Topic: The Thin Line
do i put it to him bluntly? or ask so sweetly? just go in for the kiss? shout it out for all to hear? send a letter through the mail...? dedicate a song on the radio? wait, what if he doesn't hear it? write a note and leave it on his car? itll blow away before he finds it. just call him up and ask him? what if he says "no"? id rather live with daydreams than rejection. how can it be possible that i dont give myself away everytime i look at him? i wonder if he knows i have a million dollar smile reserved just for him. ok, i give. i really messed up - but it was sooo long ago. ive grown up since then, why cant he just forgive me and pick up where we left off. i know i hear him say it. its not just my imagination. he didnt care who else was there - he heard my name and asked about everybody else, but didnt listen when he got an answer. just like ive been doing, tip toeing around. i want him so bad but im not willing to go for it again becuase im afriad that he will deny me or use me. id let him use me. thats really the reason i dont want to ask. grrr. why cant it just be easy? i cant waste too much more time on this. i freakin hate this! pineing away for some guy. but not just any guy. Can I love you yet? just for a day? give me a trial period and you'll see. Ive got it! ill make an infomercial! that would just be riotus.
Posted by art2/thevmexperience
at 1:53 AM EST
Updated: Sunday, 16 January 2005 2:38 AM EST
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Updated: Sunday, 16 January 2005 2:38 AM EST
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