lyrics by: L. Bongiovanni
I've
seen the dark side of heaven
Lived
in a cold hell
I've
seen a man driven
Heard
the ringing, yes the ringing of your bells.
Climb
inside your mortal ecstasy
Clear
your mind of all it's thoughts
The
only painted devil here is me
Now
I speak in a defining tongue
And
now I dream of the residing young
Now
I'm blasphemies incarnate
And
a raving lunatic
Climb
inside your mortal ecstasy
Clear
your mind of all it's thoughts
The
only painted devil here is me
Bury
your face into my pale flesh
Lose
your dreams in my death
Find
infinity inside of me
Gain
new insight into sanity
Climb
inside your mortal ecstasy
Clear
your mind of all it's thoughts
The only painted devil here is me
lyrics by: L.Bongiovanni
I
pick the putrid petals off my feet
I
hear the children trick or treat
The
day I found was October
The
day I found was over
Show
me a sign that might change my mind
And
send me running back to the light of day
I'll
never run again into the night
Begging
for some end to my life
Live
in hate indulge in sin
Just
to feel the pain within
Show
me a sign that might change my mind
And
send me running back to the light of day
Father
loves what we hate (Take me away from this fate)
Without
wings I soon fall (Hold me like a broken doll)
Mercy
brings me such harm (Crush me in your loving arms)
Rising
up father cries (Morning star is in the sky)
Screams
of passion bonfires burn
The
silence of night suddenly turned
Hands
lash out only to fail
Movement
of faith to no avail
Show
me a sign that might change my mind
And
send me running back to the light of day
Father
loves what we hate (Take me away from this fate)
Without
wings I soon fall (Hold me like a broken doll)
Mercy
brings me such harm (Crush me in your loving arms)
Rising
up father cries (Morning star is in the sky)
In
my mind you show me the lies that tore my heart to see
Full
of despair I am learning to fear for what you've done to me
Left
with no light I yearn to be free
There
is no heaven in the sky
There is no light when you die
lyrics by: L. Bongiovanni
Icy fingers down my spine, I feel you on the inside
Fearing all we've left behind, as sunshine to the blind,
Things could be so easy if only you would let me
Kill the Shepard for forsaking all of the dreams of mine
A longing look in your eyes, quick glance then smile
your hand holds mine it's in this night we shine
Glory, beauty, loving longing having spent the night lost talking
An idea suddenly sears my mind if not for this I might die
Emits the air so clean grass and trees sing in the breeze
A song of sweet sympathy of how my words hand me
With my breath there is nothing left for me to- oh I can feel it tightening
I should turn to walk away from you while my noose is relenting
I fear my words hang me again
Time to fear the changing tide the nightmare never ending
Turn to share a thought and find the feelings far too moving
I only wish I could kiss your lips without pain or aching thought
Of the bliss I will have taken from all the years I've not
Holding hands as you turn to me asking of what I was thinking
Of all the things I've yet to see and how my words lose their meaning
The gallows are not far from me now, a rope hung with precision
In trying to change the setting stage my voice ends this vision
Emits the air so clean grass and trees sing in the breeze
A song of sweet sympathy of how my words hand me
With my breath there is nothing left for me to- oh I can feel it tightening
I should turn to walk away from you while my noose is relenting
I fear my words hang me again
I could spend my life in your arms staring into your sky
My words work against the thoughts I try to hide
I'm lost captivated and innocent of these crimes
With these words I hand myself and I am only a loathsome male
Emits the air so clean grass and trees sing in the breeze
A song of sweet sympathy of how my words hand me
With my breath there is nothing left for me to- oh I can feel it tightening
I should turn to walk away from you while my noose is relenting
I fear my words hang me again
lyrics by: L. Bongiovanni
You
the victim, the ever-present screaming child
With
all this bleeding I rip you open and climb inside
You
want me to hurt you, want to point the finger
You
accuse me of stealing all your hope-filled smiles
Having
asked me to be the man in suit and tie
Reaching
out to rape you, without voice I say...
You,
the master, the one who pulls the strings
Makes
the movement in this heartfelt tragedy
Make
me the liar with these arms I hang you on
Words
of fire to tear away the things you love
Wanting
knees to slowly break, feel the tremor
Without
trying I take, extending my hand to shake
Like
the night I have slept through the day of stifling pain
With
the nightmare webbing, all the love
I
felt in dream remains a vague aching in the base of my mind
In
fearing aching up to find I'm still alive
You
hold the halo just above my head
In
hallowed heaven these feathered wings I spread
Open
to your sharp tongue and aching eye
A
threatening presence, the only one who believes your lies
In
trying to meet the expectations I have seen
Play
the role you have cast for me
Like
the night I have slept through the day of stifling pain
With
the nightmare webbing, all the love
I
felt in dream remains a vague aching in the base of my mind
In
fearing aching up to find I'm still alive
Live
amongst your falling stars, turn to change the setting stage
Burn
this world for giving faith to those you hate
Like
the night I have slept through the day of stifling pain
With
the nightmare webbing, all the love
I
felt in dream remains a vague aching in the base of my mind
In
fearing aching up to find I'm still alive
In
the silence hoping for release from the seeming sanity always knowing
The end is somewhere inside of me
lyrics by: B. Pampaselle
Sick
starter of innocence
Pale
portrayer of wretchedness
Sycophant
and loving it
You
frail fucking parasite
Most
malicious effigy
Of
every sin you want to see
Not
a thought of tiredness
You
frail fucking parasite
I
hate to have you serve your master
I
want to see your pride all plastered
I
held the rope around your neck
I
am the son your father wrecked
I
try to feel your pulse but no
It's
never enough to fill this hole
Some
things never return from your past
Nothing
is as long as you wanted it to last
Cold
callous artifact
A
cold and lonely heart attack
Believing
every lie I told you
You
frail fucking parasite
Thin
tirade of patheticness
Dim
desire of thoughtlessness
Much
too weak for the game
You
frail fucking parasite
I
hate to have you serve your master
I
want to see your pride all plastered
I
hold the rope around your neck
I
am the son your father wrecked
I
hate to have you leave so shortly
I
wish you were here but you're too empty
Some
things always return from your past
Nothing is as long as you wanted it to last
lyrics by: L. Bongiovanni
Some
see the night falling / Like an angel with arms open wide
Carrying
on it's back the burden / Of the changing times
Much
as the seasons coming
It's
moving everyday / Unstoppable in it's fury
Peace
will only come / With accepting
The
motions endless pass
Not
everyone is so lucky to get a bullet in the head
No
time for mercy only the sound of thunder
Deafening
your ears tearing the world apart
Some
fear the lighting / Tearing through the night
Burning
down the bridges / As they crash in the dark
These
see no heaven, these see no grace
On
the wings of a virgin / Bird of peace
Lost
in the absence / Of holiness reprise
Which
only within blood they find
Not
everyone so lucky to get a bullet in the head
No
sound of sirens piercing their ears
No
visions coming of mothers crying
Tearing
the world apart
And
still there are changing seasons / And waves crashing down
Jesus
always bleeding / As heads hit the ground
The
silence falls like the curtain call on all existence
Is
there angels soft caress / A light which blinds the eyes
The
voice of a loved one / As one breathes
Their
last breath
Not
everyone so lucky, not everything so easy
No
other way as pleasing as a bullet in the head
Not
every end so pretty, no other way as fleeting
As
a bullet in the head
Tearing the world apart
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