Why did he do that? I've already been hurting so much, and he send's that damn message. "I would so totally let you take advantage of me right now". It's somethin I sent him last year when I was piss drunk.. To me, it seems like a reaching out. A way for him to say he's not ready to loose me. To Kevin, it's fucked up. It's just him refusing to let me heal. He doesn't want to love me, but he doesn't want to lose me.
It hurts. But then again, in some sick way I like that he sent it, I reel in the fact that he isn't indifferent anymore. That it's something instead of absolutly nothing... I just wish he would call. THat we could talk about all this.... But I'm sure that message was just a fluke.