current anthem:
together- avril lavigne [again, I know...]
I didn't get the chance to break up with him today, which I'm frustrated about. See, the girls went to Northbrook while the guys went to Marple, and we were gone almost all day. I s'pose I did have a small window of time where I could have talked to him, but I just wasn't prepared enough in the morning- I needed to talk to my friends first. Then in the afternoon there wasn't really any time, since my bus gets dismissed first. Tomorrow I must end it. I just need to tell him that I've never liked him as anything more than a friend and I thought that maybe if I went out with him that might change, but it never did; but that I think he's a really nice guy and that I want to stay friends. Although that's probably not going to happen, it's a nice attempt, right? I want to be honest without being brutal. That's what I would want, at least.
I talked to Mike Kim today...
I think/hope that he likes me. All of the leaders know but they won't tell me!! Grr. Lol it's funny, though.
I think I'm regaining my self-confidence. Lol, I lost some in the last few months, and now I'm feeling better again. I guess it comes from the mission trip- knowing what I'm capable of doing. I decided that I want to be a missionary/rock star. *cracks up* I know it sounds crazy- it even does to myself- but it's true. Heh.
Mission trip inside jokes:
[-x-] Veggie Tales!
[-x-] 'She had a beard, and it felt weird...'
[-x-] Lord of the Bling- so lame, yet so funny. *shrugs*
[-x-] 'What? Yeayah! Okay.'
[-x-] 'You MELON FARMER!'
[-x-] 'Are we going to go any higher?' 'Um, yeah, I think so.' 'WE'RE GONNA DIE!!!!!!'
[-x-] 'There aren't any birds in the car, silly!'
[-x-] Brad's pseudo-seizures
[-x-] Noah's Ark. Oh, God, that was horrible...*shivers*
[-x-] 'Where did they read about Noah's Ark, The Message?!'
[-x-] My terrifiedness [is that a word?] is always funny. Not at the time, of course, but afterwards, hehe.
[-x-] Pickle and cheese sandwiches- not limited to mission trips, but still.
[-x-] Anna 'having a crush' on Nils...hahaha I feel like such an idiot. Thanks, guys.
[-x-] My 'minor obsession' with Sharpies...I only have twelve, geez!
[-x-] The Sinister Building.
[-x-] Pittsburgh, a.k.a. 'Johnkerryketchupville'. Yes, I made that up, but ain't it the truth? ;]
[-x-] 'Ricky is....icky.'
[-x-] 'I have two pairs of socks to last me the rest of the week.'
[-x-] When I burned my mouth on the hot chocolate. 'OW! OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW!!!!!!!!!' [continues for ten minutes]
[-x-] Gabby counting how long it took for everyone to go to the bathroom and wash their hands and not letting anyone out unless it had been at least a minute.
[-x-] Dudy's emo face! Hahahah. Eric claims it's non-existant, but oh well...
[-x-] Lifesize chocolate moose!!
[-x-] Missionary/rock star. [Don't make fun of my ambitions! Hehe.]
[-x-] 'Ooh! Jenny, guess what? Dudy said I can eat the third floor of his house!'
[-x-] 'Someday when you're famous, you can wear my hat and then I can sell it for a lot of money.' 'But wouldn't it be of sentimental value?' 'Who cares? It's money.'
[-x-] Everyone's obsession with Brad's hat.
[-x-] Everyone's obsession with John Vogel. [What the-]
[-x-] Dancing on the picnic tables singing 'The River' when we got locked out.
[-x-] 'WHOA! These things are crayons!'
[-x-] How Jenny switched all the vans so I would be with Mike and we didn't even talk. *cracks up* Sorry...hehe.
[-x-] Stump Stomper!
[-x-] Weeding. That rawked- Dudy, Brad, Mini-Krone, you are awesome.
[-x-] 'I've got a pickle, I've got a pickle, I've got a pickle, hey, hey, hey, hey...' 'Hey, that's MY pickle!'
[-x-] Sergei, LaVar, Brad, and I in the van- remember how Sergei was talking to himself? Hahahahah...
[-x-] How I couldn't find my money for two days and then I found it when I was unloading the vans at church? Grr.
[-x-] Running around in the cemetery- and how I was terrified. *shivers*
Okay, bedtime...g'night, everyone!