Kierans party was a blast..(saw claire, anne, cassie and michelle). I enjoyed it and i think viv did too!!! it was fun....both good and bad though.......not all good....... I'll write more later.
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Angelic : Based on the extreme pyschological advanced quiz you just took, it has been determined that you are Angelic! You are very caring, helpful and pure of heart. You don't go out of your way to lie, hurt feelings or do anything that wouldn't benefit someone. Your friends are very lucky to have you!
You're a good date because you aren't very picky or negative. You don't mind simple dates as long as he can entertain you with conversation. At the end of the date, you would both be likely to go home gitty and smitten with each other :)
Johnny *Sigh* I think I'm in love. You're perfect - considerate, confident and caring. (Not to mention very sexy)
You're just like me - a believer of the good in all situations! :)
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Saturday, June 29, 2002
am10:49fri28june2002
decided to write but didnt.
sat29june2002-12:44pm
its so cold, i fell like im so alone its dark, and its so hard to see i wanna be somewhere else away from all these misery
i shouldnt think this way its not right to fell the way i do its just now that im down i know this will be over soon
im just gonna smile now its gonna be alright starting to feel nice hey, i can see the warm light
sat29june2002-1:54pm
"Just like you, I get lonely too"
sat29june2002-2:54pm
parents went car hunting.....bro and sis are doing dress rehearsal for their performance next week!
im going to kierans party with viv tonight (so happy shes coming) !!!!!!
and ive noticed that there is some tension in my house....family stuff and its so cold.....both ways (metap and liter)
(look at the times...it so weird....freaky)
i wanna say a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! to my dear friend AMALI!!!! happy 21st!!!!!!! best wishes.....cant wait for ur party!!!!!
and thanks to meb for giving us those lift to the station or at our houses.......so nice of her.....going out of her way to do that....so nice...especially those road adventure and trips when the roads are closed....
and thanks to jos and her dad for the lift as wel!!!!! so nice of you guys!!!!!!!!
what esle.......ok gonna go now......life is good!!!!!!!! thats true, hello whatever and joke (banned words and no cyber punches)
......for real...thanks all you guys!!!!!
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Friday, June 28, 2002
ps: meb...i made the pics u dont like really small.....u can barely see it.....so hope ur not mad....jos thinks its fine....tiny....cant see....we all look goofy anyways....lol
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Thursday, June 27, 2002
exam weeks........yey!!!! finish.....let me pass all of these..... please!!!!! no time to post these....wrote them offline.....
sunday 10:55pm - 23june2002
about to go to sleep. i know its early and i should study more, but i think i did enough today, actually maybe i will after i write this. the pictures from this week was so funny, actually friday and especially saturday. those funny faces are a crack up. they are so funnnnyyyyyyyyy..........i think its appropriate wheni write........ lol.........(dont u think meb?)
highlights............(jos, amlee...me, viv and meb......- roya and hosai went home early.......) -we had a conversation about what names we like.... -ethical queston....... what would u do............. -what would happen to us....the friendship............ (taped by meb....secrectly????? buzzzzzz)
after all the meetings tutorials and group study.....well CA exam was done, it was so hard, its what i expected even though i was wishing for an easy exam, she made it hard of course, but before that there was this drama. when we got into the exam room they realized that the table was shared and since it was an open book, we needed a whole table. so she gave us a choice to do it now, but not complain or do it 4 weeks later during supplementary exam with no penilisation, we (viv, hosai, roya and me) hosai as we all should have guess didnt and viv was this close of not doing it, if jos didnt do it, she wouldnt and she was pulling jos not to do it, hosai was happy that it happened, i think and roya and me were gonna do it, and jos too.....and for some reason sherwin was studying with us....
after the exam, we were more relaxed that it was finished, well i was, but yet still sad coz i was feeling like i failed it.....please no......let them pass me.......now were dreading, giving the money to roya g......what will she say about it, she wanted the 12 hour in our rate.......it was so weird especially that she was a friend and we are paying her like this, i mean she helped us, but its seems cold and formal to me....anyways we gave it to her ather flat and headed home coz we were so tired, i got home, migrane hurtung so bad, cant hardly eat and went to bed at 8pm
viv called me at 10pm and we talked ti'll 1am and she hasnt eaten and just came home from the shops.....i was falling asleep talking to her coz of my headacheand finally woke up and had proper dinner while we chatted........talking about stuff.....i dont know...superficial???? thats what she says, well mainly about people and friends and tv............its cool......
the next day, jos, me and meb....studied for OOP which was pretty good and amlee, roya and beenz didnt come and hosai was of course late............
jos had to go to work..so me, meb and hosai.....just hanged and did some online quiz for OOP and stufff.........we decided then to go to burger king!!!! food was nice and talked a while and we missed the world cup....brazil vs england! brazil won ....yeye!!!!!!!!!!!...........and had pictures..........
saturday came and i went to jos house where meb can pick us up.....meb told me that shed come at 11:30 so i said ok....she decided to come 10 to 12...........we were suppose to meet at 12...she justr wanted me to come early so she wont be alone there........ok .........we took a scenic root at werrinton and took some really cool pics with the lake and the art buildings......the weather was so nice for a picnic and stood there to reflect....so nice.....
got to the library....waited a few seconds to open and studied...........after a few hours of studying (actually jos was teaching me and meb).........just before hosai came.......we talked about some stuf about religion and fears which was awesome and then we studied some more with hosai........library closed and so we needed to find another place to study.......we studied outside the computer labs, sherwin joined us.....took some pictures afterwards to remember the moment.....
then meb, jos and me wen to taco bell/kfc...........food was nice and we decied to sit on the baby seats...lol...........ate and talked for ages..........learnt so much about each other and so cool........meb took me and jos all the way home which was so nice of her!!!!! ...........missed world music award and the amazing race.....urghh...but it was all worth it......
got home and had another drama.....apparently my brother and sister who drove went to drop this girl (from a production they are doing) at her house at around 7:30pm.......parents said only 30 mins and come home early.......it was 10pm when i got home and they werent home yet.....parent were furioused and worried.........we looked fro phone number and could not find thoese people, they forgot the mobile at home and we ended up going to jens house and get the numbers but she wasnt there.......when we got back home from jens house, carla and kev was pulling up to the drive way........they got into so much trouble........big trouble.......they went to eat and talk with friends....who knows where..........but i think they took it easy......ended up watching music clips with them ti'll 12pm......i went onoline and update my website.....new layout......
today mum and dad went to look for a new car........bro and sis went to practice and i studed OOP.......saved the photos...cant wait to show my friends tomorrow....
oh.....and relos from phils....got the internet ....way cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!we can send letters/meesages/pics also chat.....express..........way cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sleep now.....meeting with friends for group study tommorow......OOP exam is on wed.............wish me luck...also for me getting my green p license...........night!!!!
what is the problem i came home just now, my last exam this semester (it was hard....worried).... was today 9 to 12pm...i decided to stay at uni............with friends and just hang and surf....didnt feel like going home yet, i wanted to stay there, not go home and just do nothing or clean...... yes i was late, yes i didnt call.... i got home and found that my parents called all my friends and asked where i was, if they saw me............. and then they ask why i came home late and i said i wanted to just surf and not come home then clean and do nothing...i mean its my last day..........what would i actually do at home.... they told me why didnt you call....and if u dont want us to stop worring...leave ...........they said they were so worried.........hello im 21......cant they just give me space..... basically they always know what what i am doing, what time my classes are, i have to explain why i am late.....what am i doing, where......who are my friends....they know everything.....what do they want......want me to go home.......and do what........... the message here would be so differenti would be stressing about my exam and my green p test and jos's thoughts....
its so cold.........literally.......and the other one.........i got into trouble last night for loitering at uni.....and not calling..........blah blah blah.....old news but my mum is being hostile and still pissed at me, on the other hand my dad is so nice now......and over it......its so weird coz my mum is home coz she's got leave for work for a couple of days......and all she does is clean most of the time....and when i got home from my green p car licence test (passed yey!!!) and a couple of hours at the local library(net and read).......i arrived at home and mum was still cleaning.....so i didnt do anything for a while...tv...food....then decided to might at well clean my room....now my parents went grocery shopping and bro and sis are sleeping......after school they do that.....was i that tired when i was in highschool??? not sure...but i cant wait to see the productions that they are with.....the keep practicing and meeting.....looks good from what i see....
sad note.....my aunt has cancer and i hope she gets well soon, they said that its good that they found it really early.....but shes gonna go under the knife again...please God...make her well again.
our pet dogs are so cute.....i was patting them a while ago.....they are so nice..........its so cold outside.....are they cold???? i mean they have a dog house and blanket and fur...wont it be weird of they talk....
ok........yesterday.....was kinda a let down last exam basically for most of us except meb but.........everyone was down and it was beenish's last day...................we took pictures and careved our names at one of the trees.....one of those moments.....
as usual hosai supped the test .....but she had to do fla test...which was acceptable.....the rest of us (meb, me roya) looked unsatisfied when we got out except benz and amlee........viv's done it already and did jos do that exam???
last week at burger king with meb, hosai and me.....was really fun......it was a different scene from the school cafe.....canteen or chickenman.....we talked, ate, laughed and took pictures......bonding moment......but at taco bell/kfc with jos, me and meb.......was really fun too....took pictures, ate, laughed, and had a loooooong talk........it was so nice....even pur butt was hurting coz we decided to seat on those baby seats...lol......we had so many things to say.....we never ran out.......it was bonding time.......jos wrote something in the shell blog.....and it really captured the closenes...not just of the moment but for the whole group......u feel like you belong there and these are ur friends.....they challenge you, learn from each other, laugh with and share and care for.....even though there are unspoken words......we are honest with each other and even though some things we hear might not be somethnig u want....u feel comfortable with it......coz no matter what..... they still accept you and ur still part of the shell rings.....
some reliazation......
*it was actually nice that roya g was teaching was but the $$$ went overboard.....we saw her yesterday at the library with her husband....i dont think she saw us....but she didnt say hello.....was she not satisfied on what we paind her....????.....somebody needs to call her......shes still our friend and everything.....
*while studying for oop, it was so nice that jos taught us, she was really good and nice...plus smart......she did that...even though she was studying herself as well.....i just wanna mention that coz, she was teaching us the stuff.......hope we all pass all our subjects!!!!!!! please God!!!!!
*i cant wait ti'll saturday night at parties party.....i am so gald that viv is coming with me.....
gonna make a collage with the photos!!!!!!
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Sunday, June 23, 2002
finished my new layout! like the colour and layout! i do!!!!! i quickly made this during study breaks so yeah....and i have so much to tell you bout this week.....write it tomorrow...wanna sleep...lots more studying to do!
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You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favorable impressions and to be recognized by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavors go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard. ....
GREEN personalities..... are perceptive and aware about most things, but don't like surprises. You like stability and do not appreciate sudden changes of direction, either at work or in relationships. You generally have great empathy for others!
BLUE personalities..... are the most creative and artistic of all of the colors. Imagination is your middle name and you love to express your mind freely. You are a true visionary who usually makes your dreams come true!
NOW MORE...............
You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favorable impressions and to be recognized by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavors go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.
You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.
You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realize these ambitions. You want to spread your wings - to broaden your fields of activities - but you are concerned that your dreams are just that - 'dreams' which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time - what you need is to get away from it all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore your confidence.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.
The stress that you are experiencing at this time is due to the present situation - a situation of your own making. But trying to ignore it, hoping that it will go away, will only aggravate it further. What you need to do is to slow down - to relax and re-think the situation and by going slow, you may be amazed to find that most of your problems will resolve themselves.
~its really good!
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updating my page.....
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Tuesday, June 18, 2002
happy birthday mariebel~!!! have fun!!!!!!! celebrate later.......gonna go study now!
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Mon - 17 june 2002 - 2:10pm
howdee! howdee?
An called me today while i was studying for SAIT, shes doing one more subject to graduate next year and was asking me how to get to the Parra Campus for that subject. After the whole directions thing, we started to talking about how everything is going, shes fine, job is kinda boring and she kinda miss studying and free time as well as meeting new people. I told her about CA and the fact that my grades are not good enough to pass, (lecturer) and that i must have an excellent final exam paper for her to pass me and in the letter she even added it is unlikely coz of ur lab maeks being so low, but i have a hope, so i assured an and myself that i will do extra well in the final on Thursday for CA, but i still feel sad that i have a chance of failing this and coming back next year.
While i was studying for SAIT for tomorrows exam, i kept thinking about what ifs and figuring out if things were different, basically i was regretting things that i did in the past, it is one of the worst feeling and i cant help but think about what if i passed those subjects that i failed, and all those decsions that i thought were little made a great impact in me failing the subject. I had the chance do make it better or right but i simply just said oh well.....all those times, i can still remeber them, they were decided in 3 seconds and had a repercussin effects right now. What if i did it different. At the time it was the better idea, now they have been mistakes and now i have deal with the consequeces. What if.
I hate that question, in uni. that question is always in my mind. What if.
I read this thing and it said a story and when asked if the situation is bad, they said i cant tell, good or bad..... Basically it is saying that in a bad situations some good actually comes from it, and in good situations some bad might come from it, so take it as it is and only time will tell. Also there is no such thing as a mistake, things happen for a reason.
But its so hard to deal with things and if u dont deal with it now, it will come back and haunt you, and thats the truth.
Last night i got a cal form viv and basically talked for a few hours about things, not sure if they are superficial or deep, but im not going to exaplin that right now, the point is that its makes me feel better when i know someone else is there on similar situation, u wont feel alone, but viv is basically finished and i still have along way to go. It feels like i still have along way to go.
I am always positive, but there are just times like right where, where i can deal and think about what my emotions and how i am really feeling about it. I know i will finish this degree, but right now, it seems like i cant reach it. I know i have come so far and i am suppose to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but frankly i cant see it, just like what i said to meb. Its far from over and all i have to do is take it one day at a time and live today not tomorrow or yesterday.... today!
Writing all this makes me feel a little better, but i cant stop now, i have sat here and feel sad and thought about stuff, now im gonna go and continue and do what i need to do.
But before i study some more, might give myself some snack and i still have to clean the house....urghh......later!
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Sunday, June 16, 2002
been studying...trying to study all day.....its ok...got something done. i cant seem to sit and do ca for more than half an hour, its one of those subjects that i cant stand, but i have to do it, studying for sait was better, it was quick and a lot easier. i ended up sleeping around 4am and woke up at 11am and started studying at 1pm and now taking a break for an hour or 2. just not in the mood and too much work....but im gonna stay up 2night to get the lectured done, meaning knowing the key points and stuff. i am getting hooked at the song....soak up thr sun by sheryl crow...thanks to casey.... coz she has it on her page....btw me and sheryl has the same b-day....and so ive been soaking up then sun......and tell everyone to lighten up.......lalala....i did....this morning/afternnon..... other than that.....im just trying to do CA and more CA.....whoooopteeeedooo...... i have to get an excellent mark for this coz my lab marks are so low thanks to my wonderful tutor who didnt even give me credit that i was doing the pracs alone without a partner......and my other friends are doing fine i mean a lot better than me.....they pass the test.....they pass it......im sad about it........i dont want to fail this subject.... thanks though to roya g whoose been helping us! thanks roya g!!!!!!! i still have chance and still have a hope!!!!!! ok gonna surf a bit more and back to the desk.....send me good mojos everyone!!!!!!
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9:50pm - june 8 2002
I like drowning myself with music, i could listen and chill all day. Makes me feel happy, sad, excited, mellow, hyper, love, anger and passionate. It also makes me remember the days gone by, whats happeing right now and what could be.
Im at home, wearing warm clothes, the heater on, my daggy beanie and thick socks. The music is playing softly and im about to get some warm chocolate. I'll be back.
Yeah the drink is finshed. So nice. Just being here. Content.
now!!!
i just finished studying for SAIT.....lots of reading......but i got it done.....yey!
just having a midnight break and check email and download some notes for CA that i need to study tommorow....
wish me luck!!!!
ps. the amazing race is still so good!!!!
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Thursday, June 13, 2002
Oh! How I envy you! You got a nice life and friends And you know how to have fun! But just don't overdo it!
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Wednesday, June 12, 2002
last night i went to sleep at 9:30pm i told myself i feel tired and staying up will not work and i would just sleep. so i put the alarm at 3:30am. i woke up fun, i was standing up next to my bed leaning on my warm pillow persuading myself to do study. so i went to the bathroom, the water so cold. i got myself to the kitchen and put on the kettle while i waited i turned on the tv, my bro was sleeping in the lounge for some reason. he woke up, i told him im studying..sometalk show was on and the danoz direct new fitness system...i finally got myself back tot he kithen to make hot chocolate....i sat down to start studying, my head still sleeping, sip chocolate read....for less than an hour and headed back to bed.....what a waste of time...
i woke up at 6:50, went to my sis room and put on the heater, asked her if she was gonna go to school coz she had been sick....she said no...
i danced around in the lounge with the loud speakers......yes....i dance....
had breakfast and left for the bus, 10 minutes early..walked to the bus stop...sat and waited and the bus went pass me....coz another bus was bloking it.......and the driver was new.....shizzzz......so i tried going to the bus already there, but didnt see me and drove away....
the bus i caught went halfway around the world and i got to the station an hour and 10 minutes since i left the house. the train fortunately came soon and unfortunately it was freezing when i walked through the park.
i got to the library and studied with roya and loraine came and hosai didnt turn up for the exam. the exam was hard and spoke with the lecturer, and were praying we pass it.
roya and i had lunch and went to meet everyone to study CA. after that i checked the email if eva had responded to my email regarding my really low lab marks and if i have a chance of failing, the letter wasnt that good, she said its low and hard, the chances are slim. but i have hope she said that to pass i must perform excellent in my exam. i have chance please god, even if it is slim, i have a chance.....please let me do very well in the exam .......i can do this!
photocopy sait stuff and meb told us about oop notes! yey! and then surf the web...and check mail......did some quiz and just chill.....jos, viv and meb decied not to come with me to kierans party and so i am emailing bec, teri and ness....hope they email asap!
i couldnt really talk or wasnt that excited the rest of the day and decided to catch the bus instead of getting a lift with jos.....thanks anyways jos! waited and saw family friend but was to far away so didnt say hi and she didnt say hi to me when i saw her last time so i did the same..who cares.....i had time to be alone and deal with CA.....and just be alone for a while............got home eat and tc and now just chill and do nothing,.........i am tired and i'll study CA starting tomorrow! wish me luck!!!!!!
i wrote all that.... xus....... and it just disappered....write it later....blah.....ca email.....fla exam...miss bus...walk cold........photocopy sait........oop from meb......study morning.... surf/email.....more later......
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Tuesday, June 11, 2002
sitting in the library, nothing to do ......waiting for my friends that are LATE.......AGAIN.......they have some excuse when the come and then they tell to get a mobile phone, its not that easy........welll we were supose to mee to at 9:30 and 10 am and its 10:46 wow......i will call them at 11......i dont want to do anythnig other than sleep and sleep some more, i am just so tired....whats with all my dots.....there it goes again.
gonna check email and surf then call them. urghhhhhh......
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Monday, June 10, 2002
You're ANGER! You're not the most pleasant person to be around! You've got a short fuse, and you're almost always mad at the world. You're represented by the color red.
"I have learned there is little I can do in my life that will make me truly happy. I must depend on God to make me happy and meet my needs. When a need arises in my life, I have to trust God to supply according to HIS riches. I have learned most of the time I don't need half of what I think I do". - Thats why i am always happy!
P R I O R I T I E S I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is earned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said, No. I give you blessings. Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No. You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. God said No. I will give you life so that you may enjoy all things. I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as God loves me. God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea. Stop telling God how big your storm is. Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is.
The moral lesson: "In life, there are enough times when we are disappointed, depressed and annoyed. We don't really have to go looking for them. We have a wonderful world that is full of beauty, light and promise. Why waste time in this world looking for the bad, disappointing or annoying when we can look around us, and see the wondrous things before us? I believe that we are happiest when we see and praise the good and try our best to forget the bad. Nobody's perfect but we can find perfection in them to change the way we see them." ~Anonymous.
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Again, the quote 'Good or bad, hard to say' stands. The moral of the story is that everything that happens in this world, there is no absolute good or bad. Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually, while bad things become a gain. Whatever good things that happen to you, enjoy it,but don't have to hold too tight to it, treat it as a surprise in your life. Whatever bad things that happen to you, don't have to feel too sad or despair, in the end, it might not be a total bad thing after all. If one can understand this, he or she will find life much easier.
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Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com. Generated on Mon Jun 3 21:19:21 2002.
Your Existing Situation
Having difficulty making progress and unwilling to put forth further effort. Seeking more comfortable conditions where he can avoid anything disturbing.
Your Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and of separation from others. Believes that life still has far more to offer and that he may miss his share of experiences if he fails to make the best use of every opportunity. He therefore pursues his objectives with a fierce intensity and commits himself deeply and readily. Feels himself to be completely competent in any field in which he engages, and can sometimes be considered by others to be interfering or meddlesome.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Believes that he is not receiving his share--that he is neither properly understood or adequately appreciated. Feels that he is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave him without any sense of emotional involvement.
Your Desired Objective
Wants interesting and exciting things to happen. Able to make himself well-liked by his obvious interest and by the very openness of his charm. Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming.
Your Actual Problem
Has a fear that he might be prevented from achieving the things he wants. This leads him to employ great personal charm in his dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for him to reach his objectives.
Your Actual Problem #2
Seeks to avoid criticism and to prevent restriction of his freedom to act, and to decide for himself by the exercise of great personal charm in his dealings with others.
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You're excited about life and in touch with yourself and nature. Tell me, do I have this straight?
Virtues: You appreciate humor like none other. Puns might even spark laughter in you (TEHY R FUNNI). You seek adventure and connection with your surroundings. You seek friends who will not only share laughs with you but actually form a deep bond of trust and empathy beneath the surface. You look for adventure and courage in people, and variation is necessary to keep you under control. You see yourself as multi-faceted, so you need people who can see you in your many lights. You're constantly trying to figure yourself out while analyzing the people around you. Silly, silly people.
Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once?
Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too.
Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world.
Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life?
You are a CR-V. Your love for things outdoorsy tells you to go for your rugged impulses as they come. When necessary, you can be conservative and handle a night out on the town with a friend. Normally, though, you're a fun loving person, and your friends can't resist your good natured charm.
went to cats party!!!!!!!!!! ......21st...awesome time........ food was great (greek food) and great to see her and everyone!!!!!! who was there? carol and wayne, bec, sumrah and her husband, cat of course and teri and me and the rest of her family and relos...and some other friends! so awesome! had a great time! so much to say and eat.....lol.....and sumrah is pregnant, shes fine and everyone is fine....cat looked so happy! ok thats all for now! night!
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Saturday, June 08, 2002
just updated the pictures section! the june 2002 are all new and if u haven't checked the others here they are! here are the links....(also in the pictures section) enjoy!
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Friday, June 07, 2002
oh, let me check this again! really~ the sem is nearly finish... assignments are gone now the final exams..... i am having mixed feelings but i know its ok its good i told you that.... but u knew it anyway that... its hard to be happy for someone when u are in the dumps, its true what u say,,,, it cant always be like that*** it actually rarely happens... am i crazy thinking that for some people they dont happen at all specifically now...... that joke wasnt funny, u know my heart just sank even if they are in good heart lets just hope for a miracle and hard work on my part why do i need reminding what do they really want to say? i just cant get over it, but i have to and let me get credit for my exams. wish and pray*** thanks for that... at least i told you. wish me luck? we can all do this! i couldnt have done it wihout you guys! all in all this sem was a blast! now having a break then study for final exams! and by the time we know it...... after the exams! we can get together remembering all our fun times!
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Wednesday, June 05, 2002
please sign my new guestbook if you happen to drop by! have an awesome day / night !!!
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Monday, June 03, 2002
i've been busy for the last 2 weeks! and more to come in the next 2 weeks! thats why this is basically frozen most of the time! so tiring! last weeks of the semester and lotsa work and assessments due and of course the dreaded final exams! cant wait ti'll the winter break, but we might do a course, not sure yet! and invited to 2, 21st birthdays and a couple of get together! something to look forward to! wish me luck in my exams and assessments! i can do this! i'll add links to stuff and some stuff that are pretty cool to have somethnig here....... here is one the ........ coast getway had an awesome time! check out the pics!
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