Wednesday, July 31, 2002
jos likes CSI!!!!.....its awesome! see its a great show! something i can talk to someone at uni about now! did that make sense?
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added the links......and yeah they dont pop up anymore coz it kinda gets annoying........i was.....a bit...but i like it...well this wins......

@ the moment
diet pepsi with lemon twist
breath in breath out - Ali feat Nelly
jimmy eat world - the middle
avril lavigne - complicated
kylie - fever
wish, hoping, wanting:
get all the times i want for my classes
with who:
noone here here now...alone
whats on:
uni starts soon
get my bus pass
enrol in my classes
entertained by:
sex and the city
amazing race
temptation island
pissed at
none....nothing is free in the net anymore....except flooble!!!!! i wanna flooble!
i wanna:
run or jog some sort of exercise
what esle:
changed the links and stuff
go win:
australian commonwealth games! we are kicking assssssssss!!!!!!!!
say what:
dont make it complicated. do what u can!

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Tuesday, July 30, 2002
i woke up early today...trying to to condition my body for next week when uni start...i put on old music 1998 while my bro and sis get ready for school and me eating breakfast. music when i was in year 12 and its such a flashback........i can see glimpses of how it was before, dont u just love music...anyways i like this song...from the movie Bad Company...the one i saw with An, breath in breath out by Ali feat Nelly.

Im gonna miss veging out and lazing around the house.
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just something about me......

Aquarius January 20 - February 18

The "Age of Aquarius" and the futuristic explorations it brings to mind are very much in synch with those of people born under this sign. The Water Bearer is a visionary, a caring and giving lover who sees the beauty in friendship and the mutual attainment of shared ideals. These independent souls are a fount of ideas, forever dazzling friends and other groups with their quicksilver mind and humanitarian spirit. Mental fireworks are the sexiest kind for the oft-overflowing Water Bearer, and they are captivated by a lover who shares their quest for a better world. An intuitive partner who is willing to look outside the box in the hopes of becoming a more complete being will win an Aquarian's heart straightaway. The Water Bearer is a flirtatious charmer who is at home with many but also appreciates the pleasures created by two.


Sociable Aquarius rules the House of Friends, which means that many a courtship will begin in a group setting. Once the Water Bearer zeroes in on a target, though, an offbeat and zany romance is likely to ensue. Mental gymnastics are only half the fun, since the Aquarian mind also has a great facility for creative and imaginative play. A visit to a children's museum with the idea of improving already good exhibits is entirely plausible and something which the Water Bearer can make very seductive. Safe to say that a partner who appreciates Aquarian quirks is the best bet. Since the Water Bearer will keep some secrets just that, a lover who can gently draw them out will create a romance dance that goes on and on and on.


The Water Bearer has many relationships -- the real prize, though, is in finding that perfect one. Aquarians love to give pleasure, in keeping with their altruistic and philanthropic spirit. They also tend to seek agreement in their friendly and harmonious way, a real boon in the give and take of partnership. A progressive nonconformist is a blessing to the Water Bearer, and if they can give them the space they crave, even better. The key to real passion for Aquarians, however, is in connecting with that lover who can make vulnerability safe for them. Aquarians are so often busy caring for the masses that they forget about themselves! A lover who can help the Water Bearer get in touch with their innermost feelings and teach them to put the analyzing aside will tap into a torrent of emotion waiting to be released. The ideal Aquarius soulmate is an Einstein with lots of soul.


The analytical Aquarian approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. "Playing" the game of love is fun in and of itself and should not be rushed. While falling in love, the Water Bearer can fill myriad roles for a lover, thanks to their keen mental energy and boundless commitment to a good cause. Conversely, a lover who won't play along will meet an immovable object in righteous Aquarius. The greatest challenge in love for the Water Bearer is intimacy, the emotional and empathetic aspect of love. Without it, love is incomplete, so those born under this sign must find that space where they can feel and trust. If that is achieved, love with Aquarius can soar to the stratosphere.


As befits an Air sign, Aquarians tend to approach sex via the mind. If they can share and discuss their thoughts with their lover, matters in bed will be greatly enhanced. Their natural curiosity will also lead them to experiment with creative play between the sheets, so watch out! Pushing the envelope is a natural response for these folks, and they'll continually test the waters for ever greater pleasures. A delicious mystery lurks beneath the surface of these oft-controlled souls, and the lover who can call their bluff is in for a wild ride. The issue of mind vs. body and which is more important is also with the Water Bearer, so a lover who can convince them of the pleasure principle will set this sexual being free.

What Aquarius Needs

Aquarians often believe that their way is the best way, so it's no surprise that they'd be interested in a lover who mirrors many of their own good qualities. Social interactions and the ability to dazzle the masses for a good cause are near and dear to the Water Bearer's heart, and a helpmate in these areas is their just reward. An open-minded and flexible person, one willing to explore boundless horizons, will also help them reach new heights. A lover who exhibits warmth and understanding can fill a key void in Aquarius' life, and if they also embrace the beauty of sharing, the relationship could go very far.

The Aquarius lover is unconventional yet innovative, a charmer who can wow a crowd and draws great strength from the partner at their side. Their cup runneth over when they are in the company of a passionate and committed soul. The mental fireworks which will surely ensue are a sight to behold!
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Monday, July 29, 2002
waiting in a doctors surgery can be really boring...but u get something out of it..i, looked around and think....but nearly everyone there are kinda weird....
.waited around 2 hours and my result from my blood test reveal that i am fine.
im still having second thought about my bro....its right what i did.. they got lectured last they know their place.
uni starts next week again....last sem......scared about getting a job. i can do it!

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Sunday, July 28, 2002
really..... a post it? ohhh realla

arvin, your secret to success is to be Thoughtful

You have a philanthropist's head and heart and tend to help people whenever you can. That's the way in which you find yourself rising through the ranks. You probably believe that by being in touch with other people's thoughts and feelings, you will better be able to put yourself in their shoes, and therefore, know what they're thinking. And when you can get into people's heads, you're better able to make critical business decisions. But while this is a happy byproduct of your approach, there is a genuine sincerity in your interest in other people's lives. You're not just in it for yourself.

You place a higher value on loyalty than many people do. Because you're thoughtful, you have the ability to relate well to others. In fact, you may see yourself as someone who brings people together.

Did you know?
Trustworthy and dependable are two words that your co-workers probably use when describing you. You seem to know that one secret to success is to work with those around you, rather than focusing only on your own needs and goals.

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"am i wrong...should i have done it?" bro got in trouble....he left the house at 2am and came home at 5am with these people in the dance group.....of course he lied.....i knew .....but.....i dont want them know that i was the one that locked the door intentionally so he will get caught.....this is not right.....what he did is wrong and if i let him get away...he could do it again and i had to do this so my parents know what he parents are having suspision its the dance group...i was leading them to that direction......its for his own good. i had to do it......

urgh....the amazing race wasnt on last night......

and .........yesterday..............


im happy.... thank God!

i cant believe i was thinking that if i did a little bit better in my lab mark i would have gotten a pass and dont have to do OS. but im happy. i must have done well in my exam to get this mark from really low lab. roya g was great help after all. thanks. a couple of days ago i was just hoping, begging and wishing for just a conceded pass and now that i got it i want more...... it doesnt feel right. complaining again. i wont. at least i have hosai to do OS with and my friends help and notes. its all good.

my parents are pleased. and i am so happy. thank God.

last night An called me and said that she had free tickets for a movie, it was the last day that it can be used and wanted me to come. i said yes! we went. her mum droved us. her sister came with her friend too, so were'nt alone. the only thing we could watch was Bad Company. the movie was good. i was surpirsed she called me. it was so nice of her. she'll be doing a her last subject at Parra campus and asked me to tell Meb, to tell her about the notes and that i yet to do. shes kinda nervous coz she had never been there but i told her that i went there last year and it was pretty good and nothing to worry about it...

i cant getting Photoshop 7. yey!!!

and im gonna work on some stuff in my site for the rest of the break. fun! i like!

wash the car and went to church....guess who sat in my row. josette's familia. yes. my dad saw jos first. but i dont think she saw me. anyways yeah.

i have nothing to do. nothing. no tv, no burning, no assignments, no major worries, nothing. i have plans though but i cant do them right now. what a weird feeling, havent had this for a while.

temptation island wasnt on last night and i hope the amazing race is on tonight. i really want to watch it. gonna find something to do. later.

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Saturday, July 27, 2002

i am so happy!!! we can still all graduate together..........
its ok...hard to say something about ok!!!!
lets just keep praying that the rest us still in the go!!!!!!!!!!
what pic are u talking about meb.....thanks for that talk jos
i called hosai today and told her that we will be partners for OS..yes i have to do OS now.....but its ok!
here is the email!

This was a clerical error. Your final grade for Comp Arch is Conceded Pass. Your official records will be corrected next week.


Dr Ewa Z. Bem

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Friday, July 26, 2002

i cant control myself.......should i be happy?......this is the reply from the email i sent to the lecturer.

This result is incorrect, it should have been CP - Conceded Pass. I will look into it, and let you know.



Dr Ewa Z. Bem

im shaking and i cant breathe......i still have to wait......please God...let this be write.
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"i have hope"

yesterday while talking to viv on the phone, jos called me and was so happy she got CP for CA. and discussed the marking scheme.
she got CP for 45 and I got Fail for 47....thats is weird...... Thats when my head started spinning. My conversation back to viv was blank. i asked viv to check her mailbox coz it was sent at the same time. but she didnt....whatever. the whole night was blank....even getting the ink for the printer.......then i lost hope...after deep thought. i called hosai and asked her to call basam and sherwin to send their labs. i was out of it. everything was blank. i couldnt breath and started to shake for a minute. i tried to keep my mind occupied but couldnt.
jos called later that night and she gave me hope on it. we discussed it and she made me so much better and we hatched a plan.
the rest of the night i couldnt stop thinking how the letter i am to send to the lecturer will say, but i know what should be included.
today came and my sis was using the computer, late for an assignment so is my cousins files was damaged and i was sad that i couldnt help her. but i gave her a plan and she'll try and do it.
had breakfast and wrote the letter. i just emailed it just now........i am still hopeful and less stressed.....please let her give me a chance! this is it...wait and see what she will say. please God. gonna clean now.
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Thursday, July 25, 2002
i saw the movie, unfaithful, yesterday. it was really good! the scenes were really hot. it was so unfaithful. the story is really good and can be very thrilling. i didnt expect some stuff.. it is good! now i wanna see minority report.

my dads workmate, neil, came over yesterday to look at our printer and said just by a new cartridge, coz its not the printer. and then he fixed the virus. gone! just like that. he is so nice! so happy the virus is gone....wasnt that hard to get rid off i think from still gonna format my pc coz there is a lot of rubbish and now im backing everything up, it takes ages....good i have a burner.

face the jury is this site i found. like hot or not.. goes on..........
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Wednesday, July 24, 2002
i said i wasnt going to look at my marks on the web. i couldnt help it. i wanted to wait for the letter.....but here they are.

Computer Architecture - Fail
Formal Languages and Automata - Pass
Interactive Web Site Development - Distinction
Object Oriented Programming - Distinction
Social Aspects of Information Technology - Credit

i am so sad right now. i knew 80% (pass all) to 20% (fail CA [the one that mattered the most] or a bit of OOP) - i had the 20% to catch my fall, maybe there is still somethnig i can do to pass this year. im sad. what can i do. what will i tell my parents? whats gonna happen to me and the plan that the group will graduate together...

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Tuesday, July 23, 2002
just got back from the doctors for a blood test, shes really nice Dr. Ong, she knows me and my family. cool. my mum wanted me to go for some reason. she thinks i eat too much sweets and cola...and stuff....i might have diabetes, ok fine...we have history....... so....... u can never be too careful or can u?..
anyways now im back home, all alone. bro and sis are back to school. mum and dad are back to work and i have the whole house to myself, i can walk around naked, no i dont do that. sure....its cold anyway and i reason i dont really like winter now is that realise i always get sick, cold and flu and stuff.....last year was bad.....this time its cool! ok gonna go......havent been online for a while and so much posting offline....later!

posted: tuesday 10:35pm 23july2002

got home an hour ago from driving and sightseeing. saw a lot of trees, rolling hills, winding roads, sheeps, horse, cows and breathed crisp fresh air........ i had a great time! it was me, sarah, shannon and paulo. paulo organised it since it was his annual leavepaulo picked me up first just before 9am. sarah was next then shannon. (the rest did not come because they were working)

we called john for a road map and on the conversation he said that he received a file from me from a virus in my computer containing details of my university account, grades time table and password with my username. i got scarred and pissed. he said he hasnt seen anythnig like this and if he wanted he could login and change my details. i hope no one is slack enough to tamper with my account. please God.

well the trip was awesome, great to see everyone again. we caught up with whats the hap with everyone and everyone is great. of course armed with a camera and music we set off to the trip to "the gong" - wollongong that is. actually we just went past it. but we drove to wollonggong but didnt stop coz we've been there. we used the trip to see other stuff in that area.

there was a little town and we had coffee at this was nice and then toilet break at this place. this was around mossvale, bowral, mittagong and of course wollonggong area. we also walked to this waterfall. and we we gonna go to blackbutt.....yes thats a real place and to this rainforest walk but decided that its out of the way and we would get home late so its postponed.

next was this blowhole where someone we knew from highschool died. the blowhole wasnt that powerful, not the season but it did a few and it was cool, they said that the water squirts would rise metres high in the air. its in kiama. i think. we had lunch there too at a seaside reastaurant while text-pranking it was nice coz i dont usually see them and do sightseeing.

australia is many places to see....hadnt really thought how much to see.....a lot......

shannon and paulo and sarah are still the same....featuring paulo and shannon tease each

viv called me just then. shes kinda bored and decided to call me, not like i perfom tricks and that i'm good to talk too, but she wants to and its ok, but my parents doesnt want me or anyone talking to the phone for long and im not a phome person in the first place. i dont really call people when im bored or just to say hello or when i need to ...kinda thats me, i was trained to do that....its my parents...i think.........would she want me to write this here...its mine so...... anyways

my parents are doing tae-bo right now. kinda funny how they move....but at least they are exercising and healthy.....they are back to work and on their 2 weeks holidays they walked everymorning...thats cool....i wanna do that....i probably will start tae-bo again. 2 more weeks of break then back to uni. bro and sis are in dance practice and start term 3 tomorrow. my sis has a lot of work to do....year 12 - hsc...and my bro seems to have none...yr 10 - school certificate...

yeah...what else....still burning cd's....gonna start backing up files...might have to format my pc....have to email john first for any suggestion...urghhh..lotsa work...

posted: monday 6:32pm 22july2002

last night was excellent! we meet at parra and drove to the city. me, amali, jos, viv and meb (who drove us there) meet with amali's bro and sis. they were really nice especially her sister. had great time and great food at this really fancy restaurant. it was really nice and exclusive!
after the food we went to the fireplace and talked and opened the present! everyone was laughing. of course we took pirctures.
then we partied the rest of the night at a club. booty bar was pretty good, not as packed and the music is pretty good.
i was really thirsty though. but i love the club and have fun! and i did that!!!!!
meb dropped me, jos and viv to parra while amali and her sis caught the cab home.
we found out that the trains were down coz of platform maintenance so we caught the rail bus. we had a chance to talk since the car ride was kinda quite, from the exhaustion we couldnt open our mouth, cant hear properly and the thirst we had.
shared a cab with jos and got home just before 4am. again. and slept just before 5am. i checked the tape and im pissed coz it did not tape amazing least i saw temptation island last night.
this morning of course my mum has to tell me off, she usually asked who came and what we did but it was like what tine did u get home and...u know know the rest..even though i called and told them about it...... and my dad just asked how i got home and what we did.
their evening was good, the party (aunt's thanks giving prayer) was just for family and my bro and sis with my cousins went to watch a movie afterwards. it was minority report which i heard is excellent. and jos said unfaithful is excellent too. i wanna watch them.
my debt to jos is piling up. so i betta keep a low profile unitl uni start again....oh well....anyways im not allowed just brought a bunch of cds and now making some.
all in all we are young and we enjoyed the night away.

posted: sunday lunch 21 july 2002

viv and hosai called me but yeah i just remembered this one i went online to chat and when i got in one of my friends after 3 seconds disconnected, it then came back on as not available. and this person was the only one that was online in my list until bec came to chat and we spoke, its so nice chatting with her about stuff and gave each other advice. shes really nice and understanding and always cheerful and cool, she gives me lotsa compliments, makes me smile.

posted: sunday afternoon 21 july 2002

i can come to amali's, but i want to go to my aunts as well....but amali already reserved the restaurant...urghh.. jos called me and we actually spoke longer than 2 minutes and meb called this morning....they both say i sound sick....i dont want to admit it...but i am feeling it too..

posted: saturday morning 20july2002

the words in these songs are sooo gooood.

thousand miles - vanessa carlton
coz i still need you and i still miss you
and now i wonder if i could fall into the sky
do u think time would past me by
coz u know i'd walk a thousand miles
if i can just see u
if i could just hold u tonight

i need a girl - p diddy feat usher
i need a girl to ride ride ride
i need a girl be my wife
i need a girl who's mine, oh mine
i need a girl in my life...........................
i need a girl to ride ride ride
i need a girl to be my wife
nobody else she's all mine
i need a girl in my life

dangerously in love - destiny's child
i am in love you
you set me free
i cant do this thing called life
without you here with to me....
coz im dangerously in love you
i'll never leave
just keep loving me
the way i love
you lovin me

i will be here - gary v.
i will be here
when u feel like being quite
when u need to speak ur mind
i will listen
and i will be here
when the laughter turns to crying
through the winning, loosing or trying
we'll be together
coz i will be here.............................
i will be here
you can cry on my shouder
when the
i will hold u
and i will be here
to watch u grow in beauty
tell you all the things you are to me
i will be here...............................
i will be true
to the promise i have made
to you
the one who gave you to me
my heart
i will be here
we'll be together
i will be here much passions..........

posted: friday night 19july2002

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Friday, July 19, 2002
after watching the castle last night which was really good. i decided to put my new page up. like? i do! simple and bright.

roya called me and was worried about ca. it made me worried too, but i cant do anythnig right now but pray. also amali. she cant come as well as hosai. i realized that my aunts thanksgiving thing is on dinner tomorrow same as amali's.....just called amali and beenz cant come too. i wanna will be awesome! might go clubbing too....i hope.

i have to ask my parents. hope my aunt doesnt mind, we have visited her so many times and showed our love and care.....shes gonna be fine! thank god!
yeah...parents went shopping and bro and sis are at home with this guy mike coz their doing a new dance. my parents are pissed about it. they were supppose to go to blue mountains for the weekend and of course they are not allowed. the practice with everyone was tuesday and that was when they were told off so they are doing it now. my parents want them to concentrate in school....and dont really know these people they go with....i mean they do ....but not always and bro and sis just wanna have fun!

this gr8 thing saw at Getaway....they had this holiday report for the 8th wonder of the world and its in phils! the banaue rice teraces.......its absolutely aweeesome! i loved it it was amaaaazing...watching it....havent been there and its in my home country! i love philippines!....its still my home as well as australia!

noone is in chat....oh well.....later!
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hey everyone!


"i just realise that life is not just having a PERFECT chiselled face and beautiful sexy body" and "im not just very very GOOD looking, im also....ummmm..." that is so funny and "of course i CARE about what i do. do i know what i am doing? ....NO." § lines from zoolander (not exact lines, but close). it was pretty funny.

now to the subject. some of my friends THINK (maybe believe) i love myself too much or that they think that i think i am so good. yeah. well of course i think im pretty good. i mean i dont think im crap. when i do something that i am proud of accoding to MY † standards. i give myself a compliment. i pat myself on the back for job well done. doesn't anybody?

its just weird that they think im so full of myself and LOVE ♥ myself. actually i have my days where i criticize the stupid things that i do but i also praise the great things that I « DO.

♠ another issue is that i can be PLASTIC and FAKE bcoz → i compliment too much and basically sucking up. i dont. i want the person to know how good they are and the great job that they do and let them know how i feel. its nice being complimented or praised. right? right!

thats the other thing ‡ i can be somewhat too honest. " such a lonely word" and its great when u have friends that understand that even though some people have bad points and i tell them, at least they know what they are doing is something that ANNOYS me and can be wrong. didnt say wrong....can be. and u can learn from that. maybe....maybe NOT......but dont we all deserve the truth?

i know somethnig about me. i contradict myself coz once something or another changes my mind and i realize my mistake i CHANGE and coz of that i try not to judge and presume too early. give them a chance. we all NEED a chance.

enough about is the jist......

¤ enjoying my winter uni break/holidays! freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
¤ my family is all good! we're ALL home.......we can text phils now...its heap too! anytime!!!!!
¤ my aunt is getting so much better and there is good news about her cancer so we're having a thanksgiving prayer/barbeque at their place this weekend.
¤ i cant wait for amali's b-day. its at night though.....anyways. hope everyone turns up (roya, hosai, meb, jos, viv, beenz, amali of course and zeena i doubt)
¤ ness emailed me to do that winter sleep out....thats amali's party.....and i doubt i am allowed.
¤ paulo called and we might go out driving next week with shannon and fun. i asked how everyone was and he said that he has no news...ok....everyone else like john and eddie are at work so.........i have to email john to fix the virus sooooon.....
¤ i cant wait to put up my new layout/design....i love doing it......i could sit and design and stuff all day..which i actually i know im not the best but i like the stuff i come out with. I think its cool.
¤ i still cant belive roya called me a few days ago just to talk and catch up....its so nice.....wish her luck in her job thing.
¤ jos emailed me this letter and i emailed her back...somethnig deep..........cant say...she hasnt emailed me back.
¤ meb bought a new lap!!!!! i want one too!
¤ viv calls me too....i say try and call other people coz i might be too boring and she says what can i say to them and they have jobs and might be busy.....anyways i cant make her call others....but i think she'll call them....coz she doesnt have the net to post or email everyone.
¤ i have not heard from bec, teri, cat, sumrah and carol but i heard we're gonna do something b4 the holidays end.
¤ im so happy i have the net and just doing stuff but i wish i had a job.......anyways..its ok
¤ cant wait for TLC's album to come out on spring!
¤ did u know that toni collete the australian/international actress from muriel's wedding is blacktown girl1
¤ im starting this project on stuff i like..on web....i'll gather some info., pics and stuff and see how i go...something fun to do!
¤ lunch was parents cook nice!

arvin's at the moment!

@ the moment
time:thu 4:15pm - july 18, 2002
wearing:green jumper and dark brown pants...comfy clothes
sitting:at home
thinking:everything is great
wanting:to go clubbing
wishing:get credit for all my subjects and the virus from my pc to go.
weather:sunny day!
hearing:angelina - lou vega
watching:the big arvo
chatting/with:no one
surfing for:offline
looking forward to:lotsa stuff....told u above
reminiscing when:swimming in the warm summer sun
how about now:just chillin!

» tv: alais, gilmore girls, malcolm in the middle, friends, CSI, sex and the city, StarGate, friends, smallville, simpsons and day time tv shows
» movies: zoolander=4 | last castle=4
» reading monster - christopher pike:
» obsession: web design
» playlist - music:
→ nelly -hot in here
→ toya - friday party all night (no matta what)
→ default - waisting my time
→ vanessa carlton: thousand miles
→ aaliyah - loose rap
→ p.diddy feat usher - i need a girl
→ kylie - love at first sight
→ destinys child - dangerously in love
→ stupid love - andrew e feat. salbakuta
→ eminem - without me
→ michelle branch - if u want to

ok dokes!
God bless!
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Wednesday, July 17, 2002
January 21 - February 20

Are you Interested in an Aquarius Person?

If you've ever met someone who appeared to be charming, funny, tantalizing, and intelligent, it was probably an Aquarian. They usually live in their own minds, filled with a world of ideas. Although they seem to possess a certain detached quality and may sometimes come across as removed from feelings, they are warm, outgoing, and very concerned with others. These humanitarians often are wary of emotion and like to deal rationally with life. Optimism is a big part of their nature, along with the knack of friendliness and the mastery of flirtation.

If you want to get the Aquarian's attention, you will need to intellectually stimulate them. Good conversation, including debates, are a favorite pasttime of the Water Bearer. Open minded, Aquarius can accept criticism and understand others' perceptions about things. If you have a problem, they are always willing to listen, though after awhile, enough is enough. Tolerance is a big part of an Aquarian's temperament. They are slow to take offense, never jealous and never over emotional. When planning a date with an Aquarius, you don't have to go out of your way to impress them. Just about anything pleases them. From sharing a picnic lunch to a candle lit dinner, Chinese or Mexican, it doesn't matter, as long as variety is on the menu.

In time, a relationship can grow, built on trust. Never nag an Aquarius about a mistake. A mistake is unimportant to them, so don't harp on it. If they are constantly told what is wrong, they will begin to feel unappreciated and the relationship can get rocky. In any relationship, the Aquarian may find it hard to give of themselves but will always remain loyal and devoted to a worthy partner.

When the Aquarius makes a promise, it's usually never broken. However, if you become demanding, and critical, they may start to wander elsewhere. They want a partner to share in the adventures, along with the challenges, that life has to offer. Life with them will never be boring.

Quick compatibiliy guide:

January 21 - February 20
Most compatible with....: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
Can be good with..........: Pisces, Aries, Sagittarius, Capricorn
A 50-50 chance with......: Cancer, Virgo
Doubtful with.................: Taurus, Leo, Scorpio

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i dont think im a very patient person, i dont like waiting. especially for someone or something that i have no control of. and when i want something i cant get it off my head until ive done it or another thing occupies my mind. i should work on this. patience is a virtue. actually come to think of it, i have improved so there you go, im on my way to moral goodness.
i'll get it, just have to wait.
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Tuesday, July 16, 2002
i dont particularly like it when people do something to try and take advantage of ME. or play stupid mind games and later they use it against me OR not. but once i found out. it full pisses me off on how they could do that. its stupid and slack. they would go through all that trouble to play with someone. AND those people who think they OWN you and the world. why cant they just get over themselves.

im making a new layout, very simple and light colours. so yeah i cant wait to change it. probably on monday. and people are coming tonight to get the prayer mary.

***my playlist***
destiny's child - dangerously in love
gary v. - i'll be here
andrew e. feat. salbakuta - stupid love
usher - tworkin' it out
vanessa carlton - thousand miles
michelle branch - if you want to
aaliyah - loose rap
brandy - full moon
default - waisting my time
lou bega - angelina
dj sammy - heaven
n'sync - selfish

suppose to be posted yesterday...
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Sunday, July 14, 2002
emailed to me about me.....

arvin, you are an ENFP
Seeing the forest through the trees is never a problem for you. When others lose sight of the destination, you keep them on the right path.

arvin, your power style is Diplomatic
Your Power Style is affected by the fact that you're tactful when you deal with people.

arvin, your key motivator is Curiosity
People whose key motivator is Curiosity have more success if they incorporate increasing their understanding of how things work, experiencing new things, or learning more about sexuality into their goals.

arvin, your greatest emotional strength is Empathy
Empathic people can see things from someone else's point of view.

arvin, you are an Inspired Inventor.
More than 60% of Inspired Inventors sleep in the nude.

arvin, your ideal sexual partner is a Type 1
Type 1 partners are sexually savvy, radiate sex appeal and have a wealth of bedroom smarts. They are comfortable talking about sex and have explored their sexual interests whether through experience, books, or seeking expert advice from others.

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happy Birthday MUM!!!!!

had family and friends came over for lunch! it was cool.
had simple food, my dads yummy bbq and pansit and stuff and some filo food like dried fish and bbq eggplant.....yummm

im so tired. i actually learned a lot about me (some reinforced) from those tests i did a few days ago. cool

jos emailed me a few days back
roya gave me a call today, so did viv
talked to meb a few days ago
amali is sick so she postponed the party ti'll next sunday.
bro and sis still into their dance friends
kuya joel has actually seen this page.
phils is flooding right now, let them all be fine!

gonna check my email.......later!

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Saturday, July 13, 2002
i did some test at

its pretty good!


arvin, your ideal sexual partner is a Type 1.

Type 1 partners enjoy giving pleasure as much as they enjoy receiving it. Chances are, your Type I will not only know the most direct path to orgasm for themselves, they will also likely be able to figure out, or learn from you, what they need to do to fulfill you.

But orgasm isn't the only thing on their minds. They also pay attention to the details along the way, which can lead to a much more pleasurable sexual encounter. They enjoy the ambiance of sex and truly want to connect with you.

But how do you spot your Type 1 sexual partner before becoming intimate with them?

New research has shown that you can determine a person's sexual type simply by observing subtle cues in their everyday behavior. Once you know what to look for, you'll be able to accurately identify who is ? or isn't ? your ideal sexual partner.


Congratulations, arvin!
Your IQ score is 117

This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Emode's Ultimate IQ test.

The even better news is that at Emode, we've taken your IQ test one step further. During the test, you answered four different types of questions ? mathematical, visual-spatial, linguistic and logical. We were able to analyze how you did on each set of those questions, which allows us to shed light on the way your brain uniquely functions.

At the same time, we compared your answers with others who have taken the test, and according to the sorts of questions you got correct, we can tell your Intellectual Type is an Inspired Inventor.

The first thing we can tell you about that is you've got a great balance between verbal and mathematical skills, and a strength in coming up with ideas. But that's just scratching the surface.


arvin, your Emotional IQ is 128.

This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Emode's Emotional IQ test. But your Emotional IQ score is much more than just a number: it's an indicator of success.

Research has shown that people with high emotional intelligence scores ? not necessarily those with the highest IQ scores ? tend to be the most valued and productive employees and have the longest and happiest romantic relationships.

So, where are you most emotionally smart? Your test results show that your strongest suit is empathy ? your ability to see things from someone else's point of view.


Stop the clock! Your inner superpower is TIMETRAVEL! Your answers show a keen sense of insight for all the mysteries of time. Whether you enjoy reminiscing about thepast or find yourself lost in thoughts of the future, your energies definitely point away from the present. Maybe you're mere seconds ahead or behind the rest of us, but you could also be days or even years out of sync. Your unique position in time and space gives you a wider perspective on daily events and makes you an especially wise person. You're probably a great planner. And since time is yours to play with, it's almost a given that you manage it well. If you haven't yet taken a trip through the fourth dimension, you're in for the ride of your life. Don't delay! Visit the future. Fix the past. And when you come across a very special moment, make it last as long as you like.


The Identity Test

The test you've just taken is a short version of the Five Factor model of identity. Among psychology experts, this approach has become broadly accepted for its accuracy and consistency. The five dimensions in this model give a complete description of your personality traits: Openness to Experience, Conscientiousness, Extraversion, Agreeableness and Negative Emotionality. Read below to see your scores and understand what they mean.

Openness To Experience

Your high score in the Openness category means that you probably have a strong creative streak. Your broad intellectual curiosity and your interest in the various arts set you apart. Some people may consider you somewhat of a dreamer, and your taste for variety often means moving quickly on to the next experience. This tendency makes you appear a bit flighty and inconsistent. But these elements of your personality simply reflect a character full of new ideas and charged with emotions.


Your medium score in the Conscientiousness category means that you have achieved a solid balance in your outlook towards responsibility. You are probably somewhat organized, with a little room for improvement. Your priorities probably reflect a mix of work and play. Thoughtfulness characterizes your thinking style, so you give gravity to important decisions without making a big deal out of minor issues. You are probably serious about achieving success, but do not feel completely driven by this motivation. All in all, you've got a very healthy perspective on work and duty.


Your medium score in the Extraversion category defines your social identity. You are probably comfortable in either a crowd or by yourself, and spending time alone or with company is equally enjoyable. When among others, you tend to stand in the foreground, although you may not always wish to take the position of a leader. Instead, you seem to prefer moving between the role of leader and follower, as the situation requires. You probably keep a moderately active social life; you're generally on the lookout for excitement, but certainly don't require it. You tend to keep a fairly positive emotional outlook, and people can usually count on your for some good cheer.


The Agreeableness category refers to your social disposition. Your high score indicates your tendency to forego your own desires for the sake of others - sometimes to a fault. You are probably known as a kind and modest person who is willing to overlook your own needs for the interest of the group. You believe in creating harmony among people, to the point where you can sometimes act a bit dependent. With your straightforward style of communication and your sentimental nature, this isn't hard for you. You tend to see the world by the light you cast - as honest and genuine.

Negative Emotionality

Negative Emotionality refers to your emotional reactivity. Your medium score means that you're someone who negotiates your emotions depending on your situation. Sometimes you may feel quite sensitive and emotional, while other times you may remain resilient to outside pressures. This quality of adaptation best describes your emotional character. You maintain a rational outlook, which is moderated by feelings. For example, you can sometimes feel sad, stressed, worried or embarrassed under the weight of a situation, but you are able to act quite calm and reserved, without yielding to the stress. Responsive, without being overly reactive, is the best way to describe you.


personality test

arvin, you're a Rock Star!

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types ? your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Rock Star which means you are a Success / Seeker. Your primary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics.

That means you crave attention, the limelight, and the fawning admiration of millions. Chances are you have a bevy of fans and friends, and you like knowing how much others appreciate you. On top of this, you're a go-getter and you really shine under pressure.

How do we know all this? How do we know that you believe in making a good impression? How could we have divined that you have to love what you do, or else your performance slips?

Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions ? questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance ? the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Rock Star.

And that's just scratching the surface.


What Zodiac Sign Should You Be?

An Aquarius!
It's sooo you!

The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're an AQUARIUS. As an air sign, you're a great communicator and an independent thinker. Besides which, you've got an incredibly popular side -- people can't resist that inviting personality and your altruistic ways. You are ambitious and creative, but you also have a tendency to be inflexible when it comes to your views. Although you may be a great and giving friend, you tend to shy away from romantic relationships. Your sign -- the water-bearer -- indicates that you give off a special energy that others receive as a gift. You are definitely a people person, and you want everyone to be happy. You also have an analytical edge that comes out in your progressive thinking. In addition to all of these redeeming qualities, you are most commonly known for being the friendliest sign in the zodiac.

Famous Aquarians:

Mikhail Baryshnikov
Charles Darwin
Christian Dior
Paul Newman
Franklin Delano Roosevelt


Emode's Handwriting Analysis

Left Margin
A little timid at first? A widening left margin indicates your initial reluctance to begin new projects. But once you set your mind to it, your enthusiasm builds, and you tackle the task head on!

Right Margin
Like to take things slow? Your narrowing right margin tells us you do. You probably approach new projects cautiously. But once you understand the concepts involved, you embrace them enthusiastically!

Hold your horses! A high dot that's offset to the right indicates an adventurous, sometimes impatient, but always spontaneous person.

But that's not in the rulebook! Writers who hug the baseline tend to play life by the rules. You probably value security and stability over adventure and excitement. Pragmatic and particular, your life is always kept in control and running smoothly.

If life is a balancing act, you're doing pretty well. A moderately straight baseline indicates a well-balanced person who is both dependable and flexible. You've got good common sense and can solve problems creatively. Keep on this track, and you'll be able to handle whatever life sends your way.

Slant Lines
Everything's coming up roses. Your slant shows an even temperament and a warm outlook on life. Neither overly excited nor unusually down, you're just going with the flow.

Quick! What's 2 plus 2? T bars that connect to other letters point to a sharp intellect and a resourceful person.

Slant Letters
Calm, cool, collected. You don't let your feelings get the better of you. Most likely, you're a person who exercises strict control over verything you do. You think before speaking, ponder before acting, nd consider all possibilities before making a decision. You know how o cut loose at the right moments, but you rarely do anything pontaneously.


arvin, your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. Read more about your true color...


Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice ? impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.


arvin, your lucky charm is a Four-leaf Clover!

Even if you're not from the green isles, you just might share in some of that luck o' the Irish. The four-leaf clover is your lucky charm. Read more about your lucky charm?

Four-leaf Clover

Even if you're not from the green isles, you just might share in some of that luck o' the Irish. The four-leaf clover is your lucky charm.

Druids used four leaf clovers to see evil spirits and friendly fairies. If you start seeing magical things however, we recommend laying off the clovers for a while. In fact, you don't even need to possess the actual clover. A necklace, pendant, key chain or tattoo promises the same good fortune of the ancients.

Take note brides and grooms?the mere dream of a four-leaf clover foretells of a successful marriage. Actually finding one might mean quadruplets.


arvin, today you should slip into a pair of Crazy Crosstrainers!

The snap of a twig, the swish of tall grass, the crunch of loose gravel during a pickup game of b-ball. Those are the calls of the wild that lure you from your easy chair and make you most like a Crazy Crosstrainer. Whether gearing up for an urban walk, a trail run, or a hike with the dog you wish you had, getting out of the house is at the top of your list. Read more about the shoes that match your mood?
Crazy Crosstrainer

The snap of a twig, the swish of tall grass, the crunch of loose gravel during a pickup game of b-ball. Those are the calls of the wild that lure you from your easy chair and make you most like a Crazy Crosstrainer. Whether gearing up for an urban walk, a trail run, or a hike with the dog you wish you had, getting out of the house is at the top of your list. You know what you like and go for it 'til you get it right (which could partly explain your eccentric obsessions?whether outdoor gear, travel books, or photography equipment). And on those rare occasions when things don't go your way the first time 'round, your competitive edge drives you to work harder and raise the bar for your own benefit. People envy your natural know-how and get-up-and-go?probably because your appreciation of crisp skylines at sunset or the constellations on a clear night helps you levitate over the daily challenges that drive most people mad.


What Color Is Your Aura?

We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color ? a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too ? all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.


What's Your Flavor?

Mmm ... blueberry! Tangy and sweet, you're as fresh as a mountain sunrise and as natural as homemade jam. If you were a Broadway musical, you'd be The Sound of music ? we can just picture you twirling for joy in an Alpine meadow. Best with breakfast cereal and pancakes, you're simple and refreshing, with just a touch of tartness to give you an edge. Always a favorite, people can't get enough of your spontaneous nature and easy-going approach to life. Who wouldn't be attracted to your sporty, summery flavor? Fun-loving and genuine, you're a truly tasty treat.


What Type Are You?

You are a Goofball

You are one lucky Goofball. Why? It's a known fact that laughter is the way to any girl's heart, and a great sense of humor is your defining quality. Not only can you make other folks laugh, but you can laugh at yourself there's no bigger turn-off than a guy who takes himself too seriously. Your lighthearted attitude reveals how comfortable you feel about yourself. Women dig that kind of self-confidence and security. Face it, you're a people magnet everyone's favorite friend. There's never a dull moment with you nearby. Excitement and laughter are what you bring to the lives around you, and it makes everything a little bit brighter, which is no small thing. After all, life is too short to spend it without a smile.


arvin, your Key Motivator, the thing that really drives you to success in life, is Curiosity.

Based on your answers about values, past behaviors, and internal priorities, we can tell you look for ways to be independent, to understand how things work, to have new and diverse experiences, or to explore sexuality. In addition, you may find that you're also motivated by aspects of prestige, stability, connection, and experience.


arvin, on a scale of 1-100, your Power Quotient is 80!

Your power lies in your ability to meet people at their own level and that's how you get what you want. Others respond to you because you seem to understand them.


arvin, your career personality type is ENFP

That means that based on the standard measure of personality traits, you have strong organizational and project management skills. When others lose sight of the big picture, you help them to stay focused to see what's important and weed out unnecessary details. You are most fulfilled by your work when you are allowed to think creatively and consider new approaches to work. You are not afraid to take calculated risks and see mistakes or failures as opportunity for growth.

You have a diverse array of interests and are even regarded as a Renaissance type of person. You possess an inspiring zest for life and abound with creativity. You seek venues to express your thoughts and feelings. Your personality and beliefs shine through in most of the work you do.

The reason employers and recruiters might be on the lookout for you is that only about 6% of the U.S. population shares the unique characteristics of your personality type. Research shows that businesses succeed when employers create a good balance of personality types in the office. And since only 6% of the U.S. population shares your type, that means employers are looking for you.


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Thursday, July 11, 2002
im feeling great. we cleaned the tool shed and garage. it was messy now its so clean. i was thinking, this is impossible, its not. we did it, lots of carrying and throwing and organizing.

i realize i haven't really thought about a 1-on-1 relationship. serious. my parents were married when they were around my age. like right now.....21. they had me 2 years later. wow. scary and weird thought.

im feeling great though, everything is nearly perfect. i dont want to knock on wood or not even mention it coz they say it might change, what a silly and pessimistic thought. im happy and im saying it and not knocking on anything, i shouldnt. i just wanna be happy and not think about the depressing stuff right now.

just a few thoughts
-i think im optimistic yet i still see the glass half empty instead of half i pessimistic?
-there is always the right time and place for everything
-you have to consider the situation and all the contributing factors, its always different, especially if ur in it.

again....thanks casey for the gift! it is so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, July 10, 2002
to arvin from casey!!!! thanks i love it!!!!!!!!!!!
casey sent this to me!!!!!!!!!!! i looooooooove it!
it so nice and sweet just like her!!!!!!! thanks casey!!!!
visit casey! shes awesome!
casey is that one that introduced blogging to me! thank you!

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Tuesday, July 09, 2002
there is a difference between thinking just for urself and being selfish. i was watching csi and this guy was having his first day being the best in his field and sacrificing everything to get there and so he left this guy to die coz that will wreck all that he worked for.

how could a person do that. dont they have any feelings or values. i mean this situation is very serious and the top of the list but there are people out there in a lesser scale that only care for themselves and noone else. of course you have to come first and i belive that, you have to love urself first before you give love back. but how can u love urself that much and no one else matters. how can you not care for other people and feel for them.

you can sacrifice somethings for others even if you know them or not. if ur fortunate have have extra money or time, wont you give/sacrifice money to charity and the poor or help out someway or if you know someone closer and they need you, wont you be there for them.

but to what extent will you sacrifice or give to someone of yourself. either you know them or not. of course its up to you.

you dont have to treat everyone equal, but you need to treat everyone right. remember that your not the only person in the world.

so be nice, im not saying to let them walk all over you and take advantage of you, you need to stand up for yourself. give and take. you cant just keep giving or just keep taking, balance it out.

anyways my clothes have white paint. coz me and my dad were painting the gate. hope it comes off from the wash. my mum can do it! its actually nice that my mum is clean fanatic. everything is so clean all the time! and my parents are far from lazy which is excellent so we get stuff done around that house. i cant imagine having an dirty, broken, needs to be dont but too lazy household with my parents doing nothing ......never gonna happen.....

bro and sis came home and left again for some reunion. every hour it seems. my sis is trying to study for the hsc, keyword trying.....and my bro is trying to write/compose a song...key word helping though....i wanna go online, if they want to call home they need to call the mobile which is turned on right now, so no excuses for them. they are wearing my parents patience and kindness again, dont they know that they're just getting back to normal, i think we all, ie eveyone needed this vacation....away from stress.

wait bro and sis our home...finally and miracle they didnt bring anyone here, im not saying i dont like company, but it seems like i cant move if someone's here coz our house is small and everyone is next to everyone basically. dont you just hate it when your feet is folded and it just goes numb, but when the blood starts flowing its like feeling......u can actually feel it.
posted at 10:00pm-tue9july2002

AQUARIUS - thats me! born feb 11, 1981..early morning ...dawn i think......

Traditional Aquarian Traits

Friendly and humanitarian
Honest and loyal
Original and inventive

Independent and intellectual

On the dark side....

Intractable and contrary
Perverse and unpredictable
Unemotional and detached

Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone.

Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.

They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and physically intuitive, so that the Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is much anticipated by psychic circles as an age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening. The Aquarian philosophical and spiritual bent may be dangerous in that it can drive the subjects into an ivory-tower existence where they meditate on abstractions that bear little relevance to life. On the other hand it can help the many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind. When some cause or work of this nature inspires them, they are capable of such devotion to it that they may drive themselves to the point of exhaustion and even risk injuring their health.

Both types need to retire from the world at times and to become temporary loners. They appreciate opportunities for meditation or, if they are religious, of retreats. Even in company they are fiercely independent, refusing to follow the crowd. They dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on their own terms. Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.

In spite of the often intensely magnetic, forthcoming and open personality of the more extrovert kind of Aquarian, and of their desire to help humanity, neither type makes friends easily. They sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to them. They do not give themselves easily - perhaps their judgment of human nature is too good for that - and are sometimes accounted cold. But once they decide that someone is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible mental attraction on them and will themselves become tenacious friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for their partners and be faithful to them for life. However, they are sometimes disappointed emotionally because their own high personal ideals cause them to demand more of others than is reasonable. And if they are deceived their anger is terrible. If disillusioned, they do not forgive.

Aquarians work best in group projects, provided that they are recognized as having a leading part in them. They have a feeling of unity with nature and a desire for knowledge and truth that makes them admirable scientists, especially astronomers and natural historians. They may excel in photography, radiography, electronics - anything connected with the electrical and radio industries - aviation and everything technical. On the arts and humanities side their progressive tendencies can be expressed in writing, especially poetry, and broadcasting, or as welfare workers and teachers. Some have gifts as entertainers and make good character actors (having an ability to mimic) and musicians. The more psychic among them possess healing gifts, especially in curing the mentally sick.

Among the faults to which they are liable are fanatical eccentricity, wayward egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society, and a tendency to be extremely dogmatic in their opinions. Circumstances - for example, continuous opposition to a cause they hold dear - may cause the atrophy of the openness of mind that is one of the Aquarian's most attractive traits. They may express a lack of integrity in broken promises, secretiveness or cunning. Simmering anger and resentment, rudeness or, worse, a tense, threatening silence which may suddenly burst out in eruptions of extreme temper, these are all part of the negative side of the Aquarian. This can also reveal itself in a sustained hatred for enemies that is capable of enlarging itself into a misanthropy toward the whole of mankind.

Physically Aquarians are said to be of below average height, stocky and inclined to stoutness. Their constitutions are poor. They have long skulls and faces and are usually good looking - the men are sometimes handsome in an almost feminine way - with ruddy complexions and light flaxen or sandy hair which darkens as they grow older. They have blue or hazel eyes.

As Aquarius is said to govern the legs from knees to ankles and the circulation of blood, its natives are susceptible to ailments particularly in the legs and ankles, such as cramps, and are also liable to spasmodic and nervous complaints, as well as wind, catarrh, diarrhea, dropsy, goiter and delirium tremens - so that the avoidance of alcohol is important for those Aquarians who have a taste for it.

Some Famous Aquarians:

Charles Darwin (February 12, 1809)
Thomas Alva Edison (February 11, 1847)
Abraham Lincoln (February 12, 1809)
Vanessa Redgrave (January 30, 1937)
Franklin Delano Roosevelt (January 30, 1882)
Frederick Douglas
Oprah Winfrey
Charles Dickens
John McEnroe
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
Jack Nicklaus
Ronald Reagan true!!!!!!!!


home update:
my parents are getting better as in not stressed and pissed all the time, which is good. they've been waking up every morning and taking jogs and walks together qhich is kinda sweet and healthy.
then we all have breakfast...which is really cool! everything back to normal. and their plan is that this week is just full of cleaning and stuff next do something fun and relaxing.
bro and sis are still reminiscing their concert buddys, they watched a movie here last night and today they had a reunion i dont not sure where they went.. my parents didnt really mind as i said they are not pissed anymore. which is excellent!
we vivisted our aunt and shes getting better and walking around, talked/played to my little cousins/relos (sandra, jemil and jessica). they are in year 1 and 4 and its so cool, talking about their school holidays, games and riddles.
me. im just chilling!!! yey!!!
the fatima (mary) came to our house last night so we'll be praying the rosary for a whole week.
i feel so bad, coz meb called and we talked and of the message was that donna is organizing an outing to catch up on sunday, i cant come thats my mums birthday and we have other plans, amali's b-day is still not sure. but it will be awesome if i go to both! i still have to email jos about the deal.....noted....and email john for the virus.....noted too...
posted at 3:03pm-tue9july2002
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Monday, July 08, 2002
its so nice to know that i can stay up all night and sleep in all day tomorow.....wait a minute its school holidays (2 weeks), my bro and sis will be home....hey wait another minute, my parents are having their holidays same time (2 weeks i think).....mum and dad will be home too....does that mean we will all be home for these 2 weeks....maybe good...maybe bad..time will tell...i think im gonna sleep soon! cant wait for amali's party! big posiblity i am coming!
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Sunday, July 07, 2002

it started when i got an email from meb and said she realy wanted me to come, well everyone..and she said she is shouting! (since im broke and you know less hurdle the next was parents...i asked my dad to take me to the station the next day, he said ok half asleep, mum was asleep. i called viv and said that there was a big chance im coming. the next day after calling viv and trying to persuade her to come, she said she'll think about it. i did stuff around the house and everyone was just cleaning up too. viv called back and said that she's sick and her mum is going to take her to the doctors.

i was running late coz my bro and sis had to get dropped off somewhere too. my had something to say as usual. anyways. i got to parra and saw meb, jos, male and beenz. we talked about the people that didnt come (viv, roya, sai). we were kinda bumbed that not everyone came but its cool..... the train came and when we got inside talked about beenz's guy.....we were like critics...anyways she didnt mind, but she minded when taking pics, i cant be included, nothing personal, just her parents. anyways we got the harbour, milsons point! it so windy too pics and had, the scene was fantastic!

we decided that picnic will be done some other time! and so we walked up and on the harbour bridge, the walk that was suppose to take 15mins went for 45mins, it was all good, windy and cold, fresh air and great friends all the while still taking pictures. my first to walk the harbour bridge.

we got the the other side and walked for the ferry. my first ferry ride too. we were like tourist, even though sydney is our backyard.

starcity here we come! watch out garden buffet! we were hungry! its 3pm and its closes at 4pm. we attacked the buffet witrh full force, well i did. thanks meb!!! the food was awesome. and i had an amazing day!

we ran to townhall and i had a stetch and headed home since a few of has plans that night and it was approacing 6pm.

i got home, thanks for the lift jos! and we and muy parents went to the concert! i was separated from my parents since they were sitting right up front. i was sitting next to my cousins (aleta and ian, jeff and felicity, joel and pinky) and my bro (enrico and jonno) and sis's (angela, louisa, janice) friends. they were full on yelling and cheering for my bro and sis, i was so proud of them. they were so good! of course everyone up in the stage (dancers, actors and singers) was awesome espeically the star jennifer trijo and feat revive.

i was so proud of them! the story was kinda cliche` about girl becoming and woman, the mic/sound sometimes stuff up. but all in all $20 worth it! it was brilliant, some people around might say other wise, but u must admit the great filo talent in the stage!

got home and tried waiting for my bro and sis to get home from their celebration while i was onlibne, but i felt so tired. they came home at 5:30am.....yikes, but they didnt really get in trouble. they got dropped home from friends and they know them and are so proud of my bro and sis.

today....made a new layout that is really sunny and bright, but i might change it. i like making new designs and layout, but i just did one, dont want to change it just yet. viv called me and went to church. i might watch some vcd's tonight.......last night i got to bed at 1am until sleep....this is an brilliant break!
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such a busy and fun day! awesome. one. we went to meb's birthday outing! me, jos, meb, beenz and maleeee had so much fun. walked the harbour bridge, and had very delicious late lunch at star city! and then got home and saw my bro and sis and co. (feat. jennifer trijo- talented singer) their perfomance was awesome and so cool im so proud of them! my parents too were so proud! its so awesome! and my aunt is out of the hospital and recuperating and ok and my cousin ate pinky from phils tied the knot!! congrats! im beat, details later!!!!
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Saturday, July 06, 2002
fun sites!
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Friday, July 05, 2002

clean up day and not really looking forward to it, buti thinkim gonna start early coz by the end of the day, ur finish and just chill, not like i can go out tonight anyway....i feel like lane in the gilmore gilrs show, where her mum is as strict as my parents. cant do anything about that now, im just gonna give it time.

last night we visited our aunt that has gone through an operation for breast cancer, its still in the early stages so its good that they found it early, i hope she gets well soon. its so weird looking at her very weak and lying in the hospital bed when shes always cherry and smiling. in the shared hospital room you can only have 2-3 visitors at one time and the rest should be wating in the waiting area. well there was like 6 to 8 around her bed and some were still waiting in the visitors bay mostly my little cousins who i was talking too. she will get well, she will get through this! God please!

it got me thinking that at the end of the day, the best thing you can have is your health and the people you love around you. also at that show alias, this dying wife said to sydney that the type of job she had or the house she owned didnt matter or didnt seem so important, the only thing that mattered was (of course her health) and the people that you love and care for.

after that we decided the eat dinner at hungry jacks, just the five of us family. it was nice that my whole family was there and happy and healthy. it was so cool! one of those picture moments, more like a tele moment.

got home and watched mtv movie awards....not that good though...while i was watching that the lounge my parents and bro and sis were talking to the people that was organizing the concert/performance and they were saying how my bro and sis were really good that if there is any more performances that well be held or a concert by some filo artists from phils that if they can go and can be contacted to parents were basically despondent, sat there and didnt say much and just basically acted like they wanted them to leave, not a bit of interest, what i just said about my parents reaction was semiquoated from my sis who was really pissed at them. of course they were happy about how talented they are, but they wanted my bro and sis to concentrate on school and the whole thing was an inconvinence to them, my sister really liked dancing, bro likes it but my sis is really into it...and from what my parents showed they were not supportive, maybe my sis hasnt really talked about it to them serioulsly, i mean i wouldnt mind dancing/performing.

before all that happened our new silver car arrived, it looks so nice, while i was inside the car setting the radio, i couldnt help think about our old red car. i miss it.

bro went to work-exp today and i cant wait for him to learn something and show me some new photoshop stuff...its so cool....anyways

kazaa is now working and happy with my dl.

listening to --> dj sammi-heaven | nivea feat jagged edge-dont mess with my man | pink-just like a pill | eminem-without me | sugababes-freak like me | blue-fly by

ok gonna clean at 11 and just fool around with photoshop and drink hot cuppa soup for breakie....i am loving my winter break! except for the whole cant come to the party thing.....grrr.....stay calm... 1..2...3....


finished cleaning around 3 and had a shower and just watched the tele. around 10:30 hosai called if i know if i have windows or know how to install hardware and some important software, i have no idea, here i am computer student and I have no idea how to do that, its kinda weird.anyways, we talked a while about the outing and the beenish marriage and fla, while she was being punched by her cousin. the stuff i say here or write is kinda just telling what im doing, i wanna write more about my thoughts and concerns, well, who cares i'll write whatever i think off.

this blog thing has been really good...reasons.....

1=i learned html, web design as well as photoshop and other software here and there
2=i get to be artistic and creative where i rarely have time to
3=its an outlet where i can just talk about the stuff thats been happening and and not being bottle up
4=i get to share and keep my thoughts and adventures with friends and some new friends online.
5=i learn stuff about me and grow.
6= makes me happy and its fun.

and of course, there are some bad things that may happen...... people will get to know me, my privacy maybe lost and i may offend people about what i a write.... what can i do i enjoy this! so glad that i finished cleaning...a lot of work....around 4 hours of feels good that i did that...but before i was like oh no....its cool ...its done.....

macleans active active active....
red means healthy gums
white means strong teeth
blue means fresh breath
macleans active active active....

i like that ad


there is no way i can come tomorrow. my parents especially my mum is pissed at my brother for taking 5 extra tickets for the concert and its 20$ each, if he cant find away to return it or sell it, he has to forke 100$ from himself meaning my parents to pay for it....*grr* and just after that happened my sister asked my dad (bad timing coz she didnt hear my mum telling kev off) if she can come to friends party and he bascially told her off in a nice way coz our cousin aleta is here......*urghhh*...what to do now?

the timing is completely off and i dont know if there is such thing as a good timing around here, there is always something that happnes.....and if there is a nice moment should i take advantage of it? and maybe risk wrecking a nice moment or just enjoy it too and dont say a word?


just watched a documnetary, which i actually like, about earth and space explration about some lake in the antartica and one of jupiters moon called europa. well it was very fascinating, and while i was looking at the doctors and professors in the doc i keep thinking about my results for the semester, please let them be all PASS at least. and days of our lives, there is a girl there named greta and in uni greta's friends is robert who was my tutor for CA and every mention of uni and school i think about it, i have broken the fact that i will not mention it anymore here, which i did and i should just get OVER it.

bb is getting interesting now, something to watch.....

i am loving our new car even though i miss the old one, my bro won the b-ball game my coz had a bi (no team to play with) and my sis who is pissed isnt allowed to got a party tonight but my other cousin went just now.
we can finally listen to cd's in our new car now and oc course an a/c.

ok....tomorrow......i am going to miss very disppointed, i feel like i let everyone down. they will have a great time and hope they enjoy it! im so sorry mariebel and amali (not sure yet if i can come to amali's as well).....*uhhhhh-disappointed* i really want to go.......

word of the day PISSED........

just tied up the dogs, its so cold and windy outside. hope they'll be fine.

ohhhh. temptation island is on...note......the amazing race is on tomorrow at 10:30pm too..i still thinking about tomorrow......miracle please.........i wanna bad.......

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Thursday, July 04, 2002
i just wrote to everyone on the blog about me not being able to far.....i wanna go yet i cant....what will i do.....i feel so bad.....i wanna go and have fun!

jos has these cool uni pics....i still have to go back and save the last half...
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for some reason im feeling really good. i felt like i accomplished somethnig today, well actually all week i get something done. its an awesome feeling.

ok back to saturday. me and viv meet at the station and my dad drove us to my old school where the party bus was going to pick us up. it was awesome the bus was a double-decker bus with all the coloured lights and loud music. but first we were just we're back in highschool, so many memories, it was cool. everyone was basically upstairs and it was fun. never had anythnig like it, we talked and some alcohol was offered, just had one. the whole smoking thing was pretty bad though, i had to open the windows even though it was cold. i basically just spoke to clair, kieran and viv and occasional the other people would say hi and how are you and kierans sister anne was so nice and welcoming. i cant belive i went to primary school with cassie, this girl i went to jp2 with.

the trip was pretty good, 2 hours worth, plus a toilet stop. then we got to town hall, a bar, where we basically waited for a persopn that didnt even turn up, everyone was smoking, talking, pool table and watching the korea vs turkey game. it was not my scene. there we meet michelle, looking all leathery and dominatrix like, she looked awesome. then back to the bus and next stop was retro! the party place, 4 levels, 3 were open and basically 90, 80, 70 music for each level. pretty awesome, bars and pool and dance floor.

there was this time when kieran saw one of his friends outside the toilets, and he full on yelled and the guard came and told him off and nearly threw him out. so we all basically split up. viv and claire and me went to the new music dance floor and danced, it was so fun. i saw viv dance and claire, had a grreat time and this girl tripped over viv and claires handbag and jackey on the dance floor. it was funny.

then we had a panic attack when they said that the bus will leave at 2am and well get home at 4am, viv and i were worried, coz parents were expecting us at 2am. lucklily kierans brother was thrown out for drinking too much *i think* and we left at 1am. we were gonna drop the people who wants to go at bleach! but it was members only night. so basically everyone headed back home. i nearly feel asleep in the bus, i was just tired. but didnt get any sleep, we were just doing loud karaoke (grunge, alternative, rock, punk, 80s and some real yold music) and saying hello to everyone outside the bus, like we did on the way to retro! people said hello and waved, and we relaize that the sign outside the bus said backpackers and party bus, so at least they know we werent mental. it was awesome!!!!!

we got back to my old school, and we all headed our own back home, said goodbyes and take care.

i was gonna call my dad, my dad wont say no and catch the cab, so i was confident he wont get pissed. but viv said that her mobile ran out of battery, so we started walking just before 4am to the nearest phone booth i know which is probably at least 20 mins was kinda scarry, but after wlking 5 minutes, we gave the mobile a try and lucky it didnt cut and my dad was on the way. we headed back to the school and i asked my dad to take viv to her house at st mary's and he said its fine, my dad wont say no, he is so nice, we dropped viv off and headed home, i got home and was so hungry and ate. i had a panick attack coz everythnig that wear was smell like smoke. i had to wash my hair and but all my clothes in the laundry. and headed to bed.

woke up on my mum saying how much my clothes stank angrily. by the time i woke up around 11am, my parents went to my cousins who are back from phils and bro and sis went to practice, had breakfast, washed clothes, had shower and put the stereo loud.

before i left for the party my parents were pissed off at me and my bro and sis, me for you know what and my bro and sis, for the practice and barkada they have from this performance and they were not happy. i was just quite. i cant say anything, my hasnt said anything to me since thursday when i cam home late and didnt call and got home and tell them what am suppose to do come home do nothig and clean, that pissed my mum, my dad said to me in the car on the way to the station. so its true, but i should have not said it. she didnt even say anythnig wheni left fot he party, she ussually say take care or come home early.

sunday came though and they bought a car, they were happy and my mum actually uttered a word to me. my dad is actually pissed on how we (bro, sis and me) keep going out spending money, being late, not calling or driving, especially on the weekend where he wants to just chill.

and now to my current problem other than passing all my subjects. is the party, mebs and amalis (this sat and next sat).................i wanna go........but my parents are still pissed at me and i have to ask money from them coz im broke,i dont want to make it am i gonna do not that thick faced to do that.........what will i do, i dont want to disappoint my friends, but i dont want to to get my parents get pissed at me more. what will i do???

on another note. brazil won the world cup against germany 2nd, turkey third, and korea 4th. go brazil!~

i called viv yesterday if she got in trouble from the party and if she enjoyed it, she didnt get in trouble and actually enjoyed the party! and shes sick right now......not from the party.....from the next day she said....i got an email from her and she saying how much she much she had fun! so thats cool and that i have a new email......since my site shortcut is it comes with an email so yeah cool!

i cant believe the group blog is so popular as in the whole groups is interacting through there! that is so cool!!!! thats the whole point it was created and now the all fellowship are now using it, maybe not writing all the time but everyone reads it! so im glad........its a connection!!!!!!!! keeping us together!

in there i read about meb and amali's party details and i want to go so bad, what will i do? my parents are pissed at me, especially my mum and i have to ask them for money, im cani ask them........geez u guys will be reading this...i wannnnnnnnaaaaaaaaa gooooo soooooo baddddddd~!!!!......i neet to look for a job.........

for some reason i cant help think about passing my subjects.....i have to and its so hard to block out of my going to enjoy my break and im not gonna let that bog me down.....and so im so happy i got my new design/layout done today!!!! i really like it........makes me happy and plus i actually get to do some stuff around the house....pretty good.....hope my parents notice.......

im writing so much....thats the future i'll read these and just be cracking up or somethnig........the stuff i write......ehhh...

hey i cant download music anymore........where can i get a new software, audiogalaxy is being retarted and kazaa is being spastic...............gonna change isp too..........mid this month.......

i'll be big brother pete won.....yeah dejavu and didnt get really into pissed coz they kept changing the time and day they air temptation island and the amazing race. smallville last night was just ok.....alias is so goooooddd!!!!!!!!! supermodel is coming boys and girls....should i a joke, please God let me pass my subjects!!!!!!!!! last time i'll mention that........

ok gonna be back later........i like writing this offline............using

actually didint go anywhere......ive delted some stuff from the next coloumn and put them here instead.....and with that i get to remember them....


@ the moment
time:mon 11:44am - june 14, 2002
wearing:black nike sweater, gray slazenger pants and thongs
sitting:at home
thinking:i have so much to! i can do it!
wanting:barbeque mean
wishing:i do very well in my assessments!
weather:sunny day!
eating:lindt lindor chocolate
hearing:i need a gilr - p.diddy feat usher
watching:ricki lake
chatting/with:no one
surfing for:speech material on human tissues
looking forward to:paulo and shannons weekend getaway!
reminiscing when:playing games all day when i was 5
how about now:everyone i know is well and healthy

tv: criminal intent, gilmore girls, alias, charmed, malcolm in the middle, friends, CSI, sex and the city, StarGate
movies: showtime =4 | queen of the dammed =3.5 | rollerball =3 | spiderman=4
book: so much to tell you by john marsden =4
reading: monster = christopher spike
playlist - music:
nelly -whatever u need * toya - friday party all night (no matta what) * the calling -wherever u will go * aaliyah - more than a woman * tweet - opps (turning red) * p.diddy feat usher - i need a girl * lou bega -angelina * aint it funny 'remix - ja rule and j to the lo


@ the moment
time:wed:6:59pm - july 3, 2002
wearing:green jumper and darkblue pants
sitting:at home
thinking:gonna go online to post this tonight
wishing:pass all my subjects (i should get over it and que sera sera....)
weather:cold and sunny
hearing:hot in here= nelly & holly valance=kiss
chatting/with:no one
surfing for:offline
looking forward to:party if im going!
reminiscing when:this moring when i was uploading my new layout design for my site
how about now:i wanna eat im hungry....

tv: criminal intent, gilmore girls, alias, charmed, malcolm in the middle, friends, CSI, sex and the city, StarGate
movies: showtime =4 | queen of the dammed =3.5 | rollerball =3 | spiderman=4
book: so much to tell you by john marsden =4
reading: monster = christopher spike
playlist - music:
michelle branch=all you wanted * b2k feat nazkar=uh huh * the calling=whereever you would go * vanessa carlton=thousand miles * default=waisting my time * nelly=hot in here * brandy=full moon * sheryl crowe=soaking up the sun * eminem=without me * ashanti=leaving and foolish * missy elliot=for my people * fat joe feat ashanti=whats love * christina milian=when you look at me * toya=party all night * blaque=when the last tear drop fall * B44=everyday * gary v=i'll be there * p diddy feat ushe= i need a girl * weekend humping (hoping)= * jlo feat nas=gonna be alrgiht * naught by nature feat 3lw=fells good * boyz to men=good guys kylie minoque=love at first sight * holly valance-=kiss.....many more.....


gonna hungry...........i want those delicious cookies jos bakes....thansk jos for those cookies!!!! i

john hasnt called, i'll email him tonight.....i called and the machine answered, he needs to help me get rid of the virus in my computer, slowing everythnig and infecting everyone......i hate it....its so annoying....if i could by myself successfully i would.......

viv just called asking if i have asked my parents...havent and showed how to use brushes in photoshop.....ate dinner, so yummy, fried rice and parents went shopping so they made and bought fast food.

bro is in work experience with my cousin design and he likes it.....he (jeff) works 3 times a week and some ovetime during weekends....pretty cool job and my bro keeps taking home pics that he made....carla took the day off, for some reason my parents didnt mind, maybe coz they know how much work and stress from school and production......bro and sis are either at school or productuion and my parents are pissed and said that this will be last time, coz its effecting them bad.........

my bro just came home.....8:10pm with our cousin jeff ( they're having dinner right now) he brought his wedding album and some pictures to keep, its so good! we had to wear gloves. the quality an the pictures are excellent, its expensive and felicity his bride looks really pretty. bro took home some pics he did as well. i wanna do graphic design now! so cool!

bro and sis are gonna do to practice again tonight and i have to call viv back later. i think with all these...ive caught up with my posting entries........

10:44am the next day

me and viv spoke from 8:50pm to 1:30am....and didnt bother going online coz my bro showed me some tricks he learned from work using photoshop, just after we said boodbye and took pictures of our old red car....gonna miss that car. it was my drive as well as my mum and sis....and its been there for us......our red car.....thanks!

cant belie i spoke to viv tha that long, one being my parents were asleep already...or i their room and no one called or no one needed to use it and the other is that the concert team for the performance were here doing some emergency work and i couldnt go online or watch or talk my bor and sis.....i mean its nice talking to its cool.......

just finished cleaning the house and got online to change this layoutpic. were getting the new car today!

long post/blog...its all good!
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Wednesday, July 03, 2002
hey.....the break is ok, keeping myself busy with this layout!!! dark and blue.....and stuff around the house....kinda busy...i want a job though..... i have to go look. the house is getting better...i mean my family... its all because we bought a brand new car in time of the end of financial year so cheaper, its keeping my parents they are not on my back all the time...its sad though...they are still pissed at me especially by my mum... long story i told you about the staying back at uni and coming home at 4am last sunday made it worst....tell you more later....i really like this new page, design and layout!
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