freakingthefuckout

well well, long time no write. i think we are moving to oakland. ryan just got offored a job there today, a good one w/ benefits. i don't know though, we had a bad experience there last weekend....
so last weekend we got a sitter for 2 days and went up to oakland/berkeley(5 hour drive) to look at apartments and visit some peeps and go to a cool burningman-related costume party where i was a sluty catholic school girl w/ thigh highs and high heels and a short plaid skirt and a white blouse w/ 1 button buttoned and a nasty push up bra...you get the picture i am sure......all was well til sunday around 2pm, we were at a park in oakland and going for like a 15-20 minute walk, we return to find our car broken into. we lost our new stereo, speakers, 200 cd's, a disposable camera in the glove box full of burning man pics and pics of our daughter and a few of the golden gate bridge from sat night (the first time i had ever seen it) also lost was my purse, which i had stupidly left under the seat, no cash, but my checks, credit cards, lots of makeup that was quite pricy, ryan's set of keys with his work keys that will cost $125 to replace, pics of our baby girl and my datebook w/ import work and personal info.......
police came, i was hysterically looking for my shit in the woods (never found anything) they got fingerprints off the windows... (window was open on passenger side 1/2 and inch and they pried it down) it sucks. we have minimal coverage on that car too......at least we were not hurt, and maybe, maybe, some kind soull will find my purse and send it. what sucked bad was it was the aniversary of the day we met (2 years ago)
so we are actually returning to the area this weekend and bringing the baby this time b/c i have a job interview saturday for the company i used to work for last year in connecticut. (crabtree & Evelyn) we will *Hopefully* find an apartment and a nanny this weekend, and if all goes well, we have like 6 days to pack or shit and move.....talk about stress. not to mention my work will not be too stoked about me giving 1 week notice and in fact i bet the apartment manager will be a bit upset, we are on a month to month and supposed to give 1 month notice.
how the hell can i pack a whole 2 bedroom apartment in 1 week, finish working and possibly train a new person at my work, find a new pediatrician and other baby related dr's, get a rental truck thats cheap, figure out the train system from oakland to san fran all in 1 week??? i am losing my mind