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Friday 23/o5/2oo3

Yep new URL .... great ... i update the links later ... gonna make new layouts .... yep great 

Happy bday meegs ... 17 already ...CoOL ...

tam @ 8:57pm

Sunday 11/o5/2oo3

I've been on da comp all weekend doing stoopid chem assignment and i haven't finished and maths test tomolo and haven't even started studying .... omg so stressed i could kill myself!! keke jks! :s ... so much work to do ... but i'm so slow ... i just dun feel like doing it ... i just keep listening to all da mp3's on my comp .... and watching all the old mtvs i downloaded ... damn .. wasting time ... 

i haven't blogged for awhile coz i've been busy ... and GoOd LuCk to everyone who has half - yearlys ...

^muah

tam @ 2:52pm

Sunday o4/o5/2oo3

Being back at school is pretty bad coz theres so much work to do ... but its good to see everyone again and not be so bored .... and piano exam soon ... damn ... i fink i'm heaps stressed but i just dun know it ... keke

i was reading someone elses website and they put dis charles schultz thing on and its kinda gay but true ... u get meeh? ... well i put it on here anyway ...

CHARLES SCHULTZ PHILOSOPHY

You don't actually have to take the quiz. Just read this straight through, and you'll get the point. It is trying to make an awesome point!

Here's the first quiz:

1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.

2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.

3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.

4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer prize.

5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress.

6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.

How did you do?

The facts are, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:

1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.

2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.

3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.

4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.

5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.

6. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you.

Easier?

The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care.

Wednesday 23/o4/2oo3

Omg i coloured my hair todai ... brown but its heaps light at the top and on the ends its not ... damn ... but i'm getting used to it ... at first it was like omg wat happened ... but now its okai .... and i kinda got a fringe .... spur of the moment thing ... and i wish i hadn't ... damn ... but i guess it looks okai if i put heaps and heaps of mousse in hehe ...

I feel weird ... like a whole part of me has left ... last nite i was talking to my frend and i told him stuff i hadn't planned on telling anyone ... and now in a way i kind of regret it ... like i put heaps of trust in him ... and i feel like i know something bad's gonna happen ... i just have this vibe ... freaky ... 

Well i was sposed to have piano lesson todai but decided to skip it ... anyways .. now i'm doing my legal assignment ... better get started ... even though i have no frikin idea wat i'm doing ... 

%(-_-)% tam @ 8:20pm

Tuesday 22/o4/2oo3

Nearing the end of holidays nearly ... and i have so much work to do ... damn ... well i start tomolo ... you realise i just say this to make myself feel better? .... damn

Well i finally got better from my cold ... so i guess dat means i dun have SARS ... *yay* haha ... but its raining for the rest of the week ... so i guess that means no going out ... godammit ... 

I went to Ikea todai coz my brother wanted to buy some foto frames or something ... and mirror ... so i went with him ... and he made me hold everything ... geez .... such a nice sistah aren't i? hehe ... well i saw someone who made my day anyways .... haha

I feel heaps empty at the moment ... its funni how much you can miss someone even though you dun even know it ... in denial ...

 ¶ d à r n t à r t m ù i ¶ @ 10:41 pm

Friday 18/o4/2oo3

Happy Easter everybody!! Hope everyone's not feeling too sick from eating too much chocolate keke .... i'm not i'm sucha good girl kekeke ... nah actually my mum was like to me dun eat all da chocolates, its not even easter ... but i was like yeh it is, jesus died for us todai and rose again (here i was thinking i was real smart and knowledgeable (-_-)" hehe) but den she was like ur not sposed to celebrate when jesus died but when he rose ... and den i was like yeh he rose on da same day ... and den we had like dis big argument ... and den i realised i remembered da ad on da tv said jesus rose 3 days later ... damn ... but mum let me eat chocolate anyways .... and maybe i did eat too much becoz i feel sick ... but maybe dats becoz i have a cold .... damn ... 

Well weather is real weird todai .,.. like heaps sunny one minute, then it starts raining, like pouring down ... so no easter show dis w.e ... damn ... and too cold to colour my hair todais ... damn ... geez damn ... but hopefully i can next week .. yay >.< 

Well, i gotz a postcard from lexi todais all da way from canada ... how nice of her to send it to meeh hehe ... wellz i better write back since i'm such a nice person ... grrrr so jealous of her ... she's so lucky get to go to canada ... but i fink i'm a bit too scared to be travelling now becoz of SARS .... eeeeek ... oh wellz ...

I just realised i was sposed to finish dis novel for english in da holis ... i totally forgot about it ... and its heaps thick ... so i'm trying to read fast but i can't ... so i fink i might go rent da video keke o_O ... and da teacher expects chapter summaries so dat means we have to read it ... smart lady ... well i better start reading now ... at this rate i might be able to finish the book by next year haha .... 

Aiyyyaaaaa >.<

"(-_-)" t a m @ 3:02 pm 

Thursday 17/o4/2oo3

New layout and dedications are up ... any ideas of wat else i should put up ... tell meeh ... and i'm still sick *sniff sniff* damn ...

Anyways since i'm sick i gotz ta stay at home so i dun feel like doing school work blah! so i decided to work on my webpage and fanks to poodesigns it is now new and improved ... so yeh tell me wat you fink okais? i haven't finished my dedications yet so if ur not on there dun get angry ... i will get around to it just my eyes are fully burning right now ... eeek ... well now my blog is like dedicated to jay chow keke i swear i love him too much ... yeh and nows i gotz a update page waaaahhh ... hehe ahhh i'm so bored ... 

The weather was pretty shit todai ... damn ... hopefully it clears up on da w/e so i can go show and shopping yay ... plz plz plz let it be sunny ... 

Well tomolo is Good Friday and i hope everyone has a "good friday" haha i'm so lame ... well i'm gonna colour my hair tomolo ... hope it turns out okai *fingers crossed* ...  

For da past 2 days i've been listening to Utada Hikaru - First Love and David Tao - I believe, I Love you and Angel non-stop ... slow songs really make u fink of things heaps deeply ... maybe i should stop keke ... making meeh too sad ... *damn* 

*('.')* t a m @ 2:34 pm

Saturday 12/o4/2oo3

It's finally holis, but its weird becoz this is the first time they came really fast .... and thats scary ... usually its like big countdown until da holis and it takes forever for them to come ... but now that they are here ... i'm not ready for them ..  damn .. yesterday went city and watched johnny english ... omg i reckon it wasn't dat funni ... like it was silly ... and i guess wat can u expect when its only PG ... damn shoulda watched something else ... and then me and my frend just walked around city .... and just talked about things ... it was better then going to skool ... so many ppl in city ... 

Dunnoz whether should go to easter show ... too crowded ... but will prob go anyways ... for showbags keke ... and rides ... man i'm gonna be so broke ... 

Rite now i feel kinda empty and its weird ... and i fink i know why but i dun wanna admit it ... its funni how u neva know how much a person means to yooh ... like at the start u fink they are annoying or u take them for granted and just fink they will always be there whenever u look beside yooh ... and now u turn around and they not there ... damn ... maybe its like a test to show how u really feel about them ... ahhhhhh ... i dunno ... damn

Lately i dunno alot of fings ... i thought u sposed to become wiser and smarter the older u get ... and start making up ur own mind .... but not happening to meeh ... so unsure and confused abt so many things ...

Skool it good now ... beats bevo ... and most ppl are heaps nice ... some ppl make meeh so pissy i wanna poke their eyeballs out ....jks! :s .... but yeh its okais ... so much hw to do these holis ... damn

i talked to my frend last nite ... he's such an ARROGANT BOG!! haha ... i swear he tries to steal my words .. and hes changed so much ... that one fone call grrrrr ... hehe ... but i swear ... BOG=hair,gremlin cave woman .... take my word for it ...

Anyways ... happi holis everyone and hope everyone stays happi and SmiLes ... Dun let anything get u down .... not worth it ... some things just not worth it ... some ppl just not worth it ...

~('.')~ t a m @ 4:50pm

Wednesday o2/o4/2oo3

First entry for April ... hope everyone had a good APril Fools day yesterday kekeke .... i'm so smart i didn't get fooled hehe .... ahhhhhh i'm so stoopid ... anyways ... so todai another protest was on .... but we just left skool early becoz everyone else did .... so went to blue ice and then y2k .... but in y2k ... fish balls were too chilli hot for meeh .... ahhhhh i'm such a wuss hehe ... but everyones lips and face were like red .... heaps funni ... then meeh and my frend just walked round city and that was okai .... but oh mah gosh so much hw to do still .... like its nearly holis so teachers should be nice and not give out hw .... 

You know some ppl make me so pissy coz they so judgemental .... like u shouldn't judge ppl unless u've met them .... or otherwise u can judge them if they judge u first ...  some ppl so pathetic ... make meeh so pissy .... like just pay the $11 .... kekekeke

Ahhhh so pissed ... i blog later 

@('.')@  t a m @ 6:56 pm

Saturday 29/o3/2oo3

Todais went city with my frend and i swear it took us like 3 hrs to find a skirt ... wats the world coming to ... but i guess i kinda chose the wrong time to buy it coz autumn is here ... anyways todais was funnn but omg so tired and i still gotta so english speech and physics study for monday!!! ahhh kinda stressed ... and i've decided the legal hw too hard ... ahhhh stuff it ..... anyways ... tomolo is my frends bday and we going on boat on harbour ... oooooooooh hehe ... it'll be way fun i reckon ... hopefully it dun rain ... please please please .... i went shopping for her pressie todais and it took ages to find something for her as well ... 

well wats been happening ... ummm wednesday was that protest thingy ... so there was like no-one at skool u know what i mean ... plus i had to go dentist ... so went chatswood and was like 2 hrs early .. hehe ... so lucky my frend came with meeh or i woulda been so bored!! so meeh and him like went walking around shopping for a bit, then we sat in da food court and ate and listened to jay chow ... hehe .... it was fun ... den went ezy-way ... geez i'm such a loyal buyer from them hehe ....  then yesterday went karaoke .... it was cool even though i dun know mando hehe ... so just sit and watched da film clips ... it beats going home and doing nothing ... so yep yep ...sp yeh haven't really been doing much .,... but its holis soon! planning on going to da show yay!! hehe i'm so immature ... but i'm gonna save up so i can go on heaps of rides and buy lots of showbags .... food ones yummmy hehe ....

u know i just realised how much things can change when u dun see ppl for a long time .... like sumtimes when i haven't seen a frend for a long time i like get real scared becoz i dun know what to say to them ... but then it dun feel like they really wanna talk to meeh no more and like dun even make an effort ... so it makes me heaps pissed ... and just block block .... like its not my fault that we not dat close anymore ... i guess things change, ppl change, new things happen, new ppl are found ... u know? its sad how these things happen but i guess u just gotta accept it and leave the past behind ... move on and just forget everything ... if the effort isn't made from both ppl ... it just isn't gonna work ... and someones gonna end up pissed ... 

well i have to go watch tv now ... and i'm hungry too ... wat should i eat ... ?

#('.')# tam @ 10:29pm 

Saturday 22/o3/2oo3

Well wat a waste of a saturday .... dis morning at 9am i had piano ... and then i spent a WHOLE day doing my physics assignment .. and i forgot to write all the book names at da library so gonna have to make up muh bibliography .... grrrrr ... and i still got a chem assignment due monday ... omg! and so tired right now i can't start it ... gonna have to start bright and early ... man dun have w/e's anymore these days ... which is pretty gay ...

it's nearly holis soon .... already! this term has gone do fast ... like next thing i know tomolo i'll be sitting the hsc or something ... its real weird how when things are good ... time flies so fast ... but when things are  bad .. time crawls by ... like one second is an hr ... its funni how it works that way ... but i guess i'd rather be happi with time flying by then being sad and having alot of time to dwell on it ... u know what i mean? no? okai then i'll shut-up .. hehe

well yesterday i so failed my maths test ... it was like 10 pages long and the teacher came late ... and plus i'm so slow .... so i like JUST finished .. so then meeh and my friend just walked around city after skool for like 3 hrs ... and went round chinatown ... and we had skool fotoz yesterday ... omg and i actually had to sit in the front .... shame ... and it took me ages to straighten my hair ... geez i sound so vain ...

well everyones out right now ... home all alone ... scaryyy ... hehe nah ... i fink i'll go eat something ... 

$('.')$ tam @ 10:28pm

Wednesday 19/o3/2oo3

Man so stressed atm ... like so much work and stuff to do but u know how u fink theres not enough time to do it in so u end up stressing in the time u have that u can do it ... ahhhh going crazyy coz i'm so disorgainsed!! yr 11 so hard!!! i fink i'm so gonna fail ... i dunnoz but it sumtimes feels like i can't handle all of this ... like the freaken teachers so slack they dun care and keep giving and giving work .... okai i think i'm just crazzy now hehe

well todais we had dragon boating agains ... except we got a new teacher and hes heaps cool coz he doesn't make us work hard ... like the last one made us work heaps hard like we were some professional team puahahah... puh-lease! .. anyways it was okai except ppl keep splashing and stuff ... and getting alll wet and salty .. >.< 

went starbucks and then had to wait for train like 20 mins! like geez the trains are so slack like none of them stopped at bevo ... freaken hey .... yeh and my hand was all sticky coz the frappacino thing kept dripping on meeh everywhere so i smelt like vanilla ... hmmm maybe that could be a gooood thing hehe jks jks! and had to get up heaps early dis morning becoz maths ext and to get my sis to drop meeh off at station ... so i'm like heaps heaps tired! i know i shouldn't complain ... but i keep being late in the morning so we misss the train and then have to run to skool ... eeeeek

school fotoz on friday ... aiiiyya!! i hate fotoz!!! so crap~! ... but i hope my foto turns out good ... pfff hahahaha ...

u know some ppl are heaps more sensitive then other ... *cough cough* hehe ... like i neva knew that ppl could be like that ... like some ppl should just learn how to tolerate stuff ...

so confused about alot of stuff lately ... clogging my head up ... i think its because i think heaps to get stuff out of my head ... but with everything going on i dun have enough time to think and so everything stays in my head and it just hurts .... dunno wat to do ... 

anyways maths test, physics assig, chem assig, eng speech, all due soon ... better get started ... but wat to do it on *scratches head* .... damn wish i was smarter

%('.')% tam @ 8:57pm

Friday 14/o3/2oo3

Waaaaah, haven't blogged for a week ... and i know you's all missed it hehe jks! hmmm well its not like heaps has been happening ... been going to school .. on wednesday we got let out early ... no sport! yay ... so went chinatown and darling harbour for da afternoon ... ummm yeh not much been happening ....

well i went to hurssie todais wit a frend .. and we jus walked around and stuff ... thank god its friday!!! had a legal test todai and i studied until 12 last nite!! such a good girl hehe ... but i forgot about my chemistry one =( so yeh failed that one ... ahhhh i'm so disorganised ... and now i got heaps of assignments to do ...

well got alot on my mind ... and it hurts my brain to think about it ... hehe ... 

i fink i blog later

^('.')^ tam @ 6:54pm  

Friday o7/o3/2oo3

Freaken man i was so pissy before because my stoopid bro didn't tape what i told him to tape last nite ... geez so thick and can't even follow instructions!! but i'm all betta now =) hehe ..

Omg its Friday ... so good so good .... weekend!!! and need a break from skool and wats going on at skool ... like geez i've been getting a bit freaked out these days ... school was so boring todai and had a maths test ... ahhhhhh hope i didn't fail coz da maths teacher so mean i tell you!! she fully like embarasses you if u go bad ... evil evil evil i tell you ... so yep fingers crossed ... and my friend had a maths test todai as well ...i rang last nite becoz i felt slack and we hadn't talked for ages ... plus i dun fink i can go back there for da holis ... eeeek sorry ... anyways ... i fink i accidently gave her bad luck for her test ... hehe sowie sowie ... but she gave me bad luck and now i'm gonna become a hoe .. hehe ... man i fink u must fink i'm weird now ... so yeh forget it ... hehe .... wat a bitch! skank ... =)

Dis avo had a good talk wif one of my "friends" ... like really good like got to know each other better ... and i guess i realised he not as bad as i thought ... like i guess deep down inside he is kinda "nice" ... yeh so gotta stop being slack to him ... hehe grrrrr jks!

i actually added my 411 in ... its like real stoopid and it was done real quick .... sowie sowie ... for u blind ppl its in da red box up there ... in orange and says 411 .. yeh click it ... well done .. hehe ...plus i'm still making my shoutoutz ... so i guess i'm gonna have to make more room for it ... dum dum dum ...

well got piano tomolo ... dammit ... and heaps of assignments ... hehe ... yes more excuses to come on net .... *ding dong*

&('.')& tam @ 9:10pm 

Wednesday o5/o3/2oo3

Waaaaah so tired-la ... todais was sport and dragon boating really takes heaps and heaps of energy!!! plus everyone jigged todai coz like half the school went to that protest thingy ... *cough cough* yeh right ... but i was a good girlie and stayed ... coz all da girls at skool did as well hehe ... 

omg so tired and i even studied for physics test tomolo ... ahhhh so good aren't i ... hehe ... and i had such a good heart i did a good deed today ... like i wasn't slack to someone ... i was so nice i even waited ... ahhhh geez i'm a changed person hehe pfffff ...

so many assignments and tests at skool now ... ahhhhh going out of my mind .... and my legs have all these bruises on them and i dun know where they came from .,.. hmmm its a mystery ... *ding ding* ... 

well i got nothing else to say coz i'm dead tired ... and its not even 10pm! SHAME!! hehe

*('.')* tam @ 9:30pm

Sunday o2/o3/2oo3

Gonna have a blog now coz i'm so bored and like everyone has one except meeh >.< hehe ... well i dun fink i'm gonna have all that 411 and shoutouz and pics and stuff coz meeh so lazy ... and i will most prob update like once a year haha ... geez i fink not many ppl gonna come here yeh? oh wellz ... at least i tried =D ...

hmmmz .. well i should be on here researching assignments but serious ... i can't find anything ... help sumone ahhhhh ... plus its so boring ... can u believe its monday tomolo already! the w/e's go soo fast these days ... its like friday and its like yay weekend ... then you wake up and its like sunday afternoon ... geez ... but school is kinda fun except the work is pretty shit coz they make us do so much ... and its only da beginning of da year!! 

well dis weekend i went yumcha in burwood .. the food was heaps yum ... but the place smelt like fish ... so that was kinda gross ... ummm went shopping and bought a new clock haha ... well i guess its betta i buy it coz then if other ppl buy it dat means they want yooh to die right? eeeek ... haha ... and yeh do heaps of homework ... so yeh great weekend ... pfffff ... i wonder who went to da mardi gras ... i can fink of a few ppl hehe wink wink ... nah jks ... oooh and i went hairdressers to get my hair cut ... i got it trimmed and re-layered coz ur sposed to get dis done like every few months .. but i chickened out of colouring it coz i dun want my hair to fall out ... 

well gonna go catch up on sleep

<('.')> tam @ 3:55pm