Well finally it's Friday! Yeah - Finally I get to post to this ridiculous thing that no one probably reads anyway but oh well - it's medicinal for me.
It's hard to get to this thing when your sharing a computer with other family members and your working, doing the kid thing, and sleeping every free chance you get.
I miss my home state...I miss my family. I need to get away from sunny florida {imagine that} to where my heart truly lies in Tennessee. I need to see the mountains and converse with friendly southern people. I need to be reminded that people are nice and good at heart....It's so easy to find that in the Appalachians. Good food, good people, good music, good scenery, good feeling all around. Soon enough.
My family is going through a bit of a crisis right now and I'm not there....I won't get into details but let's just say a close family member of mine may have a life long disease with no cure....Damn Disease!
This week has been full of many different emotions. Between worrying about disease, finding my self caught up in secrets between "trusted friends" trying to do a friend a favor that couldn't be fullfilled and in turn that friend coming down on me for no reason at all, death, money troubles, again questioning my judgement, my husband being let down so to speak by a friend. Maybe there is something in the water this week. Whatever it is I'm glad this God awful week is over...it is Friday {the 13th}. Tomorrow is Valentine's day....more Commercialism at play if I don't say so myself. But anyway I will acknowledge it b/c I am married and I do have kids and it's just the thing to do.....oh more money to spend!!! It never ends....this downward spiral of the almighty Benjamin's baby-yeah!
But for today I shall stay commited to those I hold dear to my heart. I won't get caught up in drama and life's games. I will focus on the good and be thankful for my husband and my kids, family and trusted friends, good health, and the love I am given every day!
