Ahh, the wonders of things that one has had for a while, but the worth of which one does not grasp. And when that worth becomes evident, it is usually through loss, but sometimes--when one is lucky--it is through gain. I count myself as one of the lucky ones.
Smiles
everywhere. People laughing--
some crying. Moving on.
A change is comming--has come.
A new life started.
Everyone is joyous
but I am numb.
Cold.
Alone.
Forgotten.
I wait.
Nothing happening, but it matters not.
I watch.
People move about, not noticing, not caring.
I listen--
to the sound of breathing, to the sounds of laughter.
I cry
for that which I never had yet never wish to endure.
I sigh
knowing that my life is what I make it and
I know
that I am a product of myself.
~Rahvin Nosferatu~
Much has changed in my life, and little (as of yet) has changed on this page. That is something I plan to work on. As I get time I hope to update things, do a bit of spring cleaning, destory dead links, perhaps post a few of my newer reports and more recent poetry.
If there are any requests, please feel free to mention them.
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