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wistful
thinking
*** note:
the following have been written strictly and originally by me.***
don't
smile
until it hurts today.you act like that, put on a face.you're cool at
school, but so alone.by yourself, someone else, after the show
don't be another
one of us.i don't really care for broken trust.you can't take back
identity.just what are you trying to prove?
words are used to
cover truth.we bend and trend to be like you.let's hide behind makeup and
clothes.cause the heart's a part of what you loathe
don't be another
one of us.i don't really care for broken trust.you can't take back
identity.just what are you trying to prove?
lying, denying,
the fact that we live lies.defending pretending like we get second
tries.you got one shot so make it right |
brown eyes
the
world is different.from paradise.disappointment.he wants black and
white.innocence.has too many sides of gray/swelled with tears.he looks on
ahead.there's nothing here.he wanders yet.his dream is smeared.and he
steps out in the rain
he's lost the will
to change.he's let go of his faith in me.the one who loved me so.and
carried the skies for me.in his brown eyes.cries painfully
love is
conditional.and now he knows.improbable.a wilted rose.he's doubtful.that
letting go will help/with anguish.he opens his heart.tears his
selfish.world apart.and every kiss.the warmth he felt
he's lost the will
to move.he's let go of his truth in me.the one who loved me so.and carried
the skies for me.in his brown eyes.bleeds profusely
i could save
you.but you don't believe.you won't give yourself to me/yeah, i could love
you.but you won't believe.you don't find love in memory he's
lost the will to trust.he's let go of his love in me.the one who loved me
so.and carried the skies for me.in his brown eyes.dies empty |
suffer
i can tell that it's
getting.harder to breathe.gasping for air.it's agony.a million words.tug at my heart.none of them bring
me.closer to where
you are.i suffer in
silence.i feel you're
presence here
i
can't see past tomorrow
past
your love
past
the pain
i
can't see past your window
past
the tears
through
the rain
there's too much left in feelings.the lines in between.trying to read.what they don't mean.my comfort brings.a bed of thorns.rest in loneliness.it's not worth hoping for.i suffer in entity.i feel your memory here
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bittersweet
waste
you
don't think i'm over you.i admit, at least, i tried.but just cause i fell
and got back up.doesn't mean i'm alright.see, i made a sad mistake.that i
truly do regret.i've overseen the part of you and.i need it off my chest
i'm sorry that i
took the time to talk to you
thought i saw
something in your eyes, your face
a wishful star, a
broken heart, a little piece of who you are
but it all was
just a bittersweet waste
don't think i'll
apologize.i'll say what i should've said.consideration's met its
demise.won't quit while i'm ahead.you proved you're a waste of trust.and i
don't still care for you.as much as i thought i'd known you enough.the
opposite's true
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like the
rain
i
welcome the rain, standing out in the cold/clouds, a lovely gray, wanting
to be alone/i wait patiently, it passes by and dies/less than a day to
feel more than alive/i spin around, i know that you're there/a misty blue
sunset, i wouldn't mind to share
you barely dig a
memory of yesterday's eternity/don't want to set myself up, cause i've
known i was never enough/i can't keep falling for your smile, i can't keep
falling for your eyes/can't keep falling, can't keep falling like the rain
puddles
of water, reflections of you/beautiful fantasy, reality's déjà vu/i
refuse to let me take your hand/you are more than a man, (you are) more
than i am
you barely dig a
memory of yesterday's eternity/don't want to set myself up, 'cause i've
known i am never enough/i can't keep falling for your smile, i can't keep
falling for your eyes/can't keep falling, can't keep falling like the rain |
i
can't keep crying, i can't keep pouring over you/i can't keep sighing, i
can't keep going after you/i can't keep dying, i can't keep falling into
you/i can't keep falling, falling, keep falling |
if only
she
comes home dazed and confused/runs to her room and cries/seems she's been
let down again/now tears fall from her eyes/she's made this mistake
twice/last time they became friends/she's throwing things at the wall/the
loneliness never ends
if
only she could learn not to trust/she knows just how much...
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love
burns, love hurts, love makes you feel/it tears your insides, love isn't
for real/you cry, you lie, you wanna just die/don't want to be hurt, yet
you seek and not find/when you find you're alone and ask yourself why/know love is
what's to be blamed
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he
walks down empty streets/her locket in his hands/seems he'd fallen way too
fast/hoped maybe she'd understand/he broke it off with her/the last thing
he'll ever own/he shakes his head, then he sighs/he's never been so alone
if
he could only learn how to trust/she wouldn't know how much...
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inspiration
we
sit by a fire just talking/we've got the stars in our hands/even though i
barely know you/i speak and you understand/it's kinda weird how you read
me/like as if you really care/you know my every thought and/for a second,
i'm glad you're there (cause)
you are...
everything i'm not/inspiration of my life/you're all the love in the
world/and i... need you
you're
hiding cornered in a room/a room that's made up in my head/my mind says
no, my heart a yes/think i'll give up on common sense (cause)
you are...
everything that i'm not/inspiration of my life/you're all the love in the
world/and i... need you
you
smile, my heart beats/you laugh, i can't breathe/the fire in your eyes/is
the same flame inside/and it brings me down to my knees
you are...
everything that i'm not/inspirationg of my life/you're all the love in the
world/and i... need you |
he wonders
i wanted to think
that you were true/that you wouldn't be a cheat on me/but after hearing
things 'bout you/i finally began to see
and when you slip
out of our bed tonight/i won't believe in another lie
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he
wonders why i hate him/as he sneaks out every night/he wonders why i love
him/when he leads a double life/he questions why i want him/why i need his
cheating touch/he wonders if i'd leave him/while he's hurting me so much
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there's a simple
feeling placed in trust/and i gave it all away/faith in a failing lover,
but/i just let the dream run its game
and when you walk
out of that door tonight/i won't be here to cry
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and
when you're kissing me goodnight tonight/it also means goodbye...
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smile
there's
a smile on my face/as i try to concentrate/on what my friends are
saying/they're always complaining/about something new/someone's just not
cool/i don't say a word/i don't have the nerve/to say what's on my mind/i'm
too scared sometimes/so i keep to myself/wishing i were someone
else/hoping someone walking by/could see beyond the lies
i can't tell the
truth/i feel like such a fool/i want to say how i feel inside/i wish i
were you/across this empty room... in my head/under this smile i hide
you
can read between the lines/what no one else can find/you see right through
me/wanting to set me free/you say that i depend/too much on all my
friends/it never worked before/searching for something more/but you give
me time to think/you don't give up on me/we talk until the dark/you really
touch my heart/it's hard to say goodbye/and return to the lies
i can't tell the
truth/confide in only you/i want to show who i am inside/wish i weren't
confused/trapped in this empty room... in my head/under this smile i hide
it's
a brand new day/same smile upon my face/hearing them laugh at you/don't
know what to do/do i tell them to stop?/am i strong enough?/i get the
nerve to speak/i feel so scared and weak/but i won't hold back this
time/inside i come alive/i tell them how i feel/they don't know how to
deal/they shrug and laugh it off/this time i won't give up
i will tell the
truth/i'll stick up for you/i'll say what i want this time/i won't have
regrets/i found my self-respect/leaving this empty room... in my
head/under this smile i hide no more |
mon
type sympathique
(french)
je
croyais que j'ai été
bien, seule toute seule
que
je n'avais pas besoin de n'importe qui
mais
puis je t'ai rencontré
et
nous sommes retrouvés
par hasard ici
le
garçon avec les yeux qui sont aussi bleu que l'océan
tu
as touché
mon couer
tu
es mon étoile
au ciel
mon
rocher quand j'ai peur
tu
es ma securité
secrète
une
promesse dans la quelle peux avoir la confiance
être
amoureux de quelqu'un
j'ai
de la chance
j'adore
t'aimer
ma
rose romantique
mon
rêve devenu
réalité
mon
type sympathique
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(english
translation)
i
thought i was fine, alone by myself
that
i didn't need anybody
but
then i met you
and
by chance we've ended up here
a
guy with eyes as blue as the ocean
you've
touched my heart
you
are my star in the sky
my
rock when i'm scared
you
are my secret security
a
promise i can trust
to
be in love with someone
i
am lucky
i
love to love you
my
romantic rose
my
dream come true
my
nice guy
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