Friday, January 31, 2003
i had such a great time yesterday. it turned out well. seeing my uni friends was so nice even though viv was late and meb was later, so it was just me, jos and amalee at the start. when we were all together, it was like the old times. i mean a few months was so tired when i got home and slept early. it was a great day, talking and cathing up and joking around, im gonna miss these days...when we start work...ohhh noo...

looked for diary/planners (i bought a nice one) and we took 2 sticker photos, spending a while testing it, making faces we saw my bro and esver as well as talking about anita, meb's friend and now also viv. saw amali's pics from her holidays and the unappreciated comparison with so much better than the that

its so hot right now. and its so early, i was gonna wake up earlier coz i couldnt sleep from the heat but i was too tired. ok later!

i'll be home alone and baby sit charline coz my sis and cousin are going to enrol for i'll be all alone...just like my sis and charline yesterday...ohh noo...i hope that its ok...i dont wanna make the baby cry and stuff...i'll try....experience...
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Thursday, January 30, 2003
today i am going to be seeing my uni friends, amali just arrived from an overseas holiday and she really wanted too see everyone. i was really looking forward to it until something happened last night, so i guess i just have to wait and see how it turns out. hopefully good.

yeah i am only gonna be online for a while, i needed to check and see somethings. woke so early this morning? net addiction? lol...umm..sure... but yeah today is my bro's first day of year 11 and i am jealous, i wanna go back and relive those times, i really enjoyed them. but i guess i have new oppurtinities coming now so i'll really try and concentrate on that. i really wanna make a great start. i am happy but i thought i would still be in a high that i am graduating. i am so grateful though! thanks God.

tomorrow should be interesting, coz i will be taking care of charline....i should be ok....later all!

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Tuesday, January 28, 2003
the day has come. but the road was long, actually the travel too, i missed the bus and long queues at the campus service centre and to ewa's room. but its a good day. a very happy day for me. i think i am going to graduate! 99%. thanks to ewa for her decision for me. i am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after i saw ewa i saw viv and then meb came for a while and talked and that X song that was so funny....its so good to see them! amali didnt turn up, jos has work and hosai didnt answer. now im here at uni using the net with viv. i am blogging in day time. lol... what else...i am so happy!

just found that viv went to the movie marathon that i didnt go to....ohhh no......

i ve been watching a lot of tv and not videos coz our vcr is kinda broken and last night was that movie beautiful girls thought....who rules the world? the smart people get most of what they want since they can attain it, the rich has the money, the artists wants beauty and perfection. the beauiful can get their way and make people do things. and the powerful wants someone beautiful by their side. so is it pointing all pointing to beauty.....

and i was watching another ancient discovery, heron of alexandria....or something made this toy/theatrical prop and others....that used the laws of heat and pressure thus steam, thus steam engine? did you know that the steam engine was the birth of the industrial revolution. we could have had an industrial revolution thousands of years ago, how teachonologially advance would we be now.

and as the saying goes...thats my two cents...
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Monday, January 27, 2003
i feel trapped. i am not suppose to be here right now. i was to be somewhere else. btw bituin's good side is becoming a bit happy and have a great australia day long weekend. tomorrow we might buy some school supplies (back to school shopping). i miss it when i was younger and had to buy all those stationaries for school, everything looks new and promising. i'll just buy a daily diary/planner coz i dont know yet.
What Drug are You?
test: what drug am i? marijuana = relaxing and mellow

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Sunday, January 26, 2003
tiring day walking around in the shopping centre (dfo), its not really my place. but its something to see and escape the heat. the familia went with rhey-deth and had snacks later at home from takeaway place at rooty hill. yummy fish and chips and burgers.
amlee called me to say shes back and we talked a while before i had to go. i was gonna call her but i forgot. we all gotta meet again soon.
wasnt gonna go online, too tired and getting a headache but i had to to check email and stuff....just found that i can see ewa tuesday 9-11 about my fate (graduate or not and do 1 more sem/subject or extra work?). feeling a combo of scared/excited/fine. please God let it be good!

movie: star wars - attack of the clones = pretty good....very political and great war/fight scences and the romantic duo. ahh....
music: tlc 3d album
test: What's Your Power Hour? -
Dynamic at Dawn
While the rest of the world is snoring away or hitting snooze for the fourth time in a row, you're basking in dawn's strongest energy. You know the early bird gets the worm, which is why you draw on the morning sky and the first rays of sunshine to boost you and jump-start your day — ahead of the competition. This is the time of morning when you're unstoppable, when you're clear-minded, conscious, and ready to take on the world. And for those reasons, it's not surprising that you come up with your most engaging or imaginative ideas while others are bumbling around.
Sure, being so animated in the a.m. means you might hit a wall in the afternoon or evening hours. But there are ways to extend your power hours beyond your natural rhythms in the morning. A cup of tea, a little exercise, or even a power shower can boost your energy reserves so every hour is your power hour!

i am becoming a night owl with this free net. its all good. good night!
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Saturday, January 25, 2003
this page was gonna look different....check my past layouts and exp. (btw some of them are new and just experementing fun) i had this as the third look. changed my mind this afternoon. its alright. simple and it suppose to mark my approx. one year online doing blogging and html hence the tittle.
this movie i saw which was pretty good "spy game". they said something about the bigger good, or something. i think its like that charmed episode when they asked each other would you save ur siblings or a burning building full of people you dont know. would u sacrifice someone for the bigger community. that is a hard question. still.
baby charline was here today. so sweet! cleaned but mum was home so its shared.
i feel like i have been doing nothing, while my sibs go out, i stay at home, whats happening?
going to dfo tomorrow with the familia, i have nothing else to do. should be good. oh...i really wanna go to the movie marathon on sunday with hsfriends.

> aaliyah - miss you
> kelly roland - stole
> eminem - lose yourself
> fat joe ft ginuwine - crush tonight
> las ketchup - the ketchup song
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Thursday, January 23, 2003
i got this really nice letter card thing (late xmas card - better late than never). i wasnt expecting it and thats a good thnig coz i like unexpected "pleasant" letters/notes/messages. well i had to call meb and thank her plus a conversation about dreams and plans for the future. its there for us... just work hard and trust God.
also had to text thank sherwin for last thursday. so many people to thanks. thats a good thing. i should really make an effort, i feel i need to, i will. gotta give not just take right? right!
also saw baby charline and family. its so cool. i missed that baby girl. at first she was hesitant to see us but she came later we were all playing again. plus the yummy filo food they gave...yum! thanks!
oh...watched this awesome tennis game with elaynaoi and roddick what a great match it was so long and excellent, just like a few days ago with davenport and henin-hardene...i wanna play teenis again!
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Wednesday, January 22, 2003
its another hot day. good it rained at the aftenoon! another day at home with sibs and its alright, for lunch we all cooked something in the kitchen after watching the naked cheif which is a really good show.
its nice speaking to friends.
i watched "signs" last night and its pretty good it made me question existance, but tonight i watched an amazing movie called "count of monte christo". i love that movie, it is gooooood!!! God Will Give Me Justice. the story is awesome!!!!!!!!!
me and my folks and sibs are suppose to go see baby charline and family who just arrived from the phils but i think they are over their family so next time.
2 realisations about friends and blogs......its all good!

play my songs DJ!
%Aaliyah - i care for you
%Shola Ama Ft. Craig David & the Artful Dodger - Imagine
%jamiroquai - little L
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Tuesday, January 21, 2003
how ironic.
i want what i cant have. i preach yet i lack substance?
maybe not....there is still time for me
>>so they say
repetitive, contradictive, boring, annoying, snob
does anybody really listen - or - are we all so involved with ourself.
who really knows it.
"I DO"
i just get distracted*
be...... happy, smart, nice
id, ego, super-ego
today. right now!
we see what we want to see. we hear......or listen
sometimes. okay. [try]
moments (like) these. connect
just like that.
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[life has so many up and downs, but for some reason i havent touched the ground]

i can see you laughing at me already
and we havent even started the race
its ok because i have already won
i have already seen your ugly face

>> hey sexy lady - shaggy
>> can't trust myself - blaque
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Monday, January 20, 2003
watched an amazing ancient discovery documentary and its about this guy named theseabian or something and that he made this clock using gears called anticletheon or something that was found in the sea (when a ship sunk thousands of years ago) this clocked measured, not just time but also planets and and!!!!!!!!!!!!! and how did this knowledge disappear...they also mentioned that if babbage made that calculator thing and is thought of that he made the first mechanical computer then this guy should be the first guy......from so long ago, wow! genious! if knowledge like this didnt disappear how scientific we would be right now or how more scientific can the ancient world be? wow! love documentaries like this.

because you took the time......

something my sister me.........does worrying, stressing or dwelling about something do anything? why do i and other people do it, it wont change anything, so what is the point of all of it.... i'll do that less now....just pray and hope.

gotta go watch 30th american music awards and download some music. later!
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Sunday, January 19, 2003
i wasn't able to go to teri's place for the shindig thing. i wanted to, next time i will. it was so hot today. 44 i think and its still kinda right now. i saw harry potter - sorcerers stone. its pretty good. i like that quote something about the mirror that shows ur desires and it goes ....... don't dwell to much on your dreams otherwise you'll forget to live.
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Saturday, January 18, 2003
yesterday....i met up with jamv plus sherwin who was the one who organized it. he is so nice! thanks for the great day!
he brought his gamecube and played marioparty i think, so much fun! total destruction with godzilla, adventure with this adventure, action and magic thing and this this cool fox thing, oh and the scary resident evil...
then we went to his work at grace bros penrith plaza.
jamv then had lunch/dinner thing and talked. mostly talked about movies like the ring and sweetest thing, 2 weeks notice and sweet home alabama as well as hot chick and LotR.havent seen most of them...etc....and asked each what they did for the holidays season.
meb dropped us to mt druitt and jos' dad dropped me off..
it was good to see them!!! wanna play tennis next time...still have to thank sherwin...awesome day...

it was so hot today and still had to clean.

this new layout is about the meaning of things that is my brithdate and my name (numerology, star sign and names) its colored nice and the cool car! also gonna change the unifriends page....later!

ps. changed the font and also added a pic of me.
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Tuesday, January 14, 2003
personality test >>> DREAMER
(Submissive Introvert Abstract Feeler )
Like just 11% of the population you are a DREAMER (SIAF)--reserved and imaginative. You are basically the shy, silent type. You don't have much interest in facts and figures or most of what's going on around you, but the internal worlds you build for yourself are rich and complex.
Luckily, your creativity and strong heart mean you have a deep personality evident to anyone who gets to know you. It's just that not many people do, because most everyone thinks you're a loser. Talk to yourself less, other people more, little shaver.
just remembered i did this test already... and i got the same results i think.'t%20seem%20to%20keep%20your%20mind%20on%20immediate%20issues....hey%20does%20the%20light%20really%20turn%20off%3F
What JTHM moment are you?

brought to you by Quizilla

"What JTHM moment are you?" - Results: can't seem to keep your mind on immediate issues....hey does the light really turn off?

Type 1 * *2
Type 2 * * * * *5
Type 3 * * * *4
Type 4 * * * *4
Type 5 * *2
Type 6 * * * *4
Type 7 * * * * * * *7
Type 8 * * * *4
Type 9 * * * *4

Notes on the Results
Your highest score will indicate your likely basic type, or it will be among the top 2-3 scores. Based entirely on highest score, you appear to have Type 7 personality characteristics.

Enneagram Type 7

The Busy, Fun-Loving Type:
Spontaneous, Versitle, Acquisitive, and Scattered
(The Manic-Depressive and Histrionic Personality Disorders)

Basic Fear: Of being deprived and in pain
Basic Desire: To be satisfied and content — to have their needs fulfilled
Enneagram Seven with a Six-Wing: "The Entertainer"
Enneagram Seven with an Eight-Wing: "The Realist"

Profile Summary for the Enneagram Type Seven
Detailed profiles are available in our books, and to purchasers of our online Enneagram test.
Healthy: Highly responsive, excitable, enthusiastic about sensation and experience. Most extroverted type: stimuli bring immediate responses — they find everything invigorating. Lively, vivacious, eager, spontaneous, resilient, cheerful. / Easily become accomplished achievers, generalists who do many different things well: multi-talented. Practical, productive, usually prolific, cross-fertilizing areas of interest. At Their Best: Assimilate experiences in depth, making them deeply grateful and appreciative for what they have. Become awed by the simple wonders of life: joyous and ecstatic. Intimations of spiritual reality, of the boundless goodness of life.

Average: As restlessness increases, want to have more options and choices available to them. Become adventurous and "worldly wise," but less focused, constantly seeking new things and experiences: the sophisticate, connoisseur, and consumer. Money, variety, keeping up with the latest trends important. / Unable to discriminate what they really need, become hyperactive, unable to say "no" to themselves, throwing self into constant activity. Uninhibited, doing and saying whatever comes to mind: storytelling, flamboyant exaggerations, witty wise-cracking, performing. Fear being bored: in perpetual motion, but do too many things — many ideas but little follow through. / Get into conspicuous consumption and all forms of excess. Self-centered, materialistic, and greedy, never feeling that they have enough. Demanding and pushy, yet unsatisfied and jaded. Addictive, hardened, and insensitive.

Unhealthy: Desperate to quell their anxieties, can be impulsive and infantile: do not know when to stop. Addictions and excess take their toll: debauched, depraved, dissipated escapists, offensive and abusive. / In flight from self, acting out impulses rather than dealing with anxiety or frustrations: go out of control, into erratic mood swings, and compulsive actions (manias). / Finally, their energy and health is completely spent: become claustrophobic and panic-stricken. Often give up on themselves and life: deep depression and despair, self-destructive overdoses, impulsive suicide.

Key Motivations: Want to maintain their freedom and happiness, to avoid missing out on worthwhile experiences, to keep themselves excited and occupied, to avoid and discharge pain.

Examples: JFK, Benjamin Franklin, Leonard Bernstein, Leonardo DiCaprio, Kate Winslet, Elizabeth Taylor, W.A. Mozart, Steven Spielberg, Federico Fellini, Dr. Richard Feynman, Timothy Leary, Robin Williams, Jim Carey, Mike Myers, Cameron Diaz, Bette Midler, Chuck Berry, Elton John, Mick Jagger, Gianni Versace, Liza Minelli, Joan Collins, Malcolm Forbes, Noel Coward, Sarah Ferguson, Larry King, Joan Rivers, Regis Philbin, Howard Stern, John Belushi, and "Auntie Mame" (Mame).

Lefthand (male):

Personal Growth Recommendations for Enneagram Type Sevens

Recognize your impulsiveness, and get in the habit of observing your impulses rather than giving in to them. This means letting most of your impulses pass and becoming a better judge of which ones are worth acting on. The more you can resist acting out your impulses, the more you will be able to focus on what is really good for you.
Learn to listen to other people. They are often interesting, and you may learn things that will open new doors for you. Also learn to appreciate silence and solitude: you do not have to distract yourself (and protect yourself from anxiety) with constant noise from the television or the stereo. By learning to live with less external stimulation, you will learn to trust yourself. You will be happier than you expect because you will be satisfied with whatever you do, even if it is less than you have been doing.
You do not have to have everything this very moment. That tempting new acquisition will most likely still be available tomorrow (this is certainly true of food, alcohol, and other common gratifications—that ice cream cone, for instance). Most good opportunities will come back again—and you will be in a better position to discern which opportunities really are best for you.
Always choose quality over quantity, especially in your experiences. The ability to have experiences of quality can be learned only by giving your full attention to the experience you are having now. If you keep anticipating future experiences, you will keep missing the present one and undermine the possibility of ever being satisfied.
Make sure that what you want will really be good for you in the long run. As the saying goes, watch what you pray for since your prayers may be answered. In the same vein, think about the long-term consequences of what you want since you may get it only to find that it becomes another disappointment—or even a source of unhappiness.

Eating Disorders & Addictions of the Types

Type 1 The Reformer
Excessive use of diets, vitamins, and cleansing techniques (fasts, diet pills, enemas). Under-eating for self-control: in extreme cases anorexia and bulimia. Alcohol to relieve tension.
Type 2 The Helper
Abusing food and over-the-counter medications. Bingeing, especially on sweets and carbohydrates. Over-eating from feeling "love-starved." Hypochondria to look for sympathy.
Type 3 The Achiever
Over-stressing the body for recognition. Working out to exhaustion. Starvation diets. Workaholism. Excessive intake of coffee, stimulants, amphetamines, cocaine, steroids or excessive surgery for cosmetic improvement.
Type 4 The Individualist
Over-indulgence in rich foods, sweets, alcohol to alter mood, to socialize, and for emotional consolation. Lack of physical activity. Bulimia. Depressants. Tobacco, prescription drugs, or heroin for social anxiety. Cosmetic surgery to erase rejected features.
Type 5 The Investigator
Poor eating and sleeping habits due to minimizing needs. Neglecting hygiene and nutrition. Lack of physical activity. Psychotropic drugs for mental stimulation and escape, narcotics for anxiety.
Type 6 The Loyalist
Rigidity in diet causes nutritional imbalances ("I don't like vegetables.") Working excessively. Caffeine and amphetamines for stamina, but also alcohol and depressants to deaden anxiety. Higher susceptibility to alcoholism than many types.
Type 7 The Enthusiast
The type most prone to addictions: stimulants (caffeine, cocaine, and amphetamines), Ecstasy, psychotropics, narcotics, and alcohol but tend to avoid other depressants. Wear body out with effort to stay "up." Excessive cosmetic surgery, pain killers.
Type 8 The Challenger
Ignore physical needs and problems: avoid medical visits and check-ups. Indulging in rich foods, alcohol, tobacco while pushing self too hard leads to high stress, strokes, and heart conditions. Control issues central, although alcoholism and narcotic addictions are possible.
Type 9 The Peacemaker
Over-eating or under-eating due to lack of self-awareness and repressed anger. Lack of physical activity. Depressants and psychotropics, alcohol, marijuana, narcotics to deaden loneliness and anxiety.

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Type One - The Reformer
The principled, idealistic type. Ones are conscientious and ethical, with a strong sense of right and wrong. They are teachers, crusaders, and advocates for change: always striving to improve things, but afraid of making a mistake. Well-organized, orderly, and fastidious, they try to maintain high standards, but can slip into being critical and perfectionistic. They typically have problems with resentment and impatience. At their Best: wise, discerning, realistic, and noble. Can be morally heroic..
Type Two - The Helper
The caring, interpersonal type. Twos are empathetic, sincere, and warm-hearted. They are friendly, generous, and self-sacrificing, but can also be sentimental, flattering, and people-pleasing. They are well-meaning and driven to be close to others, but can slip into doing things for others in order to be needed. They typically have problems with possessiveness and with acknowledging their own needs. At their Best: unselfish and altruistic, they have unconditional love for others.
Type Three - The Achiever
The adaptable, success-oriented type. Threes are self-assured, attractive, and charming. Ambitious, competent, and energetic, they can also be status-conscious and highly driven for advancement. They are diplomatic and poised, but can also be overly concerned with their image and what others think of them. They typically have problems with workaholism and competitiveness. At their Best:: self-accepting, authentic, everything they seem to be—role models who inspire others.
Type Four - The Individualist
The introspective, romantic type. Fours are self-aware, sensitive, and reserved. They are emotionally honest, creative, and personal, but can also be moody and self-conscious. Withholding themselves from others due to feeling vulnerable and defective, they can also feel disdainful and exempt from ordinary ways of living. They typically have problems with melancholy, self-indulgence, and self-pity. At their Best: inspired and highly creative, they are able to renew themselves and transform their experiences.
Type Five - The Investigator
The perceptive, cerebral type. Fives are alert, insightful, and curious. They are able to concentrate and focus on developing complex ideas and skills. Independent, innovative, and inventive, they can also become preoccupied with their thoughts and imaginary constructs. They become detached, yet high-strung and intense. They typically have problems with eccentricity, nihilism, and isolation. At their Best: visionary pioneers, often ahead of their time, and able to see the world in an entirely new way.
Type Six - The Loyalist
The committed, security-oriented type. Sixes are reliable, hard-working, responsible, and trustworthy. Excellent "troubleshooters," they foresee problems and foster cooperation, but can also become defensive, evasive, and anxious—running on stress while complaining about it. They can be cautious and indecisive, but also reactive, defiant and rebellious. They typically have problems with self-doubt and suspicion. At their Best: internally stable and self-reliant, courageously championing themselves and others.
Type Seven - The Enthusiast
The busy, productive type. Sevens are extroverted, optimistic, versatile, and spontaneous. Playful, high-spirited, and practical, they can also misapply their many talents, becoming over-extended, scattered, and undisciplined. They constantly seek new and exciting experiences, but can become distracted and exhausted by staying on the go. They typically have problems with impatience and impulsiveness. At their Best: they focus their talents on worthwhile goals, becoming appreciative, joyous, and satisfied.
Type Eight - The Challenger
The powerful, aggressive type. Eights are self-confident, strong, and assertive. Protective, resourceful, straight-talking, and decisive, but can also be ego-centric and domineering. Eights feel they must control their environment, especially people, sometimes becoming confrontational and intimidating. Eights typically have problems with their tempers and with allowing themselves to be vulnerable. At their Best: self-mastering, they use their strength to improve others' lives, becoming heroic, magnanimous, and inspiring.
Type Nine - The Peacemaker
The easy-going, self-effacing type. Nines are accepting, trusting, and stable. They are usually creative, optimistic, and supportive, but can also be too willing to go along with others to keep the peace. They want everything to go smoothly and be without conflict, but they can also tend to be complacent, simplifying problems and minimizing anything upsetting. They typically have problems with inertia and stubbornness. At their Best: indomitable and all-embracing, they are able to bring people together and heal conflicts.

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Monday, January 13, 2003
i got in! in the first dialup. yey! i've just been talking to my brother and sister, us 3 talking d& what we like for a gf/bf, about our friends, family, the future.... what we would do .....and the past like..... the things we and stuff in between. im glad we still talk like this.
well my bro and sis went to separate dance practices, bro with his friends for this celebration and my sis with a couple of friends to join a production, "revive on stage". i wanna dance too.
i spent my afternoon sleeping and help dad clean the car while mum cook dinner and water the plant. i dont like being left alone coz i get to do all the chores...urghh......but yeah mum and dad made yummy breakie...egg, bacon and crusty bread! btw...i am eating properly now....healthy
auntie josie and uncle pedio came and gave us a mobile phone, actually its from kuya joel i think, maybe it was a spare, just like us...a nokia3315...thanks!

im listening to this song "all the things you said" by tatu. the first time i heard it was at Jos' place while studying AI and texting dirty messages to Meb and vice versa. the video clip i think had 2 girls....lesbians and everyone is looking at them and it was raining, well i heard it at rick dees and its so catchy. btw they are russian and it was translated. plus "by the way" by red hot chilli peppers is a gr8 song funny vclip..

cant believe that sex and the city and the amazing race and as we all know stargate is finishing... i want to watch charmed now and of course csi, alias, gilmore girls, 24, cant wait for them. wanna see meet my folks coz i am really liking the bachelor, as well as scrubs, 8 simple rules and according to jim plus will and grace...will temptation island come back and survivor and big brother....might watch those too.... i am so tv holic! watch tennis australian open!
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Sunday, January 12, 2003
been watching tennis, lee won yey!!! and clisters won too! adidas international australia.
i've been thinking what if i went to the weekend getaway with friends. *hmmm* hope they are having fun!
hey bec just reopened her own blog coz she thinks she writes so much in the group one and this is teri's who just invited me to a that how u spell it, well its just basically hanging out at her place. i dont know, i think i'll come. its just a few hours...
i cant wait to put my new layout! but i think i am going to wait a while... i think its finished and its simple. i have nothing to do and just did it so...
i watched bituin, i cant believe what is happening to them, the plot is good but the story is so sad, when i thought that the last tape was bad this was worst... whats gonna happen now? more twists ad hardships...i mean you are separated from your kids who dont believe and want you, life imprisonment, torn family, lost love...whats next?...i know it will be a happy ending or close to it but all the hardship... how much more? be
what to write about now...the weather was weird today, it was rainy, warm, cool, cloudy, rainy, sunny, windy...strange...

::: holly valance-naughty girl
::: eminem-lose yourself

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Friday, January 10, 2003
cherrys taste so nice. mums friend drop some for us and it tasted so good. i usually think that its soggy and very sweet like the ones you have on top of cakes and desserts but it was nice. its all we've been eating
the family including me are now exercised crazed. we have become health fanatic, its actually good. i feel better and stronger. but all these late night net is keeping me awake and having less sleep. its a bother but i have no choice for now.
the jamv outing that was scheduled today was cancelled. it would have been good. but we are planning a group game day next week with everyone. held at uni...umm...ok
i spoke to jos, shes actually fine, laying low and just having her space, i've had mine.
paulo called me again today, begging me to go, it started with 10 people then it was down to 8 then it was 6 now its 5. i hope that they have a good time, they are living tommorow at 6am i think and the'll be back sunday night/arvo. paulo said that if i ever want to go even on saturday, he can arranged for me to to get picked up coz its close its kangaroo valley around 2 hours drive. they really want me to come, i'll come next time.
cant wait to watch bituin, we got another 3/4 hour tape. yey!
im trying to get online but it keeps saying that its busy....urghhh.....i still have to clean tommorrow and i dont want to stay up that late...why cant i get on....finally yey!
btw i had to take neurofen not heron... its actually stronger.

[Mandy Moore feat. Jonathan Foreman-Someday We'll Know]
[Red Hot Chilli Peppers-Zepher Song]
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Wednesday, January 08, 2003
new layout or pic coz thats all i changed. simple, its just a button in ps5. basically its about my uni life. if i graduate or come back it doesnt matter, i am nearly there but i wanna finish of course! i just wanna say that ive had a great time and enjoyed it all! these are some stills or photographs that made my time colourful, some lows but always fun!

it was hot last night and i couldnt sleep, i woke up so early to go to the doctors to avoid the queue and that maybe i have to go places to get an x-ray. the good thing is that i didnt have to and she said that its probably just a muscle ache and advice me to take heron, i was so paranoid. i got home and my bro and sis hasnt left to enrol.
viv and meb called me while they were about to go and enjoy their day, they are bad i tell you. jk...
i also called uni to mail me my results and said that they cant and its disabled so i was told to call a number but they said its fine so i'll just get/fix it when i see ewa.
anyways i actually exercised today. yeah wow. my heart was beating so fast, it feels weird. lol. gotta get fit!

amazing race is so good!!! love that show! i cant believe that they won!

i've come to a good conclusion with the quote "don't waste your time on people who won't waste their time on you". >>> kevin

I still have a long road ahead. More memories to make, more emotions to feel.
"Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself."
-- Mary Schmich >>> april

lol. it makes me mad about all the internet drama, with people arguing and acting like they know people who live halfway across the world from them and all they really know is what they read in the bio section of someone's site and go by that.
>>> casey

I was always very shy. But i learned quickly that a closed mouth is never heard. Ive learned to be outspoken, to stand for what i believe in, to feel something deeper than the superficiality of this fast-paced world.
>>> carlo

get more chores done equals get less trouble from parents...
>>> arvin

the bachelor is on tonight!


ps: Happy Birthday Ate Marlyn!!!..i think its today!
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Tuesday, January 07, 2003
i feel bad that my hs friends called me twice now, passing the phone around all asking me to come to the weekend away to kangaroo valley. i cant go. and also the new years thing last friday, i am such an idiot that i didnt even call. just hope that they had fun!
im not feeling it. i am not really in that state of mind. i guess i need to get away. maybe not physically, im crazy. forget that.
meb called me last friday, its been a while since we last spoke, so glad she called, it was good!
btw the get together at jos' place is cancelled coz her parents are back from phils. so yeah...
mum is back to work, both my parents are so into walking and exercising. i really want to get healthy as well. i should stop worrying about my back and to do that im going to the docs tomorrow, actually this afternoon but our family doc has gone home.
bro wants to get a car even though he doesnt even have a license. i dont think so. yeah and he wants a job too.
i went with my sis to enrol today, tiring, and tomorrow shes gonna go back with my bro coz she needs to change something....
and since i need to go to the docs tomorrow cant go with viv and meb, i called jos for them and she said she has work. enjoy!

in the weekends i saw lord of the rings - 2 towers, it was really good! especially the last hour!, bro and sis watched this funny asian show late night...just now called

watch tennis! tennis season!

->cry me a river - justin timberlake
->work it - missy elliot
->john mayer - ur body is a wonderland
->norah jones - come away with me

***fate can only take you so far, the rest is up to you!
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Friday, January 03, 2003
well its a new year! new beginnings and a new hope!
hope for peace and a new beginning for me that i will be more healthy! thats my new years resolution!!! wish me luck!
its feels like i have been living between dreams, i dreamt so much that my head hurts. one being me and my family was dying from anthrax or something.
the new years was great! did the our family traditions. love traditions! hope u had a great time too! went to mass at 7am and went back to sleep at and lazed all day while it rained. families came over too and called them overseas! great day!
i also have started a family diary where the family writes a bit of what happened that day or a recipe or a joke made etc. cant wait for it to be filled. the year went so fast and this hopefully we remember it more. i am so into journals right now.
my back is getting better, still kinda feels tight. invited to the weekend away but i am not coming and also a party tonight, still dont know. viv called me today about her blog and we talked a while, kinda miss conversations with my uni friends now.
bro wants a job, sis is enrolling for course, dad went back to work and mum only cleaned a bit, i played with the barkley and qt.
everything is all good. finally made it online tonight/day....ok thats all for now. later!

playing = still the one - shania twain ....... can u help me - usher
tv = scrubs ........ once and again
wanna see = hot chick and the new/old shows coming in feb

Emode's Original Inkblot Test -
arvin, your unconscious mind is driven most by Curiosity
This means you are full of questions about life, people, and the potential of your future. You spend more time than others envisioning the possibilities of your life — things that others are too afraid to consider.
Your curiosity burns with an almost physical need to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a greater understanding of yourself or the world — which ultimately is the greatest way for you to feel satisfied.
It is possible that the underlying reason for your drive towards curiosity is a deeply rooted fear of boredom. That means that you are probably more susceptible than others to feel like you're falling into a rut when life slows down into a comfortable routine.
You need to make sure you have stimulation in your life — that makes you feel like you're innovating or being exposed to the ideas and experiences that truly inspire you.
With such a strong orientation towards curiosity, you're also prone to a rebellious quality that shows up when you feel you are just going through the motions, and are unable to really influence the world around you. But interestingly enough, your drive towards novel experiences also indicates an openness others don't have, but wish they did.
Unconsciously, your curiosity presses you to learn more, experience more, and get the most out of life.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Curiosity, there is much more to who you are at your core.
arvin, your unconscious mind is driven most by Curiosity
Did you know? People who have unconscious minds driven by curiosity tend to be inquisitive types who enjoy considering new ideas. They can also be highly intellectual.
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