday and sunday sucked cuz i didn't get to talk to matt... i missed him sooo much while he was gone... i thought i was going crazy...

while he was gone ... i was making a notbook for him... it took me forever ... but it was fun... its full of memories and pictures... i used lots of markers... and even more tape...
i bought him a new tongue ring ... and put it in there since he swallowed the last one *lol*....

Monday i had an orientation at work... it was soooo long and boring ...
before i left i called matt to let him know that dad had stayed home... and he told me to call him as soon as i got out before i came home ... i already knew something was up because when i called the house ... they said that he was gone ... so i kind of figured that he was walking my way...so... i went to the orientation... at 8:40... and i didnt get out until almost 11:00... i was like "well if he was walking here ... he probably got sick of waiting and left ... because i knew that he had to go to work...
when i finally left i called his cell phone ... and then i saw him!!... i was so happy... we went for a walk... to make sure the rents werent anywhere to be found and i gave him his notebook and stuff.. and then i got a memo that the rents were on their was home... plus he had to leave for work so we said good bye and i went home...
later on that evening ... we ended up meeting up at the loop... we hung out with all the little people... and had fun... matt got a had from natalia.. i love that girl!!... and then at like 9ish... we had to go home :( *tear*

yesterday... well it was kinda chaotic...i did ALOT of shopping... i was all over the place looking for pants ans shoes for work... me, my mum, and kendra left at 3:00... and we went to borders to find my summer reading book... before we bought it my mum said that she wanted to go to Barnes and Knobles first... but before that we had to go to the bank... then we went to the book store and looked around for like 100000 years... when we left we went to Kmart... we were looking for some pants for me ... we didnt find what we wanted... so we left and we went to Bobs ... by this time my mom was sick of shopping .. we looked in there for like a million years ... and i still didnt get anything... i did find a pair of pants... but my mum said she wasnt spending 30 bucks on a pair of work pants that were gunna get ruined... so we left... after that we went to Dots... there i finally found a pair of pants after searching the racks for a while ... and then i had to wait for kendra to finish shopping... next was the shoes... first we went to the payless on essex street... and didnt find anything... then we went to the payless at the north andover mall... still didnt find anything.. we also looked in kohls...and still didnt find anything...my mum was tired so we headed home... we stopped in walmart for a quick second ... and finally found something ... then we picked up my book and left... the end

i g2g ... im going out to eat with my grandmother and a few of her friends...then we have to go to TJ Max...

catch ya on the flip side
krys

~*i HaTe DoCtOrS!!!*~
well... just got back from the hospital... i had to go to a cardiologist to see if there was something wrong with my heart. i had to get an EKG and and ecocardiogram... it took soooo long ... and they had to put that nasty jelly shit all over me ... BLAH...
anywayz.... so i guess im going to be getting a 24hr. heart monitor in the mail... and i'm gunna have to wear it ... for 24hrs....and ill also be getting and activity monitor ... so i can record my heart beat and sent it to the doctor ...
so far all they have said is that i have a heart murmor... but its innocent ... which means its not going to hurt me. they also said that when they were listening to my heart beat that they heard my heart skip a beat..or two...
pray for me... im gunna need it ... ill keep you posted

Matt left me today :( ...he's not comming home until Sunday night... i miss him already...
but he bought a cell phone so i can call him in emergencies... it makes me feel better to know that i can get a hold of him if i really need him...

well im gunna go... i have to go to brooks to pick up my sisters pictures... and mayb ill hang out at the loop for a while ...

catch ya on the flip side ...
<3 and peace

~*krys*~

~*BlAh*~
well i spent today working on a notebook for matthew... ive been working on it since 11:30 this morning ... and now it's 9:05...

matt is leaving me tomorrow!!! :( *tears* i wish he didn't have to go im gunna miss him sooo much...

well i g2g eat... ill catch ya'll on the flip side
~*krys*~

~*La La La*~
hey everybody... wow... today was a hot day!!... days like these i wish i had a pool.

well today was ok i guess... at least i got to get out of the house. i had to go get my work papers taken care of ... so i did that ... and while my mum was at the market my sisters and i decided to start walking down to mcdonalds to drop off the papers that i had just finished getting signed... on our way down we down we bumped into Kiefer. then he showed us where jess, jackie, jon, and the other jess where... we stayed with them for a few and then we headed down to mcdonalds... all 8 of us. we handed in my papers got something to eat and then we all headed to my house. we got there and had to wait for my mom to get back from the market... and when she finally did she realized that she forgot something so we all walked to brooks to pick it up while dropping off kendras film.
after that we met mckenna and another jess... kendra went in the store to buy some soda... and then we were off again... home bound...hehehe..

when i got home i called my man!! :) *big smile* and then kendra decided to invite matatall over to wash my mums car... he got there and matt and i were still on the phone... when i got off the phone with matt i ate and did a couple things ... and i knew that if i went outside that i was gunna somehow get wet so i put my bathing suit on to go talk to my mom... no sooner did i walk out the door ... i got doused with water... yea matatall had gotten a hold on the hose and soaked me ... but i got him back later hehehe... then ... a while after matatall left i called matt back for a while before he had to go to church.
after that i pretty much just sat around the house for a while ... until i came onto the computer and started makin icons ... and before i knew if matt signed on... i was so happy :)

i called him and we talked for a while ... then my mommy made me hang up :( *tears*

well i g2g... catch ya on the flip side..
~*krys*~

~*a message to matt*~
i miss you already baby... im sorry that you have to work all day tomorro... i hope im able to talk to you tomorro... cuz you're leavin me on friday morning...:( I love you baby boy...*BIG KISS* muah
xoxo hugz&kissez @->----