Yesterday.
Yesterday, there was a moment were I felt really irritated...ridiculously so. I mean EVERY chem recitation we have this stupid sign-in sheet that we have to sign and it someone has a weird way of snaking around the group. AND EVERY fucking class, they miss me...and some how skip me. It makes me feel so insignificant and I hate it. I feel invisible and the only other time I felt that way was 11th grade, but by then I wanted to. That was my goal. This year...the feeling is coming back but it was unintentional, so I felt like shit. Okay well today... all of us were pissed at Chris and we really did treat him like shit and I honestly did feel bad.... so I told them to turn it down a little when he went away... but I could tell Chris was already hurt and got really defensive...
Well. just read -_-
ChrisPoon915 (8:24:23 PM): i m sorry abt i was being mean today,
ChrisPoon915 (8:24:38 PM): i dont mean that, but guess wht, in this project
ChrisPoon915 (8:24:56 PM): I'm not the one that who assign tha project topic
ChrisPoon915 (8:25:21 PM): i m the one who give u guys the idea,
J88N (8:26:30 PM): chris dont even worry about it...today was just a tense day..finals are coming ppl are worried about everything right now.. just make sure u get what you need done
ChrisPoon915 (8:30:38 PM): well, juz wanna say that
ChrisPoon915 (8:31:19 PM): i dont want to hear anything abt like our project is impossible to do or anything
J88N (8:31:42 PM): i cacn't do anything about that
J88N (8:31:45 PM): i dont ctrl what they say
J88N (8:31:48 PM): but i agree
ChrisPoon915 (8:33:16 PM): i hate that so much, Jess F said that's ,y freaking idea, well, do i assign that without acknowledge u guys, and actually, I did nothin abt the registration
J88N (8:34:29 PM): you are the one who wanted the idea
J88N (8:34:35 PM): and wouldnt listen to any other idea chris
J88N (8:34:44 PM): and she kept saying we can't doing
J88N (8:34:49 PM): all she is saying is that she was right
J88N (8:34:58 PM): but come on... we have to just dropp it
J88N (8:35:01 PM): and get stuff done
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:10 PM): i did say i want that
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:17 PM): but u know, and she know that
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:24 PM): the idea she wants
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:33 PM): is actually using in another university
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:37 PM): what the freak
J88N (8:35:43 PM): that was my idea chris
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:49 PM): he want that
ChrisPoon915 (8:35:52 PM): i mean she*
ChrisPoon915 (8:36:06 PM): also,
J88N (8:36:15 PM): it doesnt matter chris
ChrisPoon915 (8:36:20 PM): u know wht,
J88N (8:36:34 PM): we just need to keep going
J88N (8:36:40 PM): we can't be bothered with the past
J88N (8:36:41 PM): seriously
ChrisPoon915 (8:36:50 PM): i know
ChrisPoon915 (8:36:58 PM): that's why i m talkin to u
ChrisPoon915 (8:37:02 PM): i m pissed today,
ChrisPoon915 (8:37:20 PM): because we are all here, but we wasnt doin anything
J88N (8:37:21 PM): i know but u have to realize... i can't do anything to change it though
J88N (8:37:29 PM): chris we're stressed out
J88N (8:37:42 PM): you have NO idea how any of us feel
J88N (8:37:48 PM): jessica is going through A LOT
J88N (8:37:54 PM): ill try to talk to her
J88N (8:38:01 PM): we'll do what we can...
ChrisPoon915 (8:38:24 PM): arh..... u know how frustrated
ChrisPoon915 (8:39:03 PM): i wanna do my essay tonite, i wanna get out of school earlier, but, I dont know,
J88N (8:39:19 PM): chris try to do that okay
J88N (8:39:25 PM): just try to get the sketch done
ChrisPoon915 (8:39:32 PM): ok, i will,
J88N (8:39:32 PM): i have to pack my stuff for the move and get my lab done
ChrisPoon915 (8:39:39 PM): alrite
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