Support freedom John 3:16 I hope you will feel welcome in my place. I love Jesus and He loves me and you. I have had Panic Disorder for 50 years now, it was on and off for 23 years of my life. I was even panic free for 14 years. I know it was the goodness of our Lord that let me work that long so I would not be without any income today when I am back in this condition known as panic disorder. I want to try to help others with this disorder and let them know God loves them too and will help them. I started to have my first panic attack at the age of 6 and periodic spells throughout my teens and 20's. At the age 29 I was into full blown panic disorder. After struggling with it for 10 years, I got better by the Grace of God. I worked for 14 years and then it reared it's ugly head sending me backwards into full blown panic disorder/agoraphobia/depression/Fibromyalgia/Chronic Fatigue, and heart problems from medication.. I am on medication and it helps a little, but all the books and therapy is not helping much. I am trusting in God with the rest of my life. Since the last time I wrote on this page every thing was the same but on April 5, 2000 I went into Congestive Heart Failure and Respiratory Arrest. It was a crazy near death experience for me, and I thank the Lord that I do not remember anything about the experience. My family says that I was awake and trying to write on their hands and of course I couldn't speak with all those tubes coming out of my mouth and nose, but there is no memory of those 7 days. I was in intensive care for over a week. My chemicals in the brain are all mixed up anyway so why not coming off the ventilator. Yes they got all mixed up and I had nightmares and was hearing things that seemed very real to me. Finally things got better and the nightmares stopped and I was allowed to go to my daughters on April 17, 2000 where I stayed for a little over a month. I am slowly getting better and than the Lord each day for a new day. I am on oxygen now, inhalers and of course new medications. So I again will take each day at a time with the Lord's strength to lean on. Sign My GuestBook View My Guestbook LE FastCounter Thank you my good friend Jules. Jules you are such a wonderful friend and Christian. Thank You So Poul Click on the Award to go to Tuneweaver's site. Here's the rest of Jan's story MEMORIAL EMPLOYMENT Panic Disorder and the Brain HELPFUL HINTS MAKING YOURSELF HAPPY BY HELPING OTHERS AWARDS AWARDS I GIVE CHILDREN Elvis Page Home Town NEWSEND DIGITAL POST CARDS Courtesy of Hernando County, FL Fibromyalgia GRAND CHILDREN Gone With The Wind God Bless The USA My Friends All My Ex's Christmas 2001 Favorite Links Nick and Ann's Memorial Pages Gitte's Christian Site - Praises & Hymns Precious Places Annie's Home Page Eileens Panic Pages Gill's Place Rhonda's Page Jack Van Impe Christian Prophecy & Other Prophecy Sites The Raven's Nest Banner Maker Aunt B's Panic Site Living with Adversity Healthlink I Am A Proud Member Of: Phenomenal Women Of The Web As Christians we need to know what God's Word actually says as opposed to the popular "mythology". Even though I have a sweet little angelic girl on my index page and other angelic pictures I do not believe she/he is a biblical representation of an angel. I chose these pictures because they are sweet not for its theological correctness.
John 3:16
I hope you will feel welcome in my place. I love Jesus and He loves me and you.
I have had Panic Disorder for 50 years now, it was on and off for 23 years of my life. I was even panic free for 14 years.
I know it was the goodness of our Lord that let me work that long so I would not
be without any income today when I am back in this condition known as panic disorder. I want to try to help others with
this disorder and let them know God loves them too and will help them. I started to have my first
panic attack at the age of 6 and periodic spells throughout my teens and 20's. At the age 29 I was into full blown panic disorder. After struggling with it for 10 years, I got
better by the Grace of God. I worked for 14 years and then it reared it's ugly head sending me backwards into full blown panic disorder/agoraphobia/depression/Fibromyalgia/Chronic Fatigue, and heart problems from medication..
I am on medication and it helps a little, but all the books and therapy is not helping much. I am trusting in God with the rest of my life.
Since the last time I wrote on this page every thing was the same but on April 5, 2000 I went into Congestive Heart Failure and Respiratory Arrest. It was a crazy near death experience for me, and I thank the Lord that I do not remember anything about the experience. My family says that I was awake and trying to write on their hands and of course I couldn't speak with all those tubes coming out of my mouth and nose, but there is no memory of those 7 days. I was in intensive care for over a week. My chemicals in the brain are all mixed up anyway so why not coming off the ventilator. Yes they got all mixed up and I had nightmares and was hearing things that seemed very real to me.
Finally things got better and the nightmares stopped and I was allowed to go to my daughters on April 17, 2000 where I stayed for a little over a month. I am slowly getting better and than the Lord each day for a new day. I am on oxygen now, inhalers and of course new medications. So I again will take each day at a time with the Lord's strength to lean on.
LE FastCounter
Thank you my good friend Jules.
Jules you are such a wonderful friend and Christian.
Thank You So Poul
Click on the Award to go to Tuneweaver's site.
Here's the rest of Jan's story
MEMORIAL
EMPLOYMENT
Panic Disorder and the Brain
HELPFUL HINTS
MAKING YOURSELF HAPPY BY HELPING OTHERS
AWARDS
AWARDS I GIVE
CHILDREN
Elvis Page
Home Town
NEWSEND DIGITAL POST CARDS
Courtesy of Hernando County, FL
Fibromyalgia
GRAND CHILDREN
Gone With The Wind
God Bless The USA
My Friends
All My Ex's
Christmas 2001
Favorite Links
Nick and Ann's Memorial Pages
Gitte's Christian Site - Praises & Hymns
Precious Places
Annie's Home Page
Eileens Panic Pages
Gill's Place
Rhonda's Page
Jack Van Impe Christian Prophecy & Other Prophecy Sites
The Raven's Nest Banner Maker
Aunt B's Panic Site
Living with Adversity
Healthlink
I Am A Proud Member Of: Phenomenal Women Of The Web
As Christians we need to know what God's Word actually says as opposed to the popular "mythology". Even though I have a sweet little angelic girl on my index page and other angelic pictures I do not believe she/he is a biblical representation of an angel. I chose these pictures because they are sweet not for its theological correctness.