r.i.p uncle jerry
Mood:
not sure
Now Playing: uptown girls-billy joel
it feels as if the day is never going to end. i finished my exam at 9:40 which was pretty easy stuff..common sense shit..and i asekd for my current mark.
73%=tests
15%=other shit
thats not to bad, so if i fail the exam (which i dont think i will..i new more shit then other people) i still pass...eh?
so todya was boring as fuck, i was goign to write my g1..except elise forgot her sin number and shit...i was so pumped. i stayed up till 12;00 last night studying the book. i did learn some new stuff..so me,her and tiffiny are going to write it on next monday or something like that...which i dont mind since i get more time to study.
so i sat around for like 2 hours waiting for elise..
then sat at the cafe with robyn and nicole. and we did nothing all day.
i spent the last of the day with, elise, evyn, and hahah sam.
my lsat exam is tomorrow, and im pretty excited exams are over..
ohhh i just for a forward...something about u write about 10 people u know...ahhh then u forward it to those 10 people and they figure out which one they are. might as well add it on here since some of them don't e-mail.
hahah its kinda creepy but ur the first person to pop into my head...i think ur funny, and a machine. i dont understand how u can be so school smart, yet so stupid in real life situations haha. i also don't get how u can eat junk foods everyday and still be the size that u are. ur someone im fairly close with.and im happy with that. we haven't had any fights or anything yet...and i hope it stays that way....u are my 'mexican bitch'
2.).......one word:hot.
3.)out of the 2 girls im closest with ...ur one of them.u always seem to make my day because u make me laugh a million times a mintue. i like when u mouth beach because that always cheers me up.im glad im not the only one with the obsessive crush on that person im refering to in number 2...hahah.i think the memory of us becoming friends...will remain with me forever (....man or women.......) same with the memory of what u wore of the first day of school.... bah
4.)hummmm im going to try and describe the relationship we have without making it tooo obvious..it will be hard. ur the only person who knows to imatate my laugh to the exact point. hahah, u always...ALWAYS make me laugh. i like when u mouth beach because it makes me laugh. i like the trouble we have gotten into, and the low marks we have recived together, because of each other. hahaha. my day is always so shitty without u. my favourite memories are usually the ones where we moke together. for a friendship since grade..7/8 its great that we haven't had fights, tears, and all that shit. ......except one.but that doesn't count, becasue it lasted a day ahahaha u are my favourite glue sniffing, windex drinking, alcholic, micmac, brown skinned, natural feather attracter...this could go on forever, so i'll end it with. u are my favourite native.
besides clayton..
5.)umm this will come out harsh, but i dont miss u at all. i thought i would miss u a lot more then i do now. its probably..o wait..no it is because we don't talk or shit. iv quite frankly given up on u. i did try in the past,and it was embarassing on my behalf, but fuck that its ur choice, and ur fault. so if u do read this, maybe this will make things more clear for u.
6.)i must add u on my list...and i dont no if u read this or not...uhhh u make me laugh! ...and the occasiaonly drool-ige..hahaha.i think im failing math because of u. and i'm known as the 'AZN' because of u hahah and this all started from FREE CAO...i think its pretty obvious who u are. i like when u make fun of kelson, because it makes my day. always. and when u make fun of dan with me, because no one else does. and i think its special how when i give u the silent treatment, u actaully try and regain my forgiveness....im going to end this with... u had purple jeans in grade 4...
7.)ummm u listen to oldies, and i like spending time with u. u make me laugh. im glad iv become friends with u again, and i regret what has happened in the past, because i think thats why we arent as that close. but im glad were friends now, and i hope u feel the same.
8.)i still consider u my best friend, but things have changed, becasue if i was doing this 2 months ago, u would have been number one, and i could write a NOVEL about u.explaining ur life story..i use to know u so well, and things happened..and i hate when 'things happen'. but im glad i still talk to u and shit. i dont blame u for any of this shit thats happened, becasue i knwo its all my fault. im retarded. i let go of firends to easy when i know i shouldnt.well...im happy u still talk to me the same even tho i dont talk or look at u the same. but maybe it was the stress of exams and all that shit because i think im ready to start again. i mean a friendship like this since grade 9...and all the fun times we have had....ohhh the many times u have made me laugh to the point i thought i was going to puke. the way we can talk about nothing for over 2 classes straight. i use to be so attcahed to u!! and i love how we had no fights...well just one-but thats natural. u dont bug me with stupid questions when im upset...but rather u make me happy which is awesome. im such a retard for fucking u over so many times. yet u havent fucked me over once.through all the friendships that have happened and gone..and past and all that fucking bullshit, u have stuck by me..always on my side...
im sorry, and .....im just so sorry...and i know u know im talking about u.
9.)racist comments always make me laugh. especially from u.i like how u dont give a fuck about anything..
10.) our friendship died from a stupid fight. things are usualy akward between us...........but......im...ok...with....it...sometimes.......
this forward made me realize how reatrded, selfish,self centered, rude, unforgiving, whinny, annoying,sneaky,uncaring,i am.how im a bitch...the worst friend anyone could have.
fuck that. im sorry.....
look at my pathetic list...look how many actuall friends i have.
gawd. this was disappointing......