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THOUGHTS





MY THOUGHTS

Aaliyah - Rock The Boat chorus: Boy You Know You Make Me Float Boy You Really Get Me High I Feel Like I'm On Dope Cause You Send Me On A Wrecking Ball Boy You Gotta Stroke Before Drifting Me Deeper Your There Now Hold Me Close Boy Let's Take This Overboard Now chorus: I Want You To (Rock The Boat) Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat (Work It In The Middle) Work The Middle, Work The Middle Work The Middle, Work The Middle (Change Positions For Me) Change Positions, Do Positions Do Positions, Do Positions (Now Stroke It Baby) Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me verse 2: Ooooh Baby I Love Your Stroke Cause You, Cause You Get Me To Where I'm Going In A Jury You'll Get My Vote Cause I Believe, I Believe You Know Just What You Doing Now Plan Our Weekend Coast Let's Do It In A Hurry That's Too Slow Go Ahead And Put That Thing In Over Drive chorus: I Want You To (Rock The Boat) Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat (Work It In The Middle) Work The Middle, Work The Middle Work The Middle, Work The Middle (Change Positions For Me) Change Positions, Do Positions Do Positions, Do Positions (Now Stroke It Baby) Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me chorus: I Want You To (Rock The Boat) Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat (Work It In The Middle) Work The Middle, Work The Middle Work The Middle, Work The Middle (Change Positions For Me) Change Positions, Do Positions Do Positions, Do Positions (Now Stroke It Baby) Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me bridge: I Need You To Use Yourself Like You Never Ever Used It Before To Explore My Body Until You Reach The Shore You'll Be Calling, Calling For More chorus: (Rock The Boat) Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat (Work It In The Middle) Work The Middle, Work The Middle Work The Middle, Work The Middle (Change Positions For Me) Change Positions, Do Positions Do Positions, Do Positions (Now Stroke It Baby) Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me I Want You To (Rock The Boat) Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat (Work It In The Middle) Work The Middle, Work The Middle Work The Middle, Work The Middle (Change Positions For Me) Change Positions, Do Positions Do Positions, Do Positions (Now Stroke It Baby) Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me (Rock The Boat) Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat Work The Middle, Work The Middle Work The Middle, Work The Middle (Change Positions For Me) Change Positions, Do Positions Do Positions, Do Positions Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me Stroke It For Me, Stroke It For Me (Rock The Boat) Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat Rock The Boat, Rock The Boat

have u ever just wanted to suduce the hell outta some one well in feelings i've been haveing lately i want this special person so damn bad i want him like no other it seems as if he is on the same wave link as me he wants me i can just tell but there are a few boundries from keeping me from him i want to just make sweet passionate love to him all night & day long man hes just so sex appealing to me it drives me crazy i think about him all day and night long i look forward to seeing him and especially when were alone which then he blows my mind literally j/k but on a good day it gets more intimate really good i mean so good its crazy but mentally just to have this MAN for just one day it would be priceless! enough said!well if this guy reads this he will catch on ;)

What do u do? I don't know is the answer! thats all you can seem to say? the pain digs deeper than that its really hard to bare when the past comes back its just my fate i guess for people i've been w/ to come back y y do they do this knowing that i have moved on and its taken me quite sometime well you know this shit is hard to bare but its ok i guess me of all people have delt w/ it! deceit? back stabing? pain? breaking of trust? well cheating? lying? have you ever known someone and loved them so much and dated them and spit up for a little bit (week) to find out the night before there leaving for a month that they had something w/ someone else the week you spit up actually the night before ya'll got back together they kissed someone else and spent the whole day with them at the mall and stuff. well it hurts and i don't know what to do but say thanks thanks a lot for breaking my trust i already have a hard time trusting men just thanks for making it worse just please dont do it again!

WELL have you ever thought you met that special someone and well thought you fell in love well i guess i have! have you ever broken up or seperated and find out hes been with an other girl and friends of his just tell you that they r just friends when the little person inside of you also known as your carma or conscience tells you all the creative stories and how you have heard stories of her little "oh what they don't know won't hurt" well this has happend to me one to many times and its a feeling i wish for you to never have well as you see i met a guy in febuary his name is kevin he hold the key to my life let alone my heart..... he has a few girls that are friends and i just wish that well our relationship doesn't go down like all the others i know he makes silly stupid mistakes but if he ever did anything w/ another than well i would just die inside i don't think that i could hold my head up and well him knowing this well you know i don't think he would do anything w/ anyone else but you know when it happend before i didn't think they would either! now i know i probably sound more than pathetic but well it kills when your w/ someone and you feel as though you have become 1 a single person i must say that all my friends say i'm one of the toughest people they know especially to be a girl well heres the first guy that has brought tears to my eyes and we have only been off and on for about 4 or 5 months (except my family) in time i see that my heart will mend but well you just don't under stand hes my all my love my lover my life my soul my heart my one...... if you have ever felt love well you understand what im saying!

People go through life with the best of intentions and sometimes they begin to think woarseofitsometimes even better but hey relationships r a tricky thing and most don't understand it as a friend, girl, ex girl friend, lover, best friend, daughter, sister and ME I think that well all kinds of relationships r complicated but i must say that they r interesting and painful but to get to the chase i have fallen in and out of love so easily i really hope that me and kevin last and if not then i hope that we are great friends! In the past couple of weeks we have been having problems and well it i think has to do w/ the fact of you get so use to someone always there that when there not you get use to it and well then begin to miss it but at all cost our relationship is wonderful. In this fact i think that most of u have and will experiance love and well i wish u the best of luck. i have recently been talking to my first love again Matt Larkins and well remembering y we broke up and what all happend and what kind of feelings i had for him i begin to miss him and well i still love him but i know that more than anything Kevin is, has and will always be there for me and i love that about him it makes me feel so good about my self in ways matt couldn't but well no one can make u out to be u you have to do that but in this special case i met new people everyday that help me out to be me like kevin and matt i realize that well all the people in my life have made some kind of inpact in my life and it makes me feel the greatest b/c i know that if they make a difference in my life then i must make one in theres weither positive or negative but hey its all good b/c its the greatest feeling being loved and i feel it by all of the people surounding me!

~*~GOOD QUOTES~*~

If you love me like you told me please be careful with my heart you can take it; just don't break it or my world will fall apart

Everyday That Goez By It Seemz Like I Discover Somethíng New about You To Love It'z Incredíble To Me How One Per§on Can Make Such A *~BIG~* Dífference In My Lífe You Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So Many Reasonz To Love You

It's hard to tell your mind to stop lovin sumone when your heart still does...

A wise monkey never monkies with another mokey's monkey!

I Am A Princess, I Live In The Clouds, If You Wanna Kick It With Me, You Better Bow Down, So Get On Your Knees, And Call Me Your Highness, Cuz Baby Believe Me I'm New York's Finest!

Ur HuGz N KiSsEz R LiKe ThE StArZ U LiTe Up mY LiFe wHeN tHiNgZ gEt DaRk

Did the sun just come out or did you just smile at me?

*4GeT THe TiMeS u WaLKeD By* 4GeT THe TiMeS u MaDe Me CRy* 4GeT THe TiMe u HeLD My HaND *4GeT THe SWeeT THiNGS iF i CaN*I cAn No LoNgEr PrEtEnD*I GoTTa ReMeMBeR NoW uR JuST My FRieND.*

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back Don't call me a GODDESS, Don't call me a QUEEN, Just call me the cutest PRINCESS you've ever seen!

I AM JUST A GIRL. STANDING INFRONT OF A BOY ASKING HIM TO LOVE ME!

I wRoTe YoUr NaMe In ThE sAnD bUt ThE wAvEs WaShEd It AwAy, ThEn I wRoTe It In ThE sKy BuT tHe WiNd BlEw It AwAy, So I wRoTe It In My HeArT aNd ThAt'S wHeRe It WiLl sTaY*

~*~my favorite poems~*~

by: Me

as i sit here and cry in this time of dispare

i don't realize y it feels like a knife or a spear

into my heart it thrust

b/c i broke a small trust

between me and my mom now i wish to be gone from this hell we call life but of that i also broke a trust of my friends and lover

MY THOUGHT ON LOVE

L O V E - A Journey Why hold someone back..when u know u don't love them... Why keep them to yourself...when u know you won't wanna have them? Why let them miss other chances...when they can have them? If you really don't love someone....let them go...hurt them now...not later...for a longer relationship builds stronger emotions. A good relationship isn't a game you play or an ego trip you take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too. When it does not really hurt when that person did something disappointing to you, but really hurts when you see that person in pain and sadness, then you know you truly love that person. Loving someone means you should be ready to experience heartache and happiness at the same time.That's the reward and that's the risk. Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved. Sharing love is probably the most valuable and meaningful experience a person can ever have. And there's a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. It's the difference between a love that's fickle, wild and short-lived and one that's tender and passionate, nurturing and lasts a long time. The first is easy. The second, the one that really matters to all of us, takes work because it's about keeping a relationship. Loving someone takes efforts. We have to be able to communicate with each other. Nobody can read anyone else's mind. We always presume that our partner knows what we think and feel. Maybe in time we might be able to predict or sense each other's thoughts but it's never perfect and takes time to develop. Getting the chance to love and be loved by someone is blessed. Respect him/her for who he/she is, and not what you want him/her to be. Everyone is pretty and special in his/her own special way. No one is perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other. True love sees and accepts a person for who he/she is. It is also true love which makes a person change for the better. The power of true love to a person is undeniable. A relationship needs commitments too. What is love without commitments from each other anyway? It's like principles and values. Everyone has them but they only mean as much as we are willing to stand for them. The same goes for our commitments to relationships, and the person we love. "Love is like an antique vase. It's hard to find, hard to net, but easy to break." Every day everywhere, people fall in love ... but just how many of these relationships are self-sacrificing love, and not just relationships which are formed only for the intense feeling of falling in love? I know hundreds of friends who say the magical words "I love you" but more often than not, the truth is just -- I am IN love with you. There is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. If a person says he/she is in love with you, he/she means that he/she likes you for who you are now and he/she fell in love with you because of the present you. This kind of love is temporary and lasts only as long as the fairytale lasts. When fairy godmother comes in at midnight to whirl us back to reality, we see the heartache of such a relationship... where both were only IN love with each other. But if a person says he/she loves you, he/she means that he/she loves you unconditionally for who you are now, who you were in the past and who you might be in the future. When he/she says he/she loves you and really means it, you have to ask yourself if you love him/her too or if you're in love with the idea of being in love. It is very hard to see the difference through logical thinking. Let your heart guide u. May you be blessed on your soul-searching journey for your soul mate.


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