Ryan Dominic DeAndrea 3rd Angelversary

Ryan Dominic DeAndrea

6-22-82-3-16-05

Today is your 3rd angel anniversary. It’s so hard to fathom it’s been 3 years. Spring is on the way Ryan. You'll be fishing soon. Sitting next to the lake, lighting a cigar, to keep bugs away and casting that pole out and catching a trout. If I close my eyes real hard I could see you sitting there. I can see your happy. I see your smile and those beautiful green eyes all lit up with excitement. Have a great day fishing in heaven. Remember you are always loved and missed so very, very much. We will be together fishing again soon. Keep my spot next to you open. I keep you in my heart and feel you near. Your just a heartbeat away. Catch your balloons and read your messages. Sending you lots of love, hugs and kisses. Love, Now, Always and Forever, Mom Blowing Kisses to Heaven In Loving Memory of Ryan Dominic DeAndrea 7-22-82 - 3-16-05

Ryan my Son, its been 3 years, how can this possibly be? I still wake up every time I hear a sound, expecting you to see. I know you are with me for I feel your presence all the time, I find the dimes you leave for me I hear you ring the chimes. There's so many things I need to say, so many words unspoken, I had no clue of what was to be, my heart will remain forever broken. Such little words, whats ifs, how, what, why, when,how come? The only thing I know for sure is God's Will be done. I still question Him every day and know I always will, I needed you more than Him or this is how I feel. I do thank Him for each second, each hour of every day. But I will never understand why you were called away. I spend my days thinking of you, trying to work so much I dont have time to think, I work nights too for I can't sleep, when my eyes start to grow tired and blink, I jump up and try to find something for me to do, For all I seem to think about is my precious baby, YOU........ I love you with all of my heart and more, you will forever be in my heart. I look forward to that day when we will never again have to part. Together again, Jimmy, you and me, I know you watch over his children for they see you even when we cannot, we hear them talk to you, We know you are talking to them, giving little hugs too. I will continue to light my candles and pray each and every day, Will keep blowing kisses to heaven, I know they are finding their way, I will listen for the chimes and when they ring so sweet I will smile. Knowing that you are here with me to visit for awhile. One day we will be together forever never again will we part, Until then my sweet boy, my Ryan, you will remain embedded in my heart. I love you, Mom wrote by Dj Shane's Mom for Linda with love in memory of her angel son, Ryan 3/23/08

Can you hear me when I talk to you? by Ashley Gearing Time passes by so quickly But I guess I thought you'd be here forever I never even had the chance To say goodbye There's so many things to tell you Left unsaid until now Can you hear me when I talk to you Do the words I say ever make it through Can you hear me when I talk to you Cause I'd give anything if I just knew Every night I have the same dream The one where you get to hug me We laugh an' talk until the morning And then you vanish It always leaves me feeling helpless When I wake up an' you're not there Can you hear me when I talk to you Do you know how much I'd love to be with you Can you hear me when I talk to you Cause I'd give anything if I just knew Living in this world without you I constantly search through my mem'ries Hoping that I find some treasures That I passed over All that I took for granted Means so much now an' I won't let it go Can you hear me when I talk to you Cause I never said some things that I meant to Can you hear me when I talk to you Cause I'd give anything if I just knew You know I never said some things that I meant to Can you hear me when I talk to you Cause I'd give anything if I just knew

3-16-2008 Today I am away 3 years~ It seems like yesterday to my mom~ Her heart hurts alot~ I was one of the two people she could always count on~ I am at peace now.~ There is no pain.~ There is no hate.~ It's paradise here.~ I have friends and family.~ Someday she will understand.~ We choose our path in life.~ I acheived what I needed and it was my time to leave.~ I didn't want to hurt her.~ My mom works so hard to keep my memory alive.~ She wants me remembered for all the good things I did.~ Not that one bad decision I made.~ I let my heart control my mind that night.~ I drank too much.~ My heart was hurting.~ I let that girl's betrayal get to me.~ Today I am away 3 years.~ It seems like yesterday to my mom.~ Her heart hurts alot.~ My mom misses me so much.~ She blows kisses to Heaven just for me.~
Wrote by Linda DeAndrea, Ryan's Mom

My Mom and Me

See the pictures of my mom and me?~ My mom says, "Look at my son."~ Isn't he handsome?~I'm so proud of him.~ I say, "Look how happy my mom looks."~ Watch me grow up in her arms.~ Touched by her love and guidance.~ Do you know I am her baby boy?~ Yes, I'm her blonde, green-eyed little boy.~ With the mischievous ways and infectious laugh.~ Did you know I loved to scare her?~ I'd get her every time.~ I asked Bella to take care of her when I left that night.~ Did you know we have the same eyes?~ From the day I was born till the day I left her eyes shined with pride and love for me.~ Did you know I took that shine from her eyes?~ I know she still has my brother.~ But she misses me and I miss her too.~ Did you know that we would sit and talk about everything and anything?~ She once told me if anything ever happened to me it would break her heart.~ Well she told the truth her heart is broken.~ Did you know when she cries I stand behind her and give her a gentle hug and kiss?~ She gets a chill. She knows its me.~ Did you know she told me she would always stand by my side?~ Even if I was wrong?~ She has and always will keep my memory alive.~ Did you know I would bring her a cup a tea in the morning?~ This was our special time.~ She misses that time.~ Did you know nobody will ever take my place in her heart?~ Yes, that is true.~ She will alwats say "Look at my son, Ryan." Isn't he handsome?~ I love him and miss him so very, very much.~ She loves me more than I ever thought possible.~

By Ryan's Mom, Linda

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